They feel the impact of YOUR ABSENCE, they just have to keep performing and protect their mask

They feel the impact of your absence. They feel it hard. There's not a day that goes by that they are not reminded of this great person that eventually walked out of their life. You walked away. You made a brutal cutoff with this narcissist. Whether it be family, this could have been your mother. This is that nut that you married. She thought she had you. He thought he was destroying you. That you wouldn't get the strength to grow the way that you're growing right now. The thing about the narcissist is and don't fall for the facade. Because I know somebody believes that the narcissist moves on and doesn't care and they have a new person and they have this life going on and they are unbothered by the pain that they left you in. This is false. The reason why it's false is because you're chosen. You carry a different type of value. Because no one is capable of doing and showing the type of things giving the type of love that you gave to their invaluable self. They are somewhere watching you so hard that they notice that you've changed. They know your energy is no longer what it used to be. Your absence is a major impact right now. Because they want to reach out right now. Whatever they doubted, they have to face that very truth now because they no longer have access to it. They doubted your gift. They doubted your spiritual gifts. They doubted your intelligence. They doubted you. But the thing is, it's not because they didn't know what you carry. They were really intimidated by it. They were actually sent to destroy it. But when you realized that your assignment came to an end, you ended their game. You ended their game in a way that they were never prepared for. They're still in awe. They're still surprised. They're still shocked. They are left in discombobulation. That's why they're performing so highly now. This new person means nothing to them. They went back to an ex. They're doubling back on your siblings. They're pulling other members of the family in. They're recruiting flying monkeys because they know what they feel inside. See, the narcissist is good with projecting an outwardly image. But the truth is, inside, when they lost that blessing that you were in their life, because you were. You are. You're a blessing in everybody's life. When they lost you, life crumbled. All they could do was pretend to be happy and okay and that they've moved on and they didn't care. It's a facade. It's fake. It's an act. They know that they will never get what you gave and what you had to offer. They're now somewhere trying to groom others to be you. They are convincing themselves that they don't need you when truly they do. Because you being chosen meant that you brought a spiritual aspect to their life. You brought a spiritual gift to their world. They will never forget how you prayed for them. They will never forget how you cried for them. You cried for them to be better, be well, heal, grow, thrive. You wanted the best for them. And now the impact of your absence kicks in every time they're faced with the reality of life. They know that the people they've surrounded themselves with now, after you, they don't love them. They're just tolerating them. They're actually scared of them. They're definitely not praying for them. They're not praying with them. None of that. If anything, they're surrounded by a whole group of other narcissists, other demons, other new and old demonic activity. Your presence hit different. That's why they are drugged up right now. That's why they are hitting that bottle harder than ever before. It didn't hit them until they caught a glimpse of how you are walking in your calling. It didn't hit them until they heard from somebody else how much you're thriving now. At first, it looked like you were defeated. It felt like they won. But as you thrive after this narcissist, your glow changes. Your growth is obvious. And they are left with a different type of regret. Karma kicks in when you took all your power back. This impact is so severe because they've watched you since you left. Maybe you left a year ago, two, three, four, five years ago. Maybe you've left a few months ago. They were waiting for you to break. Come back. Call them. Crawl to them. Go knocking on their door. They thought you would do drive-bys. And it's not happening. It's never happened because you refused to turn back and become a pillar of salt. That absence is a major impact in their life. They didn't realize how much they really needed you until they realized how much they needed you. Because they did. They needed you spiritually more than anything. You have a gift, a healing gift. And because of the pain and the betrayal that you were faced with because of this narcissistic fool, you are now spreading that love to others who need it, who appreciate it, and who want it from you. And that was the king and queen of jealousy and envy. They're hating real, real tough. They're doing whatever they can in life to cover up what they feel inside. They feel completely stupid. They know they have lost big time. They know you are irreplaceable because every time they look up, you're leveling up. And it's