Italian conversations with subjunctive mood

If only we had listened to each other It's strange to see you here in the very same bar we used to come to all the time Yes I didn't think we'd run into each other like this So much time has passed Yet deep down I've always hoped that one day you'd come back And a part of me has always wanted you to look for me even just to ask how I was I wish you could have understood how hard it was for me to face all of it If you'd truly explain to me what you felt maybe I could understand it better now It wasn't that I didn't want to talk to you—it was just that I was afraid that if I told the truth I'd only cause you more pain If only you had the courage to be honest perhaps I would have reacted differently I wished things had gone more smoothly but we never quite understood each other completely What hurt me the most was the feeling that you didn't really want to build something together I just wish you'd been a bit more patient with me And I wished you would have set aside your pride just once And if you stayed by my side even during tough times maybe I'd open up more If you'd shown me even once that you wanted me in your life I wouldn't have left Sometimes I think back to everything and wonder what if we gave ourselves another chance It would all be different Andrea if only you truly changed if only you understood what really matters Do you really think I'm the same person I don't know but if you truly changed I might just listen to you I'd change everything if it meant you'd stay And I would accept if you truly showed me you'ready to commit Do you remember that time by the lake when you told me it didn’t matter where went as long as were together Yes and I truly meant it but then it seemed like you weren’t willing to take even one step forward It's not that I didn't want to it's that I was afraid— afraid that if we actually started something it might end But everything can end Andrea and if we don’t try it’s already over You're right and if I could go back I'd change so many things But we can't we can only choose what to do now Now I'll tell you that I'm sorry and if you'd be willing to listen I'm ready to speak to you from the heart If you truly spoke from your heart I would be here I'm doing it I'm doing it right now So tell me something you've never told me before I wished you were the person I'd wake up beside every day But I was afraid you didn't feel the same I could feel it but I didn’t say anything because I was waiting for you to say it first How foolish we've been Too much if only we listened to each other more Maybe now is the right time If you gave me another chance I wouldn't waste it We'll see but if we started with a coffee I might be willing to agree A coffee then and this time no lies Only true words like these If only you could understand me Do you remember when you said you wished I'd talk more about my feelings Of course I remember I wish you 'd have been a bit more open yes I know sometimes I wished you could understand how hard it was for me If only you'd told me then I might have been more patient I wish you could have seen how I truly felt Maybe if I knew how to read your silences better But it's not easy Marco All I ever needed was for you to believe in me even when I was wrong But I believed in you Marco I just wish you'd shown that vulnerable side of yours once in a while I confess I wished you'd been closer to me during the times I withdrew If I had thought that was all it took things might have turned out differently Maybe but if went back would you do anything differently Yes I'd like us to talk more to listen to each other instead of assuming I wish life would give us another chance to truly understand each other If the weather were kinder maybe we could still give it a try Would you mind if we tried talking more often like this I just want you to feel that I still care If you truly wanted to Marco I'm here I wished you had chosen me It's not easy to say but I would have preferred you to be honest from the start And I wished you had understood how confused I was If you truly wanted to be with me none of these hesitations would have existed If you knew how hard I've fought with myself it hasn't been easy for me either Sometimes it felt like you were doing everything to push me away Sometimes I wished you'd been a bit more patient Luca I wish you had chosen me without having to think about it so much If I could go back I might just do it That's the issue I wish we hadn't had to go back But the truth is different and I don't know if you would have truly accepted me for who I was in that moment You're wrong I just wanted you to believe in us And I just wanted you to see my fears without judging them If only I had been clearer from the very beginning perhaps things would have turned out differently If only I had more courage But you don't know how much I hoped things would work out between us Sometimes I felt you were avoiding talking about real things I was afraid that if I told the truth I'd lose you anyway And yet you lost me too I know and I'm sorrier than you could possibly imagine If I thought we still had a chance I'd give it a try And if I felt there was still room in me for this love I'd do it too So why are we still here talking about it Perhaps because we both want the other to persist to not give up I wish time would be on our side but I'm not sure if it's enough If you were holding my hand right now maybe I could believe in it again I can do it and if you'd like we can start over from the beginning I wouldn't promise you anything unless I was certain I could keep it I promise you only one thing That this time I want you to feel that I'm truly here And I want you to be honest as you've never been before If only we had spoken to each other sooner I never thought we'd end up sitting here just talking so calmly Not me either but maybe it was about time something truly changed If only we talked to each other more often we might avoid all this awkward silence Yes I did wish you had written to me even just a message during those months And I kept wondering why you never took the first step I thought if you really wanted to clear things up you'd have come looking for me yourself I thought you were mad at me because of Dad Maybe I was but only because I wanted you to support me instead of judging me And I wished you could have understood just how hard it was for me to be caught between the two of you If only we had more time to talk when it all happened Yes but you always shut yourself off and it was as if nothing ever reached you It seemed that way but it wasn't The truth is if I were to say what I truly feel I'd feel exposed If I truly knew what you were thinking I might understand you better I wish you'd believe I care even though I don't show it the way you do Not everyone loves in the same way but if you were a little more open everything would be so much easier I know and maybe if you were less impulsive we'd argue less It's always me who has to be the emotional one huh No it's just that I wish you'd consider my perspective for once And I just wanted you to admit that you weren't perfect that you made mistakes too If I could go back I'd tell you how right you were about so many things There's no need to go back what matters is deciding right now not to throw everything away Do you really think we can fix this report Only if we both wanted it And if I tried harder to be there for you would you give me a chance Of course and if I were to make another mistake I hope you'd forgive me Sai I've never told you this but when you left for university I felt a void If you'd told me earlier maybe I wouldn't feel so far away from you now I wish you'd stay over more often on weekends—I missed you And I wished you'd just told me instead of pretending nothing was wrong Sometimes I felt your new life was too full to include me It wasn't like that but if you'd asked me to come I would have Now that I think about it even writing to each other once a week would be something Yes or we could have a video call now and then If you'd like I'd be happy to do it I want it so why don't we start with a dinner together next week You're the only one who cooks Deal made unless you'd prefer to order a pizza It depends— if your food is edible then we might as well take the risk I'll accept the challenge but only if you promise not to bring up old grievances I promise one condition—you stop holding everything in I'm in especially since I miss Verti as a partner And I felt lonely without my older brother So let's make sure we don't get lost this time Only if we both truly took a step forward We start right here To support the channel like subscribe and turn on the notification bell