Hey Bell Baes! I'm so happy to share the news with yall! This vlog is super exciting and it all came right on time! We still can't believe it! Nothing but God!
The creator documents a transformative period in her life, balancing the emotional toll of burnout and family loss with the joy of purchasing a new home in Dallas. Through a blend of vlogs, she shares her journey of mental wellness, the spiritual process of securing a house, and the poignant experience of attending a memorial service, ultimately emphasizing faith and family.
We love a good girl's girl.
That allows me to cover all your clothing pockets.
So cute.
She's got a bunch of them.
Look at your hat.
Just seeing them get out of the car.
Before you guys get into this vlog, listen, I needed to do a quick little update.
Like I needed to get y'all caught up on me.
And on top of all of that, your girl's been feeling a little burnt out.
And I'm going to tell y'all exactly how I went about fixing this issue.
So a lot of the time when I feel burnt out, I'll cut back on editing.
As you guys know.
I'll cut back on posting.
I'll cut back on social media.
I'll cut back on a lot of different things because I'll feel like overwhelmed or just
a lot will be going on in my mind.
And at this moment, y'all know we are in the process of buying a house.
So that, in my head, is like ten times what I usually go through.
Okay?
It's so much going on.
So much happening.
And I really needed a break.
Quickly.
And that is exactly why I decided to try Saffron Co.
The reasons I tried this company is going to blow your mind.
Saffron itself is very natural and apparently it's been used for over 3,000 years.
And nowadays, they're combining it with modern research and probiotics all in one.
This isn't one of those products where I'm going to tell you, oh, you take it and all
of a sudden I felt like a superhuman.
No.
It's obviously a consistent, slow, glow-up situation.
They say people start feeling that alive again feeling around week five.
And honestly, I get it because I've been feeling like really motivated.
All of a sudden, I've really felt like I can get stuff done.
I haven't felt like there's something, you know, anxiety or something like on my back
that's kind of holding me down or making me second guess stuff.
Like, I've honestly felt like my brain has been so clear.
Like, for instance, y'all know I edit for hours.
If you didn't know, now you know.
Okay?
On top of family life, making sure I have constant ideas, trying to be creative, being
a mom, being a wife, my mind gets overloaded very, very easily.
But lately, I've been feeling a lot less overwhelmed and a lot less emotionally drained throughout
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Y'all know.
Ain't nobody got time for none of that.
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I'll also put it right here on the screen so you guys can get a percentage off on your
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And honestly, bellbays, give it a full five weeks because that's when I started to feel
the shift.
Y'all know I'm not going to lie to you.
I'm going to keep it a buck.
Get you one.
Now, let's get into the vlog.
Bye, y'all.
Saber.
Scissors.
Shoot.
Well, they got the vaccine.
Yeah, baby has the vaccine.
There you go.
Hey, bellbays.
What's up, y'all?
Today's a new day.
Today's a new vlog.
Hey to all my new bellbays.
What's up?
I'm your girl, Ming.
We got to catch up because if you're new here, you need to stay a while.
And once you're in, ain't no going back.
We in this for life, period.
Welcome back to a new vlog.
We're on our way to Dallas.
We're going to stay there for a little bit because, of course, I told y'all in the last
vlog that we're going to be picking some more so that we can have more options.
We are still leaning on the first option.
Okay?
You know what they talking about when we get down there.
We're going to see how that goes and then go from there.
But we also want to see and look at more houses and see what else we can find out there.
On our way back.
Into the thick of it.
Milan keeps trying to eat all her snacks that she packed and we haven't even left the driveway yet.
We haven't even left the driveway yet.
And you're going to eat all the snacks that you packed in your buoy bag.
This is the second one she's trying to open.
No!
Please.
Don't prove I'm right.
Please.
Don't bring me down.
I told you, bro.
I'm like, what?
They get off the bus with them and walk around the corner.
And then I went and drove around the corner one time and seen the same-
She's seeing them get out of the car.
The handyman.
Then when I talked to the lady on the phone, she told me, no, that's my handyman.
I'm not in the country.
I use him as my hand boy.
He got the same last name.
You never come around.
We don't never see the lady.
I always talk to the lady.
I'm going to send my maintenance man.
And the grandma.
They have the whole family down there.
Really, that's her husband.
And they own the house.
And they live around the block.
