Morning Insight 04 Maret 2024 : Inner World of An Artist

[Music] [ Music] [ Music] [ Music] [ Music] [ Music] [ Music] [Laughter] [Music] okay Hello good morning ladies and gentlemen uh friends of Avi everyone who might be listening uh from live YouTube or also from uh Zoom meeting eh we had a meeting this morning eh I say good morning eh on this Monday at the beginning of March ee we will together ee reflect and also process things that might be helped by our reflection today in the morning Inside on this morning on March 4 2024 eh maybe eh allow me to introduce myself first so my name is Fitriana Ega usually you can be called by the nickname Ega eh I am one of the psychologists eh in the Indonesian family who today we will be together ee in reflection or also in the process in the morning Inside maybe for us to be able to carry out and also carry out our activities for today well Let's pray according to our respective religions and beliefs Hopefully this day can go or ee in accordance with our hopes pray according to each religion and belief Praying begins OK OK Praying is finished, well, this morning, yes, as was announced in the morning Inside group and also several groups yesterday, in March we will have three meetings starting on March 4 e with The big theme is expression through art. Well, this morning, March 4th, we will discuss the inner workings of an artist, so we will discuss, uh, think of ourselves as artists, whether it's a painter, whether it's a singer or also eh, who actually makes something. in real life, in my opinion, personally, we ourselves are also artists, even though we don't paint, we don't play music, but that is the form in which we live our lives. We enjoy our lives and perhaps it could be said that we try everything for life. we We are actually artists for ourselves so uh we are the ones who will uh highlight that's what's inside us eh how do we process it so for the next 3 weeks Eh Next week we will be on holiday because it coincides with the Nyepi holiday but in This March we will both discuss an aspect of life which we might say is an aspect full of art, right? Ee with things that we might discuss a little about art too. Well, maybe allow me to see what it's called. [Music] for a moment ee [Music] okay OK so indeed eh morning Inside will be held every week on Monday until .30 So, this morning we will discuss the inner World of an artist Eh why is the title inner World of an meaning or Why e we will discuss eh in art, yes, in life, eh, as an artist, yes, maybe it could be said like that, as a singer, it is very, very important, so according to Edward Hooper, Edward Hooper is one of the famous painters from the United States, great art is the outw expression of an inner life in the search for very, very good art or very, very good art is a form of expression of our lives as artists, so that's why I said at the beginning that actually, even though we don't paint, we don't play our music. No, we are in quotation marks, we are not artists, eh, artists, that doesn't mean that actually we don't provide art, or we don't provide art that is very, very good for life, whether for ourselves or for the environment. Why, because when we express our lives properly expressing what is happening inside us well, that is actually the result of a personal Vision of the world, that is how we inspire, reflect on our lives and also show what our life journey is actually like. Even though we may not put it in a song, no we put it on music, we don't put it on canvas, we don't put it on painting or even dance, sculpture, actually what we often think of as artists or as artists are these things. Meanwhile, when we live our daily lives, even though we don't artistic things like that, yes, in quotation marks, actually we have become an e, we have become an artist, we have brought art into our lives because what that is is a form in which we love ourselves, uh, reflect on our lives, try to become better individuals. and others because at the last month's meeting we had a theme of giving love to each other, whether it's love for ourselves or for the environment, whether it's family, friends, co- workers or anyone else, that's the form in which we express our affection. So now the question is whether we can express what we live in our lives well so that it becomes a masterpiece, that's right, because of our life we ​​woke up this morning, eh, and we're still as excited as I am, so yes, excited to meet you, Mrs. Avi's friend on this morning Inside is a masterpiece that I might say that I created which I gave to myself because there is a reflection for myself as well and also for the ladies and gentlemen and also Avi's friends, all of them, well, the form of this masterpiece is the form of Where are we? can express what we experience, what we feel in our lives because there are two very, very important things, namely that we can connect with ourselves and also reflect on feelings where. If we are connected to ourselves, that is where. we express ourselves in one way, so expressing ourselves is one way for us to find out what feelings are inside us, what do I feel, what do I feel at the moment, what is my condition like, whether it's a physical condition, a mental condition, a physical condition. Emotional is a form of love and affection for ourselves because when we don't connect with ourselves well, sometimes we don't recognize what I really feel. Oftentimes we ourselves don't really know why. I feel sad, why do I feel anxious? Why don't I seem to be in a good condition because there is a gap within myself or not connected to myself, whereas when we really have a connection with ourselves, it is a form in which we love, we show that we love ourselves. That's how it is, Ee, that I care about myself because what often happens is that many people find it easier to show me, darling, I love my family, my partner, the people around me compared to ourselves or we are more aware of ourselves. more aware of changes in situations in our environment, which means we are more connected to our environment than to ourselves. Then the second is to reflect on feelings. Why is it that reflecting on feelings is very, very important for the way we express