The Gaslighting Under My Videos Doesn’t Work, but my Block Button Does! #narcissist #narcissistic

Well, this video is in response to yesterday I posted about what it's like to date as a content creator. I had an experience recently and I shared that with y'all. I was being transparent. And what was so disturbing was the amount of people in my comments section like shaming me or accusing me of being stupid for moving so fast. And oh, that's why, you know, I don't take your advice or, you know, because you said one thing go out and you did another. And the amount of gaslighting that people have been doing towards me, I'm going to tell you something, what, what I've come to realize as a content creator, most people want to be lied to. That's why there are so many grifters and scammers on here because those grifters and scammers are not who they say they are. They live double lives. But see, with me, I try to share most of all of my personal experiences, even if it's me ******* up and making flaws to show that I am human and I make mistakes and also to help others not make the same mistakes. It's called transparency. I shared an experience of me going out on a date four weeks ago. prior to this I haven't been on a date in four years and for some people to get my comments and talk down to me be condescending and say you're stupid you move too fast isn't that I'm a grown ******* woman you think I don't know what I did I'm ******* grown I knew what I was doing I knew what I was going in I knew what to expect not to place high expectations I'm simply sharing with y'all out of transparency something that most content creators do not do because they're ******* fake they're greedy for money and they're living double lives and this is what I mean it's it's like this doesn't make me want to share anymore I don't want to share with y'all anymore because of motherfuckers doing this in my comment section the gaslighting and it sounds like you don't like me it's like you're waiting to pick apart something you're waiting for me to do something or **** up to give you something to ******* rant about in my comment section instead of why are you following me why are you ******* following me I'm not going on dates every week or every month ******* up making mistakes I haven't been on a date in four years because I'm hyper vigilant but I'm also human and I'm I also have needs and I'm also I feel it's okay to take a risk every once in a while, as long as you're cognizant and ready to take action and not ignore red flags. And I guess y'all forgot the part where I stated that I'm also autistic. I have a disability, autism, autism, delayed processing, which means I cannot automatically process what's going on in the room. It's delayed, which means I could go on a date and miss a lot of social cues of somebody that's manipulative did y'all not ******* hear that in my video but you're still gonna gaslight me and call me stupid I should have known better I should **** you and get off my goddamn page I've been nothing but transparent with my audience from day one that's why people love me I'm not no fraud grifting and scamming and living a double life and by no means do I act like I'm perfect or better than anybody I am flawed and I don't mind sharing my flaws with my audience to help them avoid making the same mistakes this is what I mean y'all I have so many people that don't ******* like me they stalk the living **** out of me they are following my pages sitting there waiting in the wings waiting in the shadows to **** with me and pick ---- apart never mind me being transparent transparency means accountability something a lot you know what y'all form y'all form these parasocial relationships with toxic content creators and you live in delusion because your favorite content creator is also ******* delusional and narcissistic so you know the moment somebody's transparent and they're showing you their flawed side you go to ******* picking them apart and and and being judgmental why don't you get the **** off my page with telling me what the **** to do or what I should have done I know what I should have done motherfuckers don't you sit are you sitting here hearing me being accountable or did you skip over that part did you hear me say I was autistic and I have delayed processing or or you're picking and choosing what you want to hear and simply being judgmental i'm in the i'm i'm blocking i'm on a blocking spree because i'm really tired of this ---- of motherfuckers who don't like me motherfuckers sitting in the shadows waiting to jump on me to pick me apart i'm i'm ready to go on a blocking spree don't ******* play with me and i think people are allowed to date as long as they're prepared for the the bullshit that comes with it and they're on top of things they're ready to block and move on and get out of it before things get bad which I did I took immediate action so why are you in my comment section you missed this you missed that red flag you should have did this bitch I know what the **** I should have done the bottom look the bottom line is I took immediate action and I got the **** on and never mind what I choose to talk about and share with my audience nobody is holding a gun to your ******* head and forcing you to sit here and listen but yet you want to sit here and be judgmental yeah because you're a troll and you're a piece of ---- waiting to pick me apart but i gets down to i will bully you the **** back and block you off my goddamn page now have a nice day