I think I found my happy place | Oaxaca City, Mexico

Good morning, good morning. It is a beautiful day in Oaxaca City, Mexico. We are just about to go grab some food. I'm super hungry but I woke up in like one of the most beautiful places I've ever been so honestly like I couldn't be happier. So we are at the most beautiful cafe. I think it's called like Pan Am, right? Very clever name. Anyways, just realizing that my shirt literally matches all of the decor here behind me. So I really feel like I'm fitting in but I got the most amazing food. Look at this. So I got this amazing French toast and an Americano and orange juice. What did you get? Oh I got, I have no idea what this is. I'm gonna dive in as soon as I can. Great, awesome. And you? I got chilaquiles de la abuela. Ooh, yum yum. We got all these baked goods. Magical. The hotel now, I've just been relaxing for the past hour or so. I went upstairs and was like chilling on the hammock and now I think I'm like gonna take a nap. Maybe like listen to an audiobook or something. I always feel like when I'm vlogging like I always have to go do something and create something and do all these you know big adventures but being here like I just feel completely calm. It's so quiet. There's birds chirping and like the only people around are just like people who are you know doing laundry by hand and like you know like just living a really peaceful life. So I think I might just relax. I'm feeling like super tired and like I'm allowed to relax so I might just do that. I'll talk to you guys probably later tonight and maybe we'll go find some good dinner or something. Mmm yum. So guys it is a lot later in the evening now and this is the time when I usually would just like call off the vlog and be like oh my gosh I'm done. Like maybe I'll try to find a way to make it up tomorrow. But I decided I'd vlog with you guys. I think it's good to share you know the honesty behind all of this and like also I think the acoustics are really weird because I'm in the bathroom. Wait I'll try stepping back. Okay so for the past couple hours I've just been like watching movies and Grace and Frankie on Netflix and really just relaxing because I kind of had hit a wall where like the only thing that made me happy was coffee and I was just really unpleasant to be around and I think it's honestly just because I wasn't you know taking enough time to really kind of acclimate. I was kind of forcing myself to like go out and explore on the first day and go out and be with people and like my whole time in Playa like I had been pretty much on my own and I'm meeting up with friends every once in a while but now I'm like around people 24-7. So my mom and her friend ended up going to an event which I think turned out being really cool but I ended up missing it and now I'm gonna go meet them for dinner. I'm really excited and kind of I've gotten out of my funk just through relaxing which is really good. But I guess I just wanted to share that like everyone's human like we all feel these moments. I might be even you know more human than most people watching this. Like I feel like I just collapse like almost every day. I just like reach my limit but yeah I just wanted to be honest with you guys. I didn't feel like vlogging. I didn't feel like creating so I didn't. But now I'm super stoked to go and have some really good food. Maybe try some mezcal. I think my mom's gonna try some at this bar that we're going to because that's like the specialty here. So I'll have a sip of hers but yeah I'm really excited to go. And then maybe go to sleep somewhat early. As early as I can with all this coffee in my system let's be real.