Reborn, I Took The Jade Ruyi And Turned My Cousin’s Scheme Into Her Lifetime Regret

In the year I came of age, I fell deeply in love with Tang Du. For his sake, I personally gave up the position of crown princess for my younger cousin Zhu Jiao. I once believed that our profound childhood affection would one day reach its perfect fulfillment. Little did I know that on the night of our wedding, what awaited me was a cup of poisoned wine poured by his own hand. From that day forward, I was plagued by chronic illness year after year, coughing up blood without cease. My father and elder brother were falsely accused and thrown into prison. My mother threw herself into the lake and ended her life. I knelt and begged him, pleading for the sake of our husband and wife bond to spare my parents. Yet he clapped his hands and laughed heartily. The main branch of your Zhu family committed treason. They should pay with their lives. In that moment when all hope was lost, all I wished for was death. He then forcibly poured life-prolonging medicine down my throat. You dare die? If you die, Jiao Jiao loses one source of amusement. For the rest of your life, you must atone for your sins. I gripped my hairpin tightly and drove it viciously into his throat. When I opened my eyes again, I had returned to the day of the crown prince's consort selection. My mother's warm, soft hand held mine firmly. Today was the day of the crown prince's consort selection. The empress had specially sent the floral attire, clearly intending to choose me. Ah Fu, are you really not going? Her eyes brimmed with worry. In my previous life, I had been willful to the extreme, crying and insisting on marrying Tang Du. Mother could not sway me and could only sigh. The price of that willfulness was forcing her to leap into the frozen lake, never to see her again. Thinking of it, I threw myself into her arms and burst into tears. Good child, Ah Fu. If you don't want to go, then don't. Mother was exactly as in my memories, gently stroking my hair. In the previous life, she had been the same even if it meant offending the empress. She refused to let me suffer the slightest grievance. But in my previous life, I had never seen the difficulty and bitterness in her eyes. I only knew how to satisfy my own desires. I quickly wiped my tears and looked up. No, mother, I want to go. In the empress's flower garden, a riot of color, noble daughters from every household vied to display their beauty. Before I could steady myself, I heard a familiar voice. Zhu Jiao stood with her chin raised high, speaking in a coy tone to those around her. Elder sister isn't feeling well today. I'm afraid she won't make it. You all know how delicate she has always been, but it's strange yesterday she was perfectly healthy. The empress's expression did not change, yet her brows furrowed slightly. Seeing this, Zhu Jiao grew even more excited and added fuel to the fire. Even if elder sister were healthy, she probably wouldn't want to come anyway. Her words were artfully phrased, every sentence carrying implication. The legitimate eldest daughter of the Zhu family did not take the empress seriously and had deliberately stayed away. The young ladies around began whispering, secretly delighted that a strong rival had been removed. Zhu Jiao could not hide the smile at the corner of her lips. Of course she was pleased. The Zhu family was a century-old noble clan. My father was minister of personnel. My grandfather had been honored in the ancestral temple and had countless disciples. The empress was determined to select a Zhu daughter for the eastern palace. If I did not attend, that person would be her. In the previous life she had been chosen as a side consort. Later, with Tongdu's help, she framed my parents for corruption, using the banner of righteousness over family to become noble consort, stepping on the blood and tears of our entire main branch to climb higher. Thinking of this, I lifted my skirts and stepped forward. What exactly does younger sister mean? Zhu Jiao spun around. The moment she saw me, her face drained of all color. Why is elder sister here? Her voice nearly broke. I curved my lips into a faint smile. Younger sister's words are truly strange. The empress sent an invitation. Of course I came. I passed her and performed the grand salute to the empress seated in the main position. The empress appraised me, genuine joy flickering in her eyes. She beckoned me closer and took my hand to examine it. This attire truly suits young ladies like you. Crown Prince, what do you think? The crown prince had been sitting in the pavilion reading, his expressions listless. At the empress's call he only lazily lifted his eyelids a fraction. With that single glance the book slipped from his hands. I was wearing a goose-yellow floral robe. A deep red flower mark adorned my forehead. My eyes were like a painting, a trace of a smile lingering at my lips. Our eyes met. I lowered my gaze, my demeanor humble and gentle. Greetings to your highness the crown prince. The pavilion fell silent. The crown prince cleared his throat, his voice three parts softer than before. A lady's beauty is such that she looks good in anything. The empress smiled in satisfaction. She glanced around meaningfully. The spring scenery is lovely. Crown prince, accompany these young ladies to enjoy the view. The crown prince closed his book and stood. This son obeys. When the talent performances began, the young ladies were eager. If one could catch a noble's eye, rising to the heavens was but a word away. The scene grew lively. I sat quietly beside the empress holding a zither, watching the beauties compete. It had been so long since I had experienced such beautiful days, ever since I was imprisoned in the rear courtyard, clutching a corner of sky while waiting to die. Such fresh, beautiful days. It has been a very long time since I last experienced them. Zhu Jiao sat several seats away. Her gaze fixed on me with venomous intensity. She was growing anxious. I understood perfectly, but I only smiled faintly. Dealing with her need not be rushed. This time, let us first take away what she cares about most. A young lady played a heroic pipa piece and received thunderous applause. I rose and saluted. A Fu offers her humble performance. I am proficient in the four arts, and my zither skill is exceptional. Before sitting, I casually lifted my eyes and met the crown prince's gaze for an instant. His ears turned red. I lowered my gaze, lips curving. My fingertips descended. The zither rang out a lively, graceful melody of spring joy, like a spring breeze brushing the face or a clear stream washing jade. The entire hall fell silent, listening in rapture. The crown prince set down his teacup, eyes full of admiration. He was the first to applaud. It was Zhu Jiao's turn. She was clearly panicked. Her dance steps missed the beat several times. She could not even keep time with the drum. She stood awkwardly among the noble daughters, unwillingness written plainly on her face. Yet the empress did not spare her a single