Hey Bell Baes! 🔔 Welcome back to another 'Homeless Until Closing' Vlog starting from January 2026 - February 2026! Let's get caught up! I went to put my prescription into my Meta Glasses finally! The girls made honor roll again and I did a hilarious fake tongue prank on them! Girl it went from that to having to take a pregnancy test and I shared my husbands reaction too! I even had an allergic reaction to something! Alot was going on in this vlog lol If you haven't joined the family what are you doing with yourself!? Subscribe, Share, and Comment! Let's Chat Below!! Love yall!
How do y'all like them? Are they cute? Are they teeny?
I feel like I'm being ate up and chewed up and spit out.
This is my life.
You wanna see it?
Barely anything.
Talking to nobody.
First to everyone who has dealt with what I'm going through.
What's up, girl?
So, we're about to head up to Ray-Bans to get my Metaglasses.
Now, if you've been watching already, you know I've had these glasses since my birthday.
So, since May.
It's been almost a year that I've had these Metaglasses.
But I couldn't use them because my prescription wasn't in them.
And I also needed to get a new prescription.
So, about like, probably about a week or two before Christmas, I went and got my prescription filled.
And got a whole new prescription.
She said it was like four times worse than my last prescription.
But, I hadn't got a new prescription since like 2020.
So, I really, it was overdue.
I needed to go into the eye doctor and get checked and all that.
So, I did all that.
Got my prescription.
And then, probably about like, honestly like last week was only about five business days.
It was really fast.
She told me it would probably be about ten business days.
But it ended up being half that.
Because last week, me and my mom were over in La Quintera in San Antonio.
Which is like a little like mall, outdoor mall kind of thing.
And we went by Ray-Bans.
And I dropped my Ray-Bans off.
And I got my prescription lenses.
I paid for them and everything.
But they have to make them remain your glasses and then they call you back.
So, they called your girl today.
And we're on our way up there to pick them up.
I'm so excited.
Kind of in a time crunch.
Because today was my mom's ceremony for her honor roll.
She got all A's.
Her great ceremony.
So, that was exciting.
We went up there.
And my mom had to go to the dentist.
And then, she just swung by.
And I'm about to run out there.
And jump in the car with her.
And then, we're about to head up there before they close.
And it was like 8.
So, let's go girl.
Let's go get my glasses.
She told me I could talk to nobody.
She can talk to like zero people.
When I was little, I just used to talk a lot.
And she said I'm in the right career.
I'm glad you're in the right profession.
Because you would be talking to nobody.
Like, just talking.
Like, I don't understand.
I said I went to school to hone my craft.
I don't think so.
I needed to be able to talk to people.
And get them to understand where I was coming from.
That's what I was doing.
Having friends.
We were having friends.
I was finding people.
My tribe.
I used to love to go to school and talk though.
Yeah, you always got in trouble.
It was fun.
It was a fun time.
I used to tell people, I'm going to need you to handle that.
Like, seriously.
Stop calling me.
And she does it at home too.
Stop calling me.
And then when we moved around a lot.
That helped me learn how to talk to new people.
And new faces and stuff.
It's so funny though.
When you think about how your childhood molded you.
It's hilarious.
Are we really going back to Lush?
What did you find in there?
You didn't have what you wanted last time.
Yeah, but that's been what?
Two weeks.
Oh.
You were just out of stock?
Uh-huh.
Yo, this is Walkin' Tara.
I've been here a million times.
Where did she live?
It's the rich people.
The rich people.
I think this is where I saw that nanny.
I don't need to be over here then.
I saw a nanny one time.
I ain't rich, bitch.
Like, I mean a nanny.
She looked like she was, like.
They looked royal.
And she looked like nanny McPhee.
Just hair and pay.
I'm here to pick up glasses.
Um, under Marcebo.
Blanket.
Oh yeah.
I'm gonna.
I'm gonna definitely have to get used to this.
Like.
My eyes feel like.
Like I have to literally focus on something.
In order to see it.
Because.
I don't know.
It feels like.
Not like my eyes wandering.
But it's like.
It feels funny.
So yeah.
