STUDY vlog📝: a weekend spent studying, quiet library, stressed mornings, journalling, chatty grwm

A bottle? I'm obsessed with my new bedding. It's raining outside today. I just got this huge PR box. Both of them are from Naturium. I already opened some of these. My skin feels really dry, so I opened this peptide moisturizer, and I think I'm gonna try it right now. I also put up their poster and their keychain up here. Also, their really cute handwritten note up there, so that my wall doesn't look as boring when I do my get ready with me's. Today is a game day at Notre Dame, actually, and it's against Texas A&M, a night game. But it's raining, so people aren't really pre-gaming or tailgating, and I'm not really a... Okay, I'm a football fan, but I don't like going to games that often because I think it's just such a time commitment. So I think I'm gonna catch up on some work that I have. Next week is also my birthday week, so I don't want to spend that much time studying, frankly. Might as well just take the time right now with the rain to catch up on some work. I went to a little gathering last night, and I had a little bit to drink, and I don't like to vlog myself going out, and I'm really not a going out person. I think I went out for a total of six times throughout my college career so far, and I'm not saying going out is a bad thing. I actually do think I stayed in a little too much last year. This is something I mentioned in a previous vlog as well. I think I spent a little too much time, especially last year in sophomore year, just pulling myself up in my room and just focusing on homework and stuff, and it wasn't even that productive. And right now, I just want to be able to spend more time with friends and make good memories before I graduate. And I'm speaking as if I'm a senior, but as a junior, I already am planning what it's like to be post-grad, and I just don't want to think about growing up. I'm also turning 21 next week, which I'm not ready for. My favorite blush palette. The lighting is still... Oh my goodness. The lighting in my room is still not the best. It's too yellow. And I recently just been loving nude colors. This one from Romand is so natural and so beautiful. I think right now, I'm going to pack my bag and head to the dining hall first to get a bite to eat to fuel myself up as first. I haven't had anything today, and I'm looking forward to my coffee. That's what I'm going to do, and then head over to the library, maybe? We'll see. Mobile stand and portable charger. End of the day. Order from the dining hall to go. It thankfully stopped raining quite a bit, but now I'm heading to the library. This is probably one of my favorite spots in the library. Right now, it's quiet, but usually, you know, you can speak here. It's just so empty today. Also, I really like the windows here because they're really bright and spacious. It's quiet. I just worked on my theo paper in the dining hall, and I'm mostly finished, but I need to do some citations. I need to look at this citations sheet. I'm also going to write a to-do list because I'm going to organize my studying for the rest of this weekend. I forgot an Excel for accounting. I forgot. I just switched sides of the table for a slight change of scenery. I'm going to start on my problem set for my finance class. I have all these notes pulled up. It's definitely one of my harder classes right now. And I got all these papers just so I can take some notes and really, really do the problem. To be honest, today, I'm not feeling the best and most motivated, but sometimes, you just got to keep doing. I've always been a huge advocate of using AI when it comes to helping with your studying and research writing, but in many chatbox, I'm constantly copying and pasting my entire papers and adding my questions at the end. I'm also constantly switching between tabs and copying and pasting. But with Musette, you don't need to do that. Working inside Musette keeps everything into one flow. My club is hosting a concession stand and I've received so many emails, so I just put all the information into the Canvas here and I asked to figure out a setup time with all the information given and also my club members' availability. The Canvas functions kind of like a Notion workspace. You can edit it and adjust it to your own liking and you can ask follow-up questions within the chatbox for it to give you even more information, such as this message template. In Canvas, you can ask chat to highlight, improve, and expand specific areas and you can add or mention specific documents within here and ask specific questions for them to create an entire different draft with the information in the Canvas. I now no longer need to constantly switch between Google Docs and different AI chatbox when it comes to improving my research. I just have my draft in Musette and I've been asking it to help me organize an entire workflow and it edits directly on the Canvas where I can apply the improvements that they have immediately and also edit it on the same page. It can help you with big problems such as reorganizing your thought process or even fixing just small writing problems. There's no more switching between 15 different tabs and