glance. She only asked, what does the crown prince think? The crown prince picked up the jade Ruyi scepter. His indifferent gaze swept the group of women and finally rested on me. He stood and walked toward me. Step by step, the jade Ruyi symbol of the crown princess steadily extended. I was about to accept it. Wait. A sharp cry shattered the silence. Zhu Jiao pushed through the crowd, dropped to her knees with a thud, voice trembling. Your highness the crown prince, Zhu Fu has long maintained an illicit affair with another man. How could someone like her be worthy of becoming crown princess? Words furred struck like thunder. The hall erupted. The empress's face darkened like water. She slammed the table. Zhu the second, do you know what you are saying? Zhu Jiao knelt ramrod straight and raised her hand. Your majesty, your highness, every word this subject speaks is true. If there is even half a lie, may lightning strike me dead. I took a deep breath and knelt unhurriedly, back straight. Your majesty, your highness, I said calmly. If one wishes to pin a crime, why worry about lacking a pretext? The empress's gaze lingered on my face. Having navigated the harem for years, she excelled at reading people. Since I showed no panic, she believed me seven or eight parts. If you claim Zhu Fu maintains an illicit affair, the empress asked in a deep voice. Then tell us, who is the man? Zhu Jiao gritted her teeth. Mark of Changning Tangdu, this subject has witnessed it with her own eyes. Not once, but many times. I turned my head sharply. Eyes rimmed red, disbelief flooding my face. Younger sister, do you know what you are saying? Of course I know. Zhu Jiao straightened voice louder. Elder sister dared to act, so I dare to speak. Do you have evidence, younger sister? I pressed. I have seen it many times. Zhu Jiao refused to yield, tone fierce. Elder sister, do you still intend to deceive her majesty and his highness? For wealth and glory you abandon the one in your heart. Zhu Jiao despises such people. She spoke with righteous conviction. I laughed coldly in my heart, then gently saluted the empress and the crown prince. My eyes moist, but my voice steady. Your majesty, your highness, this subject and Marquis of Changning have met only once by chance. I do not even remember his appearance, let alone harbor any romantic feelings. The crown prince had remained silent throughout. His fingers tapped the table, expression profound and unreadable. Zhu Jiao grew impatient. Right now Marquis of Changning is in the palace. Summon him, and we shall know at once. Younger sister knows it is true. My voice was soft, yet the hall fell silent. Indeed, the empress said, rubbing her temples, anger creeping into her tone. How would a sheltered young lady know a marquis' whereabouts so clearly? Go summon Marquis of Changning. When Tang Du was let in, his first glance fell on me. In his eyes is hid deep affection, concern, and words he longed to say but held back. He was acting the devoted lover. In my previous life, those eyes had melted my heart. Now they only nauseated me. I lowered my gaze, face expressionless. Facing the empress's questions, Tang Du hesitated, gaze occasionally drifting to me affectionate yet resentful. Reporting to your majesty, this subject has no relationship whatsoever with Miss Zhu the eldest. The reluctance in his voice was obvious. Zhu Jiao feigned anxiety. Impossible. I saw it with my own eyes. How could it be false? Tang Du's face twisted with conflict. The dog Zhu Jiao had raised was indeed obedient. Seeing he would not speak, Zhu Jiao pressed harder. My lord, I know you carry great righteousness and are willing to fulfill elder sister's vain desires. But how could you let his highness suffer such humiliation? She spoke with such passion it seemed she herself had been betrayed. Tang Du struggled, finally sighing as if deciding something. He looked at me, eyes full of deep affection. I truly cannot deceive his highness even if she was once the one in my heart. The hall erupted. Countless gazes turned to me contempt sympathy gloating. Yet I remained perfectly calm. I raised my head and met Tang Du's eyes. My lord, why slander me? If you claim affection and an illicit affair, do you have evidence? Empty words will not suffice. Tang Du froze, fists clenching then relaxing. Of course he has none. I continued evenly. Between Tang Du and me there have only been a few chance meetings. We have never spoken a single sentence let alone exchanged tokens. Every time I went out, he simply happened to appear. Zhu Jiao quickly added, he admires you. In my previous life, I had believed that. After seeing him heroically capture a criminal in the street, my admiration only deepened. Unfortunately, it had all been a game from beginning to end. Seeing Tang Du could produce no answer, Zhu Jiao pressed harder. At this point, do you still want to deny it? Would Marquis of Chongning, a noble lord, slander you without cause? I turned sorrowful eyes toward the crown prince, my gaze brimming with longing. Your highness, this subject does not know how she has offended Marquis of Chongning to be treated this way. Moreover, the one this subject has always admired is your highness. Why would someone who admires the eagle ever turn her eyes toward a sparrow? Are they truly so determined to spin this fiction? The crown prince straightened at her words, finding deep sense in them. He spoke, his voice unreadable. Marquis of Chongning, Miss Zhu the eldest speaks reasonably. Do you have evidence? A thin layer of sweat formed on Tang Du's forehead. Zhu Jiao's face began to pale. Of course they had no evidence. In the previous life, they had succeeded only because I was foolish and willingly jumped into the pit. In this life, never again. At this point, even a fool could see the truth. The empress and crown prince exchanged glances, expressions ugly. The empress personally descended and helped me up, face pained. Good child, you have suffered a grievance. I stood compliantly, eyes moist as I looked at the crown prince. He nodded slightly, voice softening. Miss Zhu the eldest is pure as ice and jade a model for the women of the capital. I believe her. When he turned to Tang Du and Zhu Jiao, all warmth vanished, replaced by disgust. Tang Du is, after all, Marquis of Chongning, and Zhu Jiao bears the Zhu name. The crown prince pondered, then ordered. Marquis of Chongning, Tang Du, your words and actions were improper, disturbing the consort selection. Thirty strokes of the cane. As for Zhu the second, he glanced at the empress. The empress spoke indifferently. Confine her for three months. Copy the admonitions for women one hundred times. Learn the rules properly. Zhu Jiao collapsed, face ashen. The jade Ruyi symbol of the crown princess finally rested firmly in my hands. Zhu Jiao's disturbance had done me a great favor. The empress praised my calm composure without end. Her sense of propriety in advancing and retreating. The crown prince's gaze toward me now carried genuine pity. The moment I accepted the jade Ruyi and