Housewife Diaries ♡ We're Moving ASAP + New Furniture • A Bad Mom? • DIY LASHES • Cooking & Cleaning

Girl, I'll spank whoever I want to spank. You want to be next? We enjoyed Father's Day and I can stop enjoying anything to whoop some ass real quick. I'm trying to hold out, okay? We got like maybe two more months until we move. Listen, I don't feel like being in the hospital. Hey, y'all. What's up? Y'all, I look a mess. I'm actually cooking some baked zini, but I'm using turkey meat because Uriah just randomly asked for them. Yesterday, I made some salmon, but I wasn't vlogging yesterday. I was really honestly getting vlogged out to you, okay? Oh, and I've noticed that a lot of new subscribers have come to join the Belle Bay gang. So, welcome, welcome, welcome all my new Belle Bays. How are you? And all my old ones, y'all know what it is. Period, okay? Listen, I love y'all so much. Like, I can't believe how many people subscribed really since I've been consistent. Like, it's crazy. So, I appreciate every last one of you guys. If you're new here, my name's Ming. This is my life. This is my reality, okay? Girl, we go through ups and downs, highs and lows. But at the end of the day, the day gotta end, okay? And we just trying to get through life, get through adulting, get through motherhood, get through wife-hood, okay? All in one piece. Because as you guys know, just being a woman in general is so very draining. So, even if you're not a wife, a mother, or whatever, honey. We can bond by mutually being a female. Because life be lifeful. And I'm just trying to make it through, amen? I wanted to pick up the camera because I'm so excited that I got my new rug. I told y'all. Where'd you get this? What are you doing? I told y'all that I was changing some things around. And I have. Y'all have been witness to all of this. We gone shopping. I'm still not done. I feel like I still need more stuff. Now, my kids be kidding, like I said. So, there is little things on the carpet. But I will put in a clip for y'all so y'all can see that this carpet is waterproof. OMG. And I'll also link it below because I obviously got this from TikTok shop because y'all know I'm obsessed. I have a little problem, okay? And there's nothing you can do about it. I'm not going to TikTok shop anonymous. I'm not doing it, okay? There's nothing that you can do. I'm going to be on this journey of mine forever. Like, I'm obsessed because everything on TikTok is so cheap and so easy to get. So affordable. And also, it's better than Amazon because you get to see people review them. Get real people real raw feelings because we don't have to lie. Like, literally, they send us these products and we tell y'all like it is. Like, I like it, I don't like it, whatever. Like, you know, even when I said I didn't like something, I still received commission off of it. Because people still bought it even though I said I did not like certain things about it. But for them, maybe it wasn't a deal breaker and they still bought it. So it's like no matter what, I'm going to be real. And that's what I just love about TikTok. It's so real. But anyway, I'm going to show you guys my waterproof rug. I told y'all I was going for like the marble, the blacks, the grays. I have silver a lot in my house. So the blacks, the grays. This color right here is so cute. Okay. I was worried about it because I was like, eh, will it not match? But it matches perfectly. Everything just aligns. The white. All of it. The black. Y'all know I'm throwing in a touch of black. Look at how soft. Like, ooh. Like, get into the softness, y'all. Oh, and I took my nails off so ignore that. But get into it. Ignore the blanket. Yes, that's London. She calls my name Yondan. Yondan? She said, Yondan? Yondan? Girl. Um, anyway. Yeah, I'm so excited about my rug. I need to get a few more things for the house. Just like simple things where I know that when we move, because we are moving probably around August time frame, that it can go to another house. Like basic, basic stuff. Like nothing that's too crazy. You know, I know I'll be able to put it somewhere in the new house. So that's my mind, my thought process, and that's where I'm staying. But I'm going to get done cooking, y'all. I just wanted to say hello. Like I said, I do look a mess. Hair on top of my head, honey. But I don't care. No matter what, we got to get things done. Okay, and I've been feeling very, very productive. I've been finding, and y'all have been showing me and telling me about a lot of Houston vloggers, mommy vloggers, and content creators that I did not know about, and I'm so thankful for that because I've been really connecting with a lot of influencers in Houston, and I'm so happy about that because I literally stay so close off, and I've