hitting them. It's hitting them so bad their health is being affected. It's hitting them so bad they're aging poorly. It's like rotten milk. They can't do nothing about it. Once it's spoiled, it's spoiled. What can you do? The biggest of them all, the reason why your absence is a major impact right now is because they realized they failed miserably in trying to destroy you. No matter what they did, they couldn't cancel you. They couldn't destroy you. Your gift is even greater now. They are so defeated. They have nothing else left but to continue carrying their mask for others. They could not keep you from being who you are now. The moment you cut them off and you did not look back, that was when karma instantly was activated. The one person they had in that prison, in that chokehold, escaped. They thought they were so big and bad when they had you in that prison. But it turns out God truly loves you. It turns out that you were born to win. And they cannot believe what a loser they've been exposed to be. Because they thought they were winning when they had you like that. They felt so good, so powerful. They thought they were pulling you down into your grave. But losing you is causing them to lose their mind. There's not enough delusion in the world to doubt how powerful you are, how gifted you are, how creative you were, how amazing you were. There's not enough delusion in the world to doubt the value that you carried. They can't doubt it. They can pretend. But they know what's up. You're the one person that's made them stand on their decision to continue to hurt you, disappoint you, betray you. They wanted to leave. They packed up and left and you locked the door. It's bolted. They couldn't come back and they weren't expecting that. They thought they were discarding you when it turns out you discarded them. I call it a cut off. We don't discard. We cut you straight off. We take the chopper and we chop it off. They're afraid of you. Not only are they afraid of you, but they wish they can get close to you. They wish they can talk to you. What a narcissist don't want you to know, and some of you know because they did expose it to you, is that they are troubled spiritually. Their soul is troubled. They are crying out for help in ways that others don't see. All that attention seeking. Many times, it's a deep cry for help. Their soul is so much in bondage that they want to be free and they don't know how. You were the closest thing. You were the best thing that ever happened to them. You brought peace. When they were with you, they felt free. They felt happy. They felt like they had a chance. They felt like somebody loved them because they don't feel loved. They have nothing but self-hatred that they cover up with their ego and their pride. When deep down inside, they are so broken that only a godly being like you could bring that touch that they need so desperately. Your absence is felt. You were the superglue to their family. Because of you, things came together. People came together. You were the centerpiece. They used to look forward to coming home to you. They used to feel blessed to know you and to have you. But it was their demons that made them try to doubt that and try to make you feel like they didn't know that or that they didn't feel that. Deep down inside, they felt that. They knew that. They knew you were a blessing. They knew you were sent from God. They weren't just saying that because they were a narcissist. They felt a difference with you. They didn't hang on to that marriage for so long because you were nobody. You were everything. Everything they will never have again. You were their last chance. And now there's no more chances. So yeah, the impact of your absence is heavy. It's heavy. They never talk to no one the way they talk to you. They share things with you that they never share with anybody. They confided in you. They told you their deepest, darkest secrets. They probably even cried. Those tears aren't always fake. You were an angel. And they wake up every day with a different type of pain knowing that they lost that. And if you haven't taken your power back, it's time. It's time to let go. It's time to walk in your calling. Walk in your authority. Walk in your power. Sometimes even when you leave these narcissists, you still feel a sense of trauma bond. You still ruminate a little bit. A lot of this is more spiritual than it is psychological. You were chosen to grow from this. This pain ignited a fire that needed to burn. Because of their betrayal, because of their hatred, because of the constant disappointment, you become empowered enough to now accept your calling and go and do what you were called to do. The love you carry is a gift. Check out my masterclass. If you are struggling to completely let them go spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and fully take power back, it's in the description box below. Go sign up for the masterclass. Book a coaching session if you need that. If you need to follow me on other platforms, reach out to me, send an email. All my contact information is below, as well as the link for you to check out Mommy So True Merchandise. Thank you for your support. Keep thriving, stay blessed, and stay true. Bye, guys.