lowered my head, I finally smiled. In the previous life you stepped on my bones and blood to climb high. In this life I will make you personally repay every debt bit by bit. And this is only the beginning. When I returned to the residence, second uncle had already come to apologize. He stood bent in the main hall, face dejected. My father was furious, face red, pointing at his nose and scolding fiercely. Second uncle bowed and smiled placatingly, looking pitiful. I watched coldly, heart unmoved. The moment he saw me, his eyes lit up. Ah Fu, he hurried over, face full of smiles. You and Jiao Jiao have always been close. She was only bewitched by that Tang Du. You must not blame her. In the previous life, Zhu Jiao had claimed feelings for the crown prince and tricked me into believing Tang Du loved me deeply. Even after I married into the Marquis residence, was imprisoned, poisoned, and lived worse than death, I never blamed her only resented my own fate. Until my father was framed for corruption, officials shackled and imprisoned. My elder brother died under random blades while crying his innocence. Even his remains vanished. That useless second uncle happily took my father's position without a flicker of guilt. He had forgotten who sheltered him for decades. If not for my father, he would long ago have been expelled from the family register for drinking, lust, and gambling, beaten to death on the street. A whole family of white-eyed wolves. I gritted my teeth and curved my lips into a gentle smile. Second uncle rest assured. How could I possibly blame Jiao Jiao? Second uncle visibly relaxed, smile more sincere. Exactly. You two are sisters. You cannot let this create distance. His courage grew. He began to push his luck. Ah Fu, about that copying punishment, why not let it go? Jiao Jiao's hands are covered in blisters. It's pitiful. Now that you're a prospective crown princess, say a word to the empress and exempt her, won't you? I did not reply, only smiled at him. Seeing my expression unchanged, he grew bolder still. There's more, Ah Fu. He leaned closer, lowering his voice with a heartfelt expression. The eastern palace's waters run deep. How can you enter it alone without your own people? Let Jiao Jiao go assist you. Two sisters caring for each other. Isn't that better than letting outsiders benefit? He had finally shown his fox tail. My father could no longer endure it. He slammed the table and stood roaring. What outrageous words. Since when is it your place to decide? Ju Jiao committed such a grave breach before the empress yet you still expect her to enter the eastern palace? After her three months of confinement, find her a decent family and marry her off. Lest you lead her astray with improper thoughts all day. Second uncle shrank his neck under the scolding but I saw a dark glint flash in his lowered eyes. Unwillingness. Resentment. Calculation. When he raised his head, he reverted to that honest, pitiful appearance. Big brother, don't be angry. Younger brother listens to you. Elder brother was like father. Father hated second uncle's foolishness yet remembered their bond and never acted viciously. Grandmother was different. She hated second uncle to the extreme. At grandfather's funeral, he had not shown his face even once completely lacking filial piety. Grandmother had remembered for over ten years. This time, Ju Jiao had walked straight into grandmother's wrath. Grandmother sent people to escort her to the ancestral hall to kneel and copy books, invoking the ancient teaching that a child's lack of education is the father's fault and acted with extreme ruthlessness. Second uncle was beaten until bedridden, groaning, unable to turn over. All expenses for the second branch were cut off. For a time he had no mind to worry about Ju Jiao. The imperial observatory chose an auspicious date. My wedding to the crown prince was set for three months later. I was so busy I barely touched the ground. A custom-made phoenix crown and ceremonial bridal robe, etiquette relearned, eastern palace relations familiarized. Yet I still found time to visit the ancestral hall. Several debts needed settling while the iron was hot. Ju Jiao knelt on the cushion, face full of resentment. Logically, after more than ten days of torment she should have been emaciated. Instead her face had rounded, the cushion spread with warm fox fur, her clothes shimmering with fine embroidery clearly expensive. On the table sat a stack of already copied books, yet her hands were clean, no ink. Beside her were pastries from Su Fangzhai. The incense was the highest grade. This was not reflection, it was enjoyment. Second uncle and second aunt were too busy with their own troubles to bring such things. Without thinking, I knew it was Tang Du. I picked up a pastry and sniffed lightly. In the previous life Tang Du had poisoned the wedding wine, leaving me bedridden with chronic illness. Every day he requested leave to care for me, earning a reputation for deep affection, while my parents helped him on the official path. Inside the inner residence I lived worse than a servant, food spoiled, clothes and bedding rotten. I endured daily torment while he occasionally mocked me. You deserve it. How is it like Ju Jiao? Even in the ancestral hall she has someone caring for her so meticulously. I withdrew my thoughts and smiled at her without smiling. Ju Jiao gritted her teeth, voice hissing. Jufu, did you come to laugh at my misfortune? Of course not. I shook my head, tone light. Laughing at you isn't enough. I came to bring you more bad luck. I clapped once. Several old maids guarding outside hurried in and knelt. I pointed at the items that did not belong in the ancestral hall. What did grandmother order? For second miss to reflect on her mistakes? Or to enjoy blessings? Remove all of it. The guards will have three months' wages deducted. If I discover this again, I will sell your indentures directly. How dare you openly defy orders? This is the first time I have been so enraged in this house. The old maids kowtowed repeatedly, then fled with the items as if flying. You dare? Ju Jiao lunged to snatch them back. An old maid casually pushed her. She fell sprawling, utterly wretched. What is there I would not dare? I looked down at her. A two-inch-wide disciplined ruler had appeared in my hand. I waited in my palm. I paused. Ju Jiao, perhaps you still do not understand the current situation? Ju Jiao glared, then glanced toward the tree outside the window, expression turning arrogant again. Ju Fu, if you dare touch me you will definitely regret it. I smiled faintly. No matter how much Tang Du pities you, right now he absolutely would not dare appear. If he came, it would be admitting the illicit affair. He dares not come. He can only hide in the shadows and watch. Close the windows, I said indifferently. The night dew is heavy. Do not let second miss catch cold. I moved my fingers slightly. More than ten burly guards filed in, surrounding the ancestral hall so tightly not a drop of water could leak through. Only then did Ju Jiao