But.
I'm gonna go find my mom.
I think she's over here.
It feels like I'm like floating.
That's what it feels like.
How do y'all like them?
Are they cute?
Are they teen?
Are they married in the year?
I really feel like I'm high up.
Like I'm floating or something.
It's so weird.
I'm gonna have to definitely get used to these.
They said.
The eye doctor said that.
Um.
I could have headaches within the next like.
Two weeks or so.
So.
I have to get used to it.
Why you look like that?
And that's why you missing an antler.
Because you want to jump out in front of a car.
Still going like he was trying to jump in front of the car.
That's why I'm like.
What is the difference?
It didn't stop.
Yeah.
And turn and look at you.
Look at like.
Uh.
Like why you riding beside me?
Right.
Get off my tail.
I thought.
I thought it was.
No.
It was right there.
It turned.
It turned all the way around.
Like okay.
Like dang.
Like it didn't stop.
Hain that will record.
Chick chick chick.
Hain that has stopped recording.
Doody can you come help me?
I got something stuck on my tongue.
Help me.
Pull off.
Pull off my tongue.
No no come on.
Pull it pull it.
Oh.
Ah.
I tried to.
I wanna play.
Okay.
It's a prank.
It's not chocolate.
It's a fake tongue.
What is it?
It's fake.
You're crazy.
Were you about to cry?
Yes you was.
I didn't want you to cry.
I just pranked you.
I pranked you on the video.
Is it squishy?
Yes.
Why is it squishy?
I don't know girl.
It's supposed to feel like a real tongue.
You thought it was a tongue?
You thought it was mommy's tongue?
You got scared?
Were you going to help me?
I was trying to.
You were trying to help me?
How were you going to help me?
Put it back in my mouth?
What were you going to do to help me?
I don't know.
Girl, now you're playing with it.
What were you going to do to help me?
I don't know.
I was a goner.
Why did you prank me?
Because I wanted to prank you.
Did I prank you good?
High five.
Don't do it again.
I won't do it again.
Where did you get this from?
I bought it.
Where did you get it from?
I bought it.
From the store?
Yes, I bought it from the store.
What store?
Girl, do you want to go get one?
Why do you want to know what store?
Like what store?
We have to get London.
What?
We have to save it and get London.
But you can't tell her about it, okay?
Okay.
London!
Teacher said
this is a crisis
to the people
that are freezing.
She said
stop.
Let this freeze.
Don't let anyone look at it.
What?
Get it.
No.
You didn't look.
You were just staring at it.
It does look real.
I asked you to freak out.
I did.
Did you think it was a real tongue?
I didn't think so.
You looked like you knew.
You were laughing.
Yes, you did.
I didn't get you good one.
I got one.
It's going to be a freeze.
There's people all over the grocery store.
Literally everywhere.
We're in here because we need some milk.
And just a little bit of necessities
just in case it's a bad storm
like it was back in
I think it was 2020.
I forget.
It was a really bad storm where
stuff was shut down.
Roads were closed.
I think the highway was closed off.
It was really bad.
We didn't have any hot water.
Look at you.
You need that?
Do you need that?
Girl, you don't need that.
Come on.
Don't run into the thing.
Wait, don't run.
Don't run.
Do you want to try another one or do you want the one that's sour?
Right here, look.
Right here.
Do you want to try those?
Yeah.
It tastes like watermelon.
Let me see if it's hot.
It's sweet and sour.
Okay, go ahead.
We're going to find Yaya.
How can there not be no meat?
Oh, the chicken.
I'm checking up there.
They're extra thin sliced.
Oh yeah, those.
I don't know what it tastes like.
Barely any meat.
No organic.
It's got brown spots on it.
That's why it's right there.
They picked through all this.
We got that eye motion.
Yeah.
It's in my eye.
Hello, Yaya.
Not that fast.
Okay.
Starting off at the crack of dawn.
8 a.m. sharp.
We was at the school with the kids.
Mimi had a ceremony.
London had a ceremony also.
That was last week.
I put that in this vlog also.
Really, today was just Mimi's
and girl.
When I tell you.
