WEEKLY VLOG: Last Trip Before Baby! Wedding Weekend + We Ended Up In Hospital | Suzie Bonaldi

Good morning! Happy Saturday! I do not normally start a vlog looking like this. It's the day of my cousin's wedding. I am currently prepping breakfast for me. I don't eat breakfast until really late, so basically my breakfast time is about the same time as our arrival to the wedding. Maybe a little bit earlier, it's not quite that late. But yeah, I'm very aware that if I don't get my breakfast in this morning, we won't be eating until the wedding breakfast. And not pregnant, that actually I'd be like, whatever, I don't have time. But obviously in the state I am in, I'm like, I need food to sustain me throughout the day, otherwise I may pass out. And my husband is just six foot two and eats constantly. So we have two portions of cold porridge, but it's still going to taste good. That can go with my pyjamas that I'm going to put in the car for when we leave. Everyone will be pleased to know that my cousin approved the pink dress that everybody loved. I like it. Would I wear this not pregnant? No, but am I just happy to have something that accommodates? Yes. So we'll take it. I did also have a really cute yellow ASOS option, but Ryan said it was too like casual. So I'm going to wear it for my baby shower. So you'll still see it. It's so nice. I just love wearing yellow. Like pink is, I think it's fun, but I do feel a bit, I don't know. This is, this is a lot for me. I'm about to pack my bag and I thought we could do this together. So already in there are the runnies and sunglasses. I'm praying the sun comes out because it's currently raining and I don't want that for her. I'm hoping the weather is going to do, I'm packing the sunnies, I'm manifesting. I'm hoping the weather is going to do what it did on my UK wedding day. I didn't give a crap about my UK wedding. Ryan cared so much about it. He was so excited for it. I was like, I'm here for the Ibiza wedding. This is for the parents and the grandparents. This is not like in my head, it wasn't my wedding. To the point where I didn't check the weather. I had no idea what the weather was going to do on my UK wedding day. I woke up and it was peeing down like torrential. It was actually, it was darker than this. We had full like studio lights going on just to do makeup. But the second I got ready to leave, I didn't care because I was like, this is what you get when you get married in the UK. Like you just can't control the weather. And I didn't care. My hair was going in a bun anyway. It is what it is. But the second we got ready to leave the hotel, like we were like packing up our things, the clouds dispersed. And then by the time I've made it to the front door of the hotel, it was glorious sunshine to the point where I was sweating in the car. So I'm manifesting that for her. I really want that. But yeah, that is what is in my bag so far. We are going to need some lip products. Today I have Jones Road Nude Rose, which is so nice. I also have this Valentino lipstick, which I don't even know if they still do, but it's just the nicest nude colour. I just have that like in the centre. And then I've got my Armani gloss on, which I'm not going to put on until I've eaten the porridge and like redone the lip situation. But this is the Armani Prima Glass 01. It's just clear, but they all do a little like plumpy thing, which is really nice. I'm being a passenger princess today, so I'm not worrying about keys at all. My phone will be in my hand. We need camera batteries, because I'm going to bring you with me. It's rare that I get to go to a wedding pregnant, so this is just going to be a fun, fun little day. Fragrance of the day. This is Jo Malone Scarlet Poppy. Oh, I love it so much. It reminds me of, you know, you get those little milk bottle sweets. It kind of has a little bit of that, but like in a really gorgeous, beautiful, grown-up way, not in a juvenile way. But it's so good. I love it. I loved it not pregnant. I love it even more now I'm pregnant. So yeah, just obsessed. Me and my blank straight cup will be in the car together. Phone will be surgically attached to my hand. I think we're ready. I didn't do an outfit the day before we left, but this is, if you didn't see it in the vlogs, this is my outfit. Another twirl. Impressive. The designated driver. She's got her change of outfit. Goodbye shoes. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye. Uggs on the floor. Thank you. Oh my God. My seat is so low. This is what happens when Ryan drives somewhere. Oh, here we go. She's normal height again. Stretchy bra goes on. I have my Skims bra underneath my dress all day, just without the straps out. Yeah, same. Brought my favorite trackies to change into. What a genius idea. Your head looks so tiny. My head looks so tiny? Yeah. Does it? Compared to what? The steering wheel. This is peak pregnancy. I'm jealous now that I didn't bring a little trackie. See, I keep telling people that I am a genius. Nobody listens to me. Are they just about fit? How's she in there? Yeah, she's doing all right. She's been kicking away. I think she's like, mum, can we go home to bed now? There we are. You're jealous, aren't you? I am jealous. Good