panic, stepping back. You… what are you going to do? I said nothing. I raised the ruler and brought it down. Miserable screams echoed one after another. Hearing them, my heart finally eased. I wondered if the person on the tree Tang Du felt any better. I waited until both her hands were beaten, purple-red and swollen. She began cursing. I curse you to live a life worse than death. I frowned. Stuff a rag in her mouth. Looking at her tear-streaked, miserable face, I remembered how I had withered in my previous life. Was I also this unsightly? I waited until she lay sprawled, sobbing weakly, then stood. Before leaving I turned once more. Ah, right. Recently thieves have been rampant in the capital. Second younger sister alone in the ancestral hall. I am uneasy. One guard is not enough. My voice was clear. Guard this place carefully. If any thief breaks in, shoot him dead with one arrow for me. The guards with longbows responded in unison. I left. In the courtyard I glanced at the old locust tree on the wall. In the swaying shadows I vaguely saw a black figure. I curved my lips. Tang Du, good luck. The guards I invited all came from the military. Their archery is quite accurate. Gu Qingtang sent an invitation asking me to go boating on the lake. She and the crown prince had been childhood sweethearts. Later her father was demoted. Her status plummeted. The crown prince, out of pity, kept her in the capital, planning to welcome her into the palace after marrying the crown princess. In the previous life she had been Zhu Zhao's mortal enemy. The two fought to the death in the harem. Whenever Zhu Zhao suffered, Tang Du returned and tormented me. She was no kind person. This invitation was a trap disguised as an invitation. Yet I went as agreed. The flower boat by the lake was exquisitely decorated everywhere. Gu Qingtang stood at the bow in light attire, looking every inch the virtuous wife and loving mother. Seeing me, she smiled radiantly. Sister Zhu, you're here. She took my hand intimately. Seeing me look around, smugness flashed in her eyes. This is a gift Brother Mingheng gave me the year I came of age. What do you think, Sister Zhu? So it's to show off. I smiled and nodded. Not bad. The crown prince clearly put a great deal of thought into it. Her face flushed. She lowered her head, twisting her clothes. Brother Mingheng is always like this remembering all my preferences. That's what he should do. My tone remained calm. Being alone in the capital is indeed not easy. She had expected me to change color. Seeing I did not care, her smile stiffened. She released my hand, expression cooling, though her voice forced cheer. He also said that after marrying the crown princess, he would bring me in to stay by his side forever. She suddenly panicked and covered her mouth. I'm sorry, Sister Zhu. I misspoke. Brother Mingheng and I are innocent. You must not be angry. Oh. I nodded and continued admiring the lakeside scenery. My light attitude neutralized every attack, only angering her further. Finally, she could no longer hold back. Zhu Fu, are you made of wood? I said the crown prince will marry me. I turned and looked at her seriously, gently reminding, Miss Gu, I am the principal wife. Logically, it is called marry. You as concubine, it is take in. Her face alternated red and white. In the distance, a more magnificent boat approached. The crown prince stood at the bow, dressed in brocade robes and a jade belt, his bearing pure as jade. Gu Qingtan glanced over, then steeled herself and glared viciously at me. Zhu Fu, look carefully. The most important person in Brother Mingheng's heart is me. With a splash, she jumped into the lake, crying for help. Glug glug Zhu Fu pushed me glug glug. Truly stupid, I thought. The crown prince saw and shouted anxiously, Qingtang Qingtang. He even wanted to jump in, but I was faster. I leaped into the water, accurately grabbed her arm and lifted her head above the surface. She struggled violently, clutching my neck, nearly dragging me down. I pushed her head underwater without changing expression, forcing her to choke on several more mouthfuls. Maids swarmed and pulled us ashore. Gu Qingtang lay soaked, curled and trembling, coughing and crying. The crown prince finally arrived, hurrying over. But when he saw me he suddenly stopped. I too was drenched, hair disheveled, utterly wretched yet I stood straight. I looked at him and smiled faintly. Your Highness, Miss Gu is fine. She was only a little frightened. The crown prince's gaze lingered on me, then shifted to Gu Qingtang. She was carried away to see a physician. I changed clothes and headed to the streets. It had been difficult to get out. I would not let anyone ruin my mood. Yet today, the streets were unusually lively. A huge crowd had appeared from nowhere, jostling. In the blink of an eye I lost my maid. I was swept forward. When I turned I stood in a quiet alley. Light at the entrance was dim, moss on the walls. A black figure blocked my path. Tang Du stared at me without blinking, face grim, eyes as if he wanted to devour me alive. You venomous woman! He nearly roared. Do you know what you've done to Zhao Zhao? I looked at him blankly. Shouldn't one harm thoroughly? She is your younger cousin. So what? I said you slandered me first. Only officials may set fires. Commoners may not even light lamps. What logic is that? Tang Du was momentarily speechless, then more pained and indignant, as if he had suffered great injustice. What do you mean by slandering? Don't you have feelings for me? Every time we met before your eyes were glued to me. Now you're seducing the crown prince, instead. He spat the words through gritted teeth, calling me fickle, wanton, and shameless. I looked at his face and almost laughed aloud. In the previous life, this face had made me infatuated. Now it only seemed ridiculous. I gripped the hidden hand crossbow in my sleeve tighter. No rush. Killing him now would be letting him off too easily. It seems Zhu Zhao still does not value you much, does she? I folded my arms, tone lazy. Tang Du's facial muscles twitched violently. I had struck a sore spot. He stepped forward, almost pressing against me, voice low but every word soaked in blood. What do you understand? She has always been bullied by your main branch. If not for me helping her often, she would have been killed by you long ago. Everything she did was for the family. Only the crown prince can help her parents secure a high position. His voice lowered, carrying self-pity. It's my fault I couldn't help her more. So what? So in the previous life you married me, used my parents' power to rise, then used your position to help Zhu Zhao scheme for power? In the end everything sucked the blood of our main branch. I could not help laughing. Not to mention whether she lived well or not. I looked at him and spoke clearly. My parents' positions were obtained through their own abilities. What right does Zhu Zhao have to be dissatisfied? Tang Du acted as if it were natural. Because your father is the elder brother, you the elder sister. You