Just waking up super early.
Getting everybody together.
Then I was cooking chili,
so I stayed up.
I didn't even really get a nap
until later on the evening.
I took a nap
probably between 1 p.m.
to 3 p.m.
I was trying to get Milana to take a nap with me.
She didn't want to.
It was dinner time.
Milana was ready to crash.
She fell out.
We ate around 4.30.
We ate a little early.
She probably took a nap around 5.30
to about 7.00.
Then I woke her up.
We had an early morning.
I knew she needed at least an hour or two nap.
Homegirl was on 10.
She was crying at the dinner table.
She was doing a lot.
Fast forward until we realized
that there is going to be a freeze
or a Texas storm on the way.
Not sure how crazy it is,
but everyone is acting
as if it was that storm
that we had a few years ago.
Five years ago.
London was two, I believe.
It was when we had first moved to Houston.
Everything was closed down.
The roads were icy.
You couldn't leave.
The highways were locked down.
The grid was off.
Texas runs on its own power grid.
They can turn it on and off
at their leisure.
It doesn't affect
the other states.
We were in the dark.
Texas was in the dark for about a week.
That time was crazy.
Obviously,
if the electricity is out,
you don't have a generator.
Your food is bad.
We had to take things out of the freezer
and put them in the snow.
It was like a blizzard.
It was snow everywhere.
It was really crazy.
Some people lost their lives
in that situation.
It was insane.
I hope it doesn't get as crazy
as it sounds.
Better safe than sorry.
We went to the grocery store
and got a few things that we needed.
I had grocery shopped
two days ago.
I got enough things
to last us a few weeks.
I put a little
razzle dazzle on it
and grabbed a few things
that I needed.
One of my sisters
is in college.
It's about an hour or two drive.
It's not too crazy.
My other sister who lived with us
when we were in Houston
stayed in Houston for a little bit
and ended up moving closer.
She's basically
close by my sister who's in college.
They're right around
closer to us than being all the way
in Houston or Dallas.
Everyone's within an hour or so radius.
If anything crazy happens,
everybody can come home.
Hopefully, if everything is locked down
like it was the last time,
I just pray.
I just pray that things
do not get out of hand because
that was not a fun time.
It was so cold in the house.
We were literally sitting
in one spot. I remember putting London
inside my clothes
and doubling up jackets
and doubling up blankets.
Mimi was next to me under a blanket.
We were basically using our body heat to keep warm.
It was insane.
Now, I got
three of them children.
I'm not trying to relive that or rehash that.
It was a fun time because we all
played games and hung out.
When COVID hit,
everybody was off work. You had family time.
The difference was COVID.
We had air, electricity,
heat, all the necessities.
We just had to stay indoors.
We were scared about the virus,
but we at least stayed indoors.
The freeze cut off
all life.
When I say it was pitch black dark at night,
dark. There was no gas.
People were literally trying to go out
and get gas. They could not find gas.
It was so bad.
Anyway, we're
getting ready for that.
We're getting prepared for one of them.
Hopefully, it's nothing too crazy
and the next few vlogs
is not me like, girl,
fighting for my life.
I am going to actually edit
so that I can put everything
up that I need to put up
just in case the power does go off.
Today is Thursday.
Tomorrow is their 100th day of school.
Mimi, my mom works
at their school, so Mimi's going to go to school
as her grandma, as my mother.
She didn't guide. I didn't give her one of my
Louis Vuitton shops.
I gave her my Metaglasses to wear
because my mom has
the same Metaglasses, same color, everything.
She's going to look just like her.
When I say down to the shoes,
she's in stolen
boots. She's got a little shawl.
She's got one of her shirts that has
her class name on it.
She's looking
the part. London
has a
gray wig.
She's going to throw her outfit together.
She loves this pink dress that she wears
all the time. She was Cindy Lou Who.
She wore that dress, so she's wearing that again.
The storm
isn't actually supposed to happen
until Saturday night.
Tomorrow's Friday, so
everything should be good with them going to school.
The craziest part is,
Mimi and I were talking about this when we walked out of HEB,
it's literally 70 degrees.
