Man Discovers the God Energy Through Spiritual Testimony

Hello, everyone. My name is Vladimir. I'm from Russia, St. Petersburg. My story starts about seven months ago. So I'm a really religious person. All of my life, I was I was like, you know, I'm discovering different religions. For example, Buddhism, Christianity, Kabbalah. I was really deep into it. It was not just a study. It was almost like researching every day, read the books, trying many techniques to include to my life like that. And about half a year ago, I thought I need a complete like purification. You know, I thought I have to really confess my sins because I'm a really big sinner. I really believe I really was believing in sin that I'm really not a good person because, you know, I did many bad things in my life. So about summer 20, 23, I start to not just like praying or like reading the Bible or like, you know, Tripitaka. This is a Buddhist book and maybe, you know, Buddhist Bible. I was I was to try to make ceremony in my home. Actually, I create altar. I start to give like food for the God and pray and lay down on my knees. I was doing this every day about maybe five or six hours in a row. You know, just was praying so hard, like the rituals. And I was and I was thinking I will achieve something big. You know, I was thinking, well, I become almost like a priest or monk. Like, yeah, because I really thought I want to go by religious way, like religious path, like a monk. I was praying, praying, praying every day. But I was thinking, oh, this is not enough. This is not, again, like it's not too deep. I need to go deeper. So I I wanted to start meditate, but, you know, I tried to do my meditation from 2018 and like five years. I tried meditation, so many techniques, but nothing from that was not working. At all. Just nothing. You know, when you sit in one hour, concentrate on breathing or just watching on like on the wall or try to like concentrate or some idea, nothing works, just nothing. I was like, OK, I will try one more time. And, you know, this is so funny and so simple because I found just on YouTube, you know, Sadhguru. This is so like normal. But Sadhguru meditation doesn't work. And I found like a Russian monk yoga teacher. His name is Dada. I'm not promoting anything. Just and this was just meditation for beginners, you know, just I listened that video and I thought, oh, OK, I'm going to try. It was just simple Hinduist mantra. I can say this is not a secret. It's called Baba Nam Kevalam, which literally translate like only one God exists. And I said in a loudest position like that. And I cannot show his camera. I just said in a loudest position and as I close my eyes and start to like repeat and repeat this same phrase, Baba Nam Kevalam, Baba Nam Kevalam. So and what happened next? I was concentrated on the idea. I'm a big sinner. Please, God, forgive me, because just this simple praying is not working. I need some big thing for that. So I was continuing to say these words. And so what happened after that? I was imagining like a Hindu deity. And it was like this. I imagine I imagine myself sitting in a space like in all this position, like monks sitting. And this deity was my back is here. And this deity like here. And we are like seeing like this, but close together to our backs, to our spines. And we were like, I will I continue to repeat these words, continue and continue repeating Baba Nam Kevalam. And we start to like spinning by our axis axis axis like this, like around like carousel like this. And we like a spinning, spinning. I continue like repeat these words and we're like disappearing in the space together. So after that, just my face come in that period, my I have a beard like this, but. My face come to me like my doppelganger, maybe my copy. Like that, and he was smiling like like this. And I thought, oh, that what's that like? It's really strange thing. And after that. This phase disappeared, too. After that, I was like discover myself like in like in the space. And God came to me, but not like image or something. It was it was like your parent. And he said, like, I will now explain you something. But he was not in like in the thoughts or ideas or images. It was he sending like, I don't know, it just feelings. Yeah. Straight, send me to my my my consciousness. And after that, I I saw like our Earth. It's our planet in the space. It was blue. It was shining. And I was laying down like a little bit like, I don't know, maybe like close to Earth, like that position like that. Like that, like I'm laying on sofa, so funny. And he said, you're a cosmic deity who now living on the planet Earth. Temporary in this planet, one of your favorite planet to leave and to reincarnate more like again and again. And I was like, wow. And I see this so clearly. And and after I start to telling the God, please, God, confess my sins. I'm so big sinner. And I'm really bad guy because I did so many bad things in my life. I'm really sad about that. And in that moment, I feel this completely unconditional love. And he said, you can live on this planet, my child. You can go to another dimension to live different planets, worlds, wherever. But I'm always waiting you in my home. And I love you like this. And I said. And please confess me my sins, and he said. Oh, sins are doesn't exist at all. I said, oh, really? He said, yes. In that moment, I was. I'm a man. I kind of shy to say man crying. But in that moment, I was crying so hard. I cannot even like explain how was intense like. In that moment when God came to me, I'm not sure it was God or angel, but I think it was it was God. I felt like. My real parent came to me. Not even my mother even can be close for