Sabrina Carpenter - Espresso (Short N Sweet Tour Philly)

Oh no sorry Um I can't I'm confused and upset bu Thanks to what’s truly made you so double of mine all the silence is just your strategy because it makes you so double of mine—we never talked about it felt better to wreck this house Nature in a shapeless basement Since I'm moving out I'm just the bitch you hate now We never talked it through But you guilt-tripped me too You're down like a needle that’s been found I'm filled with doubt second-guessing everything Another year of wondering Whether that was just casual and I'm the fool Searching for meaning between the lines Remind yourself—if you think we're fine you're mistaken and I'm hurt We never discussed it She doesn’t resemble me in the slightest Can’t really tell just push it aside Try to see it as a compliment It’s kind of feeling the opposite Well she doesn’t look anything like me So why do you look so happy Well now I think again—because you were hoping I was the ******* opposite and I know Even if I try to change it it's nowhere to be found—no matter how hard I try it's gone You said you knew about it we showed up with a boombox and stars were in your eyes Can't believe it could be so reckless—we bonded over black-eyed peas and complicated yesterdays fell so deep but you knew it was all so innocent and now I'm a homewrecker I'm a slut tell me who I am ' cause I 'll ruin your time I 'm a rebel get it Tell me who I am because I'm a fool Everything's falling apart but I'll hold you close And I'll be right here—it's not an illusion just two kids living through it You said I'm too late to be your first love but I'll always be here for you baby Now I'm the one breaking up families don't leave me like this I've received death threats I'm trapped and playing the villain tell me who I really am because I don't have a choice All because I liked a boy It's the perfect night to scream What's your costume I didn't catch that Thanks for joining us for a short and spooky night ahead If they were in the ticket queue and just didn’t realize it was Halloween do they think this is the weirdest show ever Maybe you do maybe you don’ t—maybe it’s the best Perhaps it's better than all the others but to me it's Because we get to be utterly silly for just one night—except that one night happens to be at Madison Square Garden which is utterly surreal Just for some extra info you didn’t ask for you sold out five nights here which is pretty incredible in my book—I mean this was my first venue in New York It was probably around 300 people It was the Highline Ballroom And I was about 16 and I just can't even wrap my head around the number of shows I've come to here or the number of places I've been checking out That I've sat and watched shows and just been like Damn I wanna be up there —and now I get to and we're all singing It's crazy out in New York right now I truly commend you for stepping outside the house for dancing and for dressing up— thank you so much for all of it I’ve become somewhat of a semi-New Yorker—I’m originally an East Coaster but I moved to New York four years ago It's four years late but I think I'll take it—I moved here to write an album called Emails I Can't Send I'll be honest—when I wrote that I was nothing like the person I am today it was a completely different time in my life a different mindset not a happy place at all and I was just like— Writing from a place of connection—you know it's the cliché you come to New York to figure things out and I want to thank you New York for being the answer to so many of my questions So much of my emotion —so deeply bottled up for so long—I feel completely safe when I write in New York and I feel like some of my favorite songs I’ve ever written… I’ve come from New York so thank you for being that place for me Don't tell the other cities I said that though —cause they'll be mad Just kidding you can tell them It's already on the internet I'm so grateful to you all but you're being so loud tonight—I'm actually pretty curious Alright on this side— do you want to try being Second I rested my head on your chest She knew she had achieved her true success She's back in your life now she's in the same damn city on the same damn line Sing Oh there's a game here Want to give it a try Let me explain—we basically created this game at the start of the Short & Sweet Tour because I wanted to mix things up a little bit every night so we play Spin the Bottle But whatever number it lands on is the song we'll sing that evening though it's a bit sporadic—wanna give it a try Alright Drum roll I'm starting to think this show isn't scary at all—it's actually just a delight But I know how to get us back to business right now I have a question for the audience It's my favorite part because you all look at me and just act like And that's perfectly fair because I said I had a question then I didn't ask it but you know what Now I' m going to say it Raise your hand if you live on Pretty Girl Avenue Say it J I'm speaking clearly right