should endure and yield. You should help her. I truly did not understand where he found the face to say such things. Break off the engagement with the crown prince. Tang Du's voice deepened. He drew a dagger and pointed it straight at me. Marry Zhao Zhao in your place. Whatever she wants, I will help her have it. The blade reflected cold light. I silently calculated I had stalled long enough. Scattered footsteps approached the alley entrance. My maids, following the signal I left, had finally found us. Unhurriedly I raised my sleeve. The hand crossbow aimed at his forehead. Tang Du guessed. My voice was light, as if chatting about household matters. Can I hit accurately? His pupils contracted sharply. Tang Du turned to run. I pulled the trigger. The arrow tore through wind and air pinning his right leg. He screamed and fell. Blood stained the green stones red. I put away the crossbow and looked down. This arrow is the debt you owe me. We'll settle the rest later. Tang Du lay sprawled, gritting his teeth, eyes full of disbelief. Princess Yunnan held a flower appreciation banquet, inviting all noble sons and daughters. It was the grandest event since summer began. Last time, when Gu Qingtang fell into the water, the empress had summoned me to ask about it. I thought she wanted to hold me accountable, but she kept praising how I saved someone without panic, saying I had the bearing of a principal wife. Poor Gu Qingtang had been unconscious three days. She tried to steal a chicken but lost the rice. The crown prince had doubts, yet I spoke with certainty and there were many witnesses. The matter was settled. I also took the opportunity to plead for Ju Zhao permission to go out on the flower appreciation day, since causing trouble in the residence was not serious enough. She wanted to marry the crown prince, wanted to stand above others. She had gone mad with desire. If so, let her go out and continue going mad. As soon as the banquet began, young ladies wanting to befriend me surrounded me. With prospective crown princess status, everyone wanted favor. I smiled and socialized, eyes sweeping the crowd. Gu Qingtang, supporting her sickly appearance, stood in a dark corner staring at me as if she wanted to devour me alive. I curved my lips and withdrew my gaze. Ju Zhao had run off somewhere, but I was not worried. She was definitely somewhere plotting to harm me. I deliberately walked toward a secluded area, gradually distancing myself from the crowd. Sure, enough. A maid hurried over, head bowed, tone eager. Miss Ju the eldest, the crown prince is waiting in the heavenly courtyard. Please go quickly. Her expression was tense, gaze evasive. I pretended not to notice and followed. After a few steps, I deliberately took a wrong turn, but noticed in the corner of my eye a blue-clad figure hurrying that way. I smiled and turned back. By the time I finally returned to the main courtyard, Ju Zhao's triumphant expression instantly turned deathly pale. Why are you here? Her voice changed. She had thought I would fall into the trap. I sighed, face innocent. A maid told me the crown prince was enjoying flowers in the heavenly courtyard and asked me to go. But the princess's residence is truly too large. I got lost and wandered a long time before finding my way back. Princess Yunnan covered her mouth and laughed. This courtyard was bestowed on me by my imperial father. It is indeed a bit large. She paused and looked at everyone. Imperial brother truly has discerning eyes. In my heavenly courtyard, there is a Yao Huang peony, the rarest and most prized among peonies. I had planned to have it brought over later for everyone to admire. Since imperial brother is already there, let us all go and see it together. Ju Zhao's expression grew uglier. She opened her mouth but could not speak. She dared not lose face before the princess. A group of noble daughters chatted and surrounded the princess toward the heavenly courtyard. Just as they reached the gate, everyone stopped. From inside came sounds difficult to describe ambiguous, obscene moans that made faces flush and hearts race. Everyone looked at each other, so embarrassed they wanted to crawl into the ground. Just then the crown prince appeared. He stood outside the gate, face dark. Someone saw Qingtong heading this way. Princess Yunan looked at the crown prince, then the gate. Blood rushed to her head. Guards, she shouted angrily. Break in and drag that adulterous pair out. Servants rushed in. Moments later screams came from inside. Gu Qingtong was carried out, clothes disheveled, hair messy, face ashen. She had already fainted. Following her was Tang Du equally disarrayed, a red mark on his face. The crown prince looked at the scene, face turning green. The entire venue fell deathly silent. The crown prince ordered a thorough investigation. Zhu Jiao trembled like a sieve, exactly like a withered leaf in autumn wind. Tang Du knelt, gritting his teeth as he confessed. He had drunk too much and mistaken the person. But when he spoke, his gaze fell on Zhu Jiao, revealing disappointment for the first time. Because today he had drunk only the wine Zhu Jiao gave him. He had finally discovered that the person he cherished was also treating him as a pawn. Both crown prince and princess now held grudges against him. Tang Du's title was demoted from earl all the way to viscount. As soon as the edict was issued, the Changning Marquis residence became desolate. Gu Qingtong made a huge fuss throughout the capital, but it was useless. The wedding date was set quickly, just before my grand wedding. The crown prince was so angry about Gu Qingtong that he fell ill with headaches and could not attend court for days. I often visited the palace, personally decocting medicine. Keeping him company, chatting to relieve boredom his attitude toward me gradually warmed. Like ice in snow melting, like spring water just born. Regarding Gu Qingtong, I also showed extreme concern. The crown prince prepared her dowry. I arranged to send every item of high quality. The crown prince saw all this and praised my virtuous nature. I lowered my eyes and smiled. Sister Qingtong has only your highness in her heart. Now she must marry another. She must be in great pain. This subject thinks that if this subject had to leave your highness. I paused, voice light as a sigh. That would truly be heart-wrenching pain. No man could remain unmoved hearing a woman wholeheartedly admire him so. The crown prince tightly held my hand, palm warm and strong. I understand your sincerity. He looked at me attentively. I will not fail you. I compliantly buried my head in his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat. I only wish to share one heart with your highness and to remain by your side for a lifetime. My voice was soft yet devout. On the wedding night, red candles burned brightly, illuminating the room. The crown prince brought a cup of wedding wine. He smiled gently. Ah Fu, you are truly beautiful. I accepted the cup. My fingertips paused slightly. The wine was clear, reflecting my face