YOU’RE NOT CRAZY… YOUR FAMILY IS!! #npd #narcissist #narcissisticabuse #babyboomer

You want to know why your family is so focused on calling you crazy? And I'm not talking about in a jokingly way. I'm talking about in a dead ass way. They separate themselves from you because they claim that you are mentally ill, mentally unstable. You want to know why? They got to put all the negative focus on you to take the negative attention off of them. See, this is the thing, y'all. OK, because if your parents were fucked up and toxic and narcissistic like mine, you definitely got called crazy, mentally ill, mentally unstable. OK, and the funny ---- is they're the ones that made you that way. For instance, as of recently, I just found out, you know, that I'm autistic. I went to an actual psychologist. I paid a lot of money. I got tested, several tests screened, all that. And the doctor confirmed that I have Asperger's. Right. And I'm in my late 40s. I'm like, oh, my God, I've been walking around all this time undiagnosed, you know. But meanwhile, in the back of my head, I can hear my mother saying to me that I've been mentally ill since I was a little girl, since I was a child in early childhood. and then I said well bitch if you knew all of this when I was a little girl what the **** did you do about it because I don't I don't know nothing about it I've been walking around all this time not knowing I was autistic if you had knowledge that I needed to be evaluated or something was off or I was a slow learner or whatever what maybe my teacher made a suggestion and you ignored it like you held on to that information since I was a little girl and you withheld it from me and then not only did you withhold it from me you weaponized it and use it against me to make fun of me and bully me hence I'm mentally ill and autism is not a mental illness by the way ---- it could be mental illness it could be bipolar schizophrenia you know it doesn't ******* matter whatever it was the bottom line is if your family had knowledge of this when you were a little child you were ******* innocent you didn't know any better they didn't get you evaluated they didn't get you you know placed in therapy they didn't get you any services or if they did it was to collect a ******* check nonetheless they still used your your label whatever you were labeled as ADHD autistic bipolar schizophrenic dyslexic cerebral palsy whatever whatever it was you had OCD I don't care they used it against you because bitch why is we all adults right now and our motherfucking family members are still pointing fingers and making fun of our mental illnesses and where is the accountability you know wait wait let me let me just go here for a second i just gotta go here i gotta take it here bitch if i am autistic you think i'm dumb enough to believe that i'm the only one in my motherfucking family that's autistic you don't think i inherited that ---- from either my mother or father or both the motherfuckers got it you don't think that i don't think that my siblings got it i can stand here and look at my mother's side of the family and my father's side of the family and i can sit here and say yep that ************ got ADHD that ************ got autism that ************ is bipolar they walking around undiagnosed but they so quick to point out you you you something wrong with you you're mentally unstable you're mentally ill no bitch I'm woke you motherfuckers is walking around undiagnosed you don't want nobody you so busy focusing and pointing fingers at one person because you don't want nobody to find out what your ---- is that's all it is y'all whether it's your mother and father calling you mentally ill mentally unstable whether it's your grandparents your fucked up toxic ass cousins you know envious ******* siblings whoever the **** out of your family got the ******* audacity to come out the side of their motherfucking neck and talk about you're mentally ill they only doing it to take the attention off of them they don't want to do the work i bet you they won't take their bitch asses to therapy and get an evaluation you know why you know if you come from a toxic family here's here's the ignorant ---- that motherfucking gets me about growing up in a narcissistic family i can assure you you know uh you're not the only one in your family that that has anything going on okay the motherfuckers just scared to carry their ass to the doctor and get their mental health checked out so busy teasing and bullying and picking on one person but bitch let them pick on me i'ma hold a mirror up and i'ma send that reflection bitch you don't talk ---- about me because if I'm sitting here with autism I know I'm not the only one my mother and father gave it to me bitch and they probably didn't pass it on to my ******* siblings and they're walking around undiagnosed how dare you talk about my mental health and you knew since I was a little girl you did nothing about it so it's a reflection of your piss poor parenting isn't it it's not about my mental illness me being mentally unstable I'm living just fine I work a job I've had the same job for 25 years bitch I've graduated college I'm functioning just fine in life bitch and I'm walking around self-aware I got my paperwork bitch when you gonna get off your ass and get your motherfucking paperwork and stop pointing fingers and picking and teasing and ostracizing and casting out bitch this is what I can't stand about the black family the black community always you know thinking that mental health is a negative thing meanwhile none of them even took their asses to get checked out it's a new motherfucking day I'll let somebody from my family bully me and my mother no if I ever see my mother and father in the streets they're going to hear it from me face to face don't you dare talk about my motherfucking mental health bitch when you knew all this time I was a little girl I've been autistic you've bullied me you've allowed others to bully me you've allowed predators to violate my body as an autistic child shame on you and your piss poor motherfucking parenting y'all better start checking y'all family and stop listen you know it's cool if you're neurodivergent you know you got bipolar OCD a lot of us had I had an eating disorder if you had an eating disorder if you overate because you, you know, overeating is emotional eating. Emotional eating is a way to soothe yourself when, when, when you can't handle stress or anxiety. And that stress and anxiety is usually tied to being abused in the household by your mother and father or witnessing them fight each other. Like I did, I come from a violent household. So a bitch turned to food because food is comforting. So, you know, emotional eating is a form of mental illness. See your parents do this ---- to you, but they don't want to take accountability for setting you up for failure in life and then get mad when you grow up and you go do something about it you go to the doctor and get yourself taken care of you get your medication you go to therapy they be big mad when you take care of your issues that they refuse to they had an obligation as motherfucking parents to take care of you in your mental health and they sat up and they knew about they did nothing about it and then they use it against you as you become an adult do not tolerate that ---- off your parents your family your siblings the only reason they come for your neck and they talk about your mental health is to distract themselves from working on themselves I guarantee they didn't take their ass to therapy I guarantee they didn't go for an evaluation but they want to focus on you and they want to deflect and get everybody's attention on you to take the spotlight off of them and their fucked up issues y'all be blessed