They're the landlords.
And they want us to know that they live around the block.
And watch us for three years.
Watch us for all that time.
We live there.
Sometimes she would send a message to Marcia.
You know, shrubs need to be cut.
Basically, the bushes in the front yard.
The grass should be cut.
Because I just paid somebody.
The bushes need to be trimmed.
And she messaged her.
Basically, you need to trim the trees.
And then they got to come in our house and look at our house.
And every check out.
Things, whatever.
It was like mystery landlord.
We can do it.
We'll do it when it's time.
But we don't feel like it was ready yet.
But because you live around the corner.
Hey, Belle Gaze.
What's up, y'all?
I feel like I didn't talk to y'all in a minute.
And it really hasn't even been long.
But we're in Dallas.
Remember when I told y'all about the house stuff?
We're trying to figure that out.
So, right now, Yara is over here.
Talking to them again.
In person this time.
Because y'all know we've been distant.
And we have a little, you know what I'm saying?
Some hours in between us.
So, now we are able to get back out here to Dallas.
And we're actually in the community that we are trying to buy this house.
And we're going to see how things go.
But I think this is the beginning of the vlog.
So, hey, girl.
Hey, what's up, y'all?
Hey to all my new Belle Gaze.
I saw y'all in my back office subscribing.
We love a good girl's girl.
I see you, boo.
Welcome in.
You are now officially a Belle Gaze.
Okay?
Make sure you ring the doorbell on your way inside.
Well, you already inside, girl.
So, ring that doorbell.
Like the video.
Okay?
Share it.
Hype it.
Hype me up.
Hey.
Hype me up.
And to all my OG OBs who always been here from the beginning.
Y'all already know we locked in.
Okay?
Locked and loaded.
Ain't nothing and nobody that can get me up off of you.
Like y'all, the love and support that you give for me.
I can never repay you.
So, I just appreciate y'all in every video.
So, without further ado.
Hopefully, things get the way we want them to.
We also was going to.
We probably not going to look at any houses today.
But we are going to probably look at some houses.
If this doesn't go the way that we want it to.
We feel like we need a second option.
But I really honestly just want to lock this in.
You know, sign our contracts and stuff.
We will be closing in July.
Getting everything ready.
Right now, I'm looking at the house.
And they're building it.
It's literally raining a little bit.
Just sprinkling.
But they're still building it.
I might show y'all.
Depending on what he say when he come out here.
But it's crazy.
Because last time we were here.
Which was like three weeks ago.
Two and a half weeks ago.
It was wood.
That's the one that was wood down there.
It's that one right there that they're building.
You see them?
Yeah.
It's that one.
So, when we were down here.
It was wooden.
I really want to get the ball rolling.
Because I want to do all the things.
I need to write the scriptures.
On the wood at least.
Whatever else is left that we can get in there.
I really want to see my house being built.
So, yeah.
I'm glad that we're at the very beginning of the process.
And being able to see.
That was really the main goal for me.
I wanted to be able to see and watch.
I hope everything goes the way that we want them to go.
I'll keep y'all updated on what happens.
So, imagine if everything went right with this house.
And we were under contract.
It's not a five bedroom.
It's a four bedroom.
They're not going to do the movers?
The flex room will not be in there.
With the same price?
Well, no.
They're changing the price now.
But he had it backwards.
He thought it was.
He went in and bought it.
Because he was trying to.
He had already had a buyer.
And so, he was referring to me.
So, that's what we're going to go look at.
The new option.
It's not too far in front of the street.
Yeah.
It might be a few years.
It's not straight in front of the street.
There will be houses over there at some point.
But, we're early.
If we get this house, you'll remember this.
Remember how it looks now.
And when it looks nice like the other house.
It'll look just like this one.
Wow.
Look.
And so, remember.
Whoever's room.
I don't know what room that is.
I think it'll be mine.
Girl.
Above there.
Right there.
But then, once it's built.
And there's a driveway.
And all this stuff.
You got to remember.
Somebody was up there.
Doing that.
And this is the man that was building parts of your house.
That's so cool.
Wait.
Here.
Take this.
Or take the drone.
I love the way you make me feel.
It slows down time.
Come in my bedroom and turn off the light.
You whisper something in my ear.
Makes me unwind.
The way you touch me lets me know you're mine.
I know my soul connected me to you.