always been just used to a certain group of people who I've already known for like years and years and years, or people who have reached out to me even when I didn't live in Houston. You know what I'm saying? And now to like see fresh faces and meet new people, like it's just a cute little thing. Like I am so very grateful for it. So I have been talking to a lot more influencers, and I know I said that I probably wouldn't befriend Houston influencers, but y'all, this is different. It feels different. The people that I've connected with so far, I like their vibes, I like their channels, I like their vlogs, so you guys will probably see a lot more new faces on this channel. I want to do a lot more new things. Like y'all, this is really turning into me finding myself in my 30s, like me really becoming that girl, because I already be that girl, period. But you know what I'm saying? I got to become that girl to myself, and really like show myself to some things, and what better way than to do life for real. You know what I'm saying? Live life for real. Experience life for real. So that's where we at with it. That's what we about to be doing. That's what this channel is going to be about. So I guess this is kind of like a little update of like where I see this channel going and what journey we're on right now. Like I'm really loving it. And I just, just posted today my first hour long vlog. I am shook. I don't know. Editing it, I thought it was going to be a lot. Like I really thought everything about it was going to be a lot. Just having a lot of footage, posting a lot of footage all at once, trying to upload a lot of footage all at once. Like all of it. I just thought it was going to be a lot, y'all. But I really, really honestly enjoyed it. Ignore her. Like this is the, this is the, this is, if you don't have a towel, this is what it looks like. Okay? Like I tell her over and over again, just stay down. Don't do that. Don't touch it. She don't care. She don't care if she get pow pow. Someone told me not to spank. Girl, I'll spank whoever I want to spank. You want to be next? Anyways, moving on. That's what I was talking about. Our life, honey. Getting better, getting better. We're getting better. We're doing new things. We're just, we're out here just shaking it up. Okay? And I'm excited for y'all to be up on the journey. I'm excited for all my new bells to join us. Okay? If you guys are content creators, please comment below because I am in my like watching YouTube era right now, which I wasn't for the longest, but I'm excited about watching new girlies. And if you do what I do, girl, let's do it together. Let's work. Let's do something. You know what I'm saying? I'm thinking about it. And one thing for sure. If you've been watching me for a long time, you already know. I am very much a girl's girl. I'm very much. I want to see everybody win. I am the type of person that doesn't gatekeep. Like, I'm just not one of them. Okay? And when I see that, it just infuriates me because it's like, there's enough out here for everybody. There's enough yous out here for everybody. There's enough money out here for everybody. Okay? Only the good in my eyes wins. Because even if you have a bad attitude and you're at the top, what goes up must come down. Like, and then once people start really getting a whiff of your funky attitude, honey, just as quick as it went up, it's going to go right on back down. Like, that's how I feel about it. So that doesn't worry or stress me out when I see things and I feel like certain people, you know what I'm saying, act certain ways because like they get their karma. Like, God will handle them. You have to be blessed and happy about your own blessings and your own circumstances and situations that you got going on because at the end of the day, it could be worse. Okay? Like, yes, it's things that you might be like, oh, I want that or I want to do that. But it's like, there's people out there who are praying for your life in the moment right now. You feel what I'm saying? Like, you really have to live in the moment. And as much as we work so hard as influencers, it's hard sometimes to really step back and look and be like, you know what? Like, I'm really doing things. Like, what? Even as a mother, to look back at your kids and be like, wait a minute, you got to slow down. Like, and look at them and be like, I can't believe that we're here. Like, we really made it. We made it out the trenches. We made it, you know what I'm saying, to a good school. You know, we begin better grades. We do whatever it is that's your life aligns with. Look at it. Really take a look. Really slow down and just wait a second. Stop for a minute. Breathe. Because I know, honey, we've been moving a mile a minute. Okay? It's