beautiful as a painting. Lips red as fire. I was the most noble bride in the capital. But in my eyes, layers of memories from the previous life surfaced. In the previous life, it had also been a night like this. Tang Du had brought the wedding wine and smiled. Ah Fu, for the rest of our lives, I will never fail you. In that cup was poison. I raised my head and drank the wine in my hand to the dregs. Everything had passed. In this life, I held the reins. Regarding Gu Qingtang's matter, although the crown prince did not speak it aloud, he ultimately could not swallow that anger. He could not vent on Gu Qingtang, so he directed all resentment toward Tang Du. In court, the censors of the crown prince's faction took turns impeaching him, dredging up every old debt. The once high-spirited Marcus of Changning, from the previous life once riding in fine clothes and on horseback, was beaten until both legs were broken and thrown onto the main road. Blood flowed everywhere, just like the blood and tears a certain woman had shed dry. Even if he recovered, he would only be a cripple. I wondered if he now regretted standing up to take the blame for Zhu Zhao. I sat down the wine cup and looked up at the crown prince. He was looking at me, eyes full of tender affection. Curtains hung lightly, silver candles shone high. The night was beautiful but short. Tang Du and Gu Qingtang's wedding was held very secretly. Tang Du was severely injured and still lay prone, unable to rise. All ceremonies were presided over by his younger brother. Gu Qingtang wore wedding attire with not a trace of joy, only unwillingness in her eyes. Relying on the crown prince's backing, she vented all resentment on Tang Du beating and scolding without mercy. And the old maid I had deliberately arranged was hired by Gu Qingtang into the residence. She gave Gu Qingtang many good ideas, for example, accidentally spilling hot medicine on Tang Du, on summer nights fearing he was cold, placing a charcoal brazier and adding two thick quilts. Tang Du grew so hot his body broke out in red rashes. He had no strength to call for help. Another example, on rainy days having him carried outside to bathe, those servants acted according to the situation. Seeing their former master fallen, they took turns exacting revenge today, tripping him, tomorrow cutting food, the day after sprinkling salt on wounds. Tang Du's wounds recurred and never healed. His body became thin as a dry twig, utterly miserable. I had people keep him alive with one last breath. Dying? That would be letting him off too easily. At first he could still curse loudly, spitting spoiled rice on the ground, gnashing teeth saying he would rather starve than eat. But after three days of starvation he had no strength to speak. Later he crawled on the ground fighting dogs over leftover rice, his speed even faster than the dogs. Hearing this news I slowly peeled a lychee and put it in my mouth. Very sweet. In less than a month I was confirmed pregnant by the imperial physician. The crown prince was as happy as a child. He picked up the pulse report and examined it three times, unable to suppress his smile. The entire eastern palace overflowed with joy. Cart after cart of nourishing items flowed into my courtyard. My mother came to visit, second aunt and Zhu Jiao behind her. Zhu Jiao was dressed extremely carefully, every detail exquisite, yet fatigue at the corners of her eyes and brows could not be hidden. Life in the second branch this past month had clearly not been easy. Second aunt wore a fake smile, every word probing. A Fu is pregnant now and cannot attend the crown prince. If there is no one of her own to care for her, we truly are not at ease. I held my teacup and stirred slowly, not replying. Seeing me unmoved she spoke more bluntly, Jiao Jiao and you grew up together and understand each other best. Let her stay in the eastern palace to assist you. Two sisters caring for each other, isn't that good for both? My mother's face had turned very ugly. This was the eastern palace she could not lose her temper and only gripped her teacup tightly, knuckles white. Zhu Jiao was not listening at all. Her gaze kept sneaking outside. Seeing that jade-like figure, her eyes flashed with determination, she must have him. I socialized insincerely for the time it took to drink tea. Finally the person I awaited arrived. A palace servant reported, the Marchioness of Changning has arrived. I immediately set down my teacup and smiled. Quickly invite her in. Second aunt frowned, clearly not understanding why I wanted to meet that unlucky person. Contempt flashed in Zhu Jiao's eyes. The corner of her lips twitched. She clearly looked down on Gu Qingtang. The real show was only beginning. When Gu Qingtang entered, the entire room was shocked. Her hairpin was crooked, clothes wrinkled, dark circles under her eyes. She looked as if she had escaped a madhouse. Most terrifying was her gaze like poisoned blades, staring fixedly at Zhu Jiao, as if she wanted to swallow her alive. Zhu Jiao had not yet realized the danger. She lifted her teacup and spoke mockingly. So it's the Marchioness. Yet she carries not the slightest dignity. These words lit the fuse. Gu Qingtang lunged frantically, pulled the hairpin from her head, and viciously slashed Zhu Jiao's face. Zhu Jiao screamed and fell. Fresh blood spurted. In an instant half her sleeve was red. The room descended into chaos. Second aunt screamed and rushed over. Mother quickly shielded me and pulled me back. Palace servants panicked, trying to pull Gu Qingtang away. But she was like a madwoman, strength astonishing. She refused to release the hairpin, still screaming. You harmed me. You forced me to marry that cripple. I'll kill you. With great difficulty they pulled her away. Zhu Jiao clutched her face, blood flowing between her fingers. She looked at her blood-covered hand and let out a heart-wrenching wail. Her face was ruined. Just then the Crown Prince hurried over. The moment he stepped in, he was stunned blood everywhere. Zhu Jiao wretched. Gu Qingtang deranged. I protected by my mother. I looked at him, eye sockets red. Then I clutched my belly. Body going limp, slowly collapsing. Ah Fu. The Crown Prince's expression changed. He rushed over in three steps, one arm supporting me. I felt his arm trembling. The imperial physician was summoned. He roared outside, voice changing pitch. The physician finished the pulse. She was only frightened. The fetus is fine. Everyone breathed a sigh of relief. Actually, I was also pretending. Her Majesty the Empress was furious and immediately ordered Gu Qingtang dragged down for 20 strokes of the cane. The Crown Prince knelt and pleaded. The Empress did not even lift her eyelids. After 20 strokes, Gu Qingtang could not even cry. She kept insisting the flower appreciation incident was masterminded by Zhu Jiao. But that talk had no evidence. Who would believe it? And Zhu Jiao being disfigured was undeniable fact. Second Aunt knelt before me, crying until her face was covered in tears and snot. Ah Fu. Jiao Jiao's face