that. You're like. Your absolute. Real parent came to me. Like. Who is do everything for you. You're like a child on his hands. And he watching you with so much love and so much attention to you like. You're everything for him. It seems really doesn't exist. Like why? And he answered me. This is human conception, conception of the same. Like this is you like humans create this idea. I'm not about that at all. I was like, really? And he said, yes. And that time I was just crushed by love. I was standing on my like like two legs. I was like, yeah, you know, KO by Mike Tyson to my head, but but by love, I was like crushed on my knees and I cried so intense, intensely. And I was, oh, my God, like everything like I figure out in my mind immediately. And I, I stood up. I came to my cross on my wall. I have a cross here. Here. So I came to my cross on my wall and ask, why, why should I do after that? How I how I live now after all of that. And he said, do whatever you want. And immediately. I had like downloaded like information to my head that of course, some people have faith or. Path in their life, but I was like, you know, every person are our infinite world. For example, just I don't know if you like to watch movies. So and you will be watching movies and interesting. You will became a movie director after that. So every person like the world. And if you connect to another person. You will fulfill by his ideas and thoughts. It will be part of your world and you can choose everything. It's like sandbox. Yeah. And I was like, oh. And he said, you already knew that from religion. I was like, oh, OK. So after that, final words from God was you will obtain. Absolute wisdom. I was like, whoa, really? Like, whoa, OK, like, OK. So after that, everything ended. And I was like, whoa, what was that like? It was really real thing, like real experience. And after that, I tried to share my story to many people, for example, to my mother, to my wife. But actually, almost no one believes me. Like, huh? Like, what are you talking about? We believe in Jesus, like another thing. Buddha or something like people will go heaven or they will go to hell. Like like this conception. So an interesting thing happened after that, after that. So one month later. I was just working. I was working so hard and working. I got almost OK. So after. One month. Heart attack happened to me. So it's called like. Paroxysmal arrhythmia. It's like a really scary thing. It's not a heart attack, but it's almost can be so close because it's provoke the stroke on your head. And I was really shocked. Like this thing happened to me. And so ambulance came to my house and they brought me to the hospital. And I was between like this era in the hospital and only old people around me. I was really like a crying at that moment. That thing happened to me. It's like same like a doctor will tell you you have HIV, man. You know, leave now with that. And I was like. Like I was really like. But how God could this happen to me? Like how the how he allowed this thing happen to me after I prayed so much and I have so like a big enlightenment and all this information, new information. And after that, when I was laying down on my bed, I discovered the channel Life After NDE, your channel, you know? And the first video what I saw was exactly like my experience, like this unconditional love, like God telling like how things works like in reality on his like reality, not our reality. And it was, oh, my God, this is exactly what happened to me. And this woman was telling that woman was on the drugs and she died. And she discovered that every struggle what which happened to her, she decided before her birth. So. And I oh. Oh, my God, like. Like this is the truth, like God suggest me YouTube channel for no truth. And I was like, because because, OK, if I just discover your channel without like anything happened to me before, I was like it it must be true or I don't know, like maybe. But after all this experience before, like when I felt so like. Like this, like I unexplainable, like God's love, everything like with like which people like talking about this on your channel, I was like. Oh, now I'm connected to this and I understood everything like. Everything which happening to me. It's because I decided this before and I understand this. Like immediately, like boom. And this is really makes me feel a little bit like I'm better, I thought, OK, I accept this. OK. Yeah. So. And after like, you know, some. Information still comes to my brain now, like I watch like. Of course, I watched like many videos of your channel, but. Like more information comes to my brain, just I never read anywhere like, for example, like not only just one God exist. I was always believing in one God, always because, you know, like this is pagan things or. No, I don't know when many gods exist, like even praying like a God of food, God of like weather. This is so stupid. But it's it's not like this, like. Like God said, you will know the truth, absolute wisdom. And he was absolute wisdom. So. What's that? It's like it's kind of difficult to explain, but I will. So. Some people believe in a long time ago, maybe like a billion years ago, God decided to create like human by their but his image and make like EDM garden or like heaven and. Send people to the earth or something, whatever person are believing is doesn't matter the story of all of that, but. Like. He was not. It doesn't have a moment when God decide. Oh, OK. It doesn't have a moment for God to decide to create another being like him because of it doesn't have a time when he. We're deciding that like. How free will are was invented or I don't know how to say that, how