邁向另一個國度，五感敞開，這週受到一位作家大大的影響～《有聲日記》No.1｜布蘭達&維尼

Hi, I'm Brenda. This is my diary. There are a lot of my works on the Fang Gezi platform. Let's dive into the sea of words and become a seahorse. As for why I'm a seahorse, please listen to my video podcast on Tuesday, February 27th, 2024. After I wake up, I write my diary. Then, I prepare for today's podcast. At around 1pm, I take my tripod and foldable camera and go out to film. We talk about some interesting things in life. It's like we can talk about it or not. It's not about who we're talking about. Just like how the mountains and the roads point to another latitude, we are only reflected in the nature of life every day. The squirrel and the pigeon are several degrees closer. They don't seem to be afraid of humans at all. Today's temperature is relatively low. The sunlight is weak. This is what I learned from Winnie The contrast of the scenery in front is also reduced to present a gentle atmosphere. After I started to transfer the files in the camera into the computer one by one, I also turned to another country. Then, I was immediately absorbed by the story, text, and picture of this Japanese photographer. And I kind of want to try to write an article in his way and style. While editing the video podcast, I also wrote down some reading experience and a few sentences of inspiration Life is really hard and boring. I mentioned in the podcast that I didn't have the inspiration to write an article in February. I didn't expect to see this book right away. I think I can have some new experiences and experiences in writing later. After enjoying a delicious buffet at night, we went back to the library like home again. Under the washing of the book, I seem to feel that my observational ability is greatly increased in an instant. I don't dare to open it and I find that life is actually changing all the time. Maybe after reading 《空性之舞》 and 《庄周梦蝶》 I started to get used to not closing my heart easily. I feel like I can't help but be poetic. Last time, it seemed to be after reading 《查拉圖斯特拉 如是說》 Maybe it also comes from the morning Of course, these two books are still not enough to draw me into the entanglement with another person. But I am happy to write this emotion in the next novel. Because of my appointment, I picked up a small business card from the library in Beitun and put it in this book. I don't mind at all that it comes from a stranger. Strictly speaking, we are the same. Even the bacteria that can't be seen on the surface but can't be sure whether they exist and people who like to read books are all lovely people. When I uploaded the video for almost an hour, time became slow. But in fact, it was because I made up the definition first that it made sense. After going home, I wrote a diary while waiting. Finally, the video was released on various platforms. Time went faster than I expected. Still not as good as expected, but it's good. It's late at night. Winnie is reading a beautiful book that just arrived today. At this moment, everything is just right. When I was taking a shower, I heard the video recording of the comic book character A-Wei who is about to return in three months. The flow of life seems to be moving again, and we are completely pushed away. Like the metaphor of Zengshan Avenue, we are like floating creatures floating back and forth in the current flow of time. Living without a brain and doing a cute and pitiful thing. Life is originally dramatic. It's in our warm and comfortable six-bottom small nest. After reading the comic book before going to bed, I just turned on the light temporarily tonight. Tuesday, February 28th A bit of a challenge and a healing day. The day before, I learned that the library was closed for a day on a national holiday. We started crying and had to think about where to go on the day of 228. My head was blank. But even if we are easily tempted by quilts, staying at home is often not our preferred option. After happily accepting the proposal from Winnie, I took it easy, changed into long pants, and sold the tablet computer to another corner. A big and a small environmental cup and a cat hat were put in the bag. I never regret it every time I go out. When I was bathed in the sunlight that I wouldn't feel in a wet room, both me and Winnie felt excited with a smile on our faces and admired it together. On the way to the bicycle station next to Litchi Park, I first waved to a elegant and cool yellow-brown cat in the window. Then, I waved to a yellow dog that came out of the park with a human companion. On the one hand, I wanted to attract the attention of cute creatures. On the other hand, I knew that their tolerance was not far-fetched. And we didn't want strangers to be scared. The perfect weather of 25 degrees and a lot of clouds, and the two cars were actually lucky. I followed Winnie, who was more familiar with the scenery than me, and rode a bicycle leisurely. When I walked into the Le Tou store, the music came out, and the ambulance passing by sounded. This day was different from usual, and I was inevitably