morning. I don't feel like I got to chat with you as much as I originally thought I would yesterday. The wedding was so nice though. It's so lovely going to a wedding after you've done your own. Like it feels, it hits really different. Obviously I'm, this is my first wedding pregnant as well, but it was so much more emotional than I've ever been at a wedding before. And I'm not sure if it's having organized my own, like, cause you know what they're feeling at each point, but yeah, it was just gorgeous, gorgeous vibes. I love my cousin. I love her husband. He's just slotted into our family so well. Like they came to our wedding and then off the back of that, my dad and him are basically like best friends now, which is interesting because that is quite an age gap, but yeah, it's just so cute. I love my family. It's like my dad's side of the family and they're very like family vibes, you know? So yeah, it was just a lovely, a lovely day. But yeah, I am a shell of myself today. I've had, I've had two nights of pregnancy insomnia and was up bright and early this morning because it's Sunday. So Sunday upload and brunch with the girls. So I'm trying to bring some life back to the face. I have, I have an hour. So we're going to do some light, glowy makeup. We're I love a good face mask at the moment. Please tell me your favourites. I would love to know. Currently using the one on one skin, which I do really like. They are really good, but they are also very spinny. So tell me your favourites. I don't want like the super, super cheap ones, you know, that the one hand ones, but like if you have a favourite that you find really performs well, please let me know. I would love, I would love to know. I'd love to test some new ones. I feel like especially postpartum, that is going to be something that brings me back to life. Also loving eye patches at the moment, anything soothing on my face because I just find I feel very puffy after a night of not sleeping. We are heavily moisturised. Everyone always says to me when I say I'm not sleeping, they're like, you don't look like you're not sleeping. And I swear to God, it is just an extensive skincare routine of slathering myself in moisturiser and hoping for that's holding these jeans together. I'm off to pick the girls up for brunch. I'm wearing this cute little Zara top, which I love. I think it's going to be perfect. Like it's, it works really well for now, but also pee pee and then Zara jeans. As of today, these jeans are not fitting. They literally fit a whole 24 hours ago. Hi. She's so livid that I'm leaving the house again, two days in a row. Helene bag, Kurt Geiger shoes, Miu Miu sunnies. Not sure where my jewellery is from. I'll try and like find it and link it. A lot of it is very old. Can't buy you. We can't affiliate link you. Sweet girl, I won't be long. I promise. I'm sorry the restaurant's not open. It is a few hours later. I don't know if it's the sleep deprivation, but I am not feeling right. So I tried having a nap, which worked for all of 15 minutes because I'm not good at napping. Like I don't understand how you can have so little sleep and then still not be able to go to sleep, but tried napping, woke up feeling even worse, had raging anxiety. When I have raging anxiety, one of the things that usually resets me is a shower and a hair wash, which I was due anyway. So I was like, do you know what? Let's do it. Let's go. I'm exhausted, but let's go. It's not really hit the spot the way I would have hoped. It is now quarter past seven in the evening and I've really not eaten since breakfast and I don't feel right. I have no want to eat food. There is no appetite. Feel a bit sick at the thought of eating anything. So I am actually wondering if I'm coming down with something. I really hope not. But yeah, I don't, I don't feel right at all. So I have yet another jug of water and I'm going to start by trying to eat an apple because my mouth is so dry and I'm just constantly like, I've literally just chugged one of these before the shower and now I'm on another one. So I'm going to try having an apple. And if I can have an apple, then I'm going to eat some toast and we will see how I get on. I'm home alone, so it's not, it's actually making my anxiety worse that I don't feel quite right. But yeah, fingers crossed. Do you want some? Love apple, don't you? Good morning, everybody. I'm going to be a little out of breath because I literally just ran up the stairs, but I am feeling so much better today. I don't know what was wrong with me yesterday. It was touch and go for a little bit there, but today we are off on a spa trip. It's actually mine and Ryan's anniversary this week and the dates just happened to coincide. So really looking forward to it, but it will be our last trip before baby girl gets here. So it's, we're kind of celebrating a few different things at once. This is my outfit of the day. The weather is just super hit and miss. So honestly, I'm surprised there weren't tears getting ready this morning. Well done me. My jacket is from Zara. I'm wearing a Skims long black tank. And then these, what are these called? What are these called? Oh my God. The word has left my brain. These, I had a pair just like this