Going Home our longest boat ride

So there are already three guys Anyway you know we're going to see the lady because we don't have anything else to do here with the shirt dress At um we're not going to do that here on the shirt dress We're going to the ladies Because I'm going to try to heal myself I'm going to try to find poya and somehow I also want to appreciate myself Um I'm really broken inside I'm pretty bad Tapos I've been looking at my photos a lot lately today I was traveling right Meeting people It somehow makes the pain go away I just want to see if you can appreciate what I'm doing right now I was feeling bad but now I'm okay I'm fine My kid is here too Why I just really want to see what he's doing I just really want to see his effort I told him that if he left he would definitely fly away and not even look for us I just want him to find me to see and appreciate what I am He'll make the effort if he wants to if he really wants our family to survive I do balance things out but I'm not really a troublemaker Sometimes I really do get angry you know And besides I'm different when I'm angry For those asking why I gave the cards to my husband I actually had two cards I have the one I use The card that's mine is with me If it's really the one causing trouble with my money it's not my husband Who's really wasting my money We call that savings that's what I gave him Even though I know he has money it's not that much really He can't just stay in the house because he has nowhere else to go He's her husband I'm just here for her Well when the time comes whatever happens to him well They're still looking for you right No one else Kaya I'm doing as much as I can so I don't end up Maybe someday I'll tell you when we fight I really wish I had stayed quiet instead of opening my mouth I'll just say all the hurtful words That's not good I know that I'm struggling right now Because I want to see myself I want to find myself first Because I feel like I'm disappearing Yes I feel like I'm disappearing I'm getting I want to find out if I can find myself Can I do it Oh everyone all of us All of us right We're all together you know We want the family to be whole But if it's not going to be whole we won't mind We will also get hurt Then our child two more troublemakers When you're feeling really sad then you look at your child This is tough it's hard The hard thing to eat yeah The hard thing to eat I don't eat when I'm alone It seems like I'm feeling lonely I don't eat all day I can't remember when I was hungry I was eating I can't not eat Of Three times a day Now it's possible not to eat Because not My body it's not that you know It's not that he It's not that he came I don't feel hungry I said I'll take care of it in the message Is he fixing my taxes So you see He's going home I told him to go home Then he went home too He followed as well So Ayan So let's visit one Let's see where we really are Right Kasi We've fought so many times We always fought We weren't always fighting But we have a lot of It's really a huge fight We fixed it anyway But sometimes really Then it's always fixed Then You did it again Like all the Bad things The ones that I'm coming back I am better at traveling I brought my child Because even if it's hard no Even if it's just a little well It will ease my sadness So I can find myself For So now We don't know what I don't know Whether there is a boat Let's go to Leyte We are going there I'll check if you're like me If I really forget the So now We really aren't talking to him When we discussed what was really going on What I want to cry But I don't want to cry Because I don't want the whole world to see my weakness Because I am empowering myself to be a strong woman I don't want to be weak I want to empower a woman to be strong I didn't cry when my child was born If I have time I cry I cry all the way I let myself cry without my child seeing me Kasi My kid is so cute When he saw me crying He's also sad Then he came to me JustSad Isn't that right So now I can come Oh I don't have anyone with me here I mean May I know you friend Because I love you BoatWhat It's expensive because Balls Where are you going To Hey the tricycle is here Heading to the boat So I just followed the others Yes I know them Because they're also going home So we won't have to keep meeting like this We don't have a tricycle So that's what I do This is really happening So there you go guys Just let me know My kid is still sleeping Look at that every day Then you get sad then You always ask yourself What did I do wrong What is it For me I gave everything But I see my child What did I do wrong For I just want to My family I just want to see the appreciation and understanding I get angry sometimes I just want to meet him You always make me angry with that Appreciation at work I'm really alive Ayan guys We're arriving at Siblo Finished with Sibo Let's milk But I decided to take my child home Because I'll check out the house first Because it's not too far away What about The key was left there In the house So So Ayan First time I'm staying in this house like this in this house of mine like this What a beautiful house Very beautiful Energetic My house here Where is that There's no problem here right Okay There's no problem here Because last time I asked Now they are getting ready This kid is really something Stand up Ayan Very tired That's the same as her Like a worm You're like a worm Go to bed But I may be sleepy Lunch is not So the playroom The playroom is lovely I told her to Yes Pus She's streaming now Because you're not talking to Liyam You're not speaking Salit Did you hear that What That fish It's like a fish cooked in vinegar Then they just did something They made it into a stew To make it faster She Call him The day is long Come on Throw it That's it ChattingMay Init Init Kuno may class kasi Walang ursion Hey She is a girl It's near here in Cebu We're almost there And Mama Jessa survived Oh My child So finally Here we are In Cebu Oh That one He's just a fool O Hello So we did it For 9 hours So we started traveling I woke up at two o'clock In the early morning Then he drove towards Port Siargao At four o'clock We took the six o'clock bus When we arrived there we took another bus Nine o'clock He is coming here to Cebu Then he will take 9 hours So Good thing it's not Liyam He was so tired Because thanks to my sister I was able to keep up Because of my brother Then He is a Hindi guy What is he He is quiet Then he watches the cellphone He's so stubborn That 's it So here we are at the hotel Because I can't take it anymore He willgo by bus Because He was very tired Because he had slept He is very energetic He looks at him He's very energetic He's really flashy So No That's why he can So there What first I him I'm opening up here to the horizon Because they have a pool here They have a pool here s horizon For Liyam's sake he smiled Ah He looked at Liyam There's a TV here Beautiful This Oh That's Liyam That kid So ayan Let's put it all there All of it Because it's really hard It's okay Oh Just put everything up there Then Hand it over here Ah This is so expensive There's a reference He called then There's a meal There' s an oven Oh Does this go in the oven No Microwave Ah This That These must be plates This is too much How do you cook There 's no plate Oh There 's a spoon Here Oh A little glass Ah That's the bed The large parasite And a little has ah sofa If you have many There's a bed Oh Right This She's so nice Oh He's energetic O Because he's with us Oh He's taking action She won't fall for us Because maybe I'll have to pay Hmm Look at her Ayan He is thought of Oh She is there Okay We're the only two We'll take care of it Oh He sent me anyway Okay Rawr O I'm just going back Yes that's him Because because I'm in the middle Why did you follow migrate them Oh I see I'm sorry You scared me You're scary because Okay I'll just give up In favor Join me That Alive Maybe that's what she wrote about my camera So goodbye everyone I'm still little Liam will go first What does she really want She really wants to sleep She wants to have something to eat He was appointed as suc Now she is He really likes it Let's go see We're just going he's not tired yet I don't like him coming out I'll feed him guys Goodbye Until next time see you