Nurse Dies; Talk Babies Soul & Gets Told Our Role on Earth!

Absolutely, there's a higher vibrational frequency of babies and children who are coming right now, because again that's part of their role collectively to support the future of the earth and how that's going to unfold. Hi everyone, it's so wonderful to be here today and for this opportunity to connect with you all and share a little more about my story. So my name's Lauren, I'm from Australia and yeah I was a registered nurse for many years caring for babies requiring intensive care. I've now moved out of that environment because I had some pretty profound spiritual experiences and I now work as a baby soul communicator connecting women with and couples with their baby soul wisdom. I was exposed to a lot of death from babies that were leaving the earth as well as the birth trauma that they and their families experience around that birth period. So it was a very challenging time for me emotionally and something that I didn't understand what was going on, it was confusing, it was painful, I didn't understand why babies were when they only just got here on earth and so it was a real challenge for me to understand that and I didn't have any answers. I couldn't explain what was going on, medicine often couldn't explain what was going on either. So yeah and then things started to change after that. After having all of these challenges with the babies I was caring for, I decided I needed a break. I couldn't deal with it anymore, it was too emotionally exhausting for me. I became quite burnt out so I decided to go away. I decided to go to Africa, take some time off work, you know a different environment, change of scenery, new experiences and what happened is about halfway through my trip, so I went for seven months, so about three or four months into my trip, this was back in 2011, towards the end of 2011, I decided to go whitewater rafting. It's something I had done before over in New Zealand. I enjoyed it, it was fun but when I started walking down to the river to get into one of these rafts, I had this strange feeling and I thought I'm just a bit nervous, you know, it was the last day of the season because the water was really low in the river which meant the rocks and everything were quite high in the water. So I think I just thought oh that's just why I'm a little bit nervous, I'm not sure, like the water's quite rough, a bit more than what I was used to. I got into the boat and I was going down the river on the raft. We hit a rapid and the raft went up on its end, so it was facing down and the back of the raft was up in the air. I fell out into the water which is quite common with rafting, it can happen but what happened next was something that I wasn't expecting. So what happened is I split into two, there was a part of me that was in the water, I could feel the rocks hitting me, I could feel things banging against my legs, I didn't know which way was up, I felt very disorientated in the water, I wasn't able to breathe, it was quite noisy, there was lots of bubbles and sounds and then suddenly it went really quiet and what was happening is there was this other part of me at the same time that was looking down on me in the water and I could see the top of the water, I could see myself in the water but I wasn't sure which direction I was facing, I was just looking at myself floating down the water. But that part of me that had split from my body was in a dark room, it was like a cave, I couldn't see anything, the only thing that was present in this room was what looked like a screen, it was a TV screen on the wall, I started to see different parts of my life. So just remembering at this point I was a nurse, I studied at university, three university degrees, very left brain science based, I hadn't heard about near-death experiences, I didn't believe in any of that stuff, so when I saw this TV I was like that's really weird, like what's that there for? And then I started seeing pictures on the TV, it was like a movie, I was seeing different parts of my childhood, I was seeing my family and I was seeing all kinds of just little snippets from my life and I felt quite afraid, I was fearful, I wasn't in a blissful state like a lot of NDE experiences are, there was a lot of panic for me, a lot of anxiety, a lot of confusion and so I was watching my life go by and then I heard this voice, I didn't see anybody, there was no one around me that I could see but I heard a voice and it really clearly said to me it's not your time yet, you need to go back for the children and at that time the only child in my life was my niece who was about eight at the time and I thought maybe I need to support her in some way or help her on her journey or play a part in her life that I wasn't aware of and so what happened then is that I was rescued, so I was kind of waiting for someone to recognise that I was missing, that I wasn't on the raft and eventually I have no idea how long I was in the water for, I don't know if it was, you know, I don't know, I'm assuming it was probably a few minutes but I don't, I have no understanding of the time frame there but I was rescued by a kayak and they took me to the side of the river where I was able to finally catch my breath and I was shaking uncontrollably, lots of adrenaline going through my system, really confused, disorientated, coughing, I had pain in my chest, so yeah and so I feel at that time like I, yeah, my soul, what I've learnt since then is that my soul came back to my body and I came back to earth but I had left my body for a period of time and I feel started to walk that journey towards whatever's on the other side for us but I wasn't able to get too far, I feel like I was sent back or my soul guided me back, I didn't recognise the voice, there was no one attached to the voice but the