ourselves because basically everyone is we need time alone we need time to reflect we need time to listen to what we ourselves are saying to reflect on the feelings that are inside us to find out what is inside us to know what things we might experience and what we need to do The goal is for us to be able to reflect on why I feel like this, what do I really feel and what do I need to do for myself so that this can become a masterpiece or that this can be processed well? I myself can also live my life. I'm good. Well, that's how we reflect on our feelings. Later we will both reflect on that and also reflect at the end of the activity, but maybe a little like that, I want to tell you about Frida. If that's the case, then meet Fridao. Why, because I think Fridao is wrong a person uh maybe you could say is really an artist like that, uh, an artist, a painter, uh, who comes from Mexico, who really expresses himself, what he experiences, what he feels, what he feels, maybe he feels it is necessary to show it because the form is a form of affection and It may be a little difficult for us to show or process our love for ourselves in the form of painting, but this is one form of example that I think if we want to try, if we try to show our love for ourselves, there are many ways. Cooking is also actually an art like that, yes, continuing to talk, we make presentations, which is also actually a form of art, so Frida is one of the painters who came from Mexico in the 1980s, yes, it's been a long time since she was. This is her life's journey, perhaps you could say, isn't it? It's a fun journey of life, even though this is a photo of Frid like that, even though he looks really beautiful, many people say that his face is the face of a real Mexican woman. But he's been pendant since he was alone, so I'll tell you. He once had an accident or a transportation accident. I see, when he got on the bus, eh, that made it a little difficult for him to walk properly and also his reproductive organs, eh, what are they called, eh, he couldn't reproduce or couldn't have children because of the accident, eh, as he progressed into adulthood, like that, from adolescence to As an adult, he can actually walk, even though he looks limping, but over time the pain gets worse so he is required to be in his adult years, like 25 or up to 30 years old. Eh, around early adulthood, he has to be really bad or really bad. really doing all his activities on the bed, finally he stated in the book, what is it called, like his autobiography, he did it, he said like this, I paint myself because I am often alone and because I am the subject, I know best. Why did he state it like this, because he is very - spends a lot of time alone in the room on the bed. So maybe from the ladies and gentlemen, uh, Afi's friend, if you want to know more about Frida, many of her paintings have the theme of beds. I mean in the room, uh, on the bed, yes, the one in ee is lying down like this is one example, eh, one example of his painting, he feels a lot of pain, but he doesn't want that pain, it makes him not produce anything, doesn't show the advantages or positive things that he has, finally he tries to show his love for himself and also to the environment or things that he loved, eh, because he was actually one of the communist supporters, right? At that time, eh, by painting, because all he could say or do was by painting, he couldn't go, he couldn't walk, he couldn't do anything. but she could move her hands and could talk until finally she met her life partner, eh, her husband, that's right, one of them, eh, her husband is also a painter, eh, with the help of the two of them working together, that's right, in quotation marks, working together to show the results of Frida's paintings if uh finally at the end of his life at the age of 45 years If I'm not mistaken he died due to complications indeed ee in the end he was very sad why was he very sad because he felt ee during those times of depression he didn't become e felt he didn't become a complete human being A complete woman cannot give offspring to her partner and others until finally she stated that I would rather paint myself, paint about life and paint about myself because she is often alone because in this life in this world, the subject is who the main focus is. who is who I am then I know what is best for me, what I feel, what I experience, what I want to say to the world, I know best, other people don't know what I really feel and everything else, but from the painting I can tell the general public or many people what I experienced, what I felt, maybe I'll tell you a little about this painting, like that. If I'm not mistaken, the name of the painting is Death Bed or The Bed of Death. If I'm not mistaken, that's it. So the story is he's the one who's lying down like that, he can't do anything, ee, if we zoom in a little, on his bed around him there are lots of plants which, as you might say, look like they've taken root, they're rooted in the bed, they can't move anywhere. -where but above it is a skull, this is a skull. Who is the skull? He is holding a flower. Because his leg hurts, he often shows his pain in the form of paintings. There are also things like barbed wire and lots of things. Indeed. His paintings show pain but also the form of life, because even though he is alone in bed, he is surrounded by life. This is one of the painters that I can probably say I quite like, ee, because it really shows the importance of expressing yourself. Well now, Eh, we I will start to reflect, so we will reflect on the questions together. Just two questions. Why is this question the e that I gave because this is actually a form of reflection that we need to ask ourselves? That's it. First question if I met me in the past what would I want to say to him if I were Ega who currently meets Ega in the past what would I want to say to Ega from the past and the second thing what would I like to give to myself in the present to continue his life what would Ega want to give to Ega, who in the present, to continue his life, give him this, what can he give, it can be a few words, two words, things or anything that according to Afi's friends, Mr. and Mrs. can