Slow Rainy Days 🌧️|| When things don't turn out the way u plan! heart break, difficult times

It has been slowly raining for 3 days When anxiety overwhelms us, taking a moment to appreciate the beauty of a rainy day can provide a much-needed respite from our worries Nature has an uncanny ability to heal; it nurtures us just as it nurtures the Earth. Our surroundings play a major role in terms of mental health What we see, listen and choose to speak effects our mind So, step outside and feel the raindrops on your skin, allowing them to cleanse your mind of worries. The sound of gentle rain creates a therapeutic rhythm, lulling our anxious thoughts. Next morning I lit some candles to warm myself a little It was still raining though I went grocery shopping and only bought the essential herbs and vegetables The prizes have gone higher on vegetables and meat It's crazy how the price of onions have raised higher so much From 2 - 3 dhs per kilo it increased to 10 dhs per kg :\ I haven't been cooking much at home lately Mainly due to the hospital visits My mother was admitted in the hospital for a month Life is certainly full of surprices, you never know whats coming next while we were busy planning for spring or ramadan unexpected things come up.. I made many goals this year, first to eat healthy but turns out I couldn't stick to the plan I wanted to be consistent on video making but my other priority comes up and I loose motivation eventually Inflation is the biggest concern in our life even if don't talk about it.. During winter the electricity bills are quite low which is a relief My husband is the only one who pays the bills, I feel helpless sometimes that I'm unable to support financially as I don't earn much in making content perhaps I'm not that consistent However, I have hopes one day I'll be able to do it My responsibily as a homemaker, a wife, a mother is endless but I intend to fulfill it with all my heart Everytime I buy any herbs I store it without washing by cutting only the ends this way the herbs stay moisture free and fresh for a week I'm going to cook something simple and quick for lunch when I was in the hospital, they provide food for the guest as well The food looked great but honestly it tastes bland I was craving homemade food desperately :') Comfort food has a way of triggering positive emotions which is why we turn to them in times of stress or sadness. comfort food is about more than just satisfying hunger— it’s about feeding the soul. Whether it’s a bad day at work or your going through emotional stress, a comforting meal can provide a sense of solace and peace Ahh, there’s nothing quite like a plate of comfort food to make everything feel a little bit better. I've been staying in the hospital for my mum to look after her as its quite far away from home I cannot just go home and come back Although the nurses look after the patients but a family can take a better care for the emotional well being My mother is diagnosed with cancer and there's nothing more heartbreaking for anyone to discover the truth I wasn't so close to my mother until my marriage I grew closer, and at this point I'm so confused emotionally and mentally It is a difficult time but it shall pass. All I can do is hope and pray for her recovery! Thank u for joining me today and always