Ngày 11 tháng 7, 2024 09:15:55

I still avoid alcohol but if I buy and drink I do not drink. If I continue working and with my wife, it is still ok. Wolf is happiness of life. But work I prefer to leave it poorly. It brings prolonged sickness and pain. That makes me lose energy. This is it. It evaporates energy. Yes. It valves it. I lost my vitality. I lost my energy. I can't meditate anymore. In life, it's always connected to the human being. Yes, it's connected to me. So how can you stop it? But now I have to do the meditation. I have to let go of my mind. I don't want to do it anymore. I can't stand it, but I have to run away. I should never look at them. I should never approach them. I should never live away from them. I should never make them sick. If they don't come to me, I will kick their asses. If they don't love me anymore, they will forgive me. Yes, I have to let go of my mind. So is it a bad habit? No, it's not good. But I protect myself. I protect myself. I come here to learn. But if I follow the path of a fool, I will die. The bigger the tree, the more beautiful it is. The more girls follow it, the more it will die. And money will come. So the more sick I am, the more I don't have anything. If they don't love me anymore, they will forgive me. I have to let go of my mind to see it. If I don't see it, I will lose my energy. So I have to memorize the rules. I have to do charity, to help the Bodhisattva, to read books, to memorize the book. In general, I have to read all the books. I have to learn the buddhist teachings. There is a lot of books in this channel. I listened to all of them for 5 years. I listened to Aham, I listened to Tung, I listened to Bac Nha, I listened to Dai Bao Tich, I listened to all of them. I didn't have to do anything. I didn't have to clean my skin. I did everything by myself at home. I am also a Buddhist. I also read those books. I tried to do meditation but I was not good at it. I practiced hard.