Ronald Bernard - The local powers that be

In the recent interviews, I've heard you mention social entrepreneurship several times. You were probably still occupied with that, perhaps. What am I supposed to imagine regarding that? Yes, the social entrepreneurship that I always talk about has grown over the past 22 years. So it's not just doing something for a few years. It was small at first. After my recovery period, I once started from where I was, helping out and setting up a small children's farm. Thus, it has further developed. I won't bore you with all the details and all the periods. I will probably write about my life on my website from time to time. Since there is a need for it, I will share as much about myself as possible. That is now the time. But I would like to quote a piece that is also verifiable. Testimonies, all of them important. That is that I ultimately lived and worked in Portugal for 6.5 years. That I ultimately fulfilled the dream of someone who was severely disabled, on their behalf. He had much land, much property. He ran into me, and after getting to know me, he roughly knew my story. And he asked me early on whether I didn't like working as an independent entrepreneur to carry out a project for him. And that involved developing the local economy. So I went to look at his land, at what he owned. And then I made a proposal to set up a professional nursery with sustainable plants. For example, fruit trees, but also potted plants, so not the cuttings that are all discarded with it. And that idea appealed to him. So we installed greenhouses on his territory. We have created dams in the hills to capture water, self-contained basins. Installed many solar panels, wind energy. In fact, we already set up everything that is now part of the sustainability world. And ultimately, this provided work for 25 local families. And thus it became a flourishing business. That was also my task—to make it successful. Delivering to garden centers throughout Portugal from the nursery. But eventually, once every two weeks, the Danish carts would go on, the truck would enter, the refrigerated compartments would fill up, the Dutchmen. And then it went, for example, to the flower auction in Aalsmeer. And this entire process has been a tough one, because you start it without knowing much yet. So a lot of studying, memorizing entire phone books full of rules and conditions, including the conditions of Aalsmeer. But I always enjoy it when I get a task or want to create something. I'll also learn a lot so you know everything, giving you a complete package. That's what I closed after 2.5 years. So I could hand over the little keys and say, here you go, your dream. And with that, you had developed a local economy. At the moment I actually handed over the keys, someone arrived on vacation from the Netherlands, from the province of Utrecht. He was a gentleman on vacation, and I met him. And that actually made me seem like a bit of a crazy Dutchman. And he saw all the things I was constantly doing and had already done. And she really said, "We're actually looking for someone as crazy as you." But he meant it in a positive way. He saw that I was very involved with social, societal, and local economic development. And he told about a problem that had been going on in the Netherlands for a very long time. And he asked whether I was willing to return to the Netherlands. Now, son. The Netherlands. Wow. That's not exactly the country I was waiting for. From the hut culture, the polder mentality. Always looking at the glass as half empty instead of half full. And it's always just "yes, but" and "nothing can be done," you know what I mean. It was not the country where I saw the opportunities. I do enjoy impossible challenges. And he said that for several decades in the Netherlands, cities have had a problem with housing for young people and students. But also for people who have just divorced, are single, and so on. And he once developed an idea about it and once implemented it on a very small scale as a pilot. So he laid it out. And that involved temporarily converting vacant buildings into residential use. So I looked at that entire concept, and I became increasingly interested. He just wanted someone who could put that down in a more grandiose way. Eventually, I agreed. Contact had then also been established with institutions in the Netherlands that might become involved. For example, project developers. I saw very clearly what could be done. Also big. And then I came to the Netherlands in 2003. I actually found it quite a pity to come to the Netherlands, because I was living very happily in Portugal. But I saw that challenge. So then, I started a foundation together with the man who had invited me. And it was called the Temporary Housing Foundation. And then we started looking at how we could therefore reach all those younger students, Just tell me, those people who struggle to afford a room or a small studio—how can we help them? And then we were actually quite quickly on the trail of a project developer, he had supposedly bought an old KPN building. And that was a combination of blue roof Euro-apartments, again advertising, and the shape. You don't get paid for that. But in any case, they certainly noticed that. For other reasons than us, but they saw that too. Want the saws of Hey, if the foundation thus takes over management of our office, That would save us a huge amount of money, because they have an empty office. That will have to wait a very long time before it can be demolished or redeveloped. So if they just take over our misery, our costs, wonderful. But they also