I feel the same when I'm alone with you.
I'm holding back my pain.
Save it all for you.
Baby, I love making love to you.
Feels like a high.
I can't come down.
I feel the same when I'm alone with you.
As I stop the rain, you say my name.
Look at your house.
That's the one in my house.
You have a boyfriend?
Yes.
I was talking to your dad.
Right.
Do you have a boyfriend?
It doesn't have a three car garage.
They get the three car garage and the five yard.
Oh.
But.
There's no more three car garages.
They don't have any yet.
They'll have to wait longer.
Yeah.
They just don't have any.
Amazing.
All across the street, they're building.
Okay.
That's the.
This will be the one.
This is the one now.
Yeah.
Oh.
That one's worth it.
I know, it's worth it.
Yeah.
$7,000 a year away.
I have one of you.
That allows me to cover all your closing costs.
It went from $3,900 to $4,500.
So basically I have another $4,500.
Okay.
A half a point, a point.
It's not going to change much.
Once you're in the zone, you're in the zone.
It's going to be ready in August.
Yeah.
I would tell you August.
Just to be conservative.
If we can move faster.
Yeah.
But I mean, it's still early on right now.
And it's a daytime.
So I don't want to.
Right.
I don't want to rush it.
Right.
Yeah.
Don't say it's sooner.
And then it'd be later.
If you guys are wanting to record content, like through the construction process, you
know, then that would be a good one.
Well, we just need to know.
We have to get our contract.
Yeah.
We got to get our contract.
So if we're going to get under contract, then yeah, I'll do it.
But I don't feel comfortable starting doing that.
And then something changes.
Hey guys.
So we're in the model home right now.
We just looked at the house and y'all heard what you Brian said.
Nothing but God.
Because we literally, I told y'all, we've been having issues.
We're trying to figure out what we're going to do next.
God was just telling us it wasn't right.
Something's not right.
Hold off.
Figure some things out.
Talk to him when you get up there in Dallas.
We did that.
And y'all, we felt a house.
It was a house.
And it's big, bigger actually.
And all the deals and things they have, like they'll cover our closing costs and all types
of stuff.
I'm so excited.
We have a lot of incentives and things.
I'm so excited.
Yes.
And it has all the things we've been wanting.
That's what's crazy.
It has the door.
So this price already includes the door.
Yeah.
And it has the gray, white, gray, gray.
Okay.
So this is legit.
The craziest thing ever.
And this is why.
All glory to God.
I'm telling you right now.
This is why I put my faith in the Lord every time because he going to do, he go, what?
What would he do it?
Period.
Like I prayed and prayed and prayed about this.
We've been talking about it.
Tears about it.
Y'all seen in the last vlog.
Tears about it.
I was so stressed out.
I've been stressed out from the beginning.
I honestly, I feel a lot of peace of mind now.
I feel really good about what he's saying.
They didn't.
He said today.
Today.
Brand new incentives came in.
More.
A lot more money as being thrown at us.
Okay.
To add to where we wanted to be, where we were like, we just felt like we weren't getting
anything from this house over here.
And then to find out it didn't even have all the rooms that we needed.
It wasn't even big enough.
And then find out that we could get the one that was bigger over here that had everything
that we wanted.
Literally, everything that we want everything that we asked for.
It literally has has the door we want.
It has the countertops.
