They shouldn’t have played with your life !

um the sprayer so if you want to yeah it's like a pressure washer knock out some of them hard greasy stains i wish you could knock a narc out with it hit them with that pressure wash anybody ever sprayed a narcissist down with a pressure washer y'all should try spray that mother ****** down with a pressure washer baby knock some of that grime off what up y'all checking in checking in i know i'm late but i'm in the building i got busy right before live i was like oh my god i'm sorry people i'm sorry i hope y'all can hear me let me know if you're in the building mic check mic check one two one two what up beautiful souls y'all know i'm stepping in to just talk to you real quick because there's always something i want to share with you there's always something i gotta share with you happy wednesday y'all happy winning wednesday i see y'all in the chat what up sonya sorry for the noise i'm gonna try to speak louder y'all know y'all know where i'm at i've been telling y'all the last couple weeks things have been changing your girl is a chef f'ing it out got my own little restaurant flow going on these days and that's where i'll be y'all don't see me this is where i'm at i'm cooking for my community and it's been awesome i love what i do i love i love i love it um and so y'all bear with me i'm gonna try not to be loud um i'm currently cutting up onions and peppers and um peeling shrimp and deveining yep so got my nephew helping me out what's up say what's up so yeah man just want to come talk to my beautiful people hey y'all let me see who's in the chat let me see let me see sonia cornelia 6363 what's up sonia mika pie mika p i don't know what's up what's up marcelette burrell how you doing yep right back in the bag hey shooting shooting this with tasha okay what's up y'all hear that some orders are coming through jeez can't catch a break kendrick bowers said what up everyone and mommy what's up what's up to my members i see mika love in the house what's up mika love 11 11 i'm doing wonderful sis you know just grinding like we all doing all of us are hustling bustling money getting bill paying adulting thrivers you know what i mean what's up shout out to all y'all wherever you at some of y'all are probably at work just like i am you caught the second live what's up mel the god the one god loves i love that name yeah your first podcast okay welcome my business is in atlanta that's where i thrive out of currently yeah okay so thank you guys i appreciate the gifts and the love already we ain't even five minutes and y'all showing love i appreciate you so blessed 025 love you girly love you love you some of y'all i feel like i personally know you i really really do but look i promise i won't hold y'all long not because i'm just busy but because honestly what i want to share doesn't even require too much i promise you it don't for so many of us we're on a new level we're in a different place we're in a different phase of healing post-narcissistic abuse if you're in this community you know that but if you're new here now you know and join us subscribe don't forget to hit the like button those of you in the chat watching smash that like button for your girl um if you're catching this on replay hit the like button for me let's spread let's spread this spread let's spread i'm coming from the point of view of someone who is no longer wounded let's start with that that's my disclaimer we don't talk from a place of brokenness here have we been broken before hell yeah we dealt with narcs they tore us down they tore us apart they ripped us boy look but the thing is we didn't stay broken right because we're warriors here and this is what makes you so dangerous because honestly if you're if you call yourself a warrior if you call yourself a survivor after going through this you're one of the scariest most dangerous people in that narcissist's life and this could be your family an ex it don't even matter because man what you just survived and how you have found some type of empowerment to take your life and your power back man that's that's tremendous it's least expected for you to do that and if you go through narcissistic abuse honestly you're not supposed to make it you're not you should be in the bed dying in the hospital falling apart some of us did get sicknesses have suffered illnesses there is a lot of permanent damages on so many levels but at the end of the day a true survivor real warriors those of us who found a way to pick up and move on with life. If you know, you know, right? Listen, they should have never played with your life. And I'm speaking from a personal, personal, personal place right now. They should have never played with your life. In my example, if they never played with my life, I wouldn't be the woman that I am today. I wouldn't be where I am in my life today. I wouldn't have been motivated enough inspired enough pissed off angry enough because what the anger listen healing healing is beautiful especially when you're a real one real ones are godly people right healing is beautiful because when