Kim Kardashian Relationship HIGHS & LOWS | Keeping Up with the Kardashians | E!

So we get to Reggie's party and there's just been so much work put into this event. Explain what's going to happen tonight. Well this is a celebrity pool tournament that we plan to hopefully raise a lot of money for the community to give back to charity. Reggie's party is definitely a success. We're having such a great time. It's always nice to be partying together. All these jerseys from the one package started bidding on for $10,000. $10,000? 10 autographed jerseys. Do we have $10,000? All the proceeds that they raise for this charity go to Reggie's 619 Foundation, which raises money for all the people in New Orleans that have been hit hard by Katrina. You did such a good job. Can you cross both hands like this? Beautiful. I love that. The last thing I want to do right now is go and take pictures and try and be sexy. I don't feel sexy. I don't feel cute. I don't want to be here. I can't do this today. I've been up for hours doing this and I never complain about it. I just want to cry every second. I feel like my world is over. Your world is not over, honey. You're so much better. Look at you. Look what happens when you... Oh, man. I just want to apologize to everyone. I'm just really not feeling good today. Okay. We're done, guys, so... I can only imagine what Kim's going through and trying to work out things with Reggie is becoming even more stressful. There's a lot of stuff going on and Kim's feeling a little lost. This is not who you are, okay? You were a wonderful girl. God has given you incredible blessings and you need to appreciate them. You can't let this ruin your spirit. I just really don't care about my career anymore. I feel like it's cost me my relationship. I don't want to do it anymore. Close the door before another one will open. When you and Lamar have kids, are you naming your kids with K names? I'm going to do my boys for sure, Elle, London, and Luke. I want to call dibs on a few K names. If I marry Chris, I want to pick... Wait. Excuse me. When are you marrying Chris all of a sudden? I know. What are you... Did he propose to you? No, no, no, no. Do you talk about it? Yeah. What? Like, what do you talk about? We are going to get married one day. Like, when? I have little babies, so... What? Wait. You guys talk about babies and everything? Hi, guys. You know you're on the verge of being fired, right? From all three of us. I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown. I like your suit. Where are we sitting at? Thank you. Hand-stitched. You like my mustache, though. Are you keeping it for the wedding? Yeah. Please talk him out of it. You're going to wake up Saturday morning and shave it. Trust me. She'll shave it or I'll shave it? Like, this is all I feel like I have left is my mustache. It's the only way to send a message to Kim. So let me find out. Where are we sitting at? Over there. Nice check. He hates me. It's normal. We hate each other. Is that normal? Did you two hate each other? We didn't speak, really, for the last two weeks before our wedding. Yeah. Really? It's totally fine. Because I hate him. Every last thing annoys me. I'm ready to get out of here. What is this thing over at? That's his friend's table. Oh, so he's going to sit with his friends and not me. That's fun. This is my best friend. Hold on. What are you ****** your friends up over there? They're talking about how nice you look today. I'm glad we're in mini. I know. It's great to see my wife. Like, it still sounds crazy that I'm saying my wife, but, you know, it's unbelievable to see her, and I'm glad that she came in. Babe, have you missed me in, like, New York? Living with me? I've missed you. I haven't missed living with everyone. Crying babies, weirdo yoga teachers. I've been able to focus here, getting my workouts in. I got my family here and everything, so I'm good, I'm chilling. So you like, like, how it's going with, like, you here and me there? I know Chris is focused on, like, basketball and training and everything, but, like, it's weird to me and frustrating that he's so content with living separately. Ow, ow! Oh, you did fly in. Your armpits smell like a combination of fish and hot garbage. Okay. What the hell's going on? Nothing. So what are you telling him about? He just said he wanted to move and ship all of his 10 to 15 boxes at my house, and I said, no, we don't have room. If you're going to move your whole wardrobe and your whole things, he told me he was going back to Minnesota, and that he was just going to come to Vegas and then go back to Minnesota, bring a small bag. You do realize you're married, right? I really didn't know how bad things were between Chris and Kim. I've never seen Kim like this. I think it's pretty obvious. Kim needs to get her feelings out there, tell Chris everything she's feeling, and either move forward or move on. It's hard for me. I had dinner with him last night one-on-one, and I was going crazy. I have nothing to talk to him about. He's a good heart. He's a Christian. He's everything on paper, exactly what I want in