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I was trying to make a video and I want to tell you why. And actually last week I told you that we were going to go to Valparaíso to see what was happening with the procedures for our land and we realized that they have been delayed by the truth is that pure bureaucracy and that feeling of not being able to do anything has kept me on average like inside all these days I have recorded things but I don't know I feel that I have been so cool about making a daily task and and the sowing and I don't know what and everything and I feel that I may be left with the seedbeds it is like staying with the curlers done because things are not moving forward Simply and they are there and it has been 6 months and it is not moving forward And then well you have me asked many times What is happening with that what can I tell you and eh the truth is that I did not want to make like a video complaining because I don't I don't want to complain because we are so lucky to be able to even be doing this, that is, to be able to begin to think in fulfilling this dream of finally having our house, eh, forever, as in the definitive place where we want to live, I feel like I can't say, eh, I can't complain, but of course, since I can't be honest in my videos, I stay silent. and and and [Music] that [Music] end How to build without rules without rules or [Music] regl when have you cared that perfectly right what Look Here you have to see the final result The important thing is the final result Okay [Music] okay I tend the precision with which the teacher measures without rules physics I take Juan this first floor good Juanito my love What are you doing what are you doing to the poor Snakes mommy mommy I cover her I cover her you Take your warm Go [Music] mommy mommy mommy V mommy ik [ Music] mommy mommy [Music] a allah [Music] [Music] k [Music] ch [Music] Hello my love [Music] [Music] come on day 2 of arranging seedbeds and pupi he made this shelf for me yesterday and I decided to put these very small plants here for the meantime And as I go on making these cones I 'm going to leave them there as well and I'm going to take these out from here and here The little drawer that Don Leo made we're going to turn into a table too so that they fit two here and the plastic boxes go under everything because these these planters are not perfect and they have a drip when you water the drips fall directly down here and then the floor below doesn't get stained well while I 'm sorting out the tomatoes. I'm going to tell you a little about what's been happening with the field. The truth is that I was going to tell you all of this later when we were closer to there, but well, things have been like that and I think that There is a lot that I have not told you about that place. The first thing I want to tell you is that when I told them that we were going to move house, I told them that we were going to go to the Valparaíso region, but I did not explain much of the details of where. We were going to leave, the truth is that I have told it a little bit here and there but I have not made an official video about the place where we are going other than when we gave the news and we didn't have much to tell at that time either and Well, I'm going to tell you now what that place is. I don't know if maybe you 've had enough of it. For those who have had enough on the channel, you know that I grew up in a country and it wasn't every day that I led a city life. part of the time during the week and then on the weekends my parents went there every weekend because my dad also managed there Eh so in a certain way he worked there and Eh I remember perfectly well things from when I was a child but I have three brothers and I have a brother with whom I have very little difference and then the other two have more difference with me so we were there for a while when there were two of us and we were very young and it is like that childhood that is so so when one is so young that it has like gaps of memories but it is not a constant memory there is no narrative but they are images simply sensations and I remember perfectly that my parents would grab us on Fridays and in our pajamas they would put us in one of those thermal pajamas and put us in the car and in At that time there were no car seats, it was simply the la la in the back of the car, each person would lie down like one on the seat part and another on the floor part, they left it like a little bed and we We went like this, we arrived on Friday, we arrived there on Friday night and I remember that perfect feeling like when you open the window of the car that used to be like that and you felt the smell of the aroma coming in and I know that The aromas, no, they don't bloom all year round, but I don't know, my mind as a child chose to remember the moment of the aromas, the moment of spring, and I remember that feeling of strong icy wind, not wind, like a strong icy breeze that covered us. with one of these blankets, like old wool, one of those that at first felt cold and then it seemed to get hot and and and I remember that they took us out like a lulito and my dad would lift me up. My dad is a very tall man. So I felt like a little dot being carried towards the house And neither of us woke up Until the other day when we found that we were already there in the field eh we were there a lot of time eh we had friends there and we had activities that we did there always things and things that me I remember how to go to where they kept the almond shells that they gave to the cows and search as if they were treasures. Look for almonds that still had them. Look among the shells for one that still had an almond. Eh, I remember the one about playing with mud, how I could feel the mud, I remember, I don't know, they are those memories that you have as a child that sort of permeate you and well, after a while, when I was older, there was a subdivision of that field that was very intense and we moved away a little and I'm not going to tell you why that part but uh but we were away for a while and then my parents were finally able to build a house there and start making new memories and within those new memories Well I was already with all this garden life and that I don't know maybe it also comes from there and Well I always kind of do n't know the truth is that no I never thought I would want to live there so well to tell you a little about this field is 100 years old this year 2024 it will be 100 years old and then at some point I told them my parents could build their house and there they decided to divide a piece that is the piece that is next to their house between their children and so that for us to have a place of our own the beautiful thing is that everything has been given to put together like little pieces of our life everything has been given now at this moment so that we are all with the feeling that we want to revitalize that space that we want give it new life my dad has already put in lots of trees I tell all this because in some way I had talked to them about our deadlines about what we wanted to do and what I did and everything but the truth is that this explanation I wanted to tell you all this later e I would love to tell you more about the countryside and the stories and everything eh but I don't know I wanted to tell you all this like when we had the story a little more put together n and I think that in some way I also wanted to avoid those rude comments like Oh, they gave it to you, they inherited it from you, I don't know why they always arrive, and the truth is that in that very happy moment, I wanted to avoid all that, but that's the way it is. It's a place where I feel tied to, by my roots. and it's it's a thing that's it's weird because I've never felt like that before but I really feel like there's something that 's calling me to that place there's something that's calling us I feel like a little I feel it very powerful inside me like it's like I don't know at the level of constellations or I don't know eh at the generational genealogical level I feel something very very Power eh And I feel that something in some way something I am Healing in this process that in some way I am Healing something that I have inside and very and and no I mean, I don't know if that's exactly the word, but it's like I'm healing a little wound that I don't know what I have, like a little generational wound or something like that. I don't know how to explain it. The truth is, but it's nothing. I feel honored to be able to come back. I feel like a giant responsibility I feel like an adventure like something important I don't know so the feeling I have of being able to give life to that greening place again I don't know they are very powerful things for me and the The truth is that well I had been doing the removal of this video because in some way I want to express what is happening to me and I do n't know how to do it and because I feel that because I feel a little frustrated because the times are not giving And then I feel that it has arrived the moment to stop and say, well, why is this not working? What do I have to do so that things start to move, to start developing? a bit inside the truth but I feel that it is important to share it to share this feeling that I have and on the one hand anger that things take so long that it is pure bureaucracy that they do not have deadlines that Ah I suppose that now it will be less and that somehow This makes me more ready, more prepared for when things start to move forward, so forgive me for this scattered video. But well, it had to happen, I had to tell you all this, I had to tell you what was happening and also why it was so important. where we are going so I hope to tell you more about the place as we get closer I hope to be able to investigate more also maybe share more things with you send me good energy your prayers are appreciated your thoughts are appreciated everything is appreciated so that this can begin work and start moving and we can have a place to put all these seedbeds so well, a giant kiss, have a nice week and see you again bye [Music] bye ah [Music]