saw the social and societal aspect. The neighborhood would not deteriorate; something beneficial would be added. The social and societal would truly come to life. And they also saw it as beneficial, not just financially. Also consider the image they gain with it, also for the permit process of their municipal direction. Whatever they wanted to do with it. Thus, in the end, they gradually realized all the advantages, and they even received money as well. From hour. Thus, we unexpectedly reached an agreement with them quite quickly. where we first entered the building as on-duty personnel in the initial instance. But yes, then comes the part about the finances. I did contribute my own capital as well at that time. But much more capital was still needed to carry out the entire renovation and the necessary adjustments. We haven't even discussed the permit process yet. And then we realized there was enormous resistance at the municipal level. Thus, what we wanted—affordable housing for young people, students, and others— It's actually a bit of a setback towards the municipality. Was that special? It was impossible. It was impossible, they said. And we weren't professionals. I think, hello, the architects and all the people we gather around us are professionals. They know exactly what it's about. We were already studying all the construction decisions. We were professionalizing in that matter in no time. We ultimately know far more than the municipality itself. But no, it couldn't and it shouldn't, and I know all that. The controls were not possible. Now, we had something like, now, that's strange. A municipality that has been calling for years that solutions must be found is not cooperating. It went even further. When we started receiving increasingly positive feedback, we even got phone calls. I never regret it. I was literally told that I had to get lost in Portugal, otherwise things would turn out badly. I think, wow, are we actually here in Sicily? From the mafia, I never expected this from a government, a local government. There was a particular moment when the newspaper reported that the province was going to form a kick-start team with a budget, I believe, of 80,000 euros. And they went on to investigate how they might possibly provide a solution to the problem that had been ongoing for decades. The housing shortage for younger students and others in affordable accommodation. We then approached the province. We gave them a tour of the building we already had. We showed them all the construction drawings. We laid everything out for them, and we told them over coffee. The 80,000 you currently have don't need to be spent. You no longer need to conduct the research, because the solution is already right here in front of you. If you convert those 80,000 into a bank guarantee, we can borrow money against it. Keep the money, as it will be available again in a few years. Then they said, oh, you can certainly work magic with money. I said, yes, but it doesn't matter. This is a solution. They phoned a deputy who was on vacation at that moment. The day, do it. And so we had the first 80,000 in. We still needed much more. Then we went to the municipality and said, well, the province is joining in. And the only thing I was concerned about back then was that a municipality that has been calling for years—decades, in fact—for solutions, affordable solutions, for its population. That means it actually doesn't cooperate, whereas now a province does cooperate. And how I would have to explain it to the media later without discrediting the municipality. I didn't know the answer. How do I explain this? The province is involved in a project with solutions, but the municipality is not. Then we had to wait a moment. A quarter of an hour later, an appointment was arranged with us by the head of accounting. Within a week, we had secured the municipal funding needed to obtain the total amount required to carry out the entire renovation. Yes, eventually. It took some effort, but yes, eventually. And thus, under the vacancy law—which had never been done before at that time. This ensured that there was no protection regarding the rent. Thus, people in the Netherlands who rent are very well protected. The landlord has to check. At that time, that was still an issue. The property owner must keep his property. By bringing the vacancy law out from under the dust-covered table to develop it, we were thus able to offer a comprehensive package. On which temporary renting, without rent protection, made it possible for everyone to rent rooms affordably. Thus, ultimately, after much resistance, it became a great success. And then, of course, everyone wanted to cut ribbons, including those from the municipality. And we sincerely wish them luck, because ultimately they too realized it was better to do what they had been calling for twenty years. It turned out, therefore, that there was a monopoly involved. There was a market that was monopolized and thus protected. That's why rents were artificially set at four, five hundred euros, while ours were at one hundred, two hundred euros. And I must say, this is indeed a mechanism that you can see everywhere, including in the Netherlands. Protected circles. Now, everything related to that went well. That is the project where you saw, because we were working with self-activity, Thus, young people and students received an extra rent reduction if they made 64 hours of their time available for simple tasks. And with that, we saved a great deal of labor costs in the Netherlands. And they received a rent reduction. But what did the young people and students do? They