like, as a mom, once you wake up and touch the ground, it's like constant movement, constant doing something. And throwing in being an entrepreneur in there, girl, I don't even know why I have time to pee. Or brush my teeth and wash my ass. But I make time. She don't stay. First of all, look, I'm an all over the place. I'm a gymnast. Don't do it. Just follow me on the train ride, girl. Just jump on the roller coaster. Don't try to slow me down. Okay? I'm, I'm, you got to catch up. This is a sprint. This is a race. You got to catch up. Okay? My mind's all over the place. Listen, I'm a mom. I got this from Tic Tac Shop. Oh my God, it smells delicious. Damn. I hope y'all caught that message because honestly, I needed to hear it and I know that there's plenty of women out there, no matter what it is, if you're a content creator, if you're not a content creator, if you're a working mom, everybody beats themselves up and feels like they're not doing what they could be doing or they could be doing more. You know, like, it's just, it's, it's second nature to us as women and honestly, babe, you're doing it. Okay? Okay, babes. You're doing it. You are one step closer to where you were before. You were getting step by step by step and maybe slow steps, but you're doing it. Okay? Just really remember that at the end of the day, but I'm going to finish cooking and like I said, we can all collaborate. Okay? Just know that. So let me know below if you guys are content creators so I can watch y'all content. I'm about to put this in the oven and finish cooking the turkey and I'm trying to figure out if I want to do like mozzarella. I have like a little bit of mozzarella though and cheese, but I'm like, would that taste good? Mozzarella and like Colby Jack mixed together. We gonna figure it out tonight. This is a whatever's in the, in the, in the refrigerator kind of day. Okay? And we gonna throw it together. We gonna make it work. You hear me? This is one of my new pans that I got from TikTok shop. Premium granite, y'all. Okay? It doesn't have the spatula part because you can remove it and put it on there. Y'all of course, y'all know where to find it. Link below, but I'm about to use it as a baking pan because you can also put it in the oven as well and it's nonstick. So I'm about to wash it out and I'm about to put this in the oven. Ah! Y'all listen, we weren't supposed to be doing this. I don't know how I ended up doing my lashes, but I just felt real bare faced. It like, I just felt like I needed some, you know what I'm saying? So I was sitting here in my vanity and I'm like, let me do my, girl, I just, I don't know how we got here. But anyway, I did this one. I actually kind of like it. I did a strip and I cut it up. Um, I did visuals like clusters. I didn't really, I think I put too much on or something and it was just falling off and I don't think I did it right. But I used these, which they're like really, really full, really, really thick. And I just like thin them out and cut them up. So that's why you probably see hair everywhere, like lash hair everywhere. Cause I've been plucking lash hair like it's a frontal. Okay. Like I've been in here as if I was doing her. Not this weekend because today technically is, um, Saturday, but this coming week, end of this week, Thursday is Milan's birthday and we're going to the beach. Now, mind you, I'm a little scared because every single time I plan on touching some water, mother nature say, girl, sprinkle it all up in my face with Aunt Flo. Like, hello, here we are. What's good. Where are you going? You ain't taking me with you every single time, whether it be a pool, whether it be anything I can never enjoy myself. And I guess maybe it also happens to be at the end of the month in all of our, my birthday is at the end of the month. Mimi's birthday is at the end of the month. Milan's birthday is at the end of the month. London's at the beginning of the month. That's not too far off. I think you're right. Only one, if we ever was to go to a beach or a swim or somewhere, I may not be on my paper, but you know what? It depends on the year because sometimes she be switching up and she be sliding down from the beginning of the month to the middle of the month. Girl, like what? Usually right at the beginning or the end. But sometimes she be just sliding in, like you just be sliding, just making it a little bit, just one day longer each month. All of a sudden, I'm on the 10th. How did we get here? Let me, let me go fix my other lash because now I'm looking like that lady on TikTok with the one lash. But I just wanted to let y'all know that I'm doing my lashes and I wanted y'all to see. This is the lash, y'all. Okay. This is the tweezed lash. This is the prepped lash. And I'm going to