The Gift & Curse of Being a Black Sheep/ Chosen One #npd #narcissist #narcabuse #chosenone #starseed

hey hey everybody spiritual whistleblower here with another video on narcissistic abuse how's everyone doing i'm in the park look at that beautiful sunshine i just love peace quiet i love enjoying nature and i'm having a wonderful day and i hope you're having a wonderful day too before i jump in a video i'm coming to the midwest i gotta promote promote promote uh i will be in denver colorado minneapolis chicago detroit cleveland st louis and kansas city missouri i've already started selling tickets and giving out the locations the emails have gone out a lot of people are hitting me up so be sure because it's limited seating due to COVID guidelines i got to do the social distancing thing guys don't wait to the last minute and you know it sells out chicago and detroit are my bigger groups they're my larger groups so i am expecting a very nice turnout for both chicago and detroit okay um you need phone coaching you know how to reach me set up your appointment chanel jasmine gmail.com and um that's about it um okay so the video the topic for today is um there's a gift and a curse when you are the chosen one okay when i say chosen one you are the black sheep of your family if you like myself were attacked and bullied your entire childhood by all sorts of people and you you just didn't understand i mean elementary school middle school high school college family members fake friends and finally your lovers and you ever sat up and said what the **** is wrong with me what the **** is wrong with me that i keep attracting these people i'm tired lord how many times have you cried out to god and said what is it almost to the point that it it made you start doubting god it almost fucked up your relationship with god because you don't even want to believe you know it almost feels like will actually make you feel angry towards god because you're going to question god like why do you keep letting people hurt me my family my parents my siblings I know I ain't perfect I got my ---- with me but I don't deserve this ---- it's like you have spent the last 10 20 years jumping from one situation escaping one toxic person just to jump into another situation you go to work you're surrounded by gossip and narcissistic co-workers you know you drop your child off the school you're dealing with toxic school teachers and superintendents you go to church there's trifling motherfuckers you know in the choir and in the um you know finance committee and all these committees they have these narcs are everywhere and they're constantly testing you and you're just like why do i attract them what is it about me what am i doing wrong let me explain something to you don't be bitter and i know that's hard because listen i've been bitter for a very long time at a lot of people but when you figure this ---- out you're going to have a lot of peace inner peace within yourself what if i told you you were marked to be the one to break the generational curse in your family what if i told you there are several generations going back to your ancestors there's a lot of trauma that has been passed down from generation to generation back from, you know, your family that, you know, whoever you're tied to all the way back to the motherland Africa. There has been an incredible amount of trauma that has been passed down generation to generation to generation. People think this started in the slave days. No, this did not. Narcissistic abuse is biblical. There are a lot of stories in the Bible about different narcissists. Judas. Judas was a narcissist. The story of Moses. Pharaoh. Yeah, it's a whole lot of them. Pontius Pilate. But Satan, Lucifer, was the original head narcissist. We got to remember he was an angel and he got tossed out of heaven. Therefore, he's furious at God. He's a fallen an angel. Lucifer knows the Bible. Lucifer was once an angel. He was cast out of heaven. So this thing goes all the way back to the beginning of time. Lucifer wants revenge. And how does Lucifer get revenge against God? I mean, because we know ultimately God is going to win in the end. Lucifer has to create his own army. He has to train his army how to plot and prey on. His army is a bunch of predators. And these predators are well skilled at manipulation and hypnosis, which we call today love bombing. So these predators target people with an anointing, people like you and me. We are the chosen one. We are God's children. we have a calling we were marked by god the time we were conceived not the time we were born and pushed out of our mother's wombs the time you were conceived conception when that sperm hit the egg you were marked okay satan has programmed his entire army to become predators i want you to go out into the field in the world this is global this is every culture every race man woman child even animals because a narcissist will poison and kill an animal and torture animal this is why we have animal cruelty laws today because people do vicious horrible things to animals Satan has taught them to prey go out to the field you're a predator and I need you to go out into the field and target people that have an anointing a covering over their life people that God have marked and i want you to constantly bully attack