we wanted like it has backsplash we wanted it has the cabinets we wanted we
were literally going to set up for this house over here and have to remodel the
whole entire brand new new construction home when we came in if we didn't have
the things that we wanted on top of spinning the coin that you spin it's
like you don't want to do that so God said hold on pause wait a minute take a
second a breather recoup and come back and we did y'all I am so excited like
y'all don't even understand so hopefully we can get what we need done
well him the the I guess these are sales reps and they're not realtors they're
selling the homes here like on the property so once he gets back to us
rising there right now talking numbers and it's looking good and for the bells
okay yeah I think this is it I think this is it and I'm feeling so good about
see I'm telling y'all put your faith in God cuz he gonna do it for you he
doesn't gonna do it he looks out every time he does what we need not even what
we want all the time but when he does come through with what we want oh oh I
girl I have no words I have nothing else to say like that's all I needed that
made my day legit made my week made my month made my year okay yes finally we
are getting somewhere permanently hello
I'll keep y'all updated I'm just so excited this has been long overdue I'm
probably actually looking like they ignore that but I just wanted to update
y'all because this journey is a rollercoaster and I'm so serious about
documenting it like one day you're up one day you're down one day up one day
you're down up until the end when you finally get the keys to your brand new
home but I'll let y'all know if any news comes through
by the swing
can you tell me
tell him that I need me and my knees pink everything I said Mona Leo for the
number champagne because when I need some more sacred
shape I showed y'all before but I did milky white and a white on the toes
that was such a cute salon I'm so happy that I found it because it gave all the
sex all the vibes girl a little tipsy I had a little mimosa I'm saying today
we're really not doing that thing one of our nephews best friends tragically
passed so basically this weekend we're going to go be a support system they
have a balloon release tomorrow and then his funeral is Saturday so we need
to find something to wear for Saturday and I'm just gonna get the stuff that I
need for the girls here so the girls have outfits but I think tomorrow is
really like blue I don't have I do have something blue but I'm not nothing for
the funeral so we definitely need to go to some stores and shop a little bit
you're right has a suit but I did this out there right here is Shane let me
I'm also looking for a good book liner so let's go do that I hope I have a birthday coupon or
something but I feel like it ended on the 31st I think it was just for my
birthday month even though my birthday is on the end of the month the 25th so I
don't start doing like my birthday shopping until like around my birthday
so I hate that they only give you like a full month but secured and I'm not to
get the one in the back though because I don't want to be having like spots and
stuff on them like no ma'am get this one in the back
find some lip liner something cheap cuz y'all know how old to like to get I ain't
got time I just spent like 150 in a nail salon for the basics like white yeah I
was just on my knees how expensive it is all of a sudden I feel like because
we've been y'all know when COVID happened everybody's been on the press
on kick if I can get press on for the cheapest the lowest of the lowest all
the bedazzles all the sparkles I feel like y'all should lower your price
something else along those people ain't gonna come in there I'm only going there
for maintenance I need pampering you know I want something that's like solid
not gonna come off for real you know my press on nails they really don't be
coming out okay they don't move they don't move but eventually they were like
you know a week to whatever and most of them I can get good wear out of you know
getting actual acrylic nails but sometimes I put acrylic down and then I
put my press on we not gonna talk to you we're not gonna get too deep into I'm
doing y'all I got I got my tricks but I didn't need to get my feet done and I
don't really do my feet so there's that but I don't know I need to find
something I wish I could talk to y'all in real life so y'all can tell me like what
liner they give but we don't figure it out
I just want something like just a cute little liner like it don't have to be
you know I'm saying top tier Revlon it's fine too
Okay, Ulta got it so I'm gonna let me see what Ulta's talking about
It's Marissa right?
Yes
Hi!
I'm almost done with their hair and makeup
So it looks so nice
I've tried those
I never got hooked on them
But this one right here I can't let it go
But I feel like once I got like
Yeah, it worked a lot
See
I might start up again
It has this one ingredient that like
you can use that is like
found in like the
ordinary
I've heard that too that's what I wanted to switch and try
I'm gonna try that one next
and then if not
I'm about done
I have a drop left
It's like they went so fast
I scanned this coupon
Do I remember? It did do that 10%
Oh thank you so much
You're welcome, yes ma'am
They get you down to $41.90
And then it'll just let you know about that question on that screen
If you're interested in that card today
And then whenever you're in there
Thank you
Vlogs? Yeah
What camera do you have?
I have a Sony A7C
What's an A7C?
I love it, it's like my dream camera
I have that for like when I do like business stuff
but when I'm just vlogging
I just got my camera
I got it like almost two years ago
but I just had to use it till like now
Yeah, use it
I know, it's a Sony
It's like a F1
ZF
That's good for vlogging
Definitely use it, don't let it clean the dust
You have a good day
Thank you
I said I want to try it
It's like barely coming off
For anything
Okay, thank you
Yeah, yeah
That's good
This feels soft
I just always wanted to try it to see if I want to buy it
Oh it is, thank you
They were so nice in there
Yeah the Dior, I've never tried it
but it definitely feels hydrating on the lips
So, I mean
Hell, that's worth it for me
Cause girl, anybody got time to have crusty lips
I don't know about y'all
but my husband Sugar Baby Eddie
I be trying to give him all the kisses
You know what I'm saying
Can't have no other bitch out here with soft lips
Hello
Alright y'all, so we on the side of the road, right
And they have fresh sourdough
breads, a farm stand
And they, I think they go
This is what I saw on Tik Tok, that they go off of
Huh?