show you guys how I did it. Okay. Hopefully this is quick because I'm not trying to have a lot of footage of today on my SD card. Mind you, I need to be getting a really big one. I think the one I have in right now is 128 gigabytes on the SD card. I think it's, whatever, it's 128. Okay. And I really need like a 500 or like one terabyte or something like that. Like I'm playing around. And I've been playing around for a long time because clearly I haven't been posting content for a minute. But now that I'm doing these hour long videos, we're going to definitely update, upgrade SD card. Mind you, SD card is a little cool. Don't, don't ever sleep on an SD card. Don't ever sleep on us content girlies, influencers out there. We really like, we really ain't having to spend a little bag. Okay. To get this content out to y'all. But everyone be like, Oh my God, like they make so much money. It's hard. Number one, to be consistent, to edit, to stay on top of things, to really be in this world. Like it is stressful. I'm going to tell y'all that it's not easy and we have to, you have to invest in yourself a lot of the times. Okay. Well, sometimes at the beginning you may not be seeing, you know what I'm saying? You may not see your, um, Oh my God. I can't talk to y'all right now. I've got to focus. You may not see, you know, your initial investment back to, back to you immediately, but it just takes some time. Oh shit. I done stabbed myself in the eye. It just takes some time child. Okay. And it will come forth. So just do not give up. This must be a motivational time I'm in. I think it's because my period is coming. I'm real emotional. Okay. But hopefully you grab some gems from, from me being emotional in this vlog. Okay. Why I posted the, um, the vlog, can y'all see? I posted a vlog where I was saying how we had pulled up in Dallas, right? And some of them comments, some of them comments got me fucked up. It was like, you're a mom of three. Why wouldn't you enjoy fathers? Did you not watch the vlog? We enjoyed father's day and I can stop enjoying anything to whoop some ass real quick. Like I just don't be understanding. Cause uh, one thing about it, two things for damn sure. Ain't nobody stopping no shine over here. Nobody's stopping no money. It better be something the way that you coming up here running and acting. Your finger better be, be off right now. The way that you just came up. Why? When I was opening the sink thing and I closed it, my hand got caught in the sink thing. So then it closed and it started hurting. So then I walked over and I went to go grab my iPad and I couldn't feel my iPad with my finger. You can't feel your hands. It's not funny. I can't feel my iPad. You can't feel your iPad? You can't feel your hand right now? This pinky right here. Can you feel it right now, this very minute? I can't feel this. You can't feel your finger? No. Let me see. What do you mean you can't feel it? What did you, you closed it onto what? It got pinched from the, half of it got pinched from that little opening. When you turn on the sink, are you talking about the garbage disposal? No, I'm talking about the sink. I'm about to say you don't even know where that is or how to reach that. I'm talking about when you turn on the sink. The hot water? The thing. No, you just turn on the sink. The thing that you grab. The black thing. The black thing that you grab. The faucet? No. The switch. I don't know how to turn on the sink. You're talking about the switch lever. What happened? When I closed it, my finger got grabbed into the back of it. Are you okay? So then I took it down and I walked and then I had to go grab my iPad. Are you all right? And I can't feel my iPad with the half of my pinky. And I still can't feel the table. You just don't sound like you're hurt real bad, Mimi. Because it doesn't hurt, but I can't feel things. All right, well, give me a few minutes and we'll see. And I'm trying to figure out if my... If your pinky's gone? No. What are you trying to figure out, Mimi? What are those called? Vines? Your veins? Veins. Yeah. Girl, your veins are fine. My veins are clean. Your veins are just fine, trust me. All right. This is the shit I'm talking about. This is the conversation. This is shit. This right here, this is how... I'm a mother... Okay? We're not going to the emergency room for every ******* thing. We're just not... We're just not gonna do it. Mimi will be stressed out about the littlest stuff. She's just like her father. Mind you, I didn't tell y'all. So Uriah, it's like ever since he hit 30, he has been stressed out. Like stressed out about that. And about life, you know what I'm saying? Just life in general. He's just been stressed out. Stressed. And I told him to tell his doctor that. You know what I'm