Man Meet Miracle Angles; Receive Messages about Love & How to God help Overcome Suffering?

Those people who are choosing not to awake are gonna go on a more, a darker timeline. And those people that have awoken and are opening up their heart and spreading love and positivity are gonna experience their own timeline. Hello everyone, my name's Ashley. I'm a 44 year old male living in Vancouver, British Columbia. I have just released my first book on Amazon called Finding Me. And it's a biography about my life and the struggles I face. Growing up, I was brought up in a controlling environment and in school, I faced a lot of bullying and I never really fit into this world. And as soon as I turned 19, I turned to alcohol to escape this reality. And for 15 years, that's what I did until my mom passed away from cancer in 2013, three months before my son was about to be born. And this caused a spiritual awakening within me. And the more digging I did within, the more pain and healing that I found that needed to be healed. And I just slipped into a deeper state of depression. And for 13 months, I just believed that I was going to live out the rest of my life in this amount of pain within my heart. And at the time, I had a 10-month-old son and I was so broken up inside that I convinced myself that I was never going to be able to be a positive role model for him. And I just told myself that if I left this place, he would be better off. My wife would meet someone that was more capable of raising him. And there was one day on, I believe it was July 13th, 2014. It was 13 months after my mom had passed away. And I just asked myself, I was like, can I see myself living another 20 to 40 years with this much pain in my heart? And it just became too much. And I thought to myself, there's no way I can do this. And so I started to go within and almost deliberate whether the death sentence was justifiable. And after about 45 minutes of just reliving my past, all my traumas growing up and just how I've never felt comfortable on planet earth, I decided that I would rather leave than continue staying here. And just as I grabbed my keys to my car and started to get out of my chair, I was looking at my car to the right and I heard these words from my left being shouted at me as if me and you were talking. The words no were shouted at me. And this absolutely terrified me. I was looking off to the right and I was in a detached garage and it was shut and locked from all angles. And it felt like it took about one and a half seconds for my head to turn to see where these words were coming from. But in that time, it almost felt like time froze. And I had time to ask myself two questions. And I was like, who or how did someone get into my garage? Because this no was shouted at me as if someone was standing there. And secondly, how did they hear my thoughts? And when I got to where this voice was coming from, there was nobody standing there. But then as my eyes refocused, I seen this oval about six feet away, roughly five or six feet in the air. And as I was staring at it, more words continued to come out of it. And just as I was trying to figure out everything, the energy of Archangel Michael just consumed my entire being. And I didn't know how I knew it was him. I really didn't know too much about him. Like obviously growing up, I grew up in a Roman Catholic church, even though I consider myself to be spiritual now. You know, I'd heard about Archangel Michael, but I didn't know too much about him, but his energy just consumed me. And then more words were shouted at me. And it was, I believe the exact words were, no, you can do this. It's gonna take a lot of hard work, but you can get to where you wanna be. And the very confusing thing about this was these words, they sounded like they were being spoken from underneath water. If that makes sense, they were wavy. And I was really confused because it sounded like my dad's voice. And my dad was still alive. And the way I was brought up, I thought, well, if anyone should have been speaking to me, it should have been my mom. And I was very confused by this, but it stopped me from doing what I was about to do. And in my mind, I'd just seen Archangel Michael's head talk to me in my dad's voice. Like I was so confused. It wasn't until later on in spirituality that I discovered that Archangel Michael had opened up a portal for my dad's higher self to come through and relay this message that would basically save my life. And that was just the start. That was on a Sunday at around 1.30 in the afternoon. And I kind of remember going inside just as soon as I seen my son, I felt like throwing up and I went for a walk and I kind of blacked out after that. I don't remember what happened, but that night was just as interesting as what had happened in my garage earlier on that day. I went to bed around 11.30 at night. And that was usually considered early for me. I wasn't sleeping at this time. I was normally going to bed at one o'clock to three o'clock in the morning, getting up at 5.30 to go to my nine to five. And I guess because of all the stress of the day, I just was exhausted. And so I went to bed at 11.30, crawled in there. My wife was already sleeping at the time and I started to just replay everything that went on in my mind and what went on, sorry, earlier on that day. And I started to think