took turns renting, or took turns asking, uncles, aunts, fathers, mothers, boyfriends. So they didn't all do that themselves. So they brought in entire armies of volunteers, resulting in our group ultimately numbering a thousand men. In this way, we converted the offices into residential use. Now, that has all been successful. And I just saw from afar, really. Therefore, the opposite has also been proven for me, because I was quite bitter about my experiences in the Netherlands, where nothing can be done and everything seems impossible. And then I saw, well, there's certainly a lot of resistance, and all sorts of interests are involved in those circles. But in the end, it does work out. And I got so hooked on the taste that I could no longer think small about it. I thought, if you can achieve transformation with a thousand people, transforming offices, you could also transform the entire Netherlands. And then I started writing the blueprints at that time for transforming the Netherlands. Because of course I could plainly see that the Netherlands was still very sick and was only getting worse. It was governed by small groups, cliques. And so I went ahead and wrote the blueprints for the transformation of the Netherlands. I then began setting up a shadow cabinet. So, minister of energy, minister of health, just as we know them today. But then as a shadow cabinet. And partly it had already started to work. We had already started driving not on diesel, but on sunflower oil. It's a small step, but we simply went to the supermarket pump instead of the gas station pump. Thus we began a new form of natural healing. We began moving on all facets. And in my enthusiasm, I began sharing it with more prominent, well-known people in the Netherlands. At the moment when you, as we did, had a pilot—I was the chairman of that foundation. A pilot, and suddenly you're unexpectedly in the spotlight of all sorts of circles. Not only your housing, but you also appear in all sorts of circles. And then the resistance is no longer against you. You also kind of belong to those little groups. So you'll also be able to get inside everywhere more easily. So that went very quickly, very smoothly. And then I started those blueprints. I began sharing about the transformation of the Netherlands, which I was extremely enthusiastic about, with people in higher positions. And I will never forget it. I saw one of those men going through documents by the window, wearing his glasses. At a certain moment, he turns around and looks at me over the top of his glasses. Feasible. Fantastic. Very realistic. Bravo. Now, I think, okay. That should probably help then, right? Are you joining in or something? But it didn't get that far. Well then, at a certain point I ended up sharing it with multiple people. And then, from one day to the next, things started working against me. So the success I had in housing, which would have already led us to start on a second project, began to encounter resistance. The attack was launched, so to speak. There was resistance coming from me, and that was precisely what made it difficult. We had agreed on this initially with our management team, verbally. We invest a great deal of time, a great deal of energy, and money, and we keep track of our hours to some extent. and at the moment the project is completed, so that we have paid off all debts, all loans, and we have profit, And so it's time that we, by creating money ourselves, also create profit ourselves, and thus can pay ourselves as well. And that was, don't panic, at a rate of twenty euros gross per hour. You need to check, a carpenter already received forty euros. While we carried everything on our backs—the loans, the accountability, the entire undertaking of the impossible—and asked for twenty euros for it. It simply meant that we aren't greedy, because you also have to watch out for that kind of thing in the Netherlands. If you do a good deed, it must all be free; you must bleed until you weigh us. But oh well, if you catch something from it. All of that had been taken into account. And then a blockade appeared. It had to be approved by a supervisory board. A blockade came up. That was where the hunt began. No, you should just do a second project first, and then we'll talk about it again. Then there was a blockage. Yes, and I also had something like, yes, hello, this is not normal. I mean, we've shown everything. We have made a profit, all debts are cleared, it has become a success. I just feel I should also be paid. That's what we'd also agreed upon. Yes, it wasn't written down. It was just verbal, you know, it started spinning, spinning, spinning. Of course, no light went on in your mind that you thought, it's starting all over again. I'm back in the Netherlands, haha, I'm back in the Netherlands. You didn't expect this to come from here, did you? No, initially I didn't immediately make the connection; I realized it only later, when I saw that what I was distributing wasn't immediately linked to the transformation of the Netherlands. I was just making, no, I saw that really locally, like, what's actually happening here now? But now he's coming. In that resistance project, which was increasingly going from bad to worse, a blockade, a roadblock, emerged. And not with the management, huh. I mean, we're not talking about Stichting Tijdelijk Wonen by itself. I'm talking about things that come from outside, which will exert influence. And then it came. Out of the blue, I was suddenly pulled off the road. I was on my way to a birthday party. I was stopped like that. Handcuffed. And I should certainly know why. And I