Murdering the Narcissist #npd #narcissist #narcabuse #emotionalabuse #domesticviolence #toxicex #swb

Hey hey guys, it's the spiritual whistleblower here, I'm out doing my morning cardio and um you know I gotta give y'all this good quality content before we get into it real quickly I have a Midwest tour, I also may pop up in Toronto, okay I'm trying to see about this border situation if the borders are open I may pop up in Toronto, Canada next month guys so stay on the lookout for that but I will be in the Midwest uh in September I am doing a paint and sip in Denver Colorado Friday September 10th, it's 35, you can email me if you want to um register to to attend the paint and sip, it's going to be a lot of fun and I will be signing autographs uh book signing after after the painting um after that Minneapolis is September 11th uh Chicago September 18th Detroit September 19th, Cleveland September 21st, St. Louis September 25th in Kansas City, Missouri September 26 I'm not playing with y'all, Texas don't worry Texas I got y'all in October Houston Dallas and Austin I'll be I'll be in Texas in October but right now we're gonna do the Midwest all September get at me if you want to reserve your seats be patient I am going to email everybody back give me some time, Chanel Jasmine at gmail.com I'm also available for phone coaching guys, okay? Just email me to set up your appointment. The email is pinned down below in the comment section. We good? Great. Let's get on with the topic. I want to talk about thoughts of harming the narcissist. Thoughts of assaulting and even murdering the narcissist. Yeah, I like to talk about things that no one else wants to talk about. I like to talk about all the uncomfortable stuff. that's what sets me apart from the others thoughts of hurting assaulting beating up and even murdering the narcissist how to handle those urges how to not act on them and you know furthermore i'm going to validate all of you i know you want to hurt them i know you're angry i know you want to take a knife and stab them the **** up i know you want to take a razor blade and slash they motherfucking face up. I know you want to take a baseball bat and crack they motherfucking skull. I know you want to kick them down the ******* stairway, set they car on fire, shoot they motherfucking ass. Only a true individual who has gone through this nightmare of abuse would understand these feelings. They bully, they poke, provoke, gaslight, and then when you snap on they ass after you've done your best to ignore them and take the high road when you finally black out and start snapping on their ass they bitch asses want to run and play victim now all of a sudden you in the wrong you you pull up on them and you beat the bloody ******* piss out of them now they playing victim and crying you wasn't crying when you was provoking me bitch we got to be careful not to act out on our impulses because this these motherfuckers are bringing up out of you. I got family members and I know they stalk me on this ************ every goddamn day. They think I give a good goddamn that they gossip about me. I don't give a flying ****. Nobody could pay me enough money to attend a funeral. Bitch, I don't even want you at my ******* funeral. I got friends that love me and treat me way better than my blood relatives who will take care of my funeral arrangements and my daughter who is a grown woman. Bitch, I'm not even gonna tell family. I got everything set up. I want family to stay the **** away from me. Especially my mama. She tried to file a fake ass police report a couple months ago. I live alone by myself and I'm scared my daughter's gonna hurt me. Bitch I ain't stepped foot in your house in 20 ******* years bitch. Take your nosy ass and get the **** off my social media and let me vent. Your child abuse records are on record in the state of South Carolina. There's receipts on the ******* abuse. you slashed my face open bitch and you let your nasty pedophile husband molest me and you're still laid up with him faked her whole ******* police report this is what this bitch does because she's bored out of her mind and she's obsessed with controlling her adult children who don't want ---- to do with her no more drag me to court to try to get a permanent restraining order and lord knows what would have happened had the judge granted her a permanent restraining order she would have done more damage and filed more fake police reports and bitch no i'm not a threat to her I don't bitch I don't want to be near you I avoid every ******* family function I don't even go to funerals bitch to avoid your stinking trifling ass horrible ass mother but you want to lie on a police report bitch you do know the laws are changing there is a term and I want everybody to google it because the law is starting to crack down on these motherfuckers that file these fake police reports it is called vexatious litigation yes there are penalties for filing fake police reports and if she keep ******* with me I'll throw her ass in jail I got friends here in the NYPD New York Police Department I got friends here they've asked me several times to come down and speak to victims of domestic violence they asked me personally they came to my door and said we would love to have you come speak as a guest speaker New York Police Department and our domestic violence program please we need a motivational speaker I'm good with the NYPD try me because why you you you you sitting up doing you dirt thinking you gonna finesse me and file fake police reports that ---- is gonna bounce back you better leave me the **** alone bitch you'll end up in jail ******* with me i'm rubber your glue y'all know how that saying go i'm rubber your glue whatever you say or do to me is gonna bounce off of me and stick to you bitch try me i bully bullies bitch try to get a permanent restraint or i got that ---- thrown the **** out how about you get your nosy guilty ass delusional ass know you abuse your children around and you just want us to walk away and forget the ---- happened you don't control my healing process ************ be a woman and apologize first and foremost have you even sat down invited your kids to therapy no because you're scared that the therapist will call your motherfucking behavior out don't you ever think y'all it is taught let me tell y'all something it's