saying? Listen. If you served your country, I feel like you should get everything that you need. Whether it be mental, physical, whatever. They have messed up many a soldier. You feel what I'm saying? His PCSD be really, really messing with him. And I told him, like, stop playing around. Because when he was in the service, he used to tell me how like he wouldn't go to the doctor sometimes. Because they would literally make them feel stupid. Like they would come in, arms hanging, dangling, skeleton bones showing. And they'd be like, oh, you got a little boo-boo? Let me fix that for you. Like the doctors would talk to the soldier like this. Because the doctors are also soldiers. And that would also stop them from having on paperwork. You know, some of the things that are wrong with him. Now, mind you, mine, he went in and, you know what I'm saying? Like, but some stuff he didn't. And I think that's really messed up how they do soldiers. I'm just going to tell you right now. If you serve your country, I feel like, and health care free, I feel like you should definitely, definitely be able to, you know what I'm saying? Be seen and talk to someone no matter what it is that you may need. No matter how little or how small. It shouldn't be made or, you know, frowned upon or looked down on. But anyway, girl, we all out of place with it today. So I just cut them like this. I can't see if y'all blurry or not, because, hell, I'm blurry. My eyes are blurry. My glasses are. But hopefully, hopefully y'all can see this. If y'all can't see it, imagine it. I just, I just, I have no fucks to give today. Okay? Listen. Today has drained me. I am over it. Do you hear me? And at this point, I'm damn near every day. Hold on, y'all. Wait a minute. Now, last, last was poking me in my eye, and I liked it. No, man, we're not doing that today. But I'm near a daily vlogger at this point. Y'all remember when I vlog every single day for two years straight? Yeah, I don't know how I did it. I really don't. And I think it's just getting used to it. Doing it is the hard part. Doing it, once you do it, you're used to it. You're doing it. It is what it is. It's life. It's like waking up and brushing your teeth. You know what I'm saying? Like, once you start, it's hard to kind of like, you know. But the starting part, especially if you start, girl. That starting part will whoop your ass. Do you hear me? Okay, so I'm cutting this right here. But I say all this to say I am very happy that I am back vlogging. I'm in a very good space in my life. I feel rejuvenated. I feel refreshed. We have a lot of good things going on. You know what I'm saying? And y'all comments. I've been reading y'all comments. And, you know, people that are like, that like the hour-long videos and things. I appreciate y'all. Like, I really do. And even the silent bell bays out there who just like the video. You are not looked over either. I see you, boo. Hello. Hey, girl, hey. I see you contribute as well. And I appreciate y'all so much. But, yeah, I'm in such a great place. Like, my marriage is in a great place. My children are thriving. We have a lot of, you know, new things, fresh things coming up. Speaking of, we are moving the FYIFAM channel into a new direction kind of. Not a new direction because that was really the plan to make it like a family channel. But we're finally, like, jumping aboard. So we have basically a meet-in, a family meet-in, coming up this week. Probably tomorrow, maybe. Where we just need to go over some ideas and some things and what we want to do. And the kids are incorporated. And we're really about to push out this content. So if y'all are not following FYIFAM, I'll link it below. That is our new family channel. So if you're new here, our main family channel was called The Bells Plus Three. But we decided to switch things around. I'm trying to figure out what I want to put on The Bells Plus Three. I always have this problem having so many different channels. And we have a lot of different channels that are monetized. Like, we have at least five channels that are monetized. So it's hard to think of, like, all the different content. You know what I'm saying? But I'm tired of, like, procrastinating. And it's really that season. I feel it in my bones. I feel good about it. You know what I'm saying? And that's the time you want to create content. You know? You don't want to create content when you're depressed and when you're not in a good state. You can because it's your life and you can just show your life, which is what I did here and there. Because, girl, your girl was in the wind for a little minute there. Okay? I had to get me right. And once I got me right, y'all were next to her. And that's just life, child. That's just life. Sometimes you got to shit