VLOG: Back from Turkey & Now Writing My Book!

Hello, my lovely, lovely friends. I am doing an update, a vlog update. You haven't seen me in a while. I was actually very, very busy. I just came back from Turkey from one of the most expensive trainings that I've ever attended in my life, okay? I decided to take this risk. I would call it a risk because that was the biggest investment in my entire life to do something like for a training, okay? But it pushed me to so many different levels that I never expected and I share more about that very very very very very very soon i just wanted to come say hello i'm still here i've just been super busy at the moment i'm back to my super busy working schedule which means i'm launching several courses at the same time we're filming new courses i'm editing the new courses planning the new recipes i'm hiring a team you know i've hired a few new people and so i'm training them up as well also i'm writing my book you all know that i'm writing my book and that is taking so much longer than I have ever imagined and now I understand when people say writing a book is such a big challenge personally mentally like you have to push yourself to do it it takes so much longer and you know I want it to be really really useful and helpful so if you haven't gotten on my book wait list please do because your support means so much to me I have never written a book in my life so this is my first time and definitely it's very challenging and you know when you guys sign up to my waitlist or when you're telling me that you're excited for my book it just means the world to me you know and honestly it makes my day okay um trust me it's so so much work but i'm really excited i really want to do it you know i've set this as a goal like so many years ago and i kept pushing it away and postponing now i'm ready and i'm doing it i'm actually doing it i actually have a deadline i do want to publish it this year by the end of november because i'm a persistent girl and i get ---- done okay but i really really need some energy you know from you guys to just feel that you're there for me you're supporting it you're with me i know you write to me all the time but it means a lot to me and yes the book is gonna be it's hard you know because it's not only writing the part it's like i have to go back into the old situations let's say and remember all the things and rewrite it and almost like reliving it again because i want it to be all from me like i'm writing it myself i'm writing every single word in my style so it's going to be kind of not very like professional language it's going to be in this kind of language that everyone can hopefully understand and it's my second language anyway so what's been happening with me i have been uh traveling a lot back and forth filming new stuff developing recipes um launching the new courses and i just came back from a trip from one week's trip to turkey so i bought this expensive training and uh it was run by really really famous bloggers that have a lot of success with social media reels and i was like you know what i think it's time for me to go to the next level everything that i've been doing it's been 10 years in my blog and it's kind of like the same style so i decided to push myself out of the comfort zone like i always do uh and just be like right screw this let's go let's do it. It was a crazy event. I mean, it was probably mainly only millionaires there, right? We're talking about really high level event and really, really rich people Everybody's successful. If they weren't successful, it's on social media, they would have a huge success in their day-to-day business operations. A lot of the people, you know, had goals like, oh, I want to make my first billion. Like, you're like, what? Like, so that definitely pushes your mindset a lot more. You know when you're surrounded by people who have achieved a lot they have different mindset they have different energy they think differently they feel different and it's almost like your mind starts to expand and this is so so important you know that's why i want to share everything the whole journey that i've been through personally right from starting you know with making no money guys i literally i'm gonna i'm not gonna share the whole story but i lived on bananas for a week that's how poor i was and broken in london right and then i had to like work my my mindset my you know jobs and i did such a long journey honestly if i look back and i look 10 years of my life and even before you know when i started like i started working and when i was 20 so you know last 15 years i've been slaving away doing so much work doing jobs that i didn't like and then slowly you know starting my own business starting my own job but even then when i started i didn't make money right so it was crazy and it's just crazy where i am now you know i feel i've done an incredible journey and i understand also now why you can't like for example you can't make no money and then suddenly start making like i don't know five figures six figures because your brain capacity is just not there so this event was like for me was like the next step like to meet all these super successful rich people that were actually really really nice not everyone okay but majority of them are really nice especially uh people that are like much higher level you know and they just they just skip through the bullshit they tell you how it is they give you lots of advice you know and i'm such a such a small fish compared to all of them there but it makes me feel so motivated i'm so inspired you know and i think if you're inspired by more successful people if it gives you energy and you're like oh my god i'm gonna do something because we are all unique we're such unique beautiful beings okay and you can literally achieve anything you want in this life and that is one of the main things that i want to deliver as a message deliver in my book delivering everything that i'm going through and into this new transformation that is going to happen with me and also with everybody who is on this journey with me i'm going to transform you literally from your old life into your new life and it doesn't necessarily mean something specific it can mean in your health in your relationships in your finances it doesn't matter which area but you and everyone else always struggles with something and that is just normal thing we all have our challenges and I personally still have a lot of challenges that I haven't figured it all out you know