last summer from And Other Stories. They were amazing. I love them so much. High-waisted, really gorgeous, but obviously they don't fit me right now. These are from Urban Outfitters. You've got to hand it to Gen Z. They know what they're doing. These are stretchy. They're like basically almost leggings, but like not leggings. Amazing. So they're not tailored, but they kind of look tailored. They've got a little cut on the side. They basically give the same vibe as my non-pregnant ones, but they're very, very stretchy. And they also are more like a roll top. So you can wear them high-waisted if you want. You can wear them low-waisted. I went for low-waisted just because the side profile on me, if I wear something high-waisted, actually looks insane. But yeah, I think overall, these are just like the best thing for like, I don't know what to wear day in the British summertime. I've gone for the little flip-floppy kitten heels. I love these so much. I had a big moment for these a few years back and we're back on it. I love them. They make getting dressed so easy. A little cut-off legging and these. You could literally put a sweatshirt with it and it would look cute. So yeah, this is me for the foreseeable. I've got my Louis, which has the overflow of my stuff in it because Brian and I are sharing a case. And Mimi Sunny's, pretty much the same jewelry as always. That is my OOTD. Oh, I can't wait for the spa. It's going to be so nice. We have checked in. My husband is already in his robe. He did pick up mine, which I can't tell you how funny it looked when he put mine on. The arms were like up here. It was a little bit small. It was a little bit small. Yeah, we are about to go to the spa. I've got my Monday swim bikini, dressing gown, robe, if you will. And then my flip-flops. I have to say, a spa trip as a little tiny mini baby moon is an excellent idea because there is nothing better as a preggy lady than being in a dressing gown and having an excuse to be in a dressing gown 24-7 and it being like socially appropriate because everyone else, this is what champagne is made for. You just walk around in a robe and flip-flops and that's completely acceptable. This is my heaven. Grandma's like, you don't even like going to the spa. You don't like water. I was just want to be in the dressing gown and the flip-flops. That's what I'm here for. She's in the robe. Heaven activated. Can't forget the book. That needs to go in the bag. They give you these little totes. So useful. What is happening here? He just turned to me and he went, how are you actually meant to do this? Please give Ryan a lesson in turban tying. I am just getting ready for dinner. We are doing jewellery. I have just realised that I forgot earrings. So we're going to be looking a little bit bare this evening, but that's okay. She's minimalist. We love. I do some bangles. Should I just do my gold ones? I feel like the clippy ones are just really easy to put on over this dress. This, me and this one are probably going to have a fight if I have to get this on. This is the dress. Some of you may remember this from literally any time you've actually been away in the UK whilst I've been pregnant. My bump looks so pointy today. That's such a funny shape. I haven't actually worn this in a few weeks. So hence the bump in it like this. So yeah, skim dress. I'm going to take my little blue reformation bag. So cute. Such a nice evening bag when you still want to like carry a decent amount of stuff. Do you know what I need though? Fragrance. Also, I'm going to wear the same shoes I was wearing earlier. I think I've outdone myself on this trip. I've brought one pair of shoes. I really like these shoes for the fact that you can just wear them day and night. So easy. And seeing as I've got a fresh pedi, it just makes sense, you know? Fragrance of the evening. Shotcora, Scarlet Poppy. We love a little bit of Jo Malone in this household. This is the his and hers we've got going on this. If you have not smelt this, oh my God, you must. They do it in like groom diffuser smell, but the fragrance actually doesn't smell the same. It's better. It's so nice. It's really, really fresh and a little bit more manly. Absolutely beautiful. Every time Brian wears it, I'm like obsessed. And it's his favorite as well. He just loves it. But yeah, I'm going with Scarlet Poppy. It's very soft, so you can get away with being generous. That is our outfit of the evening. If this doesn't sum up my morning, I don't know what will. I literally just put the wrong contact lens in the wrong eye. Hi, good morning. I don't like to moan. That's a lie. I love to moan off camera. You guys, I don't know the last time I slept. I'm very sleep deprived. It's one of those days where I'm not okay. I'm not okay. I'm not holding it together very well. I think I've been up for all of 15 minutes before I just sobbed. When I am sleep deprived, and I know this is the case for a lot of us, I get very, very, very anxious. And I literally had like cried worrying about maybe like five minutes after being awake. And that was a wonderful start to my day. And just a lot. It's just a lot. So today I have done all of the essential things that we need to do. All essential emails