happy. Unchanged good weather is cherished. The boss of Tianci Sushi saw us and asked directly, As usual, I took out my tablet and Bluetooth headphones. Recently, I don't know why I started watching shows related to Tonglin. It's fate. For us, national holidays have advantages and disadvantages. Lu Yisha just happened to have a second cup half-price. The advantages of two people traveling together immediately appeared. After we set up our own creative space at the corner of the long table, I happened to see Saguro's shorts, so I clicked in without hesitation. Once a person thinks of investment, it immediately tightens, and when he thinks of relaxation, it is easy to disperse. But in the face of life, we can try to invest and relax, and this is like watching a movie. I, who loves to watch movies, understand it very well. But I also have to remind myself at any time. I think I still have to watch more and practice more. Maybe from now on, tell yourself every day, I'm watching the movie three times. In fact, as I practice little by little in the past, I feel like something is slowly accumulating in my heart. After waiting for a little rain, let's meet the beginning. Just open your five senses, take a look around, and record it. It's a little challenge. But it's good to think of it as a practice. There are just a lot of people around, either reading or typing. The silent company makes me very invested and relaxed. I seem to be getting worse and worse at replying to comments. Maybe I'm just too deep, and it's hard to get rid of it easily. Obviously, that's not my channel. But after starting to draw and listening to the beautiful voice of Joanna and the storyteller, I relaxed again. Then the unknown travel story of Machu Picchu led me to float and go to another world. Around 8 o'clock, the coffee in the cup was empty. So we decided to buy pearl milk green and go home. Finally, it took me three hours to finish a colorful scale. That kind of a bit difficult and full of healing challenge is quite deep in my heart. During the period, I would also like to thank the live accompaniment of Teacher Quqi and the podcast designer The Legend of the Immortal two hosts Misk and Wen for the interaction and sharing with Dabao. I sleep a few days later, so I expect to sleep earlier today. At about 11 o'clock, we practiced the latest video of Teacher Qinrong, Dumai Shutong Yoga. Sure enough, after Dumai Shutong Yoga, it was obvious that someone had finished this sequel. After breathing relaxed, we also sat down for a while. The question in my mind was why is all this experience? Then I went into a dream. Thursday, February 29, The day of the oath is the day of the sea god. I woke up at 8 o'clock. I heard the sound of a bird outside the window. It must be standing on the window sill, otherwise it wouldn't be so clear. Then I went back to sleep again. Finally, after getting up, the first thing to do was to turn on the laptop and write a diary. For me, writing is also a moment to relax. After I finished my diary, I walked out of the bathtub and said to myself, let's go out. I also started to prepare without hesitation. Sitting in the cool sunshine, I don't know when a group of pigeons and squirrels spread out in front of me. Then, when I suddenly looked up, I found a rooster passing by from the front. Then we kept staring at it until the cute figure disappeared from sight. I was holding a touch pen. The sound of the pigeons was getting louder and louder as if they were making sounds. Unfortunately, I couldn't understand their language. Sometimes, the sound would suddenly stop until I regained consciousness. At that moment, I realized that I could only have this moment. Maybe I practiced yoga too hard yesterday. The muscle pain in my waist was lessened by the afternoon. Sometimes, I would sit on the corner of the library and sometimes I would stand up and hit the virtual keyboard as if I was meditating and as if I was creating. I finished reading The Sun and the Sea by Jin Wuye. Ah, it's a story The Mountain and the Sea. I also want to be a sea creature. Maybe we will be together soon. Let's talk about it in the next podcast. The last novel was published 7 days ago. Then I started writing a new chapter. The feeling of challenge was still there. At about 6 pm, we had a buffet and went back to the library to continue writing. After closing at 9 pm, we followed a cute dog and walked in the park. Then we passed by a group of admirable women dancers. These days, I saw them practicing hard and their posture was beautiful. I thought to myself if I could be like them By the way, where can I sign up for a group date? When I got home, I was determined to finish the article and publish it at about 11 pm. I must have a heart of satisfaction. Then I went to the library and sat down with Winnie before going to bed to wash away my tiredness. Friday, March 1st, 3.01 am, the day when life is really fun. Recently, I found that I rarely dream of a strange dream. Instead, it is a relatively normal scene. This morning's dream was quite clear. I