How to make 'a Small lotus' Watermelon Carving

You say I make you nervous, a tragedy I'm a beautiful disaster, a reckoning You wonder how I got this way You think I'm someone to be saved Someone to clean up and tame Oh, some things never change, never change You think I would look pretty on your arm Once you cover up my bruises and battle scars But it always ends the same Can't bear the things I've had to face Got you crying on your knees in pain Oh, some things never change, never change Oh, you'll break your back to make me feel again Suffocate to make me breathe again Lose your mind from endless prayer Yeah, some things never change, never change Oh, redemption never came I stopped asking for forgiveness Cause you should know only fools tread where the angels fear to go But you keep trying to get too close Save myself by turning into stone So save your judgment cause you just don't know But some things never change, never change They say I should feel guilty And change my ways Leaving crumpled bodies in my wake Swear I didn't mean to make them break But they're so delicate and so mundane And they keep coming like a moth to a flame Oh, some things never change, never change You'll break your back to make me feel again Suffocate to make me breathe again Lose your mind from endless prayer Yeah, some things never change, never change Oh, redemption never came Looks like we've come to the end of the road There's no point in running away now I'd rather sleep until the storm is gone She'd rather be shooting at me now I know it will end up in anger I don't think we grew up, we just became older She's aiming her words, ready to fire I don't think that bullets will bring back desire Bullets will bring back desire Looks like a blink of an eye's not enough She'd rather be staying for days now I'd rather fix it than mess up again She'd rather be burning it all now I know it will end up in anger I don't think we grew up, we just became older She's aiming her words, ready to fire I don't think that bullets will bring back desire Bullets will bring back desire I know it will end up in anger I I'm a little hot, I'm a little hot We ain't perfect, no It's a work in progress Good things go slow And I'm no saint I fall and you pick me up again You got your habits I got them too Just feel like maybe I could lose them with you Sinkin' in and I guess I kinda like that For the first time you really got my back Got your habits I got them too Just feel like maybe I could lose them with you Lose them with you, lose them with you Just feel like maybe I could lose them with You Yeah, yeah, yeah Lose them with you Yeah, yeah, yeah Got your habits I got them too I'm no saint You say I make you nervous, a tragedy I'm a beautiful disaster A reckoning, you wonder how I got this way You think I'm someone to be saved Someone to clean up and tame Oh, some things never change, never change