One Of The Most Motivational Comeback Stories | Tyson Fury

I'd go very very very low at times a very long it's on the highway on this a strip of highway where I am I'm at the bottom of about five mile trip there's a massive bridge across the Samoa and I knew that and I got the car 290 miles an hour I was headed towards a bridge I didn't care about nothing I just wanted to die so bad and just as I was heading towards a bridge at 119 is Ferrari [Applause] I had a voice say no don't do this Tyson [Music] [Music] I just wanted to show the world though it mental health could bring somebody's big as me and as strong as me and you know the stereotype everywhere jump in the world Timmy knees then it could bring anybody to the knees and I thought to myself if I could show the world that you can come back for me and to get back in shape and get back to the top that anybody can do it it just felt like a an emptiness and a deep gaping hole of nothing darkness and gray clouds every day was great when you wake it up and you don't want to live anymore was a number of years where I did not want to live on a daily basis I said to God why have you let me wake up this morning why didn't I die and his labor I've been suffering my whole life you know I was a little boy and I didn't know what this feeling was I used to feel horrible terrible feel like I've been left behind or something was wrong and even know nothing was wrong and I later found out 27 years later that it was exciting him up and suffering the whole life when the unthinkable becomes reality there's just nothing else for you not moment if you're attending to personality I knew you everything you do is all all of him when you achieve that greatness you've always wanted you're like this I said what next I said I'm not interested the belts made nothing World Championship we love it what does it all mean what does being a world champion really mean what I was trying to say was what is all really mean well I'm not well on the inside exterior assets mean often if he can't control what's going on in the inside if amongst our disease or or about problem or he's handicapped or disabled you can see it but I can walk down the street nobody can see in my mind they don't know why I'm there and I could be on the verge of suicide and you couldn't tell because you can't see into his mind because what Alan drunk it made the pain go away pain us along in the repetitive thinking the same stuff day in day out he won't go away and the more I'm trying to think where I wanna be positive negative negative negative negative and everyone I was around was that negative to you because I was born Holloman I going out for a few beers I'm coming home I was going out to try and kill myself or drink everybody give up on me before thought before I was definitely gonna die and I was gonna kill myself and after I tried I was thinking to myself you know I need to get better and each I need to do something but every time I tried to go to the gym I don't know the voice saying now they say florals anymore not gonna do this I didn't wanna do I draw a drum 200 yards and pull up I won't even get my laughing I can't be bothered I don't wanna do this boxing is not for me I hated boxing on one stage I was in a dark room on my own and I got down on my knees all I was praying to God to help me I was begging it was Taylor on without me face because I know I couldn't do it alone and I said lawful I said I know I know I've been tested and all told so many things wrong but I've I've done this in a Booma I'm so weak as I can't they're on me on I said please intervene E and show me the way show me the light I said because I'm sick of living in darkness and I'm an emotional wreck and crying my eyes out like a baby and I got up off my knees and I felt my weight lifted off my shoulders and I called out to him life as a Paris here she doesn't walk I said tomorrow I said I start to turn my life around before I was like I took everything for granted like the simple things in life I've been able to be here and being a sensible mood well now I appreciate good days appreciate sunshine appreciate breathing fresh air and being able to think to myself and do the right thing this now I know I've gotta go to the gym because that's been medicine if I don't take the medication then I must train because training to me is medication I'm without a I'm gonna go back to the place I was I think life's too short for regrets we live we learn we get on with our lives what we did yesterday is history it's not really important it's about living for today even for today of the effect for what we have now not for what we want or might think we want contentment doesn't come free material stuff jobs positions fame glory money anything intentan you'll never find content or the chasing that's all Stoffel walk around yourself be fun for all you do have today don't look for what you don't have nobody's gonna do it for you apart from you you have to wake up in the morning a wannabe of a person you have to wake up in the morning don't wanna change you have to wake up in the mornin put yourself in a positive mood I give meself goals I need to train on a daily basis if I don't train for two days I feel totally depressed whether it's jogging whether it's riding a bike or it's go for a walk anything you need to stimulate the mind stopping to be alive breathing fresh happy healthy because that's the most important to grow so enjoy yourself and enjoy people around here friends and you family in your relatives and everybody you've got around you because one day it's all gonna be over showed the world to let everyone suffering with mental health uh you can come back and it can be done everybody out loud who wants the same problems I've been suffering with did that for you guys you know the truth and if I can come back from where I come from then you can do it too so get up get over it and let's do it seek help and let's do it together as a team I did it for you guys [Music] [Music] you