someone. But for some reason, my heart isn't connecting. I've tried and I've tried, but I don't know what to do. And I want my whole family at least to back me. You think I feel good that I, like, met this guy from Minnesota, and I feel awful that, like, I made him move out here and, like, change his whole life, and I feel bad for him? I feel sad. I feel bad for the guy. I changed his whole life, and he fell in love with me, and I fell in love with him, and now my feelings have changed. You don't think I feel bad that I invited all these people to this huge wedding and blew everyone out? I wasted everyone's time. You know, I wasted everyone's money. I wasted everyone's everything, and I feel bad. You don't think I feel bad? At 30 years old, I thought I'd be married with kids, and I'm not. I failed at this, and you think that I don't feel bad? People change their mind. People make mistakes. So say that, though. Don't say all this other dumb s***. Do you know about that song that Kanye released? Yeah, I've heard it. So what? This song is so about you. You just got flower bombs. It's hilarious. Hell, Peter, my mink is dragging on the floor. Kanye West! Kanye West is a rapper. Hell, Peter, my mink is dragging on the floor. Kanye has a new song out where he talks about falling in love with Kim. And I'll admit I fell in love with Kim Around the same time she fell in love with him Kim and Kanye have been friends for years, and they've been hanging out lately, and I have no idea if it's serious or not because I haven't really talked to Kim about it. I mean, just because I'm seen with someone, does it automatically mean that's my boyfriend? No, but you've obviously been cool with him for a while, so I just... Why don't you stay out of my business? It's so stunning and breathtaking. The orchestra playing, Kanye and Kim watching it, we're all watching them. This is just, it's truly a magical moment and something I will never forget. A little daredevil. Yeah, I told them tiny. I mean, if you could make it smaller, if we have time, I'd like them both smaller. Do you think Kim is nervous? I don't know. Would you be nervous? No, I think I'd be more excited than nervous if it was the right person. Kylie, let me see. Kendall, are you dressed? Kylie's hair is still blue, and she promised me she would put extensions in to cover it. It's just not worth the battle, and I'm just gonna let it go, and she has blue hair at my wedding. Hey, babe. I like that jacket. What is this? This is a sample. I like it. I don't know what to do. How am I gonna have another kid? How am I gonna study? How am I gonna read? How am I gonna do this all? I just had, like, a 14-hour day. It's a lot, a lot, a lot of work. I kind of don't know if I'd want to take away time from the kids and from you. I think you can get in control of your schedule, and you just got to, like, sit back and analyze, like, what are your distractions? Once you manage your time, you'll be able to manage your time to be able to give attention to me, attention to the kids, and attention to law that you're passionate about. Yeah. You know what's fire about that and just why we're so blessed is, like, to be able to get the mentors. Like, that means the universe really wants this to happen. Like, it's beautiful. It's like your dad. Yeah. From day one, Kanye has always been someone in my life who's always pushed me to do what I want to do, no matter what the rules are, no matter what people say. So the fact that he is supporting me in this journey, knowing that for the next four years, it would take time away from him and our kids means a lot to me and gives me the confidence that I really need and that, like, extra push of someone around me to be like, I know you can do it. Like, you got this. Why? What's going on? What's wrong? Don't scare me, please. What's going on? Like, I can't. I get a call from one of Kanye's friends, and my heart drops. But what is he like? This is, like, serious. They're not telling me anything, and I am so scared, and I don't know what to do. Oh, my God, I just got to New York. I'm just like, okay, okay, bye. He's, like, crying on the phone to me, and he just, like, wouldn't say what's wrong, and I'm like, tell me what's wrong. I just, like, don't know what to do. You know, Kim has been struggling privately behind camera about her relationship, and it's tough because Kim is clearly redirecting so much of her frustration and sadness and anger and, you know, sometimes you just take things out on something that has nothing to do with what you're going through. How are you and Kanye doing? There's no fighting, like, now. It's, like, all calm, so I just roll with it, you know? Kim is dealing with so much right now, and it's tough because before we left, her and Kanye had this big fight. I think he deserves someone that can go support his every move and go follow him all over the place and move to Wyoming. I can't do that. He should have a wife that supports his every move and travels with him and does everything, and I can't. I feel like a f***ing failure, that it's, like, a third f***ing marriage, yeah.