Woman was kicked in The Head by a Horse; Saw Buddha and God and Brings Messages from God!

And the darkness, I saw music notes on a staff in the distance and they were all different colors and they came closer and closer. I couldn't hear anything, but they came closer till they went through my head. And then I heard a sound and it was music and the music is what pulled me back into my body. It's not the Buddha that I knew that I thought that I knew, but it was, it was him. And so I knew at that moment that I was brought to that place, to that school so that I could learn how to help people connect with their own heaven on earth through music. Hi, my name is Ellen Ware and I'm a music therapist and a counselor in San Diego, California. And I experienced a near death experience when I was 12, when a horse kicked me in the head. Well, before I had the experience, my life was just a typical life of a normal child growing up. And I love to ride horses and I don't really remember much about my life before the accident because when I was kicked in the head, I lost most of my memory. So on the day of my near death experience, I went to a horseback riding lesson and the saddle wasn't completely held on the horse because the cinch wasn't completely tight enough. And so when I was riding the horse, the saddle started to slip and I fell off the horse and it kicked me in the temple and I was taken to a local hospital and I was in a coma for about a week. And they said that they wanted my parents to try and play music at my bedside or play movies at my bedside to try and help me to wake up. So my parents started playing movies to try and help me to wake up. And what happened next was I found myself on the other side. I was on a raft of sorts and I felt very calm and very loved. And there was a guide in front of me. It was Jesus. And then Buddha was on my left, but I didn't know it was Buddha at the time. And from that place, which kind of looked a little bit like this, this was me on the raft and these pink clouds on the side. But I was pulled out of my body into this golden light and the golden light was so beautiful. And I felt like I had come home and it wrapped around me and became this beautiful golden light experience and I became love and connection and peace and joy and everything that was there. And I felt like nothing that mattered on earth mattered in the light because everything was okay and everything was beautiful and everything was complete. And then I was taken back to the raft and I was in front of Jesus and Jesus asked me if I wanted to stay in heaven or if I wanted to come back and live. And at the time, I wanted to stay because it felt so beautiful and wonderful. But in that moment, I was shown my father's life and the lives of my brothers and that they wouldn't live their life on earth in the same way. And so I chose to live. And in that moment, my heart just swelled up with gratitude and I was so thankful that I could get to live, that I got to come back and I got to do this and I got to be this. And so I said to them through my mind, I said, I want to come back and heal people with music. That was what I said. And in that moment, I was taken off of that raft into darkness. I felt my heart swelling with gratitude. I get to live. It's such a gift and nothing that we worry about on the earth really matters. What matters is each other and living in our purpose and living life in this beautiful way and getting to lift each other up. So I knew that living was a gift. And then I found myself again in the darkness. The moment I said I wanted to heal people with music, I received all of these downloads about why we're here. And then I found myself back on the raft again, I mean, in the darkness and the darkness. I saw music notes on a staff in the distance and they were all different colors and they came closer and closer. I couldn't hear anything, but they came closer till they went through my head. And then I heard a sound and it was music and the music is what pulled me back into my body. It was the music playing at a movie bedside. And it had gone from almost inaudible, where I couldn't hear it at all, to it was booming in my head, like the most powerful music. And then I forced my eyes open and I was in the ICU and the nurse came running over and I fell back asleep again. I went out of consciousness again. It was so beautiful and amazing. And I knew from that minute that I had awoken to come back and heal people with music. On the other side, yes, so Jesus was in front of me and then there was a man in long brown robes with bare feet on my left and he had a bald head and he was younger. He wasn't, and I didn't know who he was at the time, but when I was older, I decided to go to school for music therapy and I chose a school called Naropa University in Boulder. And when I was going up the stairs to go to my meditation class, I saw a depiction of Buddha that was bald and he was thin and he had long brown robes on. And it's not the Buddha that I knew, that I thought that I knew, but it was him. And so I knew at that moment that I was brought to that place, to that school, so that I could learn how to help people connect with their own heaven on earth through music. And so I learned through meditation practices and through that school, like how to help people connect to their own knowing, like what do they know, how can they connect to their own higher self so that everybody gets an experience of that. No, Buddha didn't say anything to me, but Jesus did. Jesus communicated through his thoughts and Jesus invited me to either stay or go. Buddha was there as a, it felt like a protection and a guide. And I feel like Buddha came through to show me how, like how I was going to do this on earth and how I was going to come back to life. Jesus was there as a, because I think I knew him as a child, I knew of him and he showed up also to guide me. They were both there. It was