Taylor Swift - All Too Well (Sad Girl Autumn Version) - Recorded at Long Pond Studios

With you it was cold but something about it felt like home somehow and I left my scarf there at your sister's house and you still got it in your drawer even now. Oh you sweet disposition, my wide-eyed gaze, I'm singing in the car getting lost, I've stayed. Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place and I can picture it after all these days and I know it's long gone and the magic's not here no more and I might be okay but I'm not fine at all. Cause there we are again on that little town street, you almost ran the red cause you were looking over at me, wounding my head, I was there, I remember it all too well. Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red, you used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin size bed, your mother's telling stories about you on the t-ball team. You told me about your past thinking your future was me and you were tossing me the car keys, **** the patriarchy, keychain on the ground, we were always skipping town and I was thinking on the drive down and he timed out, he's gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was till we were dead and gone and barely checked the pulse, come back swearing it's the same after three months in the grave and then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you but all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame and I know it's long gone and there was nothing else I could do and I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to. Cause there we are again in the middle of the night, we're dancing around the kitchen in the refrigerator light, down the stairs, I was there, I remember it all too well. And there we are again when nobody had to know, you kept me like a secret but I kept you like an oath sacred prayer and we'd swear to remember it all too well. We got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much, maybe this thing was a masterpiece till you tore it all up, running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well. You call me up again just to break me like a promise, so casually cruel in the name of being honest, I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here cause I remember it all, all, all. They say all's well that ends well but I'm in a new hell every time, you double crossed my mind, you said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine and that made me want to die. The idea you had of me, who was she? An ever needy, ever lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you. Not weeping in a party bathroom, some actress asking me what happened you, that's what happened you. You charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes, sipping coffee like you're on a late night show, then he watched me watch the front door all night willing you to come and he said it's supposed to be fun turning 21. Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it, like to be my old self again but I'm still trying to find it after pleasure days and nights when you made me your own, now you mail back my things and I walk home alone but you keep my old scarf from that very first week cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me, you can't get rid of it cause you remember it all too well. Cause there we are again, I loved you so, back before you lost, the one real thing you've ever known, it was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well, wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all, it was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well, and I was never good at telling jokes but the punchline goes, I'll get older but your lovers stay my age, from when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones, I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight and did the twin flame bruise paint you blue, just between us did the love affair mean you two, cause in this city's barren gold, I still remember the first fall of snow and how it glistened as it fell, remember it all too well, just between us did the love affair mean you all too well, just between us do you remember it all too well, just between us I remember it all too well, just between us I remember it, wind in my hair, I was there, I was there, I was there, down the stairs, I was there, I was there, sacred prayer, I was there, I was there, it was rare, you remember it all too well, down the stairs, I was there, I was there, I was there, it was rare, you remember it,