you when you heal when you choose to heal so many things come out of healing there's forgiveness of the self forgiveness of the the narcissist who did the ---- because trust me some forgiveness has to happen it's a lot of releasing and letting go a lot of shedding old versions of yourself they should have never played with you because once that starts to happen they can't recognize you they're offended by your your success they're confused by it they're in awe of it when i say you're dangerous i'm not saying you're you're dangerous like in a violent sense you're dangerous because you you are showing the fact that you're on you're unfuckwithable and narcs **** with everybody excuse my language they wake up ready to destroy everybody's life i need this right now ready to destroy everybody's life and they enjoy doing it that is their whole purpose of existing is to ruin people's lives so for you to experience that go through that come out on top find ways find reasons to still shine still believe in love still still allow your light to be light for others for yourself you're dangerous that means that coward demon bastard lost that means what they intended to do to you to destroy hurt you kill you beat you down it didn't work these are demons y'all they supposed to they supposed to defeat us so they think they operate and they strategize so they can right that's how they move they come in so they can destroy who are you to to to to come against their plans they supposed to be smarter than you anybody ever been insulted by a narcissist they quick to call you stupid you dumbness and you stupid that oh you smarter than me aren't you you should have you should have never played with me like that because now I'm motivated to go to school now I'm motivated to go get stuff that I couldn't get when I was dealing with your crazy narcissistic tail you know now I'm gonna get out here and do some things I'm gonna travel now I'm gonna go see a therapist and I'm gonna heal my own wounds my own issues you shouldn't have played with me like that the person you thought you knew is gone it's a version of me that you'll never know you're gonna watch from a distance though because they're narc they're gonna watch you you're like a lifetime movie honey a BET special or some ----, they can't stop watching you, they can't stop paying attention to what you're doing they can't stop snooping around, they can't stop asking about you they can't stop following you with false pages, it's all kind of excuses to get your attention because they should have never played with your life, only a fool, only a fool would have did the things that they did, you got to be stupid to think that you would defeat a child of God, you've got to be stupid because all I needed to do was wake up, all I needed to do was grow in my faith and and understand in my heart my soul and my spirit, that God does, the God ain't forsaking me my God ain't forgot about me, my God not about to sit there and let you **** with me, you got this whole thing misconstrued, thank you for waking me up because now I see it and I can't unsee it, it's over, I would never see you the same again, I'll never respect you, how many of us respected the narcs that we dealt with, we put them up here because we believed in their baloney, we believed in the bullshit, we fell for the charm the charisma, it seemed nice and we, we did praise them, some of us idealized because they have this image, they have this way of talking, they have this charm about them, they have this way of controlling and if you were if you encountered them while you were most vulnerable and going through the worst they knew exactly how to get you hooked and stuck in their narcissistic cobweb, so when I say they should have never played with you, I mean that when you're a real one, I don't give a damn what somebody does to hurt you you're gonna come out of it and when you come out of it they're gonna regret doing that ---- to you because you're going to boss up you're going to do things you're going to you're going to walk in a new light they thought they hated you before oh boy some of y'all are doing so well after they tried to destroy you that it's making them suicidal i promise you because they thought they won with you and they didn't they having nightmares because you still alive i'm telling y'all this is real these marks don't love you they never did they want the worst for you they wish death upon you and that's where they mess up at you want to play with my life well guess what baby i'm a warrior of of everything you name it warrior of everything from resilience to strength to empowerment everything play with my life you wake me up different you better be ready for what's going to come as a result of playing with my life don't don't make me mess around and heal from narcissistic abuse i won't be the same you won't be the same you can't you can't this thing breaks you and it breaks you to where it's like are you gonna are you gonna wake up are you gonna take your power back or are you gonna let this ---- just just destroy you and keep you somewhere