beautiful. So Buddha was, he was thin, he didn't have a big belly and he had long brown robes and bare feet and he was bald. And Jesus was standing in front of me in very simple white robes and I could see his eyes most of all, like the love in his eyes. And yeah, he was just wearing very simple robes. It is so simple to connect with God. Anytime that you say, I am, you are connecting with your God presence. I am love. I am light. You can just simply close your eyes, release your thoughts, allow negative thoughts to go. You can connect to God through anything and everything. If you play music, if you do art, if you cook food, if you speak, invite your presence to come through you and speak through you. Invite God to see through your eyes, to feel, to touch, to taste all of these things. This is our God presence can always be with us. It always is like all we have to do is invite it. Yes, they gave me a choice. They gave me a choice. It was Jesus was communicating with me and I was given the choice to stay and it would have been okay if I had stayed. Everything would have been fine. I was told there was no right or wrong, that I would not be judged. Everything would work out. And in that moment, I wanted to stay in heaven because of the way that I felt so connected and so peaceful. But then I was shown my brother and my father's lives and that their lives would be changed if I didn't come back and live on earth. And I decided, you know, after knowing that, I decided I wanted to come back and live. And that's when I felt all the gratitude and the love. And I knew that living was a gift. Yes, they gave me so many messages because after I chose to come back and heal people with music, they told me many things. One is that we get to create our reality and everything that we think we create. And then they said that most of what we worry about on earth doesn't matter. It's about who we are with each other and lifting each other up. And I talk about all that in my book too, like about all the things that came through because I came back with special gifts when I came back. Where I could see colors around people and I got messages for people. And sometimes it would get, I would have a knowing about people in their lives and I'd be able to help them connect. And I think the biggest message is that we can create our future and our reality and we can co-create with God. And we hold that God energy within us. We can feel and see and create anything we choose if we stay connected to love, because we're always going to have a human experience, right? Like where things are going to happen in our lives, but we can choose love every time. And if we do, then we get to raise our frequency so that we have a more beautiful life experience because we're living in love. Not at the time, but I know now that we're in a golden age and people are awakening and we are sometimes looking at the shadow of what's happening so that we can choose love through everything we're experiencing. And so this time is very powerful and many people are waking up to understand that there is something beautiful that we can create as a human race. Like we can love each other and lift each other up and that's possible right now. I came back with gifts. I knew things about people before they told me. Sometimes loved ones who had passed would come to me and give me messages for myself or for other people. And I would always get messages through music and reconnect with Source. I had a very special ability to feel music in my body so I could feel the music moving different parts of my body and then connecting to my energetic field. Sometimes I could see color in music when I listened to music. And I had a special gift with numbers and with helping people to heal their mental state. And I found out when I went to college that I could help people connect with their version of heaven through music. So I would play the music for people and they would, you know, journey and tell me what they were seeing and I could see everything they were seeing in the experience. So when I have a person who comes to me for a session like I did this morning, I had a client this morning, I could see her being lifted into the heavens and I could hear what they were saying to her. I could see them holding her and they had messages for her that she could hear as well. And so I help people receive their own messages from the other side through my work. And oftentimes I will find that people have blocks, energetic blocks with them. And I can clear the blocks for them. And then when I'm playing music for my work, I get messages from source about what's happening in the world, why we're here, how we can move through it. Oftentimes I'll get messages about what's happening right now, like we're getting a lot of light coming to the planet right now, waves of light that are helping us to ascend. Yeah, I can see people's auras and light bodies sometimes. It just depends. Well, I think I always knew I was meant to come here for this because I don't think I would have come to earth if it weren't for that agreement to come and do this work. And the reason I'm alive is because I chose to come back and use that experience on the other side to help other people. So in a way, it's why I came here to begin with. And I know that in other lifetimes, which I believe I've had others and I've seen them, I've died of a head injury, but this is the lifetime that I get to come back and I get to use that head injury and that experience on the other side to help others understand that they're not alone and that there's something far bigger that's helped us to be here in embodiment and that everything and everyone has purpose. That was the big message on the other side. I mean, just as our body has purpose and our hands work with each other, we each as humans have a purpose on the planet. And if we step into our purpose and live in our light, then we can help humankind