God is not the author of confusion

Good morning, guys. I'm up early, out doing my morning cardio and wanted to, you know, give you guys a video to boost you up today. I have a very busy day, by the way. Super busy day. Oh, my God. Y'all, I'll tell y'all about it later. um i want to talk about inner peace and why it's so important to be at peace with yourself in order to attract someone who is also at peace with themselves um see when you you're when you got with your ex and your ex turned out to be this demonic narcissist like he presented himself to be a knight in shining armor in the beginning and he ended up destroying you at the end and cheating on you um one of the things that you learn when you look back because hindsight is always 20 20 after the breakup you always look back and you analyze what what did you miss what could you have done better how could things played out differently you you let you analyze everything so this is one of the things i want to bring to your attention god is not the author of confusion that's scripture god is not the author of confusion i'm sorry if i look sleepy i literally just got out of bed to do my morning cardio i got up early because i have such a full day today so i'm still sleepy uh god god is not the author of confusion i love the lord so much he has taught me so much and he loves and he protects me better than any man i've ever been with even my own father my own father didn't protect me but see the lord the lord protects me the lord sees things coming my way that i can't see everything that every corrupt crooked disgusting person ever did to stab me in the back God saw it ahead of time and he he showed me what was going on and he did it to protect me see their rejection was my protection your enemy's rejection is God's protection when they thought they was hurting you it was really God pulling you up out of the situation because he he was sick of it God don't want nobody abusing you and while these motherfuckers are creeping behind your back doing you dirty thinking they're getting over do you know that god is watching them and god said oh no you're not going to keep doing this to my child you might think you creeping and doing what you do right now watch this and that's why the narcissist is so blindsided when you walk away and you don't go back because it's like you're protected by a divine power you are you are a divine being and when you're divine when you're spiritually connected to the universe it ain't but so much that god's gonna let god is not gonna let people keep beating up on you and taking advantage of you he gets frustrated he he gets furious he that's why every every time the narcissist thinks he's out here scheming and doing ---- behind your back and getting away with it god always exposes doesn't he god will always i don't care how sneaky how crooked and criminal minded you think you are god is ahead of the game and god does us a service when he exposes the dirt that people are doing behind our backs it never fails you don't have to go creeping through nobody's phone and look for evidence you don't have to God will expose it all, you got to do is get on your hands and knees and say, "Dear God, show me a sign, show me that my spouse my partner, I know he's doing something, he gave me an STD but I don't have enough proof, uh he hides his phone but I don't have enough proof, there's things that he does that makes me suspicious, he starts arguments in order to leave the house to go cheat, like there's things that he does that I'm suspicious of, but I don't have enough evidence to accuse him so dear Lord show me a sign, I promise you God will show you a sign, God will expose everything God has never failed me, he will show you so when I say that God is not the author of confusion that is Bible scripture honey, but I'ma tell you who is the author of confusion: Satan, Satan loves chaos and confusion and this is why the narcissist is a devil, a demon worker, what else are they, this person comes to kill, steal and destroy, every last man that I've been with who has been a narcissist, narcissist sociopath, they started out as gentlemen, we had great sex, he wined and dined me and then all of a sudden all of that stopped, all of that romantic behavior that in all the things he promised me the white wedding that you know, "I'm gonna buy you this, I'm gonna buy you a house, I'm going to give you the world, we're going to vacation, all that stopped these abusive men, they do just enough to get you in and then when they feel that you're locked down and they get you behind closed doors that's when the abuse starts going down, well no, actually the abuse starts from day one because love bombing when they're love bombing you and promising you the world, that's also abuse too, that's a tactic, um, it's all manipulation so even the love bombing is abuse, it's emotional abuse because nothing is coming from the heart, this predator is sitting in your face lying to you, knowing in his heart he has no intention of loving you, his intent is you are going to be my next victim, I'm gonna say and do what I need to do to lock you down and then I'm gonna train you to stay put, you're gonna be my slave my personal servant I'm gonna take your finances and while you're doing this I'm gonna go behind your back and I'm a groom and work on these other victims behind your back because I'm greedy I'm self-entitled and I'm demonic Satan put me in your life to control your mind, your money and and to pull you away from God to drive a wedge between you and God's relationship so that I you know I'm gonna beat you down, I'm abuse you, I'm gonna just do everything to destroy you to the point that you use you you start lacking faith in god, you're going to ask god why where are you in all this, why are you doing, you're going to start to doubt god and that is the enemy's assignment, that is the enemy's assignment when these men come into our lives to wreak havoc and bring us drama they are actually on assignment by satan to destroy us and create this confusion, you're going to sit there like well i don't understand, he loved me, he said he loved me, um he was so wonderful to me in the beginning, why is he treating me like this why does he keep throwing women in my face he keeps throwing his baby mothers you know why does he keep bringing women up why does he want me to feel jealous and insecure and competitive of other women why is he doing this I'm confused now because the man that he was in the beginning he's not right now God is not the author of confusion Satan