voice just said to me it's not your time yet, you need to go back for the children, so that's all they said, there was no other words and I just, yeah, went back, so it was just a very strange experience for me, it was several years later that I actually realised that it was an NDE, I thought my nursing brain told me it was a panic attack that I had in the water and it was only later when I started having other experiences with the babies I was caring for that I realised that it was an NDE and I was able to see what was happening behind the scenes, I was able to see what was going on with these babies physically from my clinical experience but also from the soul's experience and as I said I had three of these experiences which were all very powerful and all very different but one that I'd like to share today was with a twin, so one twin was absolutely okay and was able to survive, the other twin unfortunately had a lot of health issues, these twins were very premature, so born at around 26, 25, 26 weeks from memory, had very difficult journeys in the NICU and this one twin it became quite clear after several months that she wasn't going to survive, so in my experience doing this work I had started to prepare babies for their death because no one speaks to the babies, no one explains to them what's going on, you know we talk about them but we don't talk to them or explain things to them, so these babies coming to earth especially if they're in NICU are really confused, they have no idea what's just happened, so with this particular baby I was explaining to her that the process of her dying, I was explaining to her that we were going to be moving her, we were going to be taking different tubes and lines and things off her body that were going to be supporting her for comfort, so pain relief, so I was preparing her, this was about two days from memory before she passed away, the parents had decided on a particular date that they were going to stop treatment and I was explaining to her, trying to prepare her for her death, for her journey which was a very empowering experience for me, finally feeling able to do something for these babies and then what happened on the day that she died, I was not at work, I was probably about a half an hour drive from the hospital I worked at, I was having lunch with friends, I was sitting in a cafe and then I had a really bizarre experience and what happened is I started to, again I could see the cafe, I could see my friends but I was also back there at the hospital and I started seeing what was going on, I could see the doctors taking tubes and wires off her, I saw when they removed her breathing tube, I took a note of the time when that happened and then I saw a whole, I don't know what you call them, a whole swarm, a whole group of angels surround her bed and there was other beings as well, there was what I think were ancestors or extended passed away relatives were around her cot, there was, it was just, it was like a whole crowd of beings and energy, the angels were coming down towards her cot and suddenly I find myself there, I see there's this person who's holding this baby and holding her up to the light and up to these angels so they could collect her, I don't know how I knew it was me, it was just this knowing, this inner knowing that she needed help, her vibration needed to lift a little bit more because she was so unwell, so sick that she needed that lift to be able to leave the earth and so these angels then came and took her from my arms, there was a lot of music, there was a celebration, incredible joy, it was like when we celebrate a birth here on earth, the birth of a baby onto the earth and you know there's happiness and joy and it's a celebration, it's the same in my experience when babies leave the earth, looking behind the scenes I see this incredible joy and the peace that this baby felt after months of struggle here on earth, just the peace and the joy that she experienced when she left her physical body, it was a really powerful experience, obviously at the same time devastating for the family left behind that had to experience this and so it was only when I returned to earth, I'm sorry returned to work a few days later and I looked at her notes because I'd take a note of the time, the nurse in me when I have these experiences I like to find the evidence, so I take note of the time and what's happening and then I go back to the notes later which I'm not really supposed to do but I do and I look at, I compare the time with the timing of the events and what happened is that the time that I first started to see this happening was the time that they pulled the breathing tube out, so and then it was from memory one to two hours later when her heart stopped beating, so in all three experiences I've had with babies every single time the soul has left the body before the physical body has died, so the soul has left the body before the heart stopped beating, it's happened all three times in my experiences anyway, which shows me that the soul needs to leave first before the physical body can fully rest and die, where I started to have different experiences with babies, so after the NDE I stayed away from babies for a while, I worked in other areas of nursing so I didn't need to go back to that area, I hadn't found the answers to my questions about why babies experience birth trauma or why they do, and so it was only after about three years that I started to feel this calling to go back to the nursery, it was something that was unexpected and I said to the universe if I'm supposed to go back to the nursery it needs to be different this time because I can't keep going to Africa whenever things get hard, and so after three years I went back to the nursery and within maybe six months I started having really bizarre experiences, you