lift up. And I think that right now we're being asked to come together as a collective because we can all play a part in lifting the planet into a higher frequency, into having a better life for all of us. So what is your biggest takeaway you get from the New Day period? My biggest takeaway, I mean, it's that we have creative power, that we have purpose, that everyone's here for purpose and we each have a part to play. I also believe that we hold God energy within us. So I think that that's another big takeaway, that we hold that energy and can create and we can change the world through our own life experience. What do I think about the definition of God? I believe that God is a high vibrational, creative force that exists within every one of us as humans. And I believe that we came to this planet to lift the planet and humanity into a higher consciousness. And it's possible. And I think God is in everything that we see and God is light and God is vibration. I guess if I were to think about the future of humanity, I would think that everyone has a choice. We're all on this planet and we all have a life experience where it's not always easy. But if we can choose love over fear over and over again, then we get to lift ourselves and the people around us into something better. And I believe that if we come together as humans in humanity, each of us serving a purpose and each of us working to help each other, I think that we can change everything quickly. Because just as the human body works together in coordination, we can do that with each other. And I think that we are on the precipice of an amazing time in history on this planet where we can actually advance to advanced civilization. We can do things we've never done before. I think we'll be able to heal through our minds. I think there are things that we haven't even seen that we are capable of. Well, I think that we're on this earth to make it better, to raise the vibration, to change our lives. And also, I think that we're each individually learning to master our own mind, right? So our mind can be a huge distraction from being present and being conscious and living in love because of the things that we tell ourselves. So part of our practice is to escape the thinking mind so that we can live in our true presence and purpose. And I think that we are here on this planet to actually help lift it into a higher state of being right now. I mean, we can. We can if we come together and we choose that. But it takes a collective consciousness. And the war is very difficult right now because we have been faced with this idea of division on the planet. And it has been shown to us in media and it's been shown to us in the way that we talk to each other and the way that people talk to each other. And this idea of division has brought such a focus on what's different about us. Instead of us looking at what's the same, we're all humans and we all want to thrive and live and love, right? But if we focus on the things that are different and we use judgment toward each other, then it's not the way of love. And so there really would need to be a change and a consensus where humans come together and say, listen, I'm done with that. I no longer want to live in that way. I want to live in peace and harmony. And I believe that if we were to step into harmony with each other and lift each other up and celebrate every single person for their gifts to this planet, if they bring goodness with them, obviously, right, if they're living in the highest good, I think that we would unlock abilities within our minds that we don't even know we can do yet. Like consciously communicating through the mind or healing through the mind. I mean, already these things are possible, right? But not on a wide scale. And it's because of the division that's being placed on us that we can now learn to overcome. We connect with the higher consciousness that we become part of the whole. I think that we're living a small experience when you compare it to our soul. We're like the pinky toe of our spiritual self, right? This is just a blip in time. And I think that we come here to learn and to grow and to grow our light more through the human experience. Like we step into this experience. It can be difficult. It can be hard. It can be sad, all of the things that can be beautiful, right? But in the experience of living human life, we get to experience all of it. And so that's what it's really what we're here to do, expand our light and learn to grow our light. Because when we're on the other side, we are everything. We're all of the light. And so coming here, we get a chance to grow and change that. I believe in heaven, and I believe that there's a light. I believe that there's a place where people go, that their spirit goes to learn if they haven't learned. I don't see it as the judgmental brimstone idea that others do. I think it's a place of waiting where you get to learn and revisit your life lessons and then come back and try again and try to be better. So the God that I experienced, the energy on the other side was not a judging energy. It was accepting of all. And I'm not saying that everyone is perfect, because obviously we're not. We come here to live in imperfection. We can't look for perfection in an imperfect place. And so we're here to live the human experience, to see and experience it all. And then I believe we get to go and reevaluate and relearn. And if we're not ready to ascend into a higher level of being, we come back when we try again. That's what I believe. So I believe that there's a place in between where people can choose to bring in light. And so I've met with other near-death experiencers who've had a negative experience or a dark experience on the other side. And at least two or three of them that I know have said that in that moment, they asked for the light to come in and they could pull the light into the darkness and that lifted them out of