switching between apps as well. The team is also very accessible. They have a Discord server where all the users are invited so you can ask for any requests or updates from the team and the team will actually take them into consideration and build new features into Musette. Facing a blank page with a lot of information is always the hardest but with Musette you can really get a solid first draft started with much less hassle. Musette is currently in early access and anyone who joins Musette using my code can get the pro version for free. After that, Musette is going to be a paid product so it's a great opportunity for you to try early. Try Musette today with the link in my description. Thank you Musette for sponsoring today's video. Some days I just wake up feeling so stressed and today is one of those days. I kept this journal for god knows how long at this point. It's been with me for years. Let me see. Yeah, I've had this since 2020. I don't, you know, I don't want to be like a sappy influencer talking about how difficult their life is but like a lot of the things I put online is just a glamorized, cleansed, you know, not cleansed but like well-edited version of myself and sometimes I do need to ground myself a little bit and just jot down all my thoughts. I did quite a bit of work yesterday. Not a lot actually. I just took a break at night. I did actually go to the game just for like half an hour but I didn't really stay for that long and we lost so I'm gonna rest here and actually check one of these things off. I can also work ahead a little bit, figure out some stuff for next next week. I think I just need to stop stressing out and caring so much about being productive all the time. Not just that but well the reason why I feel like I need to be productive all the time is just that I feel like everyone else is productive. Everyone is doing something with their lives and I feel like I am lagging behind if I'm not just doing something quote-unquote productive. It's just so easy to compare yourself to other people when you're in school and college because you know you're all supposed to do this, do that, find an internship, take these hard classes but at some point your life's gonna start deviating from one another and it's not gonna look the same and I think I just need to remind myself that it's good to try hard but not so much that you're losing yourself and like just like overstressing in the process. I'm no therapist, I'm just trying to tell myself the things I need to hear. My eyes are also so puffy that I actually have like double eyelids right now. I just put on a random outfit with a t-shirt and jeans. These are from Lucan and they're really nice and comfortable. On no makeup days, it's usually just tinted sunscreen, brows, blush and a little bit of tinted lip balm and my glasses. Let's go. 8.30. It was so hot at the dining hall. I should love it. The bottle? Yeah. Sequence here. We need to do this first and then we can do a merch page. I'm at the student center. It's like a little nook on the first floor and surprisingly, it's really quiet here all the time. People usually go to the library. I used to film here a lot back in freshman year actually. I would sit myself here and finish my calculus homework. I only have readings to do for the rest of the night that I actually forgot about but I need to print out first. It's wrong with my hair. It is right now a little past 11. In the afternoon, I had my board meeting for my club, get dinner, and then went to the student center to study, to finish the reading for a bit. Next week is going to be such a hectic week for me. So I'm just trying to ease my way into it without it feeling a little too overwhelming. But I think today was a good day in terms of managing my stress and I also wanted to just wind down for a little bit today. After drafting my emails, I'm probably going to just get in bed and watch some YouTube. I hide the button to my LED lights down here. It's a good thing that my bed is slightly lofted this year as in I need to do a little hop onto bed. Otherwise, I'll just be on my bed all the time and not do anything. I'm going to build myself a little chair. I'll be watching YouTube. Guess what I received in the mail. I don't even know how big 100,000 is as a number. So to imagine that 100,000 of you guys enjoy my content, decide to click on that subscribe button, and like come along with my journey, is still insane to me. I've gotten so many amazing opportunities to build this little community that I know I can fall back to. It's surreal. I started YouTube two years ago because I just liked vlogging. I enjoyed watching other people's university vlogs and decided I can try hand at it for myself. And I never thought I would ever grow this big, but thank you so much to every single one of you who subscribed or not for watching and clicking onto this video. It truly means the world to me and I still can't really process it. This is really all thanks to you guys. I can't wait to film and continue my content creation and make more videos and good memories with you all. Thank you so much again for watching this and all of my videos. I'll see you in the next one and have an amazing day ahead of you. Bye!