was taken away. There she stood, a woman who hadn't even had a driver's license yet. And I was gone. Panic. So, she calls one of our Foundation Temporary Housing people. It also has a considerable influence. It explains it. She picked her up then. And we all didn't know what was going on. And they told me, you know very well why. And I knew nothing about it. Now, it all came down to it. That I was asked from abroad. So telex, however that works. In any case, international search was conducted. As a top criminal. For fraudulent bank service exchanges. They themselves didn't exactly know what it was about. So I'll just call out a little, just as they did. No one knew exactly what it was about. But it was very heavy. But yes, with all the people around me. And everything I had built up. And I didn't exactly know where this heat was coming from either. I was in three days. Two or three days later I was free again. No one knew exactly what it was actually about. Okay, I wasn't allowed to go abroad. But I could go again onto the open path. Because they also realized they might simply have the wrong person. That something was wrong. Now, it turned out not to be true. So they did have the right one after all. There was indeed something going on. I only heard that half a year later. But in that process. I'm making one more intermediate step. When that happened, then. So that was wheat at the mill. To the people who were opposing me. At that moment, I thus effectively lost an active role within the foundation. I actually lost a social and societal position. Want there was a breeze. There was doubt. Oh dear, oh dear, oh dear, our good name. What's wrong with Ronald? So I do understand it too. From a positive mindset. For safety. I should have taken a step back. I couldn't anywhere else find a place to go. But did you already know what it was actually about back then? No, but I got a lawyer. And the lawyer went to check what was going on here? Yes, all the pieces will come out. There is a file somewhere. There was an overly troublesome given. And then we found out that there had been transfers from my previous workplace. Voluntary exchanges. Tens of millions. The ones committed in my name. Of which I had not even done a large part, demonstrably. That came from the file. So I had to, in accordance with the procedures in the Netherlands, though I didn't know that at the time either. I had to account for myself before a court. She had to decide whether I would be extradited or not extradited to the country that had requested me. In this case, it was Belgium. So I could go to that courthouse. The pieces were well known. Now, the periods are presented to you. I don't even remember anymore whether it was 1994 or 1995. From 1993, but at the latest certainly in 1994. In 1995 as well. There is too much trouble arising from that, sir. You have been involved in large-scale illegal currency exchanges through banks in Belgium. That's too much to ask of you. Then I say, yes, but wait a minute. 94 could still possibly be correct. But 95 is absolutely not true, because back then I was completely bedridden in hospitals, in clinics. I don't know what's going on here, but this doesn't add up. Thanks to my mother, who still had all sorts of medical documents from that clinic at the time. Could we actually go quite quickly toward the Dutch court? The public prosecutor and the three judges could demonstrate that something was amiss here. It might be an inheritance, it might be a slice of one's own cake, but it still doesn't add up. Where the prosecutor, that is to say, the party bringing the charges. It must be taken up on behalf of the accuser, the man or the woman or the country of the boy we must have. What the lady said was, now that we've seen the documents, I actually demand that this be handled further in writing. And that Mr. Bernhard simply arranges this orally with a lawyer from the Netherlands and the Belgian government, in writing. The court says, okay then, we'll deliver our ruling in two weeks, so please come back in two weeks. Yes, everyone had something like that, well, luckily, justice does exist after all. Because we could still demonstrate parts. Two weeks later I come back. Everyone who was there last time was gone. The prosecutor was someone else, the judges were different, the entire setting was changed. And the officer wasn't all that bad. It was actually just repeating what the colleague had also done. But I never forget her—the lady in the center of the courtroom, who said, "Mr. Bernhard," saying it with a touch of sarcasm. You have another premiere today, a pilot. She says we should set aside what the prosecutor says. You may go and find out for yourself in Belgium. You may go and account for yourself in Belgium. We rely on the new European legislation. We know that, in fact, it's all already expired. However, under the new European legislation, nothing is time-barred anymore. You would have pulled it off in 1920. You just need to start accounting for yourself in Belgium. That was the new courthouse. And so, in the blink of an eye, I was once again handcuffed and taken to a prison in Belgium. On the most severe ward, among the most dangerous psychopaths you can imagine. And I was completely broken down. And I was allowed to figure it out myself. And I was told that I had already been convicted and actually no longer had the right to defend myself. I was accused of all the transactions that were made under my name. Once by other bankers. This is therefore one of the gifts I still have left over from my earlier winding-up period. From 1994. So they've even baked a cookie