Ooh, they got plants
Down here
They go off the, uh
What's it called? The honor system
Where you're supposed to make sure that you pay
Coconut and sand
Ooh
They got soap, salsa
Pickles
What? They got strawberry wine
Blackberry, blackberry bird
Wow, brown butter
Chocolate chip
Ooh
They got sourdough bread
I love coming in to try some sourdough
Oh, so you can like
Grow your own stuff
Oh, she do got apple pie
Period, I know that's right
The sourdough is the last one too
Oh, it's two cookies for $4
Oh no, it's the only free one
Yeah, that's the only free one
I might get this
Look, look
What's that?
Oh, how small, the difference
They got some ants, this one got ants on it
This is such a cute
Farm stand, so it's basically right in front of their
Farm, I was telling y'all that I've seen this on
TikTok, where they make
From their farm, you know, their cows
Their goats, goat milk, cow milk
Whatever, cheese and things, they make it
On their farm, and they sell it in front
Of their house, and while you're driving by
You see little stands like this, and I think it is
So adorable
Alright, y'all
$4
Love this
We'll be back
Look, I ain't even tasted it yet, and most definitely
We'll be back home, and we're grabbing
The rest of the crew
But, and they're wearing yellow
Like me
But I wanted to show y'all what I got
From Ulta, so
I ended up getting the elf ones, they were
$3 each, so that was right up my alley
Mimi wanted to try it
I put a little bit on her lips
And a little bit on London, let me see London
They were like all up in my face, so I was trying
To put mine on, but
I didn't put a lot
Why?
Because you're a child
Girl, she thinks she's a makeup queen
Like she's supposed to look like me
Be down
You're 8
But yeah, so
We're about to go shopping
And we'll see what the day takes us
I wanna go to this bagel place
But I don't know if we're gonna go
But it has all types of bagel sandwiches
And has all types of different bagels
They look so good, and I'm gonna try the chopped cheese
Where did you put more?
What? More lip liner?
Girl
Anyways, bye
I don't know where we're going first
So it's gonna be a surprise to me too
I'm loving this lip liner
It's giving, all my girls need yellow
We're going to some stores to see what we can find
And hopefully we find
Something yellow, and then
We're gonna go
Go over there
And see what else
They got too
Here's the bagel
Yeah look at my baby, I got her dressed up
She actually picked this outfit up
So cute
Aww
Baby growing up
Very cute
I'm really honest
It's been so long since you texted me
I finally took a break and now
I feel like I'm on ecstasy
So we're in Rome
Let's see if I can find something
You're not listening
Milana said no thank you
Let go, if you touch another thing
It's gonna be a problem
What would it be, cash or card?
I got that too
She stared me in my face
I looked at her
I looked at her at the end
And I didn't realize that she had been doing it the whole time
Listen
These cookies right here, flat
Hands down
I shared them so I only have a little bit
I have to go back
Before we leave I have to go prep some more
To die for
I still have something to tell y'all but y'all are dying
We're in Ross
We're walking out
We're going to go pay
As we're walking
There's a lady in front of us
She's in the way
She's in the way of the client
I go to go around her
I'm like excuse me
She looked at me up and down
I looked over
Why are you looking at her like that?
Do you have an issue?