about how I had come to terms with I no longer had the energy or the desire to continue living. And I actually found peace in not being here anymore. And the idea of having to wake up at 5.30 to go to my nine to five, when I just felt absolutely depleted of energy those days, it felt like I had cement shoes on. And so I started to tear up and I just put my hand to the sky. And I said to God, if I'm going to continue living here, I need to know what this life is all about. And I passed out shortly after that. And as I'm sleeping, I have memories, as I'm sleeping, it was around 1.30 in the morning. I hear the words, we think you should open up your eyes. And so I have strong prescription contacts. My contacts were out. So I opened up my eyes and there was an extraterrestrial being standing about a foot away, bent over my bed. And my first initial reaction was sheer panic. I just gasped in for air. I went, and I felt my soul leave my body. And I started traveling to the corner of the room where I could see this being bent over talking to me. And I could see my wife's, almost dropped my tea there. I could see my wife's body laying there sleeping. And the weird thing was, is I was so terrified by what I was seeing that I couldn't hear anything he was saying to me. And after a certain amount of time went by, the fear just sucked my soul back into my body. And as I was going by this being, I could hear him saying to me, we're here to carve our own path. And I came back to, I opened up my eyes and he was gone and I just passed out. And 5.30 rolled around, alarm went off, I went to work. And so, yeah, some pretty crazy experiences I've had. As far as, well, the interesting thing about that is on October 20th, 2020, I had a visitation from the soul of Jesus when I was having a shower at my old man's house. It was a work day. And at the time I was on this quest for knowledge. So I had an earbud in my ear at work, just one in with a hoodie on. And I was listening to all these downloaded messages I had from YouTube, all these spiritual teachers that were talking. And this one individual was talking about how if you are having a hard time in this incarnation, invite Jesus in to help you open up your heart. And the next video was this guy talking about how when you have a shower, it's like you're being baptized to cleanse you of energy. And so after listening to these two videos, I just said in my head to Jesus, I'm like, okay, Jesus, if you can hear me, I'm having a hard time opening up my heart in this incarnation. Maybe next time I have a shower, you can help me out. And this was around noon. And I didn't have a shower till about 7.30 that night. And I'd completely forgot about what I said. And the next thing I know, I'm in the middle of a shower and this warm energy just comes over my body like a wave. And I stepped back and I was like, what the heck was that? I was looking down at myself. And then this other wave of unconditional love just came over my body. And I was like, what the heck? And my attention was drawn to my right and there was shower curtains, except all of a sudden they kind of became invisible. And I could see this soul, even though it was clear, this buzzing soul-like energy coming up to me and my skin, even though I'm in the shower with hot water running over me, it felt like every particle of my being was tingling and it felt like popcorn was popping in my skin. And just as I could think like, what is this? The energy of Jesus came over me, or Yeshua as I like to call him now. And there was all these downloads and exchanges. And the last thing he said to me was, love is the key as he pulled away. And after that experience, it was as if all this fog and confusion had been lifted. I seen all the people in my life that had harmed me as characters that were there to help me grow and evolve and that I should have compassion and forgiveness towards them. For a week after that experience, I felt like the biggest hippie. I was just walking around thinking to myself, love is the key. Love is the key. Love will heal everything. It was so crazy. But unfortunately at the time, the reason why Jesus came to me is because in 2020, well, 2019, but we didn't end up selling our house and moving away from each other until the beginning of, or is it? Yeah, the end of 2019, sorry. I had just become aware that everyone in my life had been put there for a reason to help me grow and evolve. And it opened up. Okay, so, sorry, this is where I was getting at. The reason why Jesus came to me at that time was because I was going through a major divorce. After 22 years, my marriage came to a sudden end. We had a nice house, a child together, and I'd moved in with my dad. And after paying child support, I realized that a job I was at for 22 years was no longer capable of supporting me and paying rent and child support. And I was in a very low place. And as well, some things were happening with my son. And it was a very rough time for me. And that's why Jesus came to me at that time. But he really just helped me see how everyone is there to help us grow. And we shouldn't hold resentment towards everyone. Everybody comes in here as a divine ball of light, a spark of love. And it's only through the pain that they experience that they're able to harm others, right? I haven't exactly seen, had images of futuristic things to