GOD, Why I Always Cry - A Song About Pain, Faith, and Hope (Lyrics Video)

I've been smiling just to hide the pain Laughing while I drown again They see the light but not the scars They don't know how deep they are I've tried to be strong, I've tried to believe But my heart keeps falling on its knees God, why you cry? Even when I try to fight Is it weakness or a sign That I'm still holding you inside? God, why you always cry When all I want is peace tonight? I've been praying in the dark so long Wondering where I still belong Every tear becomes a prayer Hoping you still hear me there Maybe pain's the only way I feel That my soul is real When I try to find peace tonight If I lost my soul I've been smiling just to hide the pain Laughing while I drown again They see the light but not the scars They don't know how deep they are I've tried to be strong, I've tried to believe But my heart keeps falling on its knees God, why you always cry? Even when I try to fight Is it weakness or a sign That I'm still holding you inside? God, why you always cry When all I want is peace tonight? I've been praying in the dark so long Wondering where I still belong Every tear becomes a prayer Hoping you still hear me there Maybe pain's the only way I feel That my soul is real When I try to fight Is it weakness or a sign That I'm still holding you inside? When all I want is peace tonight? Every tear can wash my soul Then maybe I'll be this hard to stand Always cry But maybe that's how I survive Through the pain I see the light You're the reason I am still alive God, why you always cry Will you hear my sigh? Prayed a thousand times before Still I'm breaking on the floor God, I'm not okay tonight I'm lost between the dark I'm holding on but barely breathing I need your peace, I need a reason God, I'm not okay