all messed up and depressed and you letting anxiety control your whole life and bad habits and you are drunk now like you you you on drugs now you so fucked up it's been 10 years and you still can't get yourself together trust me i'm not saying it's easy but **** that the powers in your hands they the one disabled you made you think oh i can't they hurt me so bad i can't yeah it hurt oh it hurt but **** that you played with my life it hurt me so bad that i promise ain't nobody gonna play with me like that again i'm not gonna play with me like that again i don't give a damn if you my brother my sister my cousin my uncle my grandmother you're not playing with me like that again we become we become the walking symbols of boundaries play with me if you want to because now as a result of healing from a narcissist that was really a narcissist that i escaped you know survived now when i see one of y'all and i snip snip cut you off cutting you off you you ain't gonna know what hit you we are walking symbols of resilience empowerment the narcissist is stupid because what they did was expose all the real ones out here man it's winning wednesday celebrate that ---- you are a real one and they they've made the light shine on you it's it's showing because of what they did because of what they tried trying to play with my life well guess what now you better be scared now you now you wish you never knew me now you regret even making me a target because you feel like damn target look sometimes when narcs are smear campaigning you and talking all this ---- and playing the victim is because they feel like the victim the person they used to victimize woke up and became a monster because you don't tolerate their ---- no more you done detached disconnected cut them off you now saying no you don't answer calls you don't respond the same they get scared because they once had you under their freaking nails you know they should have never played with us y'all i'm talking about years and years and years of of abuse they thought you were too nice oh she don't ever say no she's gonna do it oh i can borrow that from her call her everybody want to call you yeah you dependable but you had to know how dependable you were and how valuable that ---- was to cut it off don't play with the life of somebody who's blessed and highly favored you've got to be a fool because all you're gonna do is is in a is inevitably if that's the right way to say it all you're gonna do is make me want to go hard the more i heal in my life and grow in my life the more narcissistic encounters issues situations setbacks whatever you want to call it the more that come my way the more i'll be ready to go hard and i'm so crazy to the point where you would think i care about certain things that i don't care about you might think you're hurting me but you're gonna ignite a fire in me i won't even care about my hair look when was the last time y'all seen me with my hair done i don't give damn about that kind of stuff because i'm in grind mode i'm in i'm so amped got a tunnel vision got goals got a vision i mean it's dangerous of you after going through that and you still have the mind and the capacity to even think to evolve and and add on to what you're doing look y'all i need to calm down i got an order that i ain't even touched because i'm over here running my mouth somebody ordered chicken jerk and ting spicy you got the bread Nev put some bread in there for y'all i have a a jerkin teens rasta pasta that sells out almost every day guys i'm not even trying to brag i didn't think this thing would be like that but it's like that and i'm over here dripping and sweating and yeah i gotta make this person's pasta they probably outside waiting on me but they like it so they ain't gonna be mad if they gotta wait a couple more minutes i had to come and talk to y'all like i'm not about to get too busy and neglect my life No, life is hectic right now. But I promise y'all, if I can be there, I'm there because we are still family. We still growing together, learning together, thriving together. I still rock with you guys. I don't give a damn if I moved into my dream mansion today. I'm not changing for nobody or no money, but I want money. OK, but I'm gonna let y'all go. I appreciate y'all. I'm on DoorDash. Charmaine Lee, I'm on DoorDash. I sell through delivery platforms. I'm located in Atlanta, Georgia In the city of Atlanta If you DoorDash anywhere in the city of Atlanta You're going to see the Rasta Pasta box You're going to see Roots and Rice You're going to see Loaded Leaf And then you're going to see My other one is called House Party Fries I have four restaurants That I'm operating currently So y'all pray for me, pray with me I do the same for y'all But I gotta go i'm gonna see y'all next week same place same time don't miss it because i'm gonna come looking for you if i miss you but you guys are amazing i love y'all y'all stay blessed stay true catch the replay if you missed it because this is one you don't want to miss i promise you every week we going hard i'm gonna remind you you're you're you're a winner