ghost your friends. I've been there, too. I have been there, too. Like, especially when I'm pregnant. Girl, I be so bent, twisted, backwards. These babies be stressing me out. Okay? I hate not being able to eat or feeling sick. So, I be just to myself. Okay? My husband don't even know who is this man in the bed. Like, I just be looking crazy half the time. But I'm just happy to be able to find myself, be out of, you know, postpartum, all of that. My baby's about to be two. Y'all, this is crazy. Oh, Lord. I want to cry. See? Now, why we do that? Now, why we turn the conversation to this? Y'all know I'm a baby. Thugs don't cry. I'm going to just let y'all know that right now. Okay? They don't. But sometimes, sometimes their eyes get a little wet. Now, she going to fix that because here she come with her. What's wrong, doodlebug? What's wrong, baby? Girl, what's all over your face? What's all over her face? What is that? What is going on? Mimi, what did you give the baby? Bring me a wipe. She talking about chocolate. She mad she can't have no more? I guess so. You took it from her? Yeah. See? And I was just praising you. I was just praising you and saying how much a big girl you are. For harassing. And Mimi was supposed to watch you for just a little second. Just a little second. That's it. In a little second, you have chocolate all over your face. Like a grown man with a beard. Did she give you chocolate so that she can play Roblox? She did. After you just got bathed? And I just washed your hair and everything? Yeah. Are you tired? Is it Nutella? She gave you some Nutella, didn't she? Did you get it all on my stairs? Because you came up the steps, girl. Let me put this one lash on and I'll be back, y'all. Why is she peeking around at me looking at my eyes? Do you like my eyes, sweetie? I've been using this also to kind of cut it because this is a little long. Do you like my eyes, stinky face? What? Oh my goodness. Girl, what are you doing? What? What are you doing? I need to fix my frontal necks. Girl, what are you doing? Stop, stop, stop. Stop. Watch out. Okay, and then I seal it with the... This one? Uh-uh, no, no. These came out really cute. No. She's holding makeup. Makeup. No. Duder. It's makeup. It is makeup. See, she's talking real good and everything. My baby is really trying to slide into toddler life. That's right, I just had her... Oh, God. Don't hit me now. Hold on, Duder. Wait a minute, baby. Hold on. What are you doing with your hands? I can't see you. I feel like a police officer. Put your hands in the air. You're waving like you just don't care. Uh-uh, that's nail polish. I knew he was doing something. I knew he was over there doing something. No. Do not go like this. Milan. Give me them tweezers. You end up not feeling your eyes like your sister not feeling her hands. Watch. And then you're going to put your hands in the drawers. Girl, watch out. Mariah. No, get out that drawer. Get out that drawer. It's a fish. Oh, it's a fish. It's a fish, she said. Let me see. Fish. She said, it's fish. We did a little thing. No. These were way better than the last ones, I believe. Let me know. I feel like the other ones were looking like caterpillars on my face. And these are thick and big, but they're like... They're not too much. And hopefully they stay a little longer. Girl. Why do you have that palette? Milan. What are you doing? You just got a bath. I'll talk to y'all later. This one right here. Here, the culprit. Right here. I knew it was Nutella. It smelled like Nutella. Where is that? Girl. On today's episode of What I Get For The TikTok Shop, I just opened a package, and this is a two-piece outfit. I always get a lot of two-piece outfits because I found myself not having much to wear on a normal, regular snuggle a day. And I just be wanting to have lounge clothes as well as PJs and lingerie in the house. It would still be cute because my husband was tired of the oversized army shirts that I usually wear. I was like, why not just have cute little outfits to just have? And it's so stretchy, so soft. This feels so good. This feels like something that she would spend a good penny on. Here are the leggings. And I got this in a size large, but I have been telling y'all that I've been getting mediums. But when it comes to stuff like this, I always get a large because the shirt may be a little bigger, but the pants needs to fit. I usually get mediums in dresses, sundresses, things like that. This one right here, though. I'm really excited about this. Because it's another one of those book sets. The first book set, I got from Amazon because I needed it to come immediately. But this one, I'm going to put probably... I don't know yet. I'm thinking... I don't know. I'm thinking of putting it on my glass table over