It's not even cold outside.
Being in Texas is always so confusing
because it doesn't even feel like it should
be cold or like there should be
a storm or snow or anything
coming. The weather outside is
A1. The way I like weather
in the 70s,
that's where it's feeling like outside.
I didn't have to wear a jacket, nothing outside.
All of a sudden, it's going to hit you.
Then I seen all my friends
in Houston, I was scrolling through everybody's feed
and I seen that it was snowing in Houston
and usually it snows
here in San Antonio first before
it snows in Houston or it snows
in Dallas before it snows in Houston.
Houston is always the last to get snow.
That was like, what?
It's snowing in Houston right now?
Crazy.
So I said, I know that means it's on the way.
Even though it's 70 degrees and it feels good right now,
I know it's on the way. We're staying indoors and keeping
warm. I did cook some chili,
so we have warm meals,
warm meals on deck. My mom had made
some pot roast, so we have like rice, chili,
pot roast, all the warm
soupy kind of things and
hopefully nobody gets sick. Knock on wood.
Amen. Amen.
Okay, we'll read.
Kendall will read. Evaluate things
later on, girl.
Online is weird, child. It's hanging on by a thread,
but I was trying to wait for some
companies to send what
they gonna send and I still have like a few
collabs coming up, but I really, really,
really wanted to wait and hold off until
it's like closer to Valentine's Day to get my hair done.
So yeah, I'm
waiting on them. Hopefully when they send
it, it's probably, it'll come in maybe
like after the storm
so then I can do my hair and stuff because
I'm not about to be beat down
and I mean, I'm not, you know,
you never know with me. I may be
beat down and cute for the storm, but I really
would rather hold it off and
you know, thug it out.
So this is, this is her thugging.
Ooh, child, bear with me.
Hey y'all,
what's up? Oh my God.
I know, I know.
I'm probably only keeping it in for
like a few days.
I was trying something new, trying some new
color. I don't know how
I like it. I feel like it's giving
Oprah. I
don't know, honey, but
try something new.
Don't do it. Anyways,
we on our way to go pick up the girls from school.
What, baby?
Your child is not dying?
Okay, try it again.
Try it again.
I just connected it to my phone. After
we go get the girls, we're gonna have
to go to the grocery store, probably like
H-E-B or something because
I don't have anything to cook and I have no
idea what I'm cooking. Like, no idea.
So I need to go figure that
out. Um, also,
we're gonna go get,
we're gonna go get a test.
Only because ever since we moved
here, my period
has been very irregular
and the last period I had
was about, like, probably about
40 days ago, about 35,
something like that. Something around
that, honey. It's been a little minute. My
flow app is screaming at me, like,
girl, what's going on? What's happening? But
sometimes when I have, like, a lot of stress,
my period does get irregular and, like
I said, ever since we've been here, it's been like that
and I am very stressed out about
finding a home,
the buying process, all the new things
that
this comes with. You know what I'm saying?
Like, the stress, the kids,
my husband, like,
girl, it's a lot going on
in my head and y'all know I'm a Gemini,
so it gets deep sometimes.
Like, I had to really pull myself up
through depression,
like, maybe it was holiday seasonal,
but whatever it was, child,
it landed on the period
in time where I won't have a house,
staying with
my parents, you know what I'm saying? Like,
I really honestly,
when I tell y'all,
it's not for the weak. Like,
if you've ever had to go through a season
where you just need to step back a second
and stay with folks, stay with family
or whatever, it's a blessing to have,
but it's not for the weak. I'm gonna tell y'all that right now.
Coming into other people's space, it's just,
it's a lot. And even though people
will swear down, like, oh, it's nothing,
it's okay, we don't mind,
it's still like you're coming
into other people's space. You know what I'm saying? We don't have
rooms of our own. We don't have beds of our own.
Our kids don't have their toys. Like,
they keep asking, like, what's going on?
