2024年7月29日 15:48

Because going at it alone, man, basically, I don't know about anyone else, but for me, when I've had to do it, like really long term, really, really alone, like really against the grain, like in direct opposition or whatever, however that pans out, I've just had to be like, that's, you know, it's fight, fight, fight, because I'm not gonna back up, I'm not gonna run away. You know, like it's okay to take a step, whatever, I'm not moralizing, I'm gonna moralize here, but it's just go, just like full throttle, break through anything, I don't care, try me, you know, let's see what's up. And I never lose, right? Then afterwards, there's a lot of, you know, like regrets, like, oh man, why was I such a jerk? You know, like, couldn't I have been nicer? Couldn't I have been kind? Like, that's really how I feel inside. I don't have any animus towards anybody. Why are there all these conflicts that are just like unresolvable? Because, you know, all these hard actions had to be taken because it was either do or die in a sense, right? Because if you're not gonna, if you're living your conscience, and then all of a sudden, like a situation comes up and you backtrack, well, what are you gonna do next? No, it's like, it's all or nothing. You either do it every single time, you know, 100%, or you just go, or you just don't. You know, I haven't found anything else, honestly. And also, like, when options come up, you know, just take them, jump on them, you know? Like, I've had friends who were kind of, you know, you know, we're friends, we're friends, right? And we're kind of doing the same thing. And, you know, I'd offer like options and ideas. It's like, well, hey, if somebody's supporting what you're doing, yeah, for sure, come on, come on, come on, let's go. As opposed to, you know, yeah, we're friends, but, you know, I'm not gonna, I'm not really gonna, you know, go in the same direction as you because I got my own thing going. No, man, forget about it, it doesn't matter. Like, anyone, anytime anyone's ever offered me something, like, hey, here's an idea, here's an idea. I come on, I jump on it right away. Well, here's what I got. You know, and usually it's like, well, I'm not interested, but that's fine, you know? Bottom line, anyone offers me a hand, you know, yeah, man, I'm gonna shake it, I'm gonna shake it. You know, like, let's go, we're doing the same thing. Let's go, let's make a fist, you know? Let's not be like this, it's not gonna do anything. But yeah, man, things still move along. It is what it is. And everybody gets what they're supposed to get based on what they put in. So I'm just good with myself at the end of the night. Like, yeah, there's a lot of things in the back of my head, which kind of like sometimes keep me up or wake me up or whatever. But at the end of the day, when the morning comes, I know that I'm on the right track. You know, when whenever the panic or whatever kind of the unresolved things, and they kind of pass through and I can see clearly, it's always just stay the course, stay the course, stay the course, you know? And that's all I gotta say about that.