my instagram got deactivated …

Hello, so I don't even know why I was smiling because I'm really not happy. It's not really really not happy. Oh So I'm just popping on to tell you that my Instagram was disabled And I feel like I've literally just popped off the face of the earth Like I know some people are just like **** it's only Instagram But I've had that from I was like 14 and the memories I have on that page like out of everything I don't even care about the followers like the memories I have are like they're all archived mostly now But they were but like a pancake as a baby and everything like just my whole life from I was basically like 14 is gone Like it's really irritating me because I didn't I'm trying to take my shoe off I didn't do anything wrong like what I can think of like I didn't there was no reason for them to just disable it and the thing is I don't know if I'm getting it back because of Instagram's track record like I've heard it's very very hard to get back and Once they disable it like don't really like to enable it too quickly Don't rush. Do you know what I mean? Right opposite me watching me do this, but I don't even care but anyway What I had to do was fill in a form like it's been a mistake You know I'm sure like people have been through this if anyone's watching that has been through it Please let me know if you got your account back But yeah, I've went through like the whole thing of being a mistake, sorry I got really put off because they're literally staring me, but Yeah, it's sad when I first did it like it would be the chat they were checking my account for 24 hours, and I should be able to log back in within 24 hours or something but it's been like a day and a half and They haven't Nothing's changed. I haven't heard from them. I'm their back. I've got an email, so I'm actually starting to lose hope at this point But yeah, I don't really want to ramble on about it because it is what it is It's funny because I literally planned to come back like before my Instagram Got deactivated I had planned to do a haul today because I'm off today So I was gonna get all ready and do a sheet haul and I still have to do it like I'll still do it anyway but I Was just looking forward to today to having a big content day and stuff It's just really put a downer on it now because I don't have my Instagram And it's just the unknown of not knowing whether it's coming back or not, but yeah It's just weird how things work out because I was literally gonna do a video today anyway And I like what video I'm having to make and I didn't want to just come on and do the whole straightaway I guess I wanted to kind of you know Say what was wrong and not just come on and be all pretend to be all hot and I'm really not not in a great mood I wouldn't lie but When was it? Was it yesterday? It was yesterday at 7, about 7 in the morning it happened but anyway, I Was also gonna say about the sickness I had. I had so much to catch it up on I've been sick from like the start of March. It was like the 3rd of March or something I got really sick. I ended up getting glandular fever, which took like five weeks to recover from and then I got some like thing on my leg like some What do you call it? I can't even remember. Arrhythmia? Naudism? It was like another four weeks of pain like oh my I've never felt pain like it in my life I couldn't walk, my kneecaps, everything The balls on my feet like I had to get special insoles And special shoes that I have to wear like everywhere and I have to put these into every shoe like Look, look at the arch of my foot. The girl was like no wonder you have sore feet Because you have really odd shaped feet. So yeah, that's that. Hasn't been a great overall What March, April, May? Hasn't been a great three months if I'm honest But yeah, I really do want to come back and do videos because that was my plan this year and this year has just been a mess to be honest from the start. I had COVID as well at the start of the year But yeah, I hope I get my Instagram back. Honestly, I'm not sure but I just wanted to kind of let everyone know I usually promote my new videos through my Instagram so I don't know if anyone's gonna even see this If two people see it then, oh well I just wanted to make myself feel better and let people know where I am because I've just disappeared Yeah, I'm gonna be doing videos and I want to get into TikTok like I'm so like five years late, but Yeah, I want to do TikTok videos too Like I was doing them in like lockdown one and the videos back then are like so cringe I just feel like deleting them all because they're really stupid. But yeah, I definitely want to get into TikTok too That's all really. This wasn't too bad, five minutes. I don't want to ramble on for too long I just kind of wanted to get my feelings out there and what I've been going on It's not been a good year so far. Like every month there is something I don't know if you can hear Carlo's name, but overall I need to be grateful. Everything is okay. It could be worse I'm glad I feel better now. I'm finally on the mend. I can go back to the gym and go out again So I'm really grateful for that I'm gonna start making my videos putting all my energy into this because it is what I love to do I love creating content. It's just what I've always loved to do It is and I'm learning makeup too. I'm also doing a course in makeup I feel like I've really really improved and I've got all sorts of new makeup products, which is really exciting I'm really proud of myself because I feel like I've gotten so much better than like even a couple months ago So yeah, maybe I'll do a get ready with me, but I don't even know if people do them still Okay, I'm rambling now, I'm gonna go before it gets too long, but yes, I will see y'all very soon