seemed to be talking to someone all the time, but the mood was still unresolved. The temperature inside the house was significantly dropping. As usual, Winnie and I were ready to go out. The temperature outside was quite comfortable. After walking all the way to the library, every long table in the seating area was already full of books and people. There was always a group of friends who had the same interest as us in the world. After taking off my hat and scarf, I was thinking to write a video script first, read a book, or turn on a novel chip. However, there were always a lot of options in my head. I thought that if I didn't choose one of them, I would be left with nothing. As a result, sometimes it included something other than this option. Later, after I wrote the diary, I built a new Instagram account and sent a few diaries into it. I imitated Zenshan Dadao and set out for another country on Tuesday. On February 27th, which was also the turning point of my diary, on the first day of March, it was a very coincidental opportunity. I have to say that life is really fun. I used green as the main visual arrangement. I used Canva's AI tool for the small cross-section. The style was surprisingly consistent. After throwing it away, I came back to write the 12th podcast script. It was supposed to be an extra episode. At around 4 o'clock, I borrowed a book from Winnie and took a bike to Tentsusu. Fortunately, there was a cat protecting my ears from the strong wind. On the way, I saw a lot of cute kids. After eating, I went back to the warm library. On the first floor of the library, there was a theme book exhibition about coffee and philosophy. The official set up two areas for the readers to enjoy. They put a lot of effort into promoting reading. A while ago, it was a cooking book about New Year's dishes. We didn't live enough. I stood alone at a large white wooden table and wandered among the many good feelings that others may think. But in fact, I was just controlled by some invisible force. It had to assign this personality to me, and I was innocent. As the saying goes, you can't escape the destiny brought by your personality. I continued to read. When I found another me in the book, the vastness of moda flowed from my chest. We are just mortals. Why don't we just accept ourselves as ordinary people? I think I'll just immerse myself in the text. Let's use books as a medium Usually, we won't be the last one to leave the library, but we are also easily used by the staff who come up early to tell us to leave. I agree that this is an effective way Before I played the piano, I just finished reading a sad seven-part short story written by a writer. That city life made me laugh out loud. I will never fall into that kind of boring relationship. After taking a hot shower, I took off my clothes and hung them on the cold window. Winnie was reading under the lamp. She said, come to do yoga? I replied, wait for me. Then I wrote down the action. To be honest, it's so comfortable to do yoga on the floor with Japanese mattresses. You don't have to worry that the floor is not clean enough or that some movements make your knees a little stressful, but the yoga mattress is too hard. It just so happens that it feels especially cold in the morning. I even have a quilt with me. Saturday, March 2nd, the day of early inspiration. I had a little insomnia last night. I obviously started to stay away from creating I woke up early and did full body kundalini yoga stretching practice and sat down for a while. In this case, I can't sleep because of insomnia. I don't know why it always happens when I lie down and want to sleep. It's a bad feeling. The reason why I have insomnia is because when an interesting inspiration appears, my brain will start to turn and think, trigger relevant ideas, and even write a script to perform a lively scene. I really can't control myself. Once the switch is turned on, it's hard to stop in a short time. After opening my eyes, Winnie is already sitting up with a quilt and editing my super-anticipated cartoonist A-Wei channel video. I'll sort out a few thoughts in my mind and record them in Fang's draft and tell him my brain party last night. After that, he made a funny face. We went out first and brought home two cups of coffee with gratitude. Every time we spent money, we were still grateful that we had resources to enjoy this magical moment. While waiting for Winnie to cut a paragraph, I continued to write a diary. I didn't forget to wrap a warm and soft quilt around my body. It was also a thrilling and happy moment. It's been a long time since I recorded at home. The 12th episode of POCKETS is a special way to talk while watching. But this is not an inspiration from the early morning. I've always wanted to come to a philosophical draft performance. This episode is finally arranged. The familiar camera and the white box that we lean on side by side. I remind myself a little to relax later and speak easily. Then, the first episode of I took the only physical book It's been a long time since I shared