happen. But with his last message of love is the key, it came with it with major downloads. It was basically explaining that love truly is the key. You can be a believer in Jesus and you can go to church and you can pray to Jesus. But if you're holding anger in your heart, that's not the vibration that Jesus vibrates at. And when you pass away, you're gonna go somewhere that he's not, right? So if I was to relay any messages about the future, it's just how important it is to open up your heart and be more loving and compassionate and forgiving towards others. Well, from working with many shamans and Akashic Records readers, I've placed things together and come up with my own beliefs. But from what I've been told is that there is a timeline split coming up for humanity. I guess this is kind of like a prediction, but there is a timeline split coming up where it's basically those people who are choosing not to awake are gonna go on a more, a darker timeline. And those people that have awoken and are opening up their heart and spreading love and positivity are gonna experience their own timeline. Now, the interesting thing about that is from what I'm, well, it's not happening like anytime soon, but the healing journey takes years, right? Like if I was to say it's not gonna happen for five years, some people have 10 years of healing to do. There's lots of healing. It's not necessarily something we have to fear. You have an opportunity to open up your heart and get on the more positive timeline. But if you do continue down the more darker path, it's only gonna be more challenging to open up your heart as time goes on. Well, right now we're in a timeline where we kind of knew what we were getting into when we incarnated here. And we knew that there was gonna be wars and there was gonna be more loving people. And it's kind of like it's a transition right now. Like I said, there is gonna be a timeline split coming up where the people who aren't able to open up their heart are going to go to another totally different reality, dimension, whatever you wanna call it. And there will be a time where the more loving beings get to experience a more paradise on earth, if you will. We will reach it, but who knows when, right? Absolutely, again, it's all about your belief systems. Like, are you more likely to tell yourself I'm unlucky or I'm lucky? You know, if you, once you become aware of just how you create your reality with your belief system and that you are a spark of God, it changes your whole reality because you start to see how, regardless of whatever you believe, that's what you're gonna experience. You know, you can try something, but if you don't believe in it, it's most likely gonna fail, right? So if you wanna open up your heart and be loving, you give off a higher vibration and you will align to a timeline where more loving, beautiful things will happen in your experience. So that's why I believe Jesus told me, you know, love is the key because it is so important. If you want to experience your best life possible, you have to learn to open up your heart and you have to learn to trust the universe, trust God and, you know, just take the hard times as lessons, see how you grew, how you've evolved and now how you can help people that were in a situation that you were in. Question, you know, when I started to explore spirituality, I often heard that, you know, God is everything, God is all the energy, like even your lamp or your chair is made of energy and everything is God, this and that. But, you know, for me personally, I always had a connection with Jesus and for a long time I was like, is Jesus God or is like God God? Like I didn't know what God was really, right? And God, you know, it's kind of, I don't want to say it's a matter of opinion but from what I've come to understand and I know this may go against a lot of people's current belief system and believe me, when I heard this, I, it rocked my paradigm to the point where I almost had like a bit of a depression for six months because it was just so different than anything I had, you know, I had to sit with the fact that everything I believed kind of growing up was not exactly correct and what I've been shown is that Archangel Michael is the creator being of our universe. There's, you know, there's, it's a multiverse, there's endless universes but from what I've been shown where we are, it's a universe that's in a circle. I can't remember if it's 12 or 13 other universes but this is one and it's kind of like a collection of universes. Now Archangel Michael was created by a being named Sophia and he got evolved and went off according to what I've been shown and he wanted to play God and create his own universes and so who you consider to be God is kind of up in the air for me. Like a lot of people consider Jesus to be God, that's fine, he'll lead you to the right path but what I've been shown is that Archangel Michael wanted more balance on this particular planet in this universe and, you know, he called upon the ascended masters such as Jesus and there's been many ascended masters, earth angels, this kind of thing, you know, my soul's not from this universe and I've found out many things about where I come from and Archangel Michael personally asked me to come here because he wants, he feels there's too much darkness here, he wants it to be a more loving