it. So I think there's always a choice. And I think that we all live with free will and because we have this free will, we can always choose the light. So if they're in a place of darkness, I do believe there's a way that they can save themselves. Their spirit and their soul can actually call in the light and they will always be forgiven and they will always be given back the light that they require. Because again, that energy was all loving. It was all knowing. And it was beautiful. It was nonjudgmental. And that doesn't mean we don't have an opportunity to learn because there is a learning opportunity. And those souls, I believe, are taken to a place where they learn, but not in the way that others talk about hell. That's another concept of division to me. I think in many religions, there's an idea of division and fear and judgment that comes through. And that just wasn't my experience on the other side. I'm so thankful and lucky and grateful that I got to be in this light that was all accepting. And that's my experience that I come back to share. And I think sometimes people can use fear and fear tactics and judgment as a way to control people. And that just wasn't my experience there. I believe that we choose the life we step into and we have lived lives of a pauper and we have lived the lives of a queen and a king. I believe that we have lived lives of being composers and brilliant musicians and artists, and now we live the life that we're in now. And in each lifetime, we have an opportunity to learn something different, to have a different life experience. And yes, I believe that we do have creative choice about the life that we choose. And whatever we don't learn in one lifetime, I believe we come back and learn again until we get it right, until we can choose love every time. If you close your eyes when you listen to music, there are two things that you can experience. You can feel each different note hitting a different part of your body and your spinal cord. And as you do, the music starts to move through you to activate the light within you so you can see that. And I see color in music when I'm working with people because I'll be playing the crystal balls or I'll be playing classical music and a light color will come through. And sometimes the notes have different colors, but most of the time it comes through as a ray of light, which is one color. And the colors have different meanings for me. So if someone gets the ray of green light, it means that they're experiencing a healing of the heart. If they get the pink light, it's forgiveness. You know, if they get a blue light, it's the healing of the voice and connecting the voice. So when I work with people, I'll see the light move into their body and I'll see where the light goes. And typically it will go to clear and heal and bring the body back into the light realm so that everything they experience after that is qualified by the light. And that's why they get to see heaven and feel like they're lifted into another level of existence. They get to go up the ladder, if you will, to just meet with Buddha or Jesus or angels or loved ones that have passed. They get to see that for themselves. I get to help bring that to them, but they get to experience it and see it. So everything I do, every single thing, all of these gifts that I have, we all have. First of all, we all have them. But my gift is that I get to help you or someone else receive the messages for yourself and know that you are God. To see and feel that you are God. You are God. We have God within us, in our heart, in our space, in our energy. We are created from God. So I'm helping people to see it for themselves and to remember that. I believe that we're here to expand our light, to learn and to grow through life lessons. I believe that there are people who are meant to come here also for a purpose of lifting up the planet and showing a different way of being. I believe there are people out there that are meant to show humanity what is possible with not only love and compassion, but also with the potential for how they can wield the mind differently and do amazing and magical things through connecting with their own God source within. So I think the purpose of our life, if I were to, I mean, it's always changing, right? But I think it's for us to connect with our God energy so that we can co-create, so that we can lift each other up and make the world better. I believe that we bring light to the planet because we're working in collaboration with planet Earth to raise the frequency of the whole Earth. So I think the more we choose love, the higher our frequency, the more light we bring onto the planet and the more the planet benefits, right? That's it to me. Yes, I think everyone should know that they have purpose, that they're here for a reason, and that they can change their lives and create their future based on the thoughts that they allow. So the more you focus on the positive, the gratitude, the love, the more you will receive that. And also, I would tell people that no matter what's happening, you're not alone. There's always an unseen army of light with you, and you can invite that light to come with you and to make a change in your life. You can invite God to take over, and you can pray, and prayer works, like prayer really, really works. And that we need to invite that light in and ask it to help, to come in and help us. I think that's really important right now. Yeah, I think the final thing that I would say would be to just invite your light to shine through everything that you do and know that you are a creative being that is made of love, and you're here for a reason. And thank you for joining. You can find more about me at wellnessmusictherapy.com. You can see my YouTube channel, Ellen Ware, W-I-E-R. I have an ongoing meditation group every Wednesday on Facebook. It's a donation-based group. You can find out about that on my website.