it happened, like free will, our free will. Because God wants to have beings like him with free will, who can do it wherever he wants to do it, do absolutely like. Anyway, anything like I hear. He create the same God like him who have infinity on his self, like who infinity itself like. And because God doesn't have a time in this reality, in this dimension, in his dimension. It was not a half doesn't have particular moment when it happened. And conclusion is that. Always existed, we are not he. Like himself, but many, many, many infinities. So it's like not one infinity who calls the God like absolute God. It's infinity of infinities who are absolute God. And because of that, they have a free will, because if they not equal to God, they can't have free will because in like. Original God have just a little bit more power than his copy. And this being doesn't have a free will. He just like original God and can like control him or do what he wants. So you have to create like being who absolutely equal to you. It's like, you know, the country, yes. If one country more stronger than another, this country can enslave them, like go with war to them and like like this. But in the absolute equal, which is impossible in our planet, that one person equal to another person is impossible. Someone in like a little bit stronger or smarter, wherever. But in this reality exists like infinity of infinities like this. Yeah. And this like information came to my brain. And I was like, wow. I never heard heard this from anywhere, science, like religion. I never I never read anything such as this information. Wow. So, yeah. Maybe that's it. So, again, like I I tried this meditation after that many times and I never experienced like this again. Like it was just one time from the first time I tried meditation and everything this happened to me. But after I tried many times to I can experience this one more time. Wow. I will I will go to God's dimension again. Wow. So interesting. So it never happens to me again, just one time. And that's it. Yeah. So. Yeah. And now I'm leave like I accept my my way, my path, and I'm trying to live in with that. So I studied Buddhism and main thing in Buddhism. This is emptiness. Who? And it's called some people call this is void or shunyata or in Russian, this is Pustata, and which means God are empty, they say, or this is absolute emptiness. So what I like discovered, this is wrong. I was believing that kind of before. This is absolute wrong for me, I don't know, like for another people. But God is not an emptiness or he don't like it's not his. This is in even not part of him like it's again, this human conception of understanding reality. But like this emptiness, actually, this is love. So and of course, my opinion, where is the God? You cannot understand this from this body, from a human perspective. You can only experience this when you will die. Before that, you can like a little bit catch from that from the world like I catch before people who died or meditation, have meditation. But this is not full, fully understanding. Of what God are, each person have his own way and each person have this his unique perspective or. Our vision, how to pray correctly or properly, but I think what happened to me, it was like, oh, he praying like every day, like meditating like for a few hours. I feel pity for them. OK, I will tell him now. So, you know, like some people in the monastery or shrine, they meditating like about sometimes 10 years and they not receive anything. And there's some religion like Zen Buddhism. They they say they meditate for nothing. Again, like and they not expect receive anything from meditation. Sometimes, but with me, it's happened for the first try, like. From the first try, some people like praying, meditating like for years, years, years like. And nothing happens. So I just can't answer correctly what is right or wrong praying like. I think a person not to be. Don't need to be concentrated exactly on the praying, they have to concentrate or what they want from praying, but they actually want to understand or feel like this is, I think, more important because my my my idea of all of these things, what I did, like it was I want to know truth. I want to know what our real like. God is like what's really like because I read so many of these like Kabbalah, I studied like this, like so many books of Kabbalah, like Zohar and Torah and so many like Buddhist books I read and nothing compared to that, you know, nothing. Just it's totally different things. And I think. You just need to. You just have to. Like you just need to have a passion to discover what's our real God are. If you're praying, it doesn't matter how long you're praying, maybe one day, one year like this is, I think, correct way. Thank you for watching this video. Thank you very much from Russia with love and peace. My final words were like, just just love, just love. And don't be afraid to die. We are now more death than we will be there. So death is not death, but death. This is our birth. It's like a death. This is portal to real life. And this is life more real than our life. So believe in that. Live with them. Living with good things in your head. I'm sorry. Living with just love. Just and everything will be fine. But I want to say a lot of things. Life will have a lot of suffer. Just just enjoy yourself. I don't want to be cruel and bad guy, like, but just enjoy your suffer because you choose that. And you will be in suffer, will not stop from that moment. It will be more and more until you die. But this is was your choice. But also good things will happen. So this is a life. This was life what we chose. So we are all in that. So.