totally normal to have thoughts of ******* these people up they will bring it the **** out you would be the most peaceful person, non-violent, and I am. I ain't got no criminal record like my mother She's the true criminal. She's married to a ******* criminal. Two sociopaths, delusional-ass sociopaths laid up in the ******* house together. Trash, yeah, both of them trash Scammer, both of them scammers and con artists Both of them did federal time trash Got the nerve to stalk me all day I ain't got no criminal record, bitch. I don't snort cocaine, bitch. I don't abuse my child, bitch. but we know you did and you laid up with a ******* pedophile bitch delusional ass bitch try to get me in trouble and it backfired keep **** with me i'm gonna throw you in ******* jail ************ and i dare you to send a family send some family family better not pass no motherfucking messages to me they're gonna get blocked and told to **** off it is perfectly normal to want to **** your family members up y'all i never used to be this loud i never used to curse uh i never used to be like this but after a while when you are constantly under attack by motherfuckers that are constantly provoking you gaslighting you bullying you and and in the dark very covertly they do their ---- but when you snap back when you make threats because you've had more than enough of their ---- they run and hide they run and cry and play victim and now you're the bad guy how many y'all have exes we read these horrible stories every day about these love triangles we really do it's sad when i read these stories and especially the ones that involve children these these these niggas out here be so mad at their baby mamas or ex-girlfriends because they can't control them no more so they'll shoot and kill their children what's that one story of the guy that uh he was mad at his baby mama because she wouldn't share none of her stimulus money so he ran up in the house he shot her in the head her mother was there he shot and shot her mother so the grandmother's dead with a bullet in her head his baby mom is dead with a bullet in her head and his two babies he set the house on fire he set the ******* house on fire with the babies there one baby crawled and she got into her mother's lap her mother was dead but she still crawled into her mama's lap and she died from smoke inhalation and they barely saved the other baby the other baby was clinging to life and guess what when they found him guess what he was doing when they found him he was on the phone with his new girlfriend like like like nothing happened completely disconnected from the fact he murdered his baby mom's her mother and his his children these niggas don't give a **** they will they will provoke and hurt you and the moment you snap and defend yourself because you've had enough of the abuse they tell everybody you violent you're wild you're mean you're crazy you know they scared of you they gonna paint you out to be the ******* victim you know how frustrating it is to be lied on knowing this ************ kept provoking you I got a long list of people who I wish is dead I wish they were dead I got a long list of people family members ex-boyfriends old friendships I wish they were dead I forgive them but I wish I you know I hate that they even came into my life and played with me I was a good person I wasn't perfect but I know I was a good person and the audacity to try to come back and pretend like you never did nothing to me so that we can resume our friendship our relationship whatever no you don't you're cut off for life you're dead to me I gotta get the **** away from you before I kill you and hurt you and murk the **** out of you you know what the **** you did to me I'm gonna tell y'all something I'm gonna give y'all a great piece of advice because it has saved me from going to jail it has saved me from losing my sanity and my peace if you can relocate and move thousands of miles away from your abuser whether it be your mother father family members baby daddy baby mama your ex-spouse you have to physically relocate y'all if you have kids with your abuser cover your tail legally inform family court that you got a a a pay raise in another state you got a new job offer in in another state and you don't want to get in trouble because you don't want the other parent reporting you for kidnapping you cover your tail you don't tell your family you don't tell your friends don't tell nobody because if the narcissist finds out that you're trying to escape trust me your family and and your in-laws will sabotage all your plans to escape this is why people be ending up with their car tires slashed you know they try to sabotage and cripple you to prevent you from leaving y'all gotta know the tricks of these motherfuckers you gotta move in silence when you're plotting to to escape trust me i know you have to pack up and leave and get far away because the longer you stay the longer they're going to provoke the longer they're going to ******* attack they're going to do this ---- on the low where no one else can see it they're very sneaky and it's going to get to you to the point where you ******* black out and snap on the ass and lord knows you you might end up in jail you might ******* murder somebody somebody gonna get hurt somebody gonna get hurt and locked up i'm gonna tell you something they not worth it they're worth the ******* scum of the earth and they are not worth your freedom i know you want to ******* beat the bloody piss i know you want to shoot kill all of that you know they'll sit they'll sit up and downplay oh you need to go you need to go heal you you need to get over things no bitch you need to die get the **** out my life and get the **** away from me my healing process is between me and god you don't you don't even control that because the only reason you tell me i need to go heal is because you want to slither your way back in my life so you can ******* abuse me all over again. Take your ass and get the **** on and go die somewhere because it's not happening. You're not allowed back in my life. Do not act on your impulses to harm the narcissist. They are not worth the jail time. I know you're frustrated. I know you want justice. Get far away. But if they roll up on you and you're in a position you got to defend yourself, kill them and beat the piss out of them.