but wait wait wait before you get to the bullying you got to be nice you got to infiltrate you can't the way that you infiltrate you gotta you gotta come as everything that they dream of you gotta be sweet nice loving kind you gotta be conniving and manipulative a wolf in sheep's clothing when you present yourself to the anointed Because the anointed, we are empaths. We are loving. We always see the good in people. We are too trusting. So that is how the narcissist is able to infiltrate. And they come into our life so swiftly. I love you. You're the best thing that ever happened to me. They tell us everything that we want to hear. And we believe it without making them prove themselves. Satan has them well-trained. And then Satan also taught them that once you get in, When you break into the chosen one's life, you are to dismantle them, completely annihilate their belief in God, destroy their relationship with God, stop them from going to church every Sunday, isolate them from their loved ones so they feel like they can't turn to anyone in times of need, break down their self-esteem and confidence levels, take their money, their resources so they can't escape. they have to rely on you and then you take their money and you go spoil yourself and go buy drugs and alcohol and spend money on all your addictions your sex addictions you're buying pussy in the street you're gambling take take the money from your loved one and go go go do that go trick on your tricks and buy your drugs and alcohol all your addictions I want you to break this person down because this person is a child of God and I can't stand God I hate God for for kicking me out of heaven how dare he now I'm going out into the field and I'm gonna send my army out to target all of God's children so let me make you understand something you want to know why your entire childhood up until now it has been one person in and out of your life pretending to love you just so they can get close to you to ******* destroy you. It's the work of the devil. Mommy and daddy, some of y'all don't want to ******* believe this ----, but I'm going to drill it in your head. One or both of your parents are narcissistic. And what that means is they are demonic. What that means is they don't love you. Don't try to twist it into what you want it to be. The harsh reality is they don't ******* love you. They don't love any of their children. They don't love them. They don't love anyone. There's no love in there. Do they know how to copy and pretend that they love? Sure. They're excellent at emulating emotions. They get on their Facebook pages. Oh, look at this picture of my beautiful children. I love my children. Look at my grandbabies. Oh, look at me going to church. I love my community. They're always faking like they're loving individuals. They're so good at putting on facades. But if you break them down behind closed doors and you see them for who the **** they really are there's nothing in there it's hollow they're copy and they know how to mimic and copy emotions so that they appear loving and I know you want to believe your parents love you, they don't love you your parents are have full-blown MPD, they do not love you, they don't, you are here, you were conceived out of manipulation, let me break this the **** down to you, you, you, your mama and your daddy they conceived you out of manipulation if they're narcissists, you were not conceived out of love, you were conceived to control the other parent, your daddy might have deliberately trapped and impregnated your mama to control her or your mama might have poked holes in a condom or fucked your daddy during her ovulation date to trap him. Narcissists trap their victims with pregnancy and marriage. That is not love. That is manipulation. Then when the child is born, they will use that child as a pawn piece to further maintain control, to further abuse, control, manipulate They partner. They'll even punish the child, neglect the child, abuse the child. Y'all better understand how this motherfucking game works, so as you become a teenager and you're understanding just how mean and cool your narcissistic parents are and how they have trained you to be codependent, they trained you to have low self-esteem, they've trained you to have no boundaries which means anybody toxic can come in and out of your life, they've trained you to to take care of other people before you take care of yourself and they've trained you to be their personal ******* slave so that when you become an adult, they've already set you up to fail, that's why a lot of people don't understand how they end up in prison, a lot of these ex-convicts don't understand that their parents are the originators their parents set them up to fail in life and then you get toxic friendships and toxic relationships everyone around you, those toxic friends are reflections of your toxic parents because your parents normalized their toxic behavior, you are now normalizing this in friendships and relationships. Your parents are the root of your problems. You are chosen. That's why everyone attacked you your entire life. It is a gift and a curse. But when you realize it's a gift, you'll see things differently and you'll gladly accept it and you'll fight for God and you'll go out here and destroy narcissists. God bless y'all.