here, but then I looked over and I'm like, girl, she is filled up. But it's another one of these books, so I have to... It's like a three-piece set. Super cheap. Super duper cheap. So if you're looking at this stuff on Shein, take a look at it on TikTok Shop. It comes faster and it's just as cheap. They have a lot of different vendors on there. It's not just one vendor. One says London. One says London? Yeah, I think. Why? It says Paris, New York, and London. No. What you mean, why? No. Girl, this ain't about you. This is about London, the place. This is not about you. So I'm going to do the same thing I did the other day. What, the picture? Yeah. We had that before we even had Milan. That picture upstairs that says Milan in my makeup area. I didn't see it until we had her. When I was pregnant with her and I decided what her name was, it was in my office and I looked up and then I just seen it. And I was like, wait a minute, that says Milan. So I was thinking maybe one day if I don't want it in my makeup area, I can put it in her room. So this is this book. I'm going to do the London one next. We need to get something that says Mariah. I guess we do have, we have your block. Yeah, we have your block that has your birthday. You're the only one that has that. You know Aubrey got that for you? Aubrey? Mm-hmm. Aubrey? Aubrey. I mean, four blocks all together? I guess so. She found a lady that made it and she got it made for you. It was already her name. Yeah. That's why it says Mariah Linley. Hi. Listen, I don't feel like being in the hospital. Yes, ma'am. Look at that. Get into it. And there's Mariah's behind there. And everything. This one says pizza. This one says cheese. We in there, honey. Hey, y'all. What's up? Um, what's up? Didn't really do much today. Just kind of like filmed different promo stuff that I need to film for TikTok and then also for YouTube. I'm actually not done with one of the things I need to do. But, y'all, I ended up washing hair, child. Um, I feel like I, I mean, I feel like I did, you know, a little something something. That was productive. I'm getting things together because this Thursday is Juan's birthday. We have decided to go to the beach. I need to put my nails on, which I probably won't do until, like, Wednesday-ish. But I'm trying to get them together, situated. They want some nuggets. And we had, I made some baked zingni the other day. So, finishing that up. Um, and, yeah. I need to, like I said, finish some more stuff. I have to edit some stuff. But today is really, honestly, like a chill day. Like, for real, for real. I did get these little gadgets from TikTok Shop, which I kind of put all over the place. Like, I put some there. I put some in the back of the ice maker. I put one on the back of this. This is really what it's for. The KitchenAid. And then I put one on the back of our steamer mop. Just basically to get the cords out the way. I think I showed y'all when I got it in. But I was really excited about that because a lot of stuff has, like, miscellaneous cords. Like, all over the place. And the reason that my Mac, my iMac, is even on the island is because we had... Okay, so I had a desk, right? And this is at the old house. I had a desk. And when we moved here, it was either my makeup space or an office. You know what I'm saying? Like, it wasn't big enough for both of it. So, I ended up giving my desk and putting my desk as the entertainment system, which is over there on the TV stand. It's technically my desk. And I was like, oh, I'm going to get a new desk. But then, as we lived here long enough, I'm like, I don't even want to get a new desk until we go to our new house. Because, like I said, we was only technically here for a year. And I knew that. So, I wasn't in a rush to get a desk because I kind of want to see, like, what my space is going to look like. Because I really, honestly, am only looking for houses that have a space big enough for my makeup room and my office. I'm hoping that it's going to be a cute, like, double door situation or something like that. Something cute, you know what I'm saying? So, that's really what we're looking for. But if not, a room is a room. Okay, as long as we got a door, I feel like I need that. So, at that point, I'm going to, like, remodel or, like, decorate my office space. And I'm going to get a new desk. Marlonda, can you turn that down? So, then, at that point, I'm going to get a new desk. So, I'm trying not to get a desk. I haven't offered desks, like, literally on TikTok. A lot of companies have been offering me different desks and stuff. And some of them are really, really cute. Like, there's this one that, like, it turns into a standing desk. So, you can, like, sit down at the desk. And then, it rises up to, like, a