Where's the house, honey? Because why don't I have
my toys? You know what I'm saying? Like, it's a lot
that, especially as a mother,
that we go through, and I want my kids
to have all of their things and to be happy
and I want this period to be over with,
but I also don't want to push it because
I don't want to, you know, mess it up
or skip steps or
regret things later. You know what I'm saying? So,
we're trying our best to get through different stuff as well
as I told y'all, Hubby started
school, so
he actually flies out. He has
a project he has to do. He flies
out tomorrow.
It's really just a day trip. More power to
everyone who has dealt with what I'm going
through because I really, really, really
honestly feel for y'all
because it is,
listen, only the strong survive, okay?
I feel like I'm being ate up and chewed up
and spit out. It's just a lot.
I will be picking up
a test today
because ain't nobody got
time for that, okay? Ain't nobody got time
for that. I don't feel like nothing different,
no symptoms, nothing. It's just
she is not coming and
as much as she can, I'm like, God damn,
I need her to show up on time.
You feel me?
I had you turned out.
What's my move?
Try me, come find out.
One more time.
Stop trying to read my mind.
I'm not a wrench.
Ooh, girl.
Going to the grocery store
with three kids.
Don't recommend. It's so good.
Very not luxury.
Very stressful.
Very mama,
mama, mama. Very
Mimi gonna tell me when I pick them up, she's like,
ooh, yeah, that's not it.
That definitely looks like a wig.
Excuse me?
I'm not trying to be this.
This is not who I am.
I don't know. At first, I was trying to just
play with it and see and I'm like,
maybe I need a few minutes.
You know how when you first put on a fresh wig,
you're like, I need a few minutes to let it marinate
to see if.
Isn't it supposed to be like yacky texture?
No, it's not ginger.
It's yacky texture
and it's honey blonde.
I don't know. Y'all tell me.
Like,
it flips. It does all the
twirls and zurls, but girl,
I just don't think it's funny.
Oh, girl, I'm thinking I'm on a red light
and this is like one of them.
Like, I guess the light's not working.
But anyways,
we're on our way back. I got some
chicken wings. I'm gonna
fry some chicken wings, some
macaroni cheese, and some
corn. I didn't get
broccoli, I got corn. I'm gonna like, start
cooking immediately. I really don't have nothing
else to do today.
Um,
Milan! My sister's
birthday is Friday. Uriah's
out right now trying to find this gift that
I want to get her. And then I ordered her
something else on Amazon, so I need
I'm waiting on that to come in.
But, um, really we're not doing
much. We're just kind of like, dressing up.
And that's really what this hair is for, cause I'm gonna
like, it's a theme that she
got going on, so I'm gonna try to do my makeup
and do the theme with her.
So, yeah, it's a clown theme.
So, I was trying
something new in the midst of that. I'm like, yeah, let me
look different and, you know,
be in character. Oh!
So y'all, the past
like, two weeks,
I had this really bad allergic
reaction. Like, my eyes started
getting really red and itchy.
Like, when I say, it was like, they were
swollen underneath. And y'all know,
I never have like, discoloration
under my eyes. Like, I've never had like,
dark eyes, bags, nothing.
So, when I saw that, I'm like, what?
It was very noticeable to me, obviously.
And I'm like, what's going on?
Like, what's happening?
I think that it was the
dust on my fan, cause I have this fan that I have low
on my face. Because ever since we got to
my mom's house, with the irregular periods, I
also have been getting like, really
hot, like, hot flashes and stuff.
So that's another reason why I'm like, let me check
on my...
What's going on, honey?
What's going on? I'm like, I need to figure out what's
happening. Cause this is just really weird.
I've been getting hot flashes, just
things and symptoms that I've never really had.
And I'm also getting older, so I'm like, maybe
that's why? Like,
you know, as I get, as I
age, honey, like, honey, why?
Who knows what comes
with it? So, I'm not really stressed
about it, but I am like, a little like,
like, I'm watching you.
All eyes on you. So, I have
this fan, and it has like, dust on it.
And I'm allergic to dust, and the dust like,
will blow. And I think
that I didn't realize it had dust
on it, and I think I was just blowing
dust in my face, and I think that's where I got the
ultra-dust from. But nonetheless, I dusted
girl. I threw away
all my skincare. I've changed my
regimen. Um, I snatched the
lashes that I had on at the time off,
because I was like, I don't know if it's the glue, threw that glue
away, those lashes away. But
brand new, I redid everything.