help us to continue our lives and why do we want to give these things or we give this to ourselves in the present and why do I want to say this to myself in the past So maybe we will use the time until uh 25 or 27 so there is time for the next 5 minutes to 7 minutes to We can reflect together, please ladies and gentlemen, maybe directly from the Zoom meeting, you can write directly in the chat column if you are willing to share it or read it. Hey, if you don't want to be named, you can direct message me for friends who are watching live on YouTube, that's also fine. please write it in the chat column. Let's reflect together, please Miss. Yes, what if it's straight away? No need to write it down like that. OK, just a moment, sir, okay. OK, maybe you can share later, sir, after we've all finished sharing together, sir. Yes Oh yes Ma'am yes because I take too long to write Yes that's okay sir later you can share it together after ee maybe at .25 o'clock sir yes Oh yes okay Sir thank you OK OK time has shown 725 maybe you can, sir, if you want to share the results of this morning's reflection, please, sir, okay, I'm sorry, I was disturbed, okay, maybe, please, Mr. Azarianto, if you want to share with all of us, hello, hello, yes, sir, please e ee because I'm also in a hospital condition. Yes, sis. Yes, yes, so I don't use a computer. I only use a cellphone. Yes, if I was defeated, yes, I was. Heeh, in the past, yes, at first my parents' condition was good, yes, but suddenly it seemed like a sudden Hali Lintar, that's right, sis, because your father died at the age of 49, suddenly he fell down, even though I was an epileptic, that's how I needed medicine from America. In Indonesia, we don't have it yet. Well, that requires money, right? I asked for money everywhere. I can't yet, Sis, I can't. Wow, I'm confused. Finally I can. Thank God, I've been accepted. That's it. Well, that's it. There's a reflection at night. Yes, I have to live in simplicity. It feels like I still have to be able to live this as long as I live, yes, in our struggle for life. You just have to live in simplicity, otherwise in the name of a big city we will be lured by the extraordinary trials of life. If you look to the left, there are people wearing great shoes, we want to buy them. That's dangerous. Look to the right. There are people wearing cool bags, wow. Well, that's not it. I don't, I don't want to live like that. So Sis. So I still follow my friends' lives. Sorry, yes, yes, this is Chinese, yes, that's how it was in my time when I was still in middle school, middle school, high school. Well, they still live in simplicity throughout their lives until now. I'm like that right now, Sis, Heeh, so as long as we're alive, even though we've achieved how much money, it's just for us, our children, that's how it goes, the money doesn't go anywhere, Sis, even though we're dead. Yes, I've been called. Allah Yes, basically, that's how it is to live in simplicity, but if I had been given this by Allah, even though I have epilepsy, I would have a life partner. A wife, that's what I must live in honesty. That's what I'm holding on to. Sir, one or two, that's honesty, that's how it is between husband and wife, sis, it's the husband. and wives, if you live in honesty, family financial management is managed as well as possible, right? HR management between husband and wife, Riko management, is a long way into the future, Sis, if now people don't pay enough attention to it, it seems like it's delicious now, right? We don't know. Later in our old age, it's mandatory to invest, save, save, save, keep living in simplicity, it feels really good, Ma'am, I've felt that, OK, Ma'am, that's it. Thank you. Thank you very much, Mr. Azarianto, for sharing with all of us, that's how it is, maybe I can conclude a little like that, maybe maybe if E from the results of the previous reflection from Mr. Aanto is where we live full of honesty and also full of what is called simplicity where from honesty and simplicity we can uh become better individuals for the future or maybe it could be said uh the future which will come later. Well, that's it. Thank you very much, sir, for sharing with all of us. Maybe also thank you very much to the ladies and gentlemen who have listened and maybe also reflected personally, eh, in their respective journals, we are at the end our activities in the morning Inside this morning But before I close Maybe a little I ee there are some announcements like that, ladies and gentlemen. Eh, the first is about routine activities, yes, every week there are activities, namely the first is about Silent Night at silent night This will be held every Friday evening every week at 930. If I'm not mistaken, yes. Well, for our theme this March, we will have the theme to learn, learn from past life, in the morning Inside, as I said earlier in this morning Inside, ee on This month we will discuss expression through art. Next week we will take a holiday because it coincides with Nyepi Day, but on March 18th we will meet again with the title or theme, tap into your internet power and also. Apart from that, in Ad Family Indonesia there is some support. groups, one of which is Rise Up single Mom, hope, mother's room and also Soul, maybe please, ladies and gentlemen, to look at Instagram or social media at fam family Indonesia, then there is Findine Day, namely Couneling Day, where every second and fourth Tuesday we there will be something called a counseling day or also a counseling day with a contribution fee of R30,000 eh which will later be served by counselors and also eh yes by counselors at Adam Indonesia like that well maybe I would like to say thank you very much to ladies and gentlemen who have gone through the process in the morning today together with me. Because we started with a prayer. Let's also end our activities in the morning Inside this morning with a prayer that we hope that ladies and gentlemen who are on a journey or are also trying to collect their lives so that they can live this day. well, pray according to your respective religion and beliefs. Pray begins. Pray finishes. OK, thank you very much, ladies and gentlemen. Have a healthy day always, thank you, sis. Thank you.