answered. Everything that needs to be dealt with has been dealt with, apart from one thing. We need to do a tip run. After that, we are fully, we're going to skive, you guys, because I can't, I can barely talk. So we're going to put a little bit of makeup on, the bare minimum, I would say. And then we are going to go and skive. Side note, my skin after that facial, I don't really know if you'll be able to see it. I'm very blown out up here. This light is not amazing. Again, really badly sleep deprived the other morning. I don't think I've logged my facial at the shampoo spot. I don't think I've logged anything of our second day. It was really nice. We just like hung out in the spa, had facials. It was gorgeous. Had the shampoos renewal facial. It was so nice. It was very gentle. I think because I'm pregnant, it was very gentle. Ryan got his face pummeled a little bit more than I did. And I was very jealous, but my skin looks so clear. I had one blackhead on. This is really gross. I have one blackhead on my nose that I just could not get rid of. And obviously not using like all of my strong skincare through pregnancy. Like my skin has become very congested and she just made my skin look so clear. It was amazing. One thing I didn't realise though, it was so busy. I forget when bank holidays are, being self-employed and it was so, so busy. I would love to go back at a time when it is quieter, especially like the pool area. And I'd love to go back when I'm not pregnant as well, so that I can really like make the most of the spa facilities. Because all I could really do was go for a little swim, which is still nice, but I would have loved, like Ryan said, the sauna and cold plunge and everything was really, really good. And I would love to go back and experience that. That is my vibe. I can't wait to be able to go sauna again. It's actually something we got into in the run up to the wedding and we would do it all the time. And I used to hate it, but now I absolutely love it. Makeup is done. I just went for like glowy and sculpted. You know, when you haven't slept and your face just feels so puffy. This is that outfit of the day. Got my like unitard with the flared trousers. And then I've got this top, which is like a wrap tie, Pilates princess top, which I love. I actually thought this was going to be something that I could only really wear after I'd given birth, but actually it really works. I wore it to Pilates and I just like pulled the material down. I can't remember which way this is meant to go. Maybe like that? Yeah, I had it pulled further down, which was really cute because my Pilates leggings sit like lower. They're like fold over waistband. With the unitard I can wear it a little bit higher if I want. I can just let it sit like further up. But yeah, I thought this was going to be something that I would have to save for after pregnancy, but actually it does work really well with a bump. So I'm super happy about that. It's just such a cute vibe. It makes me feel so good when something fits me and like actually works during pregnancy. Cause I find I feel quite left out a lot in terms of like fashion and what you can wear at the moment. Yeah. So that is, that's how it's fitting. I am, I'm 34 weeks now, which is crazy. The finish line is feeling very near now, six weeks to go. The car is free of cardboard. We have done it. We've been to the tip. We made it. We are now at the M&S food hall. I was going to do like, I was going to go to Big Tesco, which is like right next to it. I've just realized it's half term and I don't know if I'm brave enough to go into Big Tesco in half term. I don't know. I don't know about where you guys live, but for me personally, our Big Tesco's down here. Like hell is just being stuck in a very busy Tesco. Like actually Christmas Eve Tesco is my actual, that's actual hell. Half term Tesco, somewhere close to that, I would say. So I might just do the M&S food hall. Kind of annoying because I really wanted to go to like the healthy bit of Big Tesco and do like a little snack hall. I really wanted to redo the snack draw. My snacking preferences have changed, but I might just see what I can find in M&S and see, see what we come out with. I think I'm also going to go see my friend and her almost fresh new baby. So I might take her some nice snacks and I feel like M&S snacks are always appreciated. Just know we were going to do a big like health food shop, but that may have to be parked for another day, another vlog. Cause I don't know, I'm out of my sanity. You guys, I don't know if I can do it. Got my little Jo Malone tote. This is, I have not been using my bags recently. I just use this. I'm turning into Ryan. Ryan, like just, he loves a tote bag and I've never been one for a tote bag, but this I literally use every day at the moment. Anyway, let's go. Some sensational parking right there, Suze. Well done. I wonder if the wheels was inside the line. Oh my gosh. So many peonies. It would be rude not to, right? Right? It's got to be done. Get some strawberries. Yes. Okay. Express M&S hall. Cause I just did that thing where I told someone I was leaving and then proceeded to turn my vlogging camera on, which is why I'm always late. It's actually your