know all souls coming to earth have a soul history, they have a background, they bring baggage with them, they've had past lives, they've got reasons for coming to earth, they've got plans and a purpose here, they're the ones that decide whether they're going to come to earth or not, they often decide if they're going to leave and how they respond to perhaps birth where it may have been traumatic, and so I learned a lot about why things were happening and I was finally starting to get some answers from these babies about why they were dying and why they were so unwell or why there was birth trauma during their birth, why they were on life support, so it really helped me personally to support them on their journey and to support myself emotionally and energetically with dealing with a lot of the really challenging things I saw in the neonatal ICU, so they and they taught me about their journey through their eyes which is something that we don't tend to think about, we tend to think of our journey and our perspectives and what we want or what we don't want, but when we can tune into a baby whether they're coming to earth or maybe they haven't even been conceived yet, as well as babies and children who are already here, we can understand that bigger picture and then we can help them if they're waiting for something to change or happen before they're conceived, then we can find that out and make some changes if that's what they need and same with babies who are on their way through pregnancy, we can help to support them, like what do you need for your birth, what do you need for your life here and we can then share that information with their families to help, yeah so at the moment what I'm finding is there's this whole wave of baby souls or future children who are planning a life here on earth and these children, many of them haven't been to earth before so it's a very different experience for them, they can really struggle to adjust to the earth because it's quite foreign, it always reminds me of going to another country and you can't speak the language, you don't know where you are, you don't know what's going on, you can't, you're disorientated, you don't understand the culture or how things are done, the rules, it's very similar to for a baby coming to earth especially if they haven't been here before, it's very confusing for them so there's a whole wave of children who are coming who are wired like this, they are wired differently, they see things differently, they understand things differently but they're also bringing through their own type of wisdom that can be quite different to what we're used to and what I keep hearing over and over again from these children is that they're coming here to to help humanity evolve more, they're helping to shake up systems that used to work but don't work very well anymore, especially the education system, especially how we parent these children what, you know, they're here to teach us as much as what we're here to teach them if not more so they're really starting to shift the perspectives we have about children and the roles that children play here on the earth and they're also changing what it means to be a family, it's no longer mum, dad, two children and a dog, there's all, there's so many different types of families these days and these children are choosing that and they are asking us to become more accepting of that and more open to that and to embrace that so there's so many things that these children are coming here to change on earth and to help humanity evolve and grow and rise, like help to rise the vibration but it is, it can be challenging because it's quite different to what we're used to and what used to work 20 or 30 years ago is not working for these children these days so they're calling us to step up and to change and be open to new ways of doing things which is, it feels like it's time for that new energy to come onto the earth and they're bringing it with them which is amazing. So what do you think about the baby soul is, have the low frequency or the high frequency? Most children when they come to earth and especially those souls who are still in spirit, say they're children, they're future children who haven't been conceived yet or they're on their way through pregnancy and even those babies who are just born, I'm finding the children and especially in the last five or six years, probably five years, their frequency is changing, they're coming to earth as a much higher vibration, a much higher frequency which means that they're coming down to earth which is a much more dense frequency so that's why a lot of children are finding it really challenging to be on the earth because they're up here and we're down here so it's a big drop for them and a big adjustment for them. So one of the things that babies often share, so we can tap into their soul, as I said from preconception before they're even conceived, throughout pregnancy, also loss as well, so miscarriage, termination, ectopic, stillbirth, infant and child loss is a huge part of the work that I do trying to help understand and navigate that and we can tune into their perspective so tapping into their soul to find out what their journey's about, it's like what's going on because normally parents will ask like it's not happening or something went wrong or that didn't work or why is this happening or why did my baby die, it's all of these questions that parents have about their journey, whether their baby is still in spirit or whether their baby's here on the earth and so doing baby soul readings and tapping into these babies we can gain so many insights into their personality, we can find out about their energy, their personality, what qualities they're bringing to the earth, we can find out about their purpose, like why they're coming, what they're wanting to