even though it might seem from the outside like oh she's got it all figured out and she's got an amazing business I constantly hear you know when I complain to my friends like oh my god like today is a bad day I'm feeling like I'm not good enough or I'm feeling like everything's not working out they always like remind me they're like Allah you're like you've got a business from a side it looks like this and this and this and i'm like yeah i get it but we are all human right and we have our ups and downs we aren't perfect we have moments when we just feel the world is crashing okay and i have a lot of these moments and i think it's so important to talk about them because the picture you see online is so so i don't want to say fake because a lot of people are real and they talk about the experiences but there's also a lot of fakeness you know and I'm in the world where I'm surrounded by a lot of people who are influencers or you know rich people and a lot of it is just a show so you know my mission really is not to put on any show ever and this is why I think I've collected such a big following over the years and I want to now speak more about this because I have always been real and I'm honest and I'm just to the point I may be too direct and not everyone likes it you know but i am truthful and i'm real i never put stuff online like oh my gosh so many people just fake it and it's actually it's just for me it's kind of like it's just gross you know like just stop stop lying but they are lying to get other results and i think that always bites you back excuse me anyway i am just so so energetic and passionate about everything right now i am in a full transformation i'm transforming 10 years of my experience that i created in cakes into now something that i'm going to go into a completely different direction more motivational more speaking more of me more sharing my stories more sharing vlogs like this inspiring more people going on stages obviously publishing my book and i definitely want to invite you on this journey with me because you know when you're surrounded in a good energy my energy is so strong i've realized that everybody who comes to my energy they become more successful more rich they change their mindset and i've realized that this is the power that i have that i never realized that i have and it's not because i do something special or i'm special it's just my energy super strong and for me to function and to live i have to share the energy so whenever i have my friends or anyone in my circle right and we speak after conversation usually they're like i'm ready to go I'm ready to do something and I didn't get these skills just randomly you know I've literally been through hell and for those of you who know my story a little bit and obviously I will share everything in the book so hopefully when you do read my book you will be like my bestie you will know everything about me it's kind of weird it's like you're gonna look into my diary and you know it is a bit strange but at the same time I'm like okay well now you're gonna know everything you're gonna know what I've been through so there's nothing in the world that you can't personally do nothing absolutely nothing everything that i've been through and look at me now where i am now i haven't completed all the puzzles but i know they will complete and i'm just like so excited anyway i wanted to update you on that because that is what's happening right now in my life and that is the transition that's that's going on and and you know where i'm moving to and i'll be starting a whole new youtube channel which i will tell you and um starting a whole new tiktok youtube channel instagram i already have a personal instagram so if you're not following me there i'll leave the link there this is where i'll be starting to sharing well start to share lots of lots of you know these kind of clips and things um anyway guys i am so grateful to all of you thank you for you know being with me through this entire journey i will be thinking about the topics that i'll be discussing you know in that uh personal vlog once i started and then i will literally everyone who is going to leave me a comment and ask me to film a video about certain topic or anything I will record that because in the first stages I want to make sure that I give you content that you actually want and enjoy in the meantime that's my update I am home right now in Latvia I am spending time with my grandparents because they are really really old so this is why I'm prioritizing being here because I can work anywhere excuse me but I just want to spend time with family plus all my brothers and sisters are here so it's just been so so nice to spend time at home and uh even though you know my dad isn't here anymore we feel that his energy is always around me and i can't explain it like i definitely feel he's always with me and last year when i came home it was so difficult for me mentally like i was a mess i was a wreck i couldn't get out of bed for like two weeks and i was going through such a hard time emotionally and mentally um and on top you know i was dealing with all the other stresses from a relationship and and finances and this and that it was just like a lot at the same time but this year is crazy how much of a difference it makes just one year later and um yeah i still get sad sometimes you know i think about him more we have dad's photos everywhere around the house i'm actually going to show you oh wait oh actually that's my mom you see here she's actually 30 years old here on this picture it's her 30th birthday and i have them right here at my work desk and this is really embarrassing it's a picture of me and dad i don't know if it's gonna focus okay here you go that's me on the side and that's my sister and that's my dad um yeah so i kind of have them all here i should probably have my grandma here as well somewhere i think i think i did um oh yeah so they're always with me kind of like watching and smiling at me everyone says i look like my mom do i look like my mom she obviously had brown hair very dark hair for those of you who didn't notice i did dye my hair again nice and blonde i like being a little blondie i feel like that's totally me and i feel more myself anyway guys i will update you on everything so um thanks again make sure to get on my book wait list if you want to support me which i hope you do if you've been watching me and got any value from anything that i ever posted i would love your support and i'll see you very soon bye