of their own creation just for me. I could never again enter a field without their disapproval. About the real powers. Then this cookie would be activated for me. I need the file, because I've thoroughly gone through the entire dossier in Brussels to find out where all this information comes from. I still didn't understand a thing. Then it turned out that she had been involved in the entire manhunt of such a major criminal with such serious warrants. Internationally, 25 euros in expenses had been spent over the years tracking me down. 25 euros He has never searched for me at all. No, the file was activated the moment it suited them. I still didn't have all the points together. I was sitting there in a cell. At a certain moment, there is a knock on the door. Open a small panel. A woman standing in front of me. A sullen one. This book is under her clothing. The deal is off. Slide it, slide it through the hatch. She says to Ronald, "I represent the Rosicrucians." Just read this book. It's time you woke up and started understanding where you really are. The book, The Knights of Today, is almost impossible to obtain. Of course I've read it. From there, I suddenly understood at a certain point what had happened. I went and sat down in the field. In the Netherlands, where I did not hear. I wanted a transformation of the Netherlands. What was not tolerated. So I went into battle. So I sat down in someone else's fields. I sat in someone else's interests. And that was not appreciated. So I no longer worked in top-tier positions like I used to, where I received assignments. No, I'm now dealing with local powers. Municipal authorities. Provincial authorities National powers. The Old Boys Network. And through this book I gained shape. This book was written by a gentleman, André van Bosbeke. A researcher. He was admitted to all sorts of orders. Orders of the Rosicrucians. The Knights of Lucifer. The order of renovated temples. The Order of St. John of Jerusalem. Knights of Malta The Order of the Temple. The Knights of the Golden Fleece. I once had it checked. And then I had already uncovered so much in my life about power structures. And then I found out. Thus, from the pyrimidine system, which we discussed in part 2. Another much greater refinement is of power structures. Of interest. I'm not saying all those circles are sickening and annoying. Want it in general. I also now understand better how the municipalities and provinces functioned. If you're part of the group, you help each other. And that has otherwise simply happened just like in other countries. You may call it corruption, but it's actually favors for friends. But it remains an elite club nonetheless. They are all elite clubs. And through this book I found out. This book was very closely focused on Belgium. I found out how the entire Belgian society is structured. So also that of the Netherlands. And also those of France. Actually, from all countries in the world. Thus, this is not an attack on all orders that are beneficial to humanity and to life. That is not what was intended. I'm exposing something here with this. I am disclosing here something that happened to me. That's what I eventually started to grasp. It was the final piece of the puzzle that I didn't understand, and that I received with me. So I was still allowed to justify myself in Belgium. I was allowed to be heard just once about everything that had happened. The lesson I had to learn now. The inheritances of old. Stepping into fields where you don't belong. I received a monetary fine. I mean 9 million. 9 million? They put me in one of the toughest sections in Belgium, in a prison, for a month or eight. Very heavy. Wanted that you hadn't taken it on your bank account name? No. But now it comes. A deal was struck. I was allowed to go on leave after 8 months. That entire process, they just held me tightly for a very long time, and I was only allowed to explain myself once. But it took a long time before I was allowed to explain myself. And when my lawyer arrived, I was able to present all those documents, just as I could in the Netherlands. And then the only thing they have done. And I don't remember anymore whether it was 18 million in fines or something like that. The only thing they have done. That's okay; you're showing that more than half is incorrect. You couldn't have done that. But then we'll do the other half as well. Now that can't be. But it did happen. There was no longer a trial. I had already been convicted. But I got a discount. And I believe it ultimately came down to a fine of 9 million that I had to pay. And then I was free again. Yes, I got a discount. Because half of it was incorrect. Half of the file, regarding the conviction, was incorrect because I had reviewed the documents myself. An impossible task, but it still happens. I think that if I dig thoroughly, I can still give you the entire file. Wow, but how do you even do something like this? How do you pay for this? Here it comes. Yes, I don't want to make Belgium look ridiculous, but it remains a lovely country. Do you know what they said? If you have nothing to pay, pay according to your ability and start repaying. And thus, 9 million had 4% interest per year. That's about 360,000 euros per year added on top in interest. And I was released under a arrangement of 25 euros per month. I had to draw that I would never come back to the country. How many years do you have to pay? 10,000 years? For life. And then it passed on by inheritance to the descendants, to the other children. So scared, pay 9 million in installments of 25 euros per month. How much did I then come to? 300 