THIS IS YOUR SEASON TO SHINE IN FRONT OF YOUR FAMILY #narcisist #narcissisticabuse

Your family hates that you have high self-esteem. Your family does not want you to shine. But I'm here to tell you, you need to shine on them motherfuckers anyway. I'm talking to my black sheep. I'm talking to all my scapegoats. You know who you are. They clowned you. They laughed at you. They mocked you. They bullied you your entire motherfucking life. And now that you have stepped away, now that you have gotten the courage to go no contact with your entire motherfucking family, your mother, your father, your sister, brother, aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents, even, you've cut all them off. It took a lot of courage to do that ----. You were scared, but you did it anyway. See, your family members are the ones who created the insecurities inside of you. They're the reason why you doubt yourself to begin with. They're the reason why you feel ashamed to look in the mirror and see how beautiful you really are. It starts with your ******* family, mom and dad especially. Your parents taught your siblings to bully and tease you and make fun of your appearance. They called you fat. They called you ugly. They called you skinny with no hips. They called you slow and stupid. Why? Because you're walking around undiagnosed with autism. And that's your parents fault. They were supposed to get you evaluated and diagnosed with the proper accommodations and therapy to support you. But instead, mom and dad teased you and they taught your siblings to ******* tease you about your autistic traits. **** them before you jump into any romantic relationship with a toxic abusive lover yeah and that lover that abuser will do everything to break down your self-esteem to pick on your insecurities in that romantic relationship but let me tell you something you wouldn't have insecurities in the first place if you didn't come from a toxic trashy dysfunctional family that that you know bullied you to begin with everything starts in ******* childhood and you are to hold mom and dad accountable for destroying your ******* self-esteem when you were a child you stood no chance and see by the time you become an adult and you get into a toxic relationship guess who'll be guess who'll be the first ones to make fun of you and your relationship not lasting and falling apart yep your family they're gonna sit up and talk about you dad she getting dogged by him. He using her up for her money. He cheating on her. Yeah, I saw him with the side chick last week. Just like her fifth relationship, ain't it? Damn, she can't keep a man. Damn, her baby daddy walking all over her. It's going to be your family that tears you down when you can't keep your relationships together. They can't wait for your ---- to fall apart. But let me tell you something. That's because you didn't love yourself. The only reason you're with an abusive partner is because you didn't love yourself and the reason why you don't love yourself is because your mother and father didn't teach you to love yourself because they were too busy tearing you down and too busy teaching your motherfucking brother and sister to tear you down too so let's let's let's put all the blame where it belongs the reason why you're insecure the reason why you don't love yourself is because the people that gave birth to you ******* destroyed your self-esteem when you were a child. Insecurities are created in childhood and they are planted deep inside of you by mom and dad. And let me tell you something, when you become an adult and you figure out that your motherfucking family were your enemies all along, you're gonna be angry. I cannot tell you the anger that came over me when I figured this ---- out. my mother and father are my ops my brother and sister are my ops they never wanted to see me win or shine I used to be over 300 pounds I was the laughingstock of my family constantly compared to my younger sister who they thought was much prettier and more beautiful but let me tell you one motherfucking thing today ever since I cut my ******* family off both sides I cut off I leveled up so crazy in their ******* faces. They can no longer call me fat. They can no longer call me stupid. I've graduated with a bachelor's and master's and I'm in school for a doctoral's degree. Shit on my ******* brother and sister, but my mother and father will never praise me for that because they never thought I would get this far. And it took me to cut family off to understand who I really was and why they were so reluctant to stop me from shining they saw the power and the light inside of me I just couldn't see it and they knew the day that I found out who I really was the day that I tapped in they know they would be in motherfucking trouble and I would cut their asses off and never **** with them again but trying to destroy me my entire life so let me tell you something when you level up after cutting your family off be prepared because they're going to sit up you know they're going to go from bullying you talking ---- about you making fun of your appearance and everything all that's going to change you know what they're going to start saying about you once you start ******* leveling up she thinks she better than everybody she thinks she all that who the **** does she think she is let me tell you something they think you're all of that they know you're all of that that's why they've spent your entire life trying to stop you from tapping in they know you are all of that and I want you to show off in front of them I want you to give them your entire ass to kiss you've earned it they've bullied you your entire life you deserve to shine on them motherfuckers ---- on every last one of them I don't give a **** if they're blood related they know what they did to you they know what they've said about you now they sitting up playing victim and trying to spin it on you and make it make you look like the bad guy no you just know who you are now and who God called you to be and now that your confidence and self-esteem is up it ain't that you think you are all of that you know who you are and why they was fighting so hard to prevent you from finding out who exactly you are yeah shine this is your show off season show off in front of them who cares what they say they they they are nothing more than fans and yeah you could get nasty back at them you know because I got a nasty mouth I could say some really fucked up ---- to chop down my sister's self-esteem because she thinks she all that but baby I could pick apart everything about her and chew her up and spit her out and have her crying but I'm not gonna do that and the same for my brother and the same for my mother and father but I ain't gonna do that it's just better to stay silent and cut them off and let them watch your ******* elevation now they look stupid now they look like haters talking ---- about you what can they say were you supposed to be where were you supposed to be stuck in the gutter your entire life no now you are outshining them outperforming them and now they got an issue with it now it's she thinks she better than everybody she thinks she all that yeah I think I'm better than you motherfucking right I earned the right to ******* brag bitch I've earned the right to brag **** you now I don't respect none of you because now I know the hate was real instead of me being loved and uplifted by family and supported I was shitted on now it's my time to shine and your turn to take a seat in the ******* bleacher section and admire me or shut the **** up or do what you do best talk ---- ain't nobody listening don't nobody care that's all I'm gonna say y'all