has become like this. How will she find a husband? You must make decisions for her. I thought it over and felt it made sense. So I went to plead with the Empress to marry Zhu Jiao to Tengdu as an equal wife. The Empress looked surprised. Tengdu is now a cripple. Aren't you afraid younger sister will suffer marrying there? I slightly lowered my eyes, toned gentle. Precisely because Lord Tang's circumstances are not good that he needs someone to care for him. Jiao Jiao is my younger cousin. Naturally, I hope she has someone to rely on. I paused. Besides, Jiao Jiao herself agreed. The Empress looked at me and did not ask further. News reached the Chongning Marquis residence. Tengdu was so happy he went mad. Even though tortured until he no longer looked human, he forced himself into wedding clothes, supporting himself with a cane, and completed the entire ceremony. Zhu Jiao's face was ruined. Knowing she could never enter the Eastern Palace, she had been deranged for a long time. Later, hearing she was to marry Tengdu, remembering how Tengdu had unconditionally obeyed and pampered her, she finally felt a little better. She comforted herself that marrying Tengdu was good. Given his personality, he would definitely help her take revenge on Gu Qingtang. On the wedding night, before red candles burned out, when the bridal veil was lifted, both were stunned. Tengdu's once-handsome face was now gaunt, cheekbones protruding. Zhu Jiao was not much better. The wounds on her face from the hairpin had scabbed but left hideous scars. The two looked at each other. Zhu Jiao directly fainted from fright. Gu Qingtang led a group over and threw a basin of cold water straights onto her, waking her. Previously, only Tengdu had been tormented. Now two people suffered together. Zhu Jiao could not bear the disparity. She secretly wrote letters begging for help. But not one made it out. The second branch struggled to protect itself. Who would dare get involved in the murky waters of the Marquis residence? At first, she and Tengdu could still commiserate, warming each other. They closed the door and cursed Gu Qingtang, cursed me, cursed the unfair heavens. But as they cursed, Zhu Jiao began resenting Tengdu for being useless unible to control even one woman. She directed all anger at him. In the end, Tengdu also collapsed. Zhu Jiao, how can you treat me like this? His voice hoarse, eyes red-rimmed. Zhu Jiao also went mad, voice shrill. Why couldn't you control Gu Qingtang? Letting her ruin my face, I could have married the Crown Prince and stood above everyone. I did so much for you, and you resent me? Tengdu trembled. Why did I marry Gu Qingtang? Have you forgotten? It was all for you. Zhu Jiao laughed coldly. Did I ever beg you? Weren't you doing it all willingly? They argued until heaven and earth shook. In the midst of pushing and shoving, they both fell into the lake behind the courtyard. When fished out, both had lost consciousness. The Emperor passed away. The Crown Prince ascended the throne, taking the reign name Xinzheng. As custom required, I was installed as Empress. Wearing the phoenix crown and ceremonial robes, I entered the central palace. Not long after I gave birth to the Emperor's eldest son. The Emperor was greatly pleased, holding the child lovingly without letting go. He immediately issued a decree granting amnesty to the realm. My position in the harem was like the midday sun. My parents rose step by step in court. My elder brother was exceptionally promoted into the central court. My mother was in theft as a first-rank lady of nobility, entering and leaving with ceremonial guards. Many matters no longer required me to act personally. I only needed to casually mention something. When Second Uncle was young, he used the excuse of drunkenness to push me down and even stepped on my hand. Not long after, both his hands were broken by people clean without trace. From then on, the Second Branch never had a peaceful day. The next time I heard Zhu Zhao and Tang Du's names was after they fell into the water, were rescued and revived. News came from the palace that after waking, they had gone completely mad. Zhu Zhao would grab anyone and scream, I am the noble consort. Tang Du muttered all day, I regret it. I set down my teacup and spoke indifferently. Bring them into the palace. When the two were dragged in, they immediately prostrated at my feet. Zhu Zhao raised her head and saw me on the phoenix throne. Her pupils shook violently. Zhu Fu, she screamed, you vile woman, you stole my life. She struggled to lunge but was firmly pinned by imperial guards. Tang Du did not even dare raise his head. His whole body curled on the ground, trembling like a withered leaf in autumn wind. I sat high above, looking down and slowly smiled. So you've remembered everything, that's wonderful. I stood and slowly walked down the steps looking down at them. Originally, there was still a bit of unwillingness in my heart. You harmed my entire family, yet I could not personally take revenge. It was truly a pity. Fortunately, heaven favored me and delivered you intact before me. I clapped once. Two eunuchs and palace maids specializing in menial tasks entered and knelt. From today onward, these two are handed over to you. My voice was soft as if assigning a trivial matter. How to handle them? No need for me to teach you, right? They glanced at each other and kowtowed repeatedly. From then on, two of the lowest criminal slaves were added to the palace. Anyone could bully them. Anyone could step on them. Today, this eunuch was in a bad mood and kicked them a few times. Tomorrow, that palace maid lost her hairpin and searched their bodies. In winter, there is no charcoal. In summer, there is no water. When sick, no one cared. When hungry, only spoiled rice and soup dregs. They wanted to die but could not. I had long instructed that if they were discovered attempting suicide, stop them immediately, just like that their lives were suspended, living year after year. In the palace, beauties increased daily. Today, Zhang Nan sent one. Tomorrow, Cai Bei paid tribute with another. The day after, a high official brought his daughter. The emperor's attitude toward me grew increasingly perfunctory. Previously, he would still come to my palace to sit, chat, and play with the children. Now visits grew fewer. I did not mind. Enemies from the previous life had been dealt with. The path for this life was paved. The child was still young. The road ahead was long, no rush. Later, the emperor became obsessed with immortality. Listening to a demonic Taoist slander, he wanted to depose the crown prince and establish another. After hearing this, I was silent for a long time. Then I personally simmered a bowl of soup and brought it to the imperial study. The emperor had worked day and night. His body was exhausted. He accepted the bowl and drank it all in one gulp. Pretending to praise my virtuous nature, I smiled and took my leave. The moment I turned, the smile on my face gradually faded, leaving only coldness in the depths of my eyes. That