VLOG⸝⸝ getting myself out of a rut, realistic med school life, going on a first date

🎵 This past month has honestly been the most unproductive month I've spent in a very long time. I kind of fell into a rut, literally just been breathing and bedrotting. Today I thought I would try to pull myself out of this rut and be productive. I definitely need to get my shit together because my grades are not as high as I would like them to be, especially this early on in the semester. Set an alarm for 1.55 p.m. I have to Zoom into a class at 2, so I need to set an alarm so that I don't forget. My next exam is on endocrinology, so I'm gonna read through these notes. And I'm also gonna go through boot camp videos. 🎵 Thank you to Paperlike for sponsoring this video. I've been using Paperlike's screen protector on my iPad for the past few months, and I honestly don't think I can ever go back to using the traditional glossy screen protectors anymore. This screen protector is matte, so it helps you write and draw on your iPad like on paper. 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And a pen I have this hair clip clipped to the side Pretty sure it's broken, I stepped on it and I heard a crack yesterday Actually no, it looks okay Peace out! That awesome miniature It's amazing, guys $16 for parking is actually crazy I'm going to show you guys what I got from Daiso First, I got this folder to put my stickers in And I got a few stickers This bear one Pancake Strawberry And then this one to mark important dates I got some Miffy products I got this car air freshener That's so cute I also got these metallic bookmarks They're so cute This says it's a scented squishy but I don't know what scent it is This reminds me of those squishy breads It smells like one of those too You share a decision making with the patient to decide if they're willing to do it How do we limit cardiovascular risk? I read all the terrible things that can happen to your gynecologic system I said, can I see you in a week? This is going to be my new hyper fixation meal You guys don't understand how good this is I'm so full Then Gabi contacted me and saw that Brian was coming to get up And he got ready and made the bed She didn't love him She didn't like the way he treated her But she thought he was a good guy When I noticed her, Gabi snapchatted me I have to take a mock board exam today I wish I had studied a little bit more last night I don't have the stamina to pull all-nighters for exams anymore I'm a grandma I have to sleep by midnight You can go home now Enjoy life Enjoy life to the extent that you will prepare for the Monday morning exams Thank you very much It's already past midnight I need to go through this last document before I go to sleep tonight It's 3am and I am a little bit more than halfway done I'm so tired I'm going to go to sleep I need to try this Whenever I see trends like this I need to try and see if I can do it I just woke up too I'm going into my third year We start rotations in June For our school, we can choose which clinical rotation site we want to go to We ranked our rotation sites It's basically a lottery system I ranked LA as my first one Because I could have commuted from home And lived with my parents And I was so sick of adulting And having to do laundry And deal with all of that stuff So I'm going to move back with my parents So that was my first choice My second choice was New York Just because I'm like I really want to experience living in New York Even though I kind of knew that I would hate it I knew in the back of my mind If I moved to New York I would probably regret it But it's like What if I don't regret it? It's the what ifs, you know Seasonal depression is real And New York weather is nothing like California weather So New York was my second choice I just thought it would be fun My third choice was Very much I would not want to go here Like I wanted to go to either my first or second choices I got my third choice I had heard from upperclassmen That the worst case scenario Is that you get your second choice Which for me would be New York But I ended up getting my third choice I was also asking around And it looks like Not a lot of people got their third choice Like they either got their first or second choices So I'm kind of bitter That I got screwed by the lottery system like this But it is what it is, you know Okay, anyway I'm gonna go back to reading this long ass document I have an exam tomorrow morning I feel okay about it, honestly I can probably get some sleep tonight But we'll see I'm doing some last minute reviewing Of the pathology images Before I go to bed Chachapiti is a godsend Ending the night with some UWorld questions I'm gonna go to sleep at midnight It's 10.30 I need to wake up pretty early tomorrow I'm gonna sleep in like an hour or two But I'm gonna do this until I feel tired I'm cooking this orange chicken that I got from Trader Joe's Does that say 9 hours? Yeah, of course Going on my first date of 2025 This is a guy that I met off of a dating app I'll let you guys know how it goes I'm excited I have issues I need to go to the bathroom My grades are out I'm gonna check That's my score That's the class average I'm just so shocked at how high the average is Damn, people are really locked in, huh? Oh my god Oh hell no