fault slash my fault, but it's our fault. Peonies for moi, cause they just make me so happy. My living room, now that it's done, just looks really cute with like pink flowers in it all the time. So whatever's pink and seasonal will now always be in the living room. Got a big ass bunch for my friends. And then in terms of the snacks for the girls, Lauren's actually going to be there and she's going to be so nice. I got gluten-free rocky road mini bites, gluten-free chocolate chip cookies. And then also sometimes she doesn't feel like being gluten-free. So I got some Collins cause they're always fun. Also got some Percy pigs because it's rude not to. And then also so rude not to get the M&S milk chocolate cookies. I am very much loving my vegan snacks again, but I'm not really going to be forcing the group to be vegan today. So I'm just going to roll with it. I also saw this. Now, if I take this home, I will eat the whole thing. However, if I eat this with the girls, I will not eat the whole thing. They're going to help me eat it. And then I got snacks for myself or actually this is for the group. Got some straws. M&S fruit is always good. And fruit this time of year in the UK is a bit ropey at the moment. Banana chips. I'm obsessed with banana chips. I love them so much. I also got some dates for my snack drawer and I also got dried coconut. This is more for like putting on my smoothie bowls, granola bowls, overnight oats. I'm going to try overnight oats tonight guys. Also got some pistachios and then one of these like fibery things to like just top all of my bowls. Just basically I'm loving just a healthy little snack bowl, a yogurt bowl. So yeah, that is, that is what I've picked up and we are going to go now. I felt the watch buzz and I feel like that's the message being okay, see you in 10. And I have been vlogging for three of those 10 minutes. That is the snack haul. Let's go. Oh my God, it's a tiny foot. We've got a tiny foot. I don't know, it's been a little while since I last saw you. We've actually spent, how long did we spend in the hospital? About three hours maybe. Roughly about three hours. I feel like it felt like so much longer in the hospital because baby girl today decided that she was going to be very lazy and there was minimal moving around. She's still a little bit not moving around as much as she would normally be, but they basically think it's because she has moved from being in a gorgeous head down position, the one we all know and love to being transverse. That's not ideal. I haven't really talked too much about my birth preferences with you guys, but let's just say that's not, it's not the one I wanted. So yeah, we are fast approaching nine o'clock. We've just got back. We have ordered a curry and I have to go back tomorrow at 9 a.m. So this anthropology order that I've been dying to unbox with you all afternoon is probably going to have to wait until tomorrow afternoon because apparently I've just left the hospital. This is not what we planned, but here we are. Oh my God, that's so good. I am so hungry and I'm so tired. I didn't sleep last night and I'm so tired and I know this is not going to help, but I'm not sleeping anyway, so it's fine. So for my curry, I have a base of a little bit of rice, some naan, samosa, because it would be rude not to probably be rude not to eat both. So why not? And then I have got a korma. Actually haven't had a korma in ages. Just really fancied it. I'm hoping I don't regret this because it was between a korma or a down sack. I do love what Ryan always gets, which is a veggie down sack. So I'm hoping I don't regret this. It looks very beige compared to yours. There's just a bit of salmon sprinkled on top just for health. I don't know. It just has a lot of texture. Mine's just like, it looks like a child's meal. Hello. I look awful. I really should make more of an effort, but quite frankly, guys, I don't have the energy. I'm so tired that I feel violently unwell. I actually can't remember when I had sleep loss, but we are back from the hospital. All is well, all is well, all is great. Baby was having a very lazy day yesterday. Apparently my tiredness is affecting her. That's not, the doctors didn't say that. That's just me, me assuming that, but all is well. She actually went back head down today, which is great, but we are getting a 36 week scan to ensure that she does, in fact, keep herself head down because they were like, the birthing situation that you have put in for, it ain't going to work if she goes, if she goes sideways. I'm actually, if she goes sideways, I'm fine. I'd just rather know. I'm not precious about my birth plan. I'd just rather know what the birth plan is going to be. Like if you need, if she needs to come out the sunroof, she can come out. I have no problem with that. I have no problem with that whatsoever. I don't, I'm not precious. I don't care, but would I like to just know? Yes. And do I want last minute surprises? No. So if I know she's coming out the sunroof in advance, I would love to prep for that. That would be stunning. So yeah, I'm actually just going to spend the rest of the day being a domestic goddess in my house, looking, the makeup is going to come off. I'm just going