place and so for me, you know, the word God is, it's still kind of, I don't know, I don't wanna say off-putting to me but it's like, well, who is God because if Archangel Michael created this universe that I find myself in but he was created by Sophia, would you consider God the creator of our universe or do you consider God the creator of your soul if you didn't come from this universe? So as far as I know, Archangel Michael's the man down here and he works closely with Lucifer from what I've been shown because this is a free will zone and in order for there to be light, there needs to be darkness because we have the free will to choose how we're going to respond and there needs to be energies at that corresponding vibration. So Archangel Michael and Lucifer aren't necessarily at war like a lot of people would, excuse me, have come to believe. It's more of like a partnership where they're working together and just dealing with different energies. You know, I believe that the return of Christ, a lot of people are believing that Jesus is going to return but what I've come to believe from my experience is that the return of Christ is referring to the return of Christ consciousness and it talks about even in Bibles, you know, heaven on earth and what I believe that means is that one day all humans walking this planet will have the love in their heart that Jesus had and when you become self-aware and self-loving like that, that truly will be when there's heaven on earth. No more wars, no more famine, no more people suffering because there won't be a reality where everyone has their heart open that would allow people to starve and die from not having water. That would become everyone's main concern, not owning the most expensive sports car or something of material value. Just based off of what I've come to believe is that, and this may be hard for some to hear and accept but from what I've come to believe is that we are all sparks of God. Our soul has been split off from God. We are all mini gods and we're down here on earth to learn this. So if you have a belief system that money is hard to come by, that you are poor, that you are going to be poor your whole life, your beliefs create an energy and your thoughts, everything creates your reality. So it's what we believe that will create our reality. So it's the mindset. And unfortunately, society has been led down a path by people that understand this and it's the way it is, I guess. But as far as wars go and everything, this is a free will zone and people have been given free will to choose how they want to live accordingly. And sometimes I think people forget that your actions in this life are gonna have consequences in the afterlife but this is a place to come to learn and to grow. And it's also a place where it's almost from what I've been told working with Akashic Records readers is that it's almost like a testing ground. They try new things here on planet earth and what I'm talking about is like the angels and our guides, they try different things here to see what works, what doesn't work because the rest of the cosmos is a very peaceful place. Like obviously there is intergalactic wars and stuff going on. But when you look at the whole, the majority of it is peaceful and loving. So you have the free will to choose. When you look in the mirror, you can choose how you respond to that reflection. Do you love yourself or do you not like what you see? We have free will and good people can still have a belief that money's hard to come by or a lot of people think that money is the root of all evil and the universe says yes to every belief system you have. It's simple but yet complicated at the same time. So you can be a nice person, go out helping everyone but if you're fearful, if you're fearful that you're a victim and that people, you have a belief that people hurt you, people are bad, people steal from you, you are creating your reality. So what happens is that people that are like that, that will do those things to you come into your reality because the universe is like, okay, you say people are bad and people harm you and people hurt you. Okay, you are a God and this is what you're saying you want so I'll deliver these people for you. So it's really about understanding just how powerful we are and how powerful your beliefs are. We really have to take the time out to meditate because it'll really help you to silence that mind and discover who you truly are and why you do the things you do. It all boils down to the last words that Jesus told me on October 20th, 2020 and that is love is the key. Don't worry about the future, don't worry about the past, don't even worry about your present because whatever's gonna happen to you is gonna happen to you. We have multiple outs in our lifetime where our soul gets to make a decision whether we stay here or not. And there are exceptions but for the majority of the people watching, this is all you really have to be concerned with is that you'll go when you're meant to go and so before you end up going, all you want to do is be loved. Love is the key. Open up your heart, be loved. You could prepare all you want for a dark future, get a bunch of cans of beans, what's that gonna do? I mean, it's good to have food and some stuff, some supplies on hand but you don't wanna get carried away with it. Have a couple of