is so if this man that claims to have loved you and wanted to give you the world the white wedding and everything has switched up his behavior and now he's behaving inconsistently he's being abusive that is confusion he is deliberately being inconsistent he is deliberately throwing you off in order to confuse you it is a tactic that Satan has taught his minions Satan is the author of confusion therefore his army his minions his messengers the people that he sends out into the world to destroy God's children he has also trained them to come into your life to create chaos and confusion if you're confused and thrown off you are easy to control and manipulate that is the whole purpose of confusing and and and you know creating this this uh you're disoriented you're off balance completely confused and in a gray area because you're like this can't be this man promised me everything he was so loving why is he strangling me why why is my vagina my pussy it smells funny it's itching is he cheating on me because why you know my vagina doesn't feel right something is wrong he promised me an engagement ring now he's acting funny he's mad that i'm you know actually telling him listen where's my ring i thought we said we're getting married now you're switching i'm acting funny now he's finding excuses to you know well i don't like your behavior i don't like this i don't like that I'm having second thoughts in marriage. He's switching up everything. He's a liar. He is confusing you. He is gaslighting. When someone gaslights, do you know what gaslighting is? Gaslighting makes you doubt your own judgment. The narcissist is a master of making you doubt your own intuition and your own judgment. It is wicked. So like I said, God, Bible scripture, God is not the author of confusion. Satan is. And Satan has taught the narcissist. The narcissist is nothing more than his minion. And he has many of them. And these people are on assignment to come wreak havoc in my life, in your life, all us good people, God's children. They're out here trying to literally control our mind, control our finances, and break us down so that we lack faith in god and then what happens the stress the depression will have you drinking smoking your body will start manifesting um i had stomach ulcers i had uh trouble sleeping at night i had trouble getting out of bed um you know hair loss some people eat like i do i'm an emotional eater when i'm stressed i eat and i gain weight some people stop eating because they have so much anxiety so they start to lose weight and they look anorexic uh women develop fibroids people have developed cancer high blood pressure stroke this ---- will literally **** you up mentally spiritually and physically you got to cut these people out of your life i don't care if the narcissist is your mother your father your spouse whoever it is they are on assignment i promise you they're on assignment to ******* cripple you how many of y'all were in a relationship with a narcissist and at the end when they when you found out they was cheating this individual did everything to cripple you financially I went through all of that I was stuck in South Carolina when I found out my ex was cheating it was like his mother was in on it he had prepared his family he was bad-mouthing me to his his daughter his sister his mother and and the baby mother was like everybody was working together they started treating me really nasty and mean and acting funny like he prepared them because he knew he was going to discard me and move on to the baby mother but they wanted me to stay put and crippled so i'm on the phone with his mother yo i'm gone can i have my mattress they know i'm homeless i'm moving out i said the baby mother can have him i don't want him god bless but let me get my let me get my belongings that's my bed i have the receipts i don't want to come through with the sheriff's department because if i come through with the sheriff's department and my receipts i'm gonna come take my ---- and i was really trying to be nice and decent and civil i even paid her her rent money i left the house keys on his bed do you know they lied and said i took the keys and i was stalking they they vilified me all that was done in an attempt to cripple me we know you're down we know you're being cheated on but we're also gonna kick you while you're down we want to cripple you we know you ain't got no family your friends in Columbia, South Carolina Yo, they did a number on me. They did a ******* number on me. They want you to stay and suffer. They want you to struggle financially while they're kicking you down, while they're rubbing the new person in your face The pain and suffering that they cause you is very sadistic. These people are, when I tell you they're sent by Satan and you got to do everything to get away from them, I give God the glory for saving me and moving me back to new york so when i tell you when god sends you that person you're supposed to be with this person is not going to bring you chaos this person is not this this person is not going to bring you no drama they're going to bring you love light peace and they're going to help your heart heal and they're going to stay consistent through the relationship if y'all have a disagreement they're going to sit down peacefully and hash it out they won't raise their voice they won't put their hands on you everything they promise they're going to carry through they're not going to deceive or lie they're not going to take money from you when God sends you that special person I promise you it's going to be peace love is about peace God is love God is peace the devil is about chaos and confusion just remember that when you consider taking your ex back how much drama how much baby mama drama baggage what did this person bring to your life that benefited you or your growth if you did not gain anything but headache and heartache and pain it was sent by the devil don't go back don't go back don't go back nothing that god sends you would ever try to destroy you humiliate you how does your ex and and you know when you find out that your ex is ******* you over you're gonna learn that his family his whole family is in on it that's deception on another level and you deserve so much better just remember if you're confused if anyone puts you into a space of confusion, that person is deceptive and they were sent by the devil. God does not play with confusion. God is not here to confuse any of us. God wants us to have clarity and inner peace. Remember that. Y'all have a blessed day. Let me finish my walk.