Brand new skincare, brand
new lashes and, uh,
glue. Uh, wiped everything
down. I mean, the top fan, uh,
over top of the bed, to the tiny fan next
to my face. I wiped everything
down, disinfected, dislocated
everything, girl. Okay, because I didn't know what I
was having an allergic reaction to, but I knew
it was looking like it
was looking. Stressed me out.
So I was out of commission for a few days,
y'all. Like, I didn't even pick up the camera, nothing,
because I was like, I wanted to
snatch my eyes off my face
and throw them in a pond.
Okay, I was ready to be blind
for the rest of my life. I was ready. I was back at life
at that moment, because the itchy, the
scratchy, I had to, like, take
back the Benadryl shots. It was a mess.
Looking like itch. Will Smith
and Hitch. It was too
much. It was not demure. It was not
cutesy whatsoever. And then,
I took my wig off, too,
girl. It was really depressing.
You just need to get up and get cute, because
it was a lot. It was like
spiritual warfare
or something. It was like somebody was attacking me.
I felt like it all ends
all sides. But I'm back and I'm better.
I'm good now. I shook it off.
Okay, we need to make sure we need to
shake this other thing off. We'll
talk about that later. And
as long as everything's right,
and the future
and the horizons is good,
we're on the right path.
I'm excited. 2026,
y'all. It's already
been crazy. So, how are y'all feeling
for real about this hair?
See, on this camera,
it's not as bad, I feel like,
as the other camera.
Like, the other camera,
the color
seemed, like, a bit off.
But this is Honey Blonde.
And, um,
I just don't know. I don't know.
I'm definitely going to be taking her out soon. I know that.
But I might put her back in. Just let me know.
Like, you know what I'm saying? Call her up.
What should her name be? Yonce?
Meyonce? Call Meyonce
to the forefront and she will come.
Hither. Okay?
I like
Honey Blonde. I think it's the
texture and
the curls that are going to be off. I feel like
if it was, like, maybe a straight, even a straight,
I don't know. I'm just so used
to, like, browns and jet
blacks, so I might just do, like, a chocolate
next. But I told myself
2026, I was going to do a lot more different
colors and things.
I went through, like, 10 years ago. Y'all know how
everybody's, like, over in 2016?
10 years ago, I went through a color phase.
So it's so funny that, like, 10 years later,
from 2016 to
2026, I'm in the same
kind of, like, vein. But I just
want to try something new. Like,
sometimes you're tired of the old you.
You know?
Y'all know why we here.
This is ridiculous, might I add.
Like,
I haven't had to do one of these
in so long.
And honestly,
I did do it off camera, like,
when we first, first got here.
Um, but I have these,
like, generic
things on them. I don't know.
They came in, like, a set from a company,
like, back when I was, like,
way before I got pregnant with Milan.
So, like, 2021,
2022, I got this kit
and it had, like, ovulation tests,
brain tests, like, all of the things, right?
But I have, it's a bunch of them.
And I've been using those
and those have been saying
negative, at least from the beginning when we first got here.
So I just, like, threw it in the back of my mind.
Wasn't worried about it. I'm like, it's coming, y'all.
Let me be patient.
Knock, knock, knock. Let me show y'all
what my app says. And I'm ashy, so ignore that.
We have more pressing issues
at hand, okay? But let me
show y'all my app, like,
and Ryan's
been on my ass.
He's, like, a calculator.
Like, I think he logs
my ---- in his phone or something, because
the day, like, I mean, dude, like, to a T,
he'd be like, what's going on?
What's happening? We're a little traumatized.
So...
Oh, my God.
Listen, when you've been with somebody
for over two decades,
sometimes you
gotta be like,
girl, I keep money. I'm like,
what? So now,
it's been in, like, the back of my mind
and, y'all, I
am...
Okay, so it's not, like, 40. It's not 35.
It's 32. I am
32 days
late. 32 days.
