What Really Happened With Jason Luv & Adam22

You've had a crazy year. I, I met you at the zoo culture opening. Yeah. You were so nice when I met you there. Because I was very proud of you and the weight loss video. I just watched before that. Cause I too battle against my own desire to eat food. What is your, what are your snacks? Uh, dried mango. That's not bad. I'm a dried mango fiend. Yeah. But when you're eating like 800 calories of it for a snack, it just becomes like, I can make anything, something that I could get fat off of that a certain it's crazy how many calories everything is, you know, Twizzlers. Yeah. It terrible. Yeah. And insane amount. I think like four Twizzlers is like 500 calories. Right. Yeah. Sometimes I'm surprised. Like I ate a piece of bread the other day and I was just looking at him like a hundred calories. I could do this for a piece of bread. Cause you, you think of that as the real enemy. Right. And what do you do? You work out? Yeah. I work out pretty militant for the most part. You do? Well, I, I've kind of up and down with it. The honeymoon, I went on the honeymoon. I was two 15. I got home. I was two 15. I somehow managed to gain five pounds since then. But now I'm like on a mission. Cause I saw a tick talk that was like critiquing my physique and calling me a fat and it just had like 3 million views. And I was just like, Oh my God, this is the fuel. I need to do it really get to where I'm trying to get. How do you, how do you navigate all that? Cause if I saw a tick tock saying that I was a fat, that would bum me out the whole day. Really? Yeah. I don't know. I guess I've just taken enough abuse over the years. That is true. If you, if you take it, we had, um, my, my assistant, she, uh, she, they would like when she started, she was on the podcast, they'd write like mean things about her and you know, it would bother her. And I'd be like, well, you know, don't read it and you got to develop the skin. Right. How do you block all that out? Like, especially the thing you just went through, like that was all over the internet, the biggest, probably the biggest thing on the internet for the, for the summer that was nothing because that was like me and my girl had a conversation about it, you know, like about like, Oh, this would be a good business move, or this is something that if we open our relationship up a little bit, maybe it'll make things a little bit more exciting and stuff. And then it just ended up being so much more viral than we knew that it was going to be, which I guess in retrospect, I feel kind of naive that I didn't see it coming as much, you know, cause it's just like, Oh wow. Like nobody has ever really done what I did by like, you know, no, no guy has ever willingly like said like, okay, I'm gonna let my girl shoot with another dude, like a, like a well-known person. That's right. Nobody had ever even thought of that. No. And then it just took the world by storm because nobody could believe it. Was it, was it, did it only become big once Jason love talk some or was it even big before that? It was big before, like I talked about it on my podcast and it was already huge. Tons of posts just about me talking about it. And then she posts the video of her sort of like looking into the camera and giggling while he walks up in the back and that just like set it on fire. And then it was like everything we did would just make it go crazier and crazier. And I would tweet something that was kind of like my honest opinion, but I would phrase it in like a funny way. And it was just all over again. It is kind of weird too, because it was kind of like, Oh, in the middle of it, I was like, Oh, I don't know if we'll ever go viral like this again. Like, this is probably the top of the mountain, right? I don't know, Adam, you've been through, you've been, there seems to be a controversy follows you. But when I looked at like the Google activity for my life, it was like, I basically didn't exist before this. Now to my fans and stuff, they're like, Oh, I've been watching you since 2015, but like comparatively, it's basically just like exploding weird feeling. I have to say like, do you ever get, uh, performance anxiety? Um, a little bit. I've had, I've had moments where, uh, it was a little hard to keep it going for the most part though. Like what do you do? Cut that out, cut that part out. Yeah. Sometimes we have to cut for a little bit. Cause I, I get, I, I, when I see my fiance, like I get, I just get nervous before I'm like, am I going to be, am I going to be able to do this? Like, uh, you know, like, and, uh, usually everything's fine, but I do, I do, I get in my head about it. I'm like, is it, am I going to be able to, the weird thing about it is that you schedule it in advance, right? So it's like, it'll be in my calendar that I basically got to bust a nut at noon, 2 PM and 5 PM. What? Yeah. Cause I, I scheduled the kind of my three times in one day. Yeah. But then sometimes I'll have days where that's not really happening. Right. And that can be kind of awkward because it's like, you don't really know like what zone you're going to be in mentally, you know, but then like, I've got it booked like weeks in advance. So sometimes I just got to rise to the occasion. Yeah. How's your mental health? I think it's very good. Is it, was it, was it, was it all the stuff that happened with Jason loves? Did that **** you up? It briefly put me into like kind of a state of flux where I wasn't really sure how I felt about it or if I wanted to do it again, you know, or if I was okay with her working with more guys or anything like that, but then like, as I emerged from the cuck saga, I don't know, it gave me like a new sense of confidence, like I really got to thank that giant black because it really just made me like kind of gain a different level of like, Oh, I'm indestructible. Like nothing doesn't kill you. Yeah. That couldn't take me out. Nothing will. And dude, those are my favorite people. I always say this, you know, my favorite people are the ones that have endured. Yeah. You know, like, you know, show me some 22 year old kid that hasn't done anything, but like the example I always use is like the comedian John Mulaney. Uh, I didn't really watch John Mulaney, but then I found out he had like a cocaine problem and all that. And it made me like him more. Right. You know what I mean? Or like a Chappelle Chappelle went through some horrible stuff. Like he lost his show and he went a little nuts and then he came back and became the greatest of all time. And those are the people that, um, you know, those, those people that you admire, like it's, it just makes you stronger. Right. You are indestructible now going through that. I just kind of feel, well, you know, I always grew up hating rich kids, which I now can't really get behind a hundred percent because you don't choose how much money your parents have when you're born. I know some really cool people that are like great, resilient, super smart people that their parents are filthy rich and they probably don't have to do anything if they don't want to. But at the same time, being in LA, you meet a lot of people who you kind of have that realization of like, Oh, you're a rich kid. Like you didn't have to work for anything. Like it was always an option for you to just off. And that's like very hard for me to relate to as somebody who my parents told me my whole life, like you graduate high school, you can go to college and we'll help you out with tuition and stuff, or you get a full-time job and you start paying us rent, you know? And like, I always kind of had that hanging over my head of like that. I have to figure out how I'm going to make my way in this world, you know? And that was good for you. Yeah. I think that was really good for me because I was the type of person that probably would have, you know, lived in my parents' basement for as long as possible if I had been able to, you know? Yeah, yeah, yeah. But they made it pretty clear. Like they just value hard work so much that they just weren't going to let me be a piece of ----. Have you spoken with Jason Love? Uh, a little bit. Yeah. Like, uh, well, well not since that one interview we did where he called in and then he did some interviews after that, where I felt like he was being a little disrespectful. I didn't like the way he was talking about it. So that kind of made me have a realization, which is that anybody that she's ever going to shoot with again, or anybody that me and her are going to shoot with together, it needs to be, she said this the other day, she's like, anyone else that I ever work with, we're going to do a group chat and we're going to go over all of our stipulations and things that are important to us and stuff like that. Cause like, I have a lot of friends of like dudes that I'm cool with in the adult industry, you know, and it's like, Jason wasn't really like my friend per se, he was just like a guy I knew, but like, you know, I'm not shy about like her shooting more content with more dudes and me and her are going to do scenes with other guys together and stuff. And, uh, but yeah, I mean, we definitely like kind of realized a lot of things that could go wrong from that whole thing. Yeah.