flashlights, have something to eat that'll last long term, have some tape, have some tarps but don't freak out about it. Just stay calm and just know that this life, a lot of people fear death but this life, if you look at our lifetime being 80 to 100 years, then you think of the afterlife, it's eternal, right? So this life will come to an end and you just wanna open up your heart as much as you can while you're down here and ascend as much as possible because it'll open up better possibilities, more loving opportunities on the other side when you do pass away. Absolutely, so the first time, I've had I think three visitations from Archangel Michael and I've only seen his true form on the second time, it was a year after my first experience where he saved me in the garage but he came to me in a large quartz crystal that I had in my garage and when I opened up my eyes and I seen his whole entire body was glowing white and it was within this quartz crystal and he was walking forward, although he wasn't moving because he's in this crystal and he had this round shield and a sword. The sword was in his left hand and the round shield was in his right hand. I get the impression that Archangel Michael's a lefty, I didn't even know that was a thing in the spirit realm but I rubbed my eyes in disbelief when I seen him there and I was like, am I actually seeing this? And as soon as I said that, this pulse wave from this crystal came and it hit my ears and I could feel them physically shaking and it was so powerful that I actually thought, I questioned, I was like, did my eardrums just burst? But I was like, okay, I'm actually seeing this and the one thing that really took my breath away was his wings and his hair. My eyes caught a glimpse of his hair and the first thing I can think of, the first thing that I thought of was Fabio. It was massive, slicked back and I got the impression that it was going straight down and it was either blonde or like a light, reddy color, one of the two. But his wings, see, I had always seen statues and depictions of Archangel Michael as being this skinny little guy with these little wings sticking out, this tiny little sword and what I had seen was completely different. He was extremely muscular, he looked like Arnold Schwarzenegger as an angel and obviously his hair was just so magnificent but his wings, his wings took the cake. That was so unexpected from what I was expecting. They went up over his head and they were massive and they came back down and they extended below his feet and as I was looking at him, the only thing that's moving is his feet and his hands are kind of going like this. After some time, his wings started to fold around and they completely covered him. I got these Archangel Michael, my only tattoos that I've ever gotten were angel wings of Archangel Michael, you know, in 2020, six years after he saved my life. I'm like, oh, I guess I can get some angel wings but anyways, he folded his wings around himself and as I seen this, I just collapsed in my chair. My chest went right onto my knees, my hands were on the ground and I was just in absolute ecstasy. I didn't know this at the time but what I've come to research and learn is that anytime an angel fold its wings in your presence, it's sending you golden Christ conscious energy and that's what happened and this energy was just so blissful was so unconditionally loving that I couldn't control my body. I just flopped down and I don't know how much time went by if I had to guess, I would say a minute or so and I sat back up and he was still there marching. This happened three times in total. He folded his wings three times, the exact same thing and on the third time I opened up my eyes and he was gone but he is extremely muscular and yeah, he's a beautiful angel, absolutely. It took about a year after that because after those experiences, I didn't really have any other visitations and I wasn't hearing anything, I almost felt abandoned by Archangel Michael. I was like, how come you aren't appearing or I'm not hearing from you guys anymore. Are you only willing to appear when I was willing to end my life and it was about a year later when I started working with shamans and psychedelics that I was actually able to tap more into the angelic realm and start receiving communications and even in a normal state, I started to receive visitations and the way that has changed my life is it just now, it helps me see like our reality as the small picture and when you zoom out and see the bigger picture, it kind of helps you not take this life so seriously like the things we do here are gonna affect us in the afterlife and the afterlife is so much longer than our 80 to 100 years down here if we're lucky, right? So another thing that is that, I've had visitations from the soul of Jesus and I've got to experience what true unconditional love feels like and on the flip side, I've had a fallen angel attached to my aura for 18 hours where I got to experience what hell felt like and so having that experience of where the fallen angel was showing me what hell felt like and I was having all these images come into my mind, it really helped me to realize that, opening up your heart and being more loving is not only the key but it's the only way because you really don't want to go to a place that you're not happy to be in in the afterlife.