Art Journal with me 📒 handlettering + painting with himi gouache

i see moonlight in your eyes and it's been there for some time complicated by your choice now there's movement in your voice so i'm resting but you won't leave cause you invest your time in that you won't phase your own damn feelings i guess you really want the best for me when you should run from my insanity yeah i only want what's right in front of me and all i wanted was some sympathy you stayed with me when all my funds were dry and you were there through all my coked up nights i guess that's why you thought that i would be willing to switch it by reality i just want to leave and try to sever our ways don't want to stumble walking out of the door feel like you and i should want the same thing don't want to be wasting your time don't want to be taking your innocence from you so pick apart what's mine and leave the bads behind and get some healing on i never thought we hurt each other the things uncovered to mask it further how do you get joy by bringing pain i'm like no other i'll take it further just to numb my pain revenge is my nova cave my love what you make me feel inside truth be told i fell for you deeper feelings dealing with compulsive we are switching the roads i have limits that tie me so cold i just need you to feel what i feel what you make me feel inside truth be told i fell for you this is the last time baby