Netflix FEEL GOOD _ What trauma_ scene

Hey, how you doing? Why don't you go get some air? I'm not really a huge fan of nature in general. Audrey, why do some people need so much help just to exist and then other people don't need any help at all? It could be genetics or trauma. What trauma? I was so privileged when I was a kid. You know, I played the oboe. May, when you first came to us, you were very young and very vulnerable. This is gonna sound weird, but I actually don't remember huge chunks of my teens. Like, it's all jumbled. I feel like my brain is like a kitchen cupboard full of, like, empty Tupperware containers and they're all mismatched and they have the wrong lids and they're just, like, jumbling, tumbling around. All jumbling, tumbling. That's what trauma does. Yeah, but these people have had actual trauma. Like, difficult lives. I was just this, like, brat, like, running around trying to be Bob Dylan or something. Just like, hey, man, playing my oboe with Mr. Tambourine Man. Oh, May, you could not have been Bob Dylan because he was a rock star and you were a 15-year-old girl. Yeah, never mind, actually. Look, what do you remember about your early teens? Your early relationships? Um, I think this is a dead end. I think maybe if you want to go help someone else, I have this feeling like I might want to lie under the bed like a plank of wood. What? I can't hear you very well right now. Are you talking super quietly? Because I feel like I'm on the Titanic. Are we in the Titanic right now? You know what I mean?