So,
I didn't get nothing fancy. I feel like
if it is, it is, because 33 days
is a long time. So it should
pop up if those other ones were
expired, you know what I'm saying? So this is
six days sooner.
It should be grand. We're just gonna
do it.
I wanted to wait until my husband's
basically got here, but
he's already here, like I told y'all
from my sis, so...
We can just do it together.
Ooh, they baby
I cannot believe this right now.
Like...
Welcome to the homeless and pregnant series.
I can't. I can't be serious
right now. Okay. So...
Y'all, I'm nervous.
I'm shaking a little bit. I'm gonna go hot.
I told y'all I've been having, like, hot flashes and stuff.
I'm gonna go hot.
Here's to nothing.
Let's do it.
Regular. Schmegular.
Pray for me. Y'all wanna know
what's crazy? I'm literally pants on.
I use this, like, sweats
because they're so big.
I just like to wear them.
Is that a sign?
All jokes aside,
though, this honestly
would not be the right time,
like, at all.
I already told y'all a lot is going on.
Y'all know a lot is
going on. I don't even know why I keep saying it,
but it's like, I feel like when your mind
is only thinking about one thing,
it's like that's all you can really talk about.
So that's another reason why I haven't been on the camera that much
because I feel like
I sound like a broken record.
My mind is spinning.
Like, spinning.
Like, honestly. Be honest
with yourself. If you had to stay with your parents, would every
day be easy?
Coming from someone who, you know,
obviously, we run our own household.
We're our own boss. Hello.
We the parents in the
situation. We are the elders
in our household. And then going
into something
else is like,
it's a lot. It's a lot.
Because I miss
everything about, like, having my own stuff.
I miss being able
to clean up whenever I want to.
Like, with my kids, I feel like I've been
running behind them all over the house
because I just don't want them to
leave toys laying around
or, like, a mess or anything like that
in someone else's space.
In my house, I clean up, like,
once at the end of the night. Like, one good
sweep of the whole entire house
to clean everything. Everything's in its place by the time
I go to bed. That's how I kind of regulate
it so that I don't lose my mind.
And now that I'm in the thick of it
where I'm, like, running behind, I feel like
a maid. Like, I feel like I have a
hamper, a trash bag,
and I'm running behind people picking up crumbs
24-7. And, like, that's a job.
Like, that's literally
all I've been doing. I feel like I
can't do anything else but that.
So...
And that's only just for my own
mindset. Like, I don't...
Like I said, I don't want people to trip over toys. Like, I don't want people...
And things that they're not used to, I don't
want that to be happening
on my watch. You feel what I'm saying? I'm very
considerate, and I'm very, like, aware
of my surroundings and my space
and other people's space. So, it's like...
That's where I'm at with it.
Hopefully I'm making sense. Hopefully there's people out there
who can relate, who have either been in our
shoes, um, you know, in
the process of life changing
and having to
kneel on family members
or people around you,
or transitioning a chapter
in your life where you're just, like,
gathering yourself. Hopefully y'all
can relate and understand what I'm saying, because I feel like
I'm not making any sense. I'm also
very nervous about this test, because that
is one thing that cannot
happen right now. Like, in the midst
of trying to buy a house, for
that to happen on top of it, that's
gonna make the time slot even
slimmer, because we were looking into
building, and that could take six months,
eight months even, just depending. And they could tell you
four months, and then it'd take a year.
Like, it just depends on what happens, and I
will not bring any life
in my mother's house.
I just won't. Even when I was pregnant
with, um, um,
London, we moved here, and
I was eight months pregnant, and everybody kept telling me, like,
it's okay, we don't find a house, so I was, like, stressed
trying to find a house. It's like, it's okay,
it's okay, it's okay, you know, we have your parents,
we can lean on them, it might be easier
even to have them, and
you know, we just stay here until
after we have a baby. Huh?
Who? What? Girl, I need a nurse,
I need all the things. Like, when I am
pregnant, I'm nesting,
I'm doing a lot of, you know what I'm saying? Like, and you just,
I just feel like you just can't do that
in your baby's house. Like, that just
sounds crazy to me.