learn or teach while they're here, what they're wanting to grow through and from, we can find out about their past lives, what baggage are they bringing with them to the earth at this time, do they have any past life connections with their parents or with any siblings you know who are already here or maybe coming into the future, they can tell us information about the different possibilities, so in my experience doing this work it's not all set in stone, there's lots of different possibilities I guess that can unfold, different timelines that are available to babies and to us depending on what's going on and so when we tune into a baby soul we can look from their perspective like what possibilities are they considering, what decisions are they wanting to make and we can then use that information to guide our own journey as well and what we can focus on, what we may need to let go, any thoughts or beliefs that we may need to start shifting, so it's a really powerful wisdom to receive, to support them and they can offer different ways we can support them, I've had children tell me different parenting techniques or that they need to be grounded in certain ways or how we can help them with their emotions or all of these different wisdom or information that we can ask them directly instead of needing to guess, you know how, why is my baby crying, why doesn't my baby like driving in the car, like you know why does my baby not like to have a bath, you know all of these different things and we can go to the source directly and say hey like why is this happening and how can we support you, so tuning into their soul can reveal a lot of information that we may not have even previously thought to ask or even know that it's available to us but it does mean that we need to just open our mind and be open to different ways of seeing things, different ways of understanding things and yeah being open to there being a different explanation for what is happening or what's not happening on that journey, on that path yeah so after a child dies there is a period in my experience anyway of the child often does need some kind of rest or integration back into the spirit world, very different though for different different souls I guess and what they need, some souls are very open to communicating as soon as like the day after they leave the earth and then other souls may not be ready to communicate for like a few days or a few weeks or even a few months afterwards so it's very individual depending on you know the soul and their journey but also those left behind like the mother, the parents depending on where they're at because it can be quite confronting to to receive this sort of information when you're dealing with something so difficult and something so traumatic and in many cases unexpected so but they can like these children these babies are very open and willing to communicate and share their side of the story especially that it wasn't the parents fault, it wasn't the mother's fault you know there's no need to hold on to that grief and that blame and that the fear of it happening again like all of these things can be really powerful to get that information and be able to take that on boards to be able to start that healing process so the majority of the work I do is helping women in particular navigate loss whether it's miscarriage, termination, stillbirth, ectopics, infant and child loss, it's a really big part of the work I do because these children themselves can bring so much comfort and wisdom and understanding that we otherwise don't get access to you know it doesn't come from us we can't find it with other practitioners or the medical professions or anywhere else here on earth but we can get this really powerful information from the babies themselves. The main difference I've come to realise between a miscarriage and a termination or an abortion is which soul decides so normally with a miscarriage it's the baby's soul who decides to leave that body for whatever reason and there's many reasons for that but with a termination or an abortion it's the mother's decision to do that and in my experience the child has always known or had a pretty good idea of that the result of that decision before they even conceive so these babies who come to earth they know when I tune into them their timeline is very short they don't plan beyond you know those first few months or even weeks at times and they know already that that's going to be the outcome and there's lots of reasons why souls would engage in that contract or that agreement for that to happen but for the majority of cases not all but for the majority it's often because the it's it's time for the woman to have the to be empowered to make a decision about her body often in previous lives they haven't had that opportunity or they've been forced to continue the pregnancy for whatever reason and so a termination or an abortion allows the mother in particular to to make a decision about her body and her future and where she's at and I've never ever in years of doing this work had a baby come to me and say that was wrong I was supposed to live you made the wrong decision all of that there's that has never ever come through there's only ever been a deep sense of love and gratitude and support and compassion for the journey then that the mother goes through and experiences but there's never any anger or resentment towards the mother for deciding to abort or terminate that pregnancy thank you all for tuning in today I'm very passionate about giving these babies a voice and you know this the voice of our future generation and children so thank you for listening and I hope that it's been able to open your heart and your mind a little bit more to to these souls that are planning to come to earth so thank you so much for tuning in and take care everyone