That's what I was going to say
She's like no, no, no
It's okay, I'm sorry
I'm sorry about that
I didn't mean to do that
Listen
I'm trying to buy a house
I don't have time
So I'm glad she decided to mind her manners
I said excuse me
Like it wasn't even a niggity
I don't know if she just wanted to be in front of us
And whether it was taking too long
And she just felt like she couldn't retain us
She was going to look at me
But that's the quickest thing she popped
Thank you
My lady said
And I hushed my mouth
After I said what I said
We kept it moving
And got up out of there
We've been unhoused
Uncomfortable
Without our own
Stopped renting November
Which is what, 7, almost 8 months now
Without anything at all
We've been saving, saving, saving
We've been looking
For our home
So if you're new here, that means
You need to subscribe
Come on over here and join the family
Join the crew
We need to lean on each other
And me
I'm going to need somebody to talk to
Oh my heart, my heart
I love y'all so much
Thank y'all for everything that y'all do
Support your girl
Even just a few
I love you
I'm getting in the studio
You guys aren't going to keep passing me by
I'm getting used to
But I did want to tell you guys
Because I'm so excited
I was going to wait
But I think I'm going to do a separate video
Of this on the BuzzFeed
Y'all hear it
Y'all heard it here first
Remember when I told y'all yesterday
That we sent in an offer
Well
They accepted
I'm so excited
I am so excited
So it's finally happening
Our house is being built
The house is in July
It is a little bit back
About a month behind that one
So we are looking at August closing
But hopefully, fingers crossed
That it becomes July closing
We'll try to get it done as quickly as possible
But we're looking at an August date
As of now
I'm so excited
We have to go over there
Before we leave
I want to go over there and write scriptures
On the wood
Bless the house
Walk around
Just fill it with love
Just talk to God
So we're definitely going to do that before we leave
But I'm just so ecstatic
All the tears
There's all the blood, sweat, and tears
That has been going on
And put into this process
We are finally
Finally at the finish line
Okay
Now to get the clothes
Let me figure out what I'm going to wear
She's a homeowner
Excited and still worried
So like I'm not stressed
Until the closing day
Until it's my house
It feels like anything can go wrong
And I've heard horror stories
So
It sucks that the house is being built
So then it's like
You wait to the end
And then something come up
And then it's like you waited all that time for nothing
Right
So you took more than one cookie?
First of all, don't worry about how many cookies I have
Nothing to do with the task at hand
But yeah, that's the only thing
About waiting
And like
We're not all the way through
I don't know
It's still not my house
Anything can go wrong
Today is the balloon release
We're wearing blue
In honor of our brother Bean
And we're about to go and release some balloons
And hang out
And catch up a little bit
I don't know what else we have on the roster
But it is raining
So I'm not sure what else we're about to do
Unless they invite us
To go somewhere else
The kids are all in blue
They're so cute
I got the outfits from Sheen
I will be having a haul coming soon
So y'all can see all the pieces we have
But I've been like procrastinating
Also
I told y'all I love those cookies so bad
That I had to get them again
Uriah stopped
He went to go get a haircut
And then he stopped at the farm
And grabbed me some more
So I'm so excited
These look actually bigger
Than the ones I had
They don't have balloons anymore?
What?
Oh yeah
We on the way
We got a special presentation
From Shalia
For you baby
It's time
Let it go baby
Y'all we're back
Uriah came and got me those cookies earlier
And he said there was a
Strawberry cheesecake sourdough
It was only one?
Is her number in here?
Call her
The bread
Sourdough
We had a lot of presents
That couldn't really be ignored
If you knew him you'd know exactly what I mean
He had a gift of gab
That could turn a five minute conversation
Into an hour long story
Somehow you would enjoy each and every second
That he would once in a year
As a father and a son
Whose love ran deep
He cared fiercely for the people around him
And he showed up for family time and time again
For friends
Everybody would see
The entertainment that he would bring to them
Um
There's a lot of stories that I would like to
Laugh at you guys about
Since we're at a funeral
He passed his hair on me
But he would probably take it away
And tell it
But we'll just leave those for later
Um
We talked about future plans
And future trips and future memories
And so many adventures
That wait for our fans and friends
And conversations that's left
Untold and unspoken
I'm with all of y'all
Every day
We talked
I'm done, I'm done, I'm gonna get up
We talked about
A lot of things
Today our heart was heavy
We asked God for strength
For his family and friends
Um
We trust God
God is gonna give us the power
Every day just thinking about something else
Many uh
Many of y'all see that
Dean is no longer with us physically
But his voice, his spirit, his stories
His influence on the team
We live through us every life
And touch the ground
And if heaven got a basketball court
A meeting room or a front porch
I'm pretty sure Dean already introduced himself