standing desk. So, it's, like, it moves. Like, it's, like, automatic. Really like that. But, I'm trying to hold out. Okay, we got, like, maybe two more months. Yeah, about two, two and a half more months until we move. So, yeah. And, of course, y'all know I'm going to film the whole interior thing, the whole process. We're going to start looking for houses and, you know, doing that thing we do. We go house to house to house to house until we find one. Y'all, I am so tired. When I say I'm tired of that, I'm tired of renting altogether. Like, it's just, it's just, the only thing is, I just get so indecisive. And, I get so bored with stuff so easily to where I just want new things. Or, I just want to move. Or, I don't like the area anymore. Or, like, you know, and I've always just been okay with renting. Because, it gives me the convenience to up and go. And, I can go wherever I want to go. I can move cities if I want to immediately. Like, I don't have to worry about, you know, no asset or anything like that. Or, like, finding a renter before I leave. Or, trying to sell it before I leave. Or, anything. Like, it was just so convenient to be able to just go. And, now that I'm getting older, my kids are getting older. I feel like, like, okay, I might be ready to buy. You know what I'm saying? I've talked to y'all about this already. But, I'm just, like, reiterating it. Because, it's really been big and heavy on me and Raya's heart lately. And, I've been thinking, like, if I don't like it, I'll just literally just remodel. I will bust down some walls. I will refinish cabinets. I will do away with an island if I need to. Like, whatever it is that I need to do, I will do it. Okay? And, I think knowing that is kind of, like, helping me with, like, you know, the anxiety of, like, staying or being stuck in a spot. But, I don't know. It's an idea. And, we've also been playing with the fact that we could go back to San Antonio. Or, we could go to Dallas. Or, we could stay here in Houston. Like, everything is just up in the air. And, it's just space and opportunity for so much in the future. So, I'm excited to share that with you guys. Our first time ever being homeowners. And, like, how that goes. Because, that is going to be so exciting. Like, I can't wait. I'm already excited for closing day. Girl, I already in my head got my outfit ready for closing day. And, I ain't even anywhere close to, like, give us, like, I think about two years. I'd say about two years. Because, we just have a lot of things that we need to make sure are straight. We have a lot of things that we need to do beforehand. And, also, I was really honestly waiting for a while now to really get my credit together. And, my credit is going in the right direction. So, I just see great things on the horizon. You know what I'm saying? I'm excited. But, I know who's coming. I'm going to eat some wings. Quality night. For real. If I pick up the camera again, it's because I forgot to tell y'all something. Because, I really feel like I was supposed to say something. And, I don't know what it was. Oh, I redid my wig to get ready for beach day. I know it's going to be hot. I know she's probably going to be sweating. The wig is probably going to come off as well. But, I wanted to at least look presentable. You know. Because, like I said, we're going to the beach. I also did my lashes over, which y'all have seen. Love them. They came out so cute. I think I'm going to do this every time now. I'm going to just use strips. Because, I think the individuals. I think I was just. It was too many different ways I could go with it. You know what I'm saying? You could do whatever with individuals. You could make them your own. For real. But, with strips, cutting them, you know exactly where to put what and how it's going to look. And, I think. I mean, I kind of customized them. You know what I'm saying? Because, I thinned them out. And, I cut them down a little bit. But, I think this is definitely my thing now. Because, these are so cute. But, anyhow. I'm going to use cancer food together. And, I'll talk to y'all later. This is not relevant to our conversation right now. But, I weighed myself today. And, I am 174 pounds. This is still my $300 chain. One of the things. So, yeah. This is some stuff. I need to take this out. Because, that's going to be her outfit. It ran. It's up still. And, it ran past me. What is that? I don't know. Something probably with the dishwasher. I'm assuming. Because, she just ripped it apart. Are you ******* kidding me? Look at her. Let me see your shirt. It says, it's my second birthday. Look at the water. Oh, girl. She's playing in the sand. Look at that. Wow. And, I was rushing also with the wrapping. So, I didn't want to mess up. What's that? What is it?