a public video. This form seems to be the way we have the advantage at the moment. Originally, I expected to upload the video but WENI said she could be in charge of the subtitles. I have no objection at all. So, after I finished the title text and the cover picture, I can quickly put the early morning inspiration into practice at night and show it quickly in this peaceful and slow reading space. The reason why I decided not to edit the public video in detail is that the lower the standard for myself, the more difficult it is to face the high standards. If I allow myself to fail in other people's eyes, they will probably be lazy to criticize me and I am also a lazy person. Therefore, it is enough to express myself freely and comfortably. I read the article of Joanna about the book. It just so happens that the library was so crowded today that the thickness of the book was so impressive that after flipping through the page, the volume was twice as much as our book. However, the paper is lighter so it doesn't seem to be too heavy. At about 7 o'clock, we started to work. Strictly speaking, there was still a bright light from the street lamp and the shop. I was so hungry that I found a hot pot restaurant I really admire people who are waiting outside for a warm body in such a cold day. After eating hot noodles and sweet potato leaves, we went to the afternoon market to buy drinks. We used to prefer black tea, so we decided to try Boba Jasmine Green Tea. First, the aroma of jasmine can resist the bitterness of pure green tea. Second, we guessed that green tea may not be so strong and relatively gentle. After going home, I picked up a brush and stopped Anna's latest episode while typing a draft. Two hours later, I experienced another journey through the old and new. On the white paper, from nothing to something, I found that coloring is relatively easier than drafting, but each has its own advantages. After listening to several episodes of Podcast, it was already almost 12 o'clock, and I and Annie accidentally chatted and spent a night full of gratitude, confidence, and pleasure. I got a headache, so I went to bed. Sunday, March 3rd, the day to witness a person bravely releasing kindness. Yesterday afternoon, I received a letter from a reader. Very naturally, my mind turned like a machine. I really didn't know where the plug on my body was. If I pulled it out, I would be free. But in fact, it was such a life-threatening event that we were closer to freedom. In the morning, I chatted with Annie again. This time, after I washed up and left the bathroom, she had already listed a few points to think about. It is expected to be shared in the next episode of Podcast. It was cold for two days, and today it was obviously warm. My body was eager for sunshine. So we walked into the park I usually feel a little hot. At this moment, I feel warm. In addition, I saw the cute dog running around for almost a week. I also feel warm in my heart. Whether it is listening to other people's programs, reading messages, or chatting with Annie, sometimes it seems to be another me burning messages and trying to give me a clue to my life. So when I respond to the comments of the audience, I have a new experience. Specifically, it is a sense of lightness. Today, the seat in the hall is full. In addition to waiting for a moment, I changed three positions from a small sofa to a desk chair to a high-heeled chair The empty chair just broke the lifting function. I didn't mean it. It's not a problem to stand and draw a little bit. But a kind person on the right gave me the chair and said it was good to stand. I accepted her kindness and witnessed a moment of brave release. After all, she didn't have to do that. At that moment, my heart was warmer. I completely forgot that the library was only open until 5.30 on Sunday. After finishing coloring, the familiar goodnight song just came to my mind. Time counts accurately. I often go out of the city and touch my skin at low temperature. But I'm not afraid anymore when I go out. Ordinary riding a bike, ordinary eating dinner, ordinary going back to the rental house. I cherish this ordinary. After putting on a blanket to keep warm, the next novel was ready to unfold the plot in my mind. Maybe even I was imagined. But the voice of Uncle Vinnie next to me whispered and gave me a real and intimate happiness experience. After writing a few sentences, I felt a little dizzy. The more I read, the more dizzy I was. So I changed to read the book, which is a world I enjoy falling into. Then I accidentally went to the Taichung City Library website and made an appointment for two other books. I'm not sure if it's a photography book or a text book. Anyway, I'll borrow it first. After jumping out of the successful test bed, I don't know why but I felt a strange pleasure. It was for these pleasures that we put on the body and temporarily gave up the memory of intimacy and jumped into the time and space of fantasy. According to the Three Great Mountains, because there is chaos and temptation. See you next week.