And put himself right in front of the conversation
And running it right now
Uh we miss you brother
Um we'll cherish all these moments
Uh your lessons forward
We'll keep laughing at the stories you left behind
Rest easy please, rest easy
Give me a couple blessings if you could
Um
Until we meet again
I see a lot of red on your shirt
So there's only one way to do it
If y'all know the same, we'll all be in the same way
Bang bang, not again
Woo
Well y'all, we are leaving
The church
Um I believe we're going to
The burial, not sure but this was just
The service and viewing
And just seeing my family
Hurt really
Does that, you know what I'm saying
Does that for me, gets me super emotional
It's very sad
Um I don't know if I told y'all
But this is my nephew's best friend
Y'all have seen him
I'm not sure if you remember
But y'all have seen him in vlogs
Ignoring children because they've been on 10
And I just, I'm so drained
And I just don't have the energy
They just keep, when are we leaving
What are we doing, what's going on
Like they don't know no better
So it is what it is
But yes, it was my nephew's best friend
I remember sharing
Their podcast on YouTube
So y'all have seen him through there
Y'all have also probably seen him in passing
Whenever we're around our nephew
We're at our nephew's house
We're at events and things
So it's very sad to think
You know, that we won't get those times anymore
And we won't get to
Come together and
Have fun and turn up and laugh
And you know what I'm saying
Even when people start acting crazy
It's like we've all been a family
And built a family
This is my husband's side of the family
But it's my family
I was raised
With my husband's side of the family
Basically because of
Us being together so young
And me being with him since
I was 14
So it's like
Seeing the friends
That have become family as well
Coming to the circle and being around
Me and my children
Everyone's children and family
And we really honestly felt like
He was like another nephew
Like another brother
It was just really hard to witness
And watch his daughter
And his spouse
And you know
Everyone, his mother
Everyone feeling
It was very very sad
Because I can't
Fathom the thought of something like that
Happening
In my life, to my husband
Life's just so short
You could be here, you could not be here
Blink of an eye
It just really
Just boils down to the point where
Family is everything
And you really have to hold your loved ones
Close because you don't know when
It's going to be your time or theirs
And that really honestly is how
What I take away from this service
And take away from
His funeral
Is just hold your loved ones tight
You know
But yeah, so we're about to go
We're back again
Uriah's getting
Some
Cheesecake
Strawberry cheesecake sourdough bread
It has your name on it
Is the strawberry cheesecake
Bread, looks like it's cute
It's pink
Can't wait to taste it, I wonder what that tastes like
I still haven't tasted the sourdough
Uriah did, it was good
The regular sourdough he got yesterday
Yeah, so
I'm going to taste both of them
I'm going to taste
Both of them, I can't wait
Yes, this is strawberry
Cheesecake bread
That's going to be good
This is what it looks like on the inside
It tastes so good
He's trying to make a path
For you to be able to go in
We're in front of our house
We're about to walk inside
I wanted to show y'all a tour
And then we also want to
Write scriptures on the house
So I'm so excited
We're about to go inside, write some scriptures
Walk around, do some content
We also have our great niece here
Say hey
So yeah, we're about to turn up
Hello sister
As for me and my house
We will serve the Lord
My turn
Look outside
It's going to be the backyard
Wow
Let all that you do be done in love
The joy of the Lord
Is your strength
Till next time house
We'll be totally different
Next time we see you
We're going to get to go
Yes
Careful
This is ridiculous right here
He made a path
And had us walk
Careful, hold on, wait till everybody gets up to that
Wait
Y'all both can't be on that thing by yourself
Yeah you have to wait
We made it
Without anybody falling
Good job guys
I don't know
But you want to try
Anytime you see
Do you remember
When we fell in love
We were young and innocent then
Do you remember
How it all began
It just seemed like heaven
So I did it
Do you remember
Back in the fall
We did it again
For all day long
Do you remember
Us holding hands
In each other's eyes
We stared
Tell me
Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
When we first met
Do you remember the time
Do you remember
How we used to talk
We'd stay on the phone
At night till dawn
Do you remember
All the things we said
Like I love you
So I'll never let you go
Do you remember
Back in the spring
There were more than words could sing
Do you remember
When we fell in love
Do you remember
Us holding hands
In each other's eyes
We stared
Do you remember
How it all began
It just seemed like heaven
So I did it
Do you remember
Back in the fall
We did it again
For all day long
Do you remember
Us holding hands
When we fell in love
And more of my skin, that's all I got
Stain off your shirt, you bitch on my nerves
You a nigga got caught up, going back on my word
I did make you some worse, bitch
Still don't know my words, still dressed in perfection
Let you all in my mental, got me looking too desperate, damn