I guess just being a very
responsible adult, and being
um, a responsible
parent, mother, like, all of that, we just
never had that, and, like, to think
about that, even though we could, like,
other people don't mind, it's like, I
just, I just, I just can't.
So, yeah.
I'm rambling, and
we're just gonna do this. I'm not even
gonna move.
I'm not even gonna hold y'all, like,
this is crazy.
This is mind-blowing. So, it's
flipped over. Mind you, I'm blind.
My glasses is off, but I'm gonna look at it
with a blind eye first, because
this is bad. Okay, ready?
Okay.
So, it says
um,
I'm reading the
box. So,
these two would mean yes,
if y'all can see that. Alright, ready?
Go.
Wait a minute now.
Let me make sure.
Okay.
Okay, the result is what the result is.
The result is
what the result is.
Very cheap. Very hot girl summer.
Very much in her bag.
Okay. No, but
for real, it's just
not the time.
Maybe once we get settled
in our brand
new space, in our brand new house,
in our brand new everything,
then a brand new bed could come
into the Bell
household, but as for right now.
But I do need to get my stuff together, so
I think I am going to schedule an appointment
with
my doctor, or find a doctor,
because I don't even have a doctor here.
That's another thing, switching from going from
Houston to San Antonio. A lot of
our stuff is mixed up,
and I was going to wait until
we bought the house and everything, and then
get settled, and then switch every party,
like dentist, and all that stuff.
Uriah, it's easy for him, because he goes from
VA to VA, but for us, we have
to find, you know, basically like
a home, like either
family practice, or kids,
and then my own practice for women,
but my own practice. Girl, look,
I'm a doctor. My own center
for women, or whatever, but
I'm going to go ahead and handle that,
and figure some things out, because
I mean, for me personally, I feel like
it's just me getting older, but
just to be safe to the sorry,
I'm going to go ahead and
find me a doctor here in San Antonio,
and get seen, because
you know, just want to
check out, just want to find a little
annual little
tighten up, tighten up.
You want to see it?
I said, do you want to see it?
What's funny about that?
Do you want to see it?
That's not really a joke.
It's not a joke. I didn't say it was a joke.
You've been talking about it.
That's what I said.
This ain't even real content.
This is real life.
I told him that we can't be homeless and pregnant
like somebody else.
What?
Is this already done?
Yes.
Why are you
reading it like that?
What do you mean the way I'm acting?
I already know it's negative, because
if I walked in here and it wasn't,
first off, you wouldn't
have been touching no camera, I can assure you.
Why do you say that?
Because I just know.
You're stupid.
You don't even know how to read it.
It's a big line, ain't there?
No, it would be two lines.
You're stupid.
When I found out I was pregnant with London,
I was sliding down the wall crying.
If I walked in here and you wouldn't have been
like you want to see it,
you wouldn't have been in real life.
What?
We need to talk.
I said I just need to go
find me a doctor, because
I think I'm getting older and stuff,
so things are changing.
Maybe it's just being in a house with other women.
Alright, so y'all,
fast forward to did all the things,
dinner,
got the kids' routines together,
got them in bed,
it's now 2 o'clock in the morning,
and I have to take
your ride
to the airport,
because you're leaving.
He has to go do
some traveling for work,
so
I have to go drop him off.
But me and my mom
are about to ride in the car
and take him to the airport,
and then come back home
and get a little bit of sleep
before I have to get up and get the girls
ready for school and stuff.
Y'all, I'm tired.
I try to stay up, because I don't like being
waking up out of my sleep, especially if I have to
wake up twice. Like, wake up and then
go right to sleep, and then wake up again,
get a little stuff.
Too much wake up, okay?
So, I'm up still.
I just basically
got the kids together,
sat down, did some work and stuff,
answered some emails,
and was scrolling on my phone
until it was time to wake him up.
So now he's about to get dressed,
and we're headed out the door.
I'm kind of sad, because this is the first time
he's been awake.
But, like, I don't know how long
it's been. Like, he's been apart
for a minute, so.
But it's only for a short period.
It's like a turnaround trip, so he'll be right back.
But,
me and my baby man.
Let's go
drop him off.