immortality elixir the demonic Taoist presented. I had already switched it for something else. By the time he wanted to depose the crown prince again, he no longer had the strength. That winter the emperor passed away. Imperial physicians said it was overwork leading to illness. Heaven did not grant long life. No one suspected. With support from my parents and loyal ministers, my son ascended the dragon throne. On the day he ascended, dressed in bright yellow dragon robe, he knelt before me. Respectfully called Mother Empress, Zhu Jiao and Tang Du were locked in an unknown corner of the palace, prolonging their last breaths, day by day. They did not know the emperor had changed. They did not know how many years had passed outside. They only knew they were still alive. While I had become the most powerful woman in this dynasty. Wearing the phoenix crown and ceremonial robes, I ruled from behind the curtain. All officials bowed. Ten thousand people lowered their heads. In the quiet of night, I would occasionally go to the dungeon to look. Zhu Jiao curled in the corner, hair already white, eyes dissolved. She no longer recognized me. In her mouth she still muttered, I am the noble consort. Tang Du lay on the other side on straw. Both legs were completely crippled. His whole body was so thin it was only a skeleton. When he saw me his cloudy eyes moved slightly. Lips trembled. With difficulty he squeezed out two words, I'm sorry. My mood was extremely good. I turned and left. Behind came Tang Du's horse-suppressed sobs. Besides Tang Du compared to Zhu Jiao, who grew increasingly deranged, I grew increasingly clear-headed. I am Tang Du. In my previous life, for Zhu Jiao, I did all the dirty things. I helped her eliminate obstacles on her path, helped her frame the entire main branch of the Zhu family. I even helped her secretly scheme, supporting her son onto the dragon throne. I thought that once the emperor died, she and I could finally be perfectly together. I was wrong. She had hidden evidence of colluding with the enemy and betraying the country and my residence. The entire Tang family was sentenced to beheading. I was thrown into the heavenly prison. During days of severe torture the physical pain was not one ten-thousandth of the pain in my heart. The pain of betrayal was hotter than a red-hot iron. In the quiet of night I repeatedly recalled this life. The person who appeared in my mind was unexpectedly Zhu Fu, that talented woman who once shook the capital. Zhu Jiao and I were both illegitimate children. We had known each other since childhood. She and I were the same both oppressed by a great mountain. Mine was a useless elder brother like mud that could not support a wall. Hers was Zhu Fu, pampered in every way. I saw her as a confidant, sharing the same illness. But I was luckier. My elder brother fell from his horse and died. My father had only one son me. I naturally inherited the title. I thought I should also help her escape the sea of suffering. She said the main branch of the Zhu family monopolized all power. She said there were often injuries on her body because Zhu Fu would take anger out on her whenever unhappy. She said she often did not have enough to eat. Even father had to live looking at Zhu Fu's expression, just because the second branch was not valued. She wholeheartedly wanted to stand at the highest point and trample the main branch underfoot. I understood because I had also grown up like that. I loved her, so I was willing to fulfill her wishes, Zhu Jiao said. Zhu Fu had always admired the heroes in storybooks. We deliberately arranged several chance encounters. Zhu Fu was overly restrained by etiquette. Ordinary methods simply could not get close. Therefore we found people to pretend to be bandits, pretend to be beggars. I would then coincidentally save her. The way she looked at me grew happier day by day. Added with Zhu Jiao fanning the flames, she actually did not attend the crown prince's consort selection banquet. She agreed to my marriage proposal. On the wedding night in the flower chamber, I brought her a cup of poisoned wine. She drank it all. From then on, illness plagued her and she lay bedridden. Looking at her once radiant face, the spirit in her eyes withered bit by bit. I only felt pleasure. What right did some people have to be born with everything? What right did we have to exhaust all strength just to fight for a future? I wanted her to slowly rot in my hands, bit by bit. I wanted her to personally watch everything she cherished be crushed one by one. Afterward, Zhu Jiao said the main branch was too eye-catching. I then framed her parents, sent them to prison. Zhu Jiao said her mother was detestable. I forced that woman to jump into the lake and commit suicide. Zhu Jiao was very happy and became even closer to me. After Zhu Fu learned all her relatives had died, her face turned as pale as a walking corpse. She wanted to die. I did not allow it. I wanted her to live in hell. But I never expected that woman, who could not even stand steadily, would still have the strength to stab a hairpin into my throat. She died, wrapped in a tattered mat and thrown into a mass grave. Now thinking back, perhaps she was innocent. But I did not want to think about it. Because once I did, I would have to admit I was a villain from beginning to end. Zhu Jiao came to see me off on the final stretch. She brought a cup of poisoned wine, smiling very happily. It turned out she had long wanted to kill me. She meticulously recounted every single thing she had done over the years, each matter bloody and gory. Especially when finchoning the Zhu family, she said she was jealous of Zhu Fu. Jealous that she was better than her in everything. Jealous that even though Zhu Fu clearly looked down on the second branch, she still pretended sisterly affection. Jealous of the things she gave. It was not concern but charity. And just as I had exhausted myself to help her, the more I gave, the more she hated me too. You're nothing but a pawn of mine, she said with a smile. No different from the clothes and jewelry Zhu Fu gave me. She was never bullied. It was all a lie I fed you. If there is a next life, Zhu Fu I will treat you well. Opening my eyes again, everything is already too late. I have returned to this life. Becoming a cripple tormented by Gu Qing Tong. Becoming an aunt trampled under Zhu Fu's foot. Memories of two lifetimes mixed. I could not distinguish what was real and what was false. Until I once again saw Zhu Fu dressed in brocade, wearing a phoenix crown and ceremonial robes, looking down from above with indifferent gaze, as if looking at a dead dog. That was originally the appearance she should have. She had also been reborn. She had taken every pain from the previous life and returned it, debt for debt. I hated her. I was afraid to face her. I only wanted to die. But even death had become a distant hope. They pried open my jaw, broke my wrists. Even biting my tongue to commit suicide was impossible. Heavens above, if you have eyes, please let me be liberated soon.