to rot and clean my house for the rest of the day. So I thought before I leave you, I would show you some things that I bought. Actually, first I'll show you, there's one thing that came out the box already. I got something for Ryan for, we don't really do like our anniversary, our summer anniversary anymore, but we did obviously have the spa situation. That was nice. But I thought I'd also just like, I saw this thing and I wanted to get it for him. I actually left this for him on the coffee machine this morning. How cute. It's a little Anna and Nina espresso cup. I have the drama queen mug of this and I just love this stuff. It's so cute. But yeah, it's just a little espresso cup that says I love you on it. Cause the man loves his espressos. I also picked up some other mugs. It's not really mug season. I actually was browsing for like cute drinking glasses. Found none that I liked, but I saw loads of mugs that I liked. So here we are. I've got this flat white mug, which I thought would be great for me and also for Ryan. Like if I want a little hot choccy, cheeky little afternoon hot choccy, this is a cute mug. Also a cute one for matcha, but also if he wants like a larger coffee, he goes between like an espresso or a quartado and a flat white. And do I know the difference between any of them? Absolutely not. If I make him a coffee in the morning, he gets what he's given. So yeah, this is from a brand called Native. Their mugs are so cute. And then I think this is from the same brand. It's got little moons on it. She's so cute. I love it. I love like the kind of like hand molded feel of it. The texture is so cute. So yeah, I've got some new mugs, which I could see Ryan. But like we talked about picking our battles in the last vlog, but I could see Ryan having the exact same moment when I showed him the new mugs, because I can literally see the cogs in his brain turning thinking, is it wise to tell my pregnant wife that she shouldn't have bought more mugs because there's no space in the cupboard? And the man said absolutely nothing. And this is why I love him because he is smart. He's a smart cookie. We love him. I am going to clear out the mug cupboard, so it will be fine. I also picked up, I'm going to start buying nice tea towels. I've decided because I love my husband, but he pains me. And he will, instead of using the oven mitt, he will take things out the oven with a tea towel. And we have multiple oven mitts. And now my tea towels have holes in them. And they, granted, they are kind of old now. Like I've had them as long as I've had this house, but we shouldn't be taking hot things out the oven with them now. So I got this really cute little tea towel. And I'm just going to start off a cute collection of tea towels in the hopes that the message will sink in and he will be like, I can't be using that picture out of the oven. I also picked up this dress. I'll insert me trying this on because quite frankly, I don't have the energy right now. I got this cute little dress. It's got strawberries on it. I don't know if it's a bit too twee or it's actually just going to be perfect for the bump. I don't know. You can let me know what you guys think. I picked this up. I don't know. I don't know how I feel about this now. It's a lot brighter than it looked on the website. Weirdly, I didn't see the orange. I think I saw the side in the back. I'm not sure about this orange section. I just really wanted a cute neutral cardigan. And I was torn between this and another one that had some embroidery on it. The other one was fully neutral. And now I regret my choice. I might have to reorder. But I was looking for basically a cute cardigan to go with, like, when I wear my dungarees. What outerwear do you wear with dungarees? Please help. I'm really struggling with the summer, with the cold summer weather dressing right now. I basically just for winter. Yeah, I thought the back of this was so cute. But yeah, I don't know how I feel. I really don't know how I feel about this orange. I'll put a pic on screen and you can let me know what you think. Yeah, I got that in a large and I think I got the first in a medium. Yeah, that is what I picked up from Anthropologie. I'm basically just very excited about my mugs. Their home section is just adorable. The most important bit of the haul, basically. Also, how cute are my flowers? I thought they were my anniversary flowers from Ryan and it turns out they were from Victoria. So now Ryan's sweating because he has to pick up even bigger bunch of flowers. The man will not be outdone. So if you see an outrageously big bunch of flowers in the background of a future vlog, just know it's Ryan trying to outdo Heather by trying to outdo each other. Anyway, that is going to be it for this week's vlog. It's not gone to plan this week. Every day that I vlogged, I had so much that I wanted to do with you. I really wanted to spend a full day with you and in at least one of the days of the vlog. And that just didn't happen. So apologies if it's stop-starty, but we are where we are. I hope you enjoyed it anyway. I'm going to go now and rot in my house and clean and try and rest my eyeballs. But yeah, I love you all very much and I'll see you next week. Bye.