euros per year. Against an interest of €360,000. Now, in my opinion, you'll never get this working again. Really? Then you're quite burned out, aren't you? You've had me pretty much by the balls, after all. Thus, I was able to say goodbye to Belgium with my payment arrangement. And then I was invited by a dear friend. Together with my wife. And he wants to talk to us once. And I knew him from various gatherings dealing with innovation. A group of innovative people. And he took us to a table. And she said, Ronald, it's time you learned how to play the game the way it's supposed to be played. Want, he said, you received the book in Belgium. Of the woman. The knights of today. He knew that. We looked at each other. What? What are you saying now? He told the whole story. He says you should just understand how the world really works, and now you know, Ronald. Watch out. From now on, create only your own space. Which project realization you are doing. Stay in your own field. Do not touch any other fields. Stay within your own field. He says the world is simply divided along various power structures. The majority are very well disposed. But there are always elements present that are eager for power, for money, for status, and so on. And they often spoil it for the rest of the group. The knightly orders. And you've had to deal with that. That is all in the book, after all. If you manage to get your hands on the book, well, you can read it once from me. It's almost impossible to get now. I don't even know whether that man is still alive. It is also described in the book. Don't go too far with your investigations, or you'll have an accident. Is it over? I don't know. It's just there in this book. And it lays everything bare. Enough exposure to realize how the world works. At the national and local levels. The book once appeared. One-time release and then quickly withdrawn from sale. It is no longer available. We ultimately did it through an anti-care. I would have gotten him anyway. So I have that copy. I also received that through an anti-care. I think, for all we know, the book might disappear again. So I then sent a signal through a smuggled letter. Find this book. We managed to get our hands on it through an anti-care as well. We were already paying 65 euros for that then. I just Googled it. I think I'd like one more, if possible. To share in the consciousness of other people. The last time I looked, you already had to pay 600 euros for that book. It is becoming a rare book. It appears to be a book that we must read quite often. No, it ought not to be the libel. No. But the man, our friend, was the one who consciously made us aware at that time. Van Ronald, it's nice that you're a social entrepreneur. It's wonderful what you're doing all together. But those shadow cabinets. No, no more doing that. Everything was told to me. I was also told something else. From long ago until now. He says you have been spared. But the next round is it, as we're down to just two of us. That's the coffin, death, or the madhouse. Those are still the two options you have right now. So choose then. Life. But he said, the time that has now arrived, which is precisely what we are talking about now. That is the time, a transitional time. To go from one time to a new time. Where the free will of man is once again sanctified. Respected is. So everyone on Earth is allowed to choose differently. So I may create a new event. You may create a new manifestation. But you must not go against it. And you also cannot take it into another field. They are the people, globally, who must themselves choose what they will choose. On the basis of their free will. Nothing else is being done about it either. It is respected. That was all explained to me at the time. You can well imagine, then, that I did all that out of affection, out of consideration. Listen, son, I want to be absolutely certain that you've learned your lessons for the rest of your life. I know where you're coming from, all of it. Now you come as a social and community worker, project developer. You're coming in from everywhere. And then you crash into that tree again. Read it again now. It's time to stop, even for me. He wanted me to keep living. Thus, he has laid everything bare. And now I would like to say. When a field is now created. Or a possibility in which we can again exercise our free will. Thus we arrive at that choice. Without struggle. And from inclusivity. I already told you just now. At the very moment we see everyone as the villain. You once also mentioned that somewhere, with the undercurrent and scary things. Who are we to throw the stone? Who are we to judge those others? If we dare to face it. Despite our sorrow. Despite our pain. Working from inclusivity. To forgive everyone. That also means ourselves. Hate and malice poison ourselves. So you're doing yourself a favor. Of course, everyone must be held accountable. But work from inclusivity. We are speaking to you. The devil is welcome. To transform. To put it just a little in metaphors. As long as we keep calling everyone devil, I don't care. A bad reputation. Name the people who are currently on the verge of switching. Even farther away. And I deal with it daily. I can be happy now. Because I stay within my own space. Manifest Independent. You'll never get me in any club again. I have a boss. But because I'm so bold. And that anyone can do. Can I move around anywhere now as well? Deal with everyone. That must be fodder for conspiracy theories again. Go ahead. It's different. What I say is different. I no longer judge at all. The love that I once began with my wife. Continue.