RESET WEEK IN MY LIFE WITH ME ☕️👩‍💻 mid year reset, goal planning & motivation for your year

I don't know if you all heard but September is the new January and this week we are resetting for our New Year we're brainstorming we're Vision boarding we're planning we're getting our lives together this weekend my life Vlog is perfect for those who need a little extra pep in their step a little motivation maybe you've been in a rut maybe you also have had a horrible Year I'm not sure what you're going through but I think you're going to like this Vlog and stay tuned for next week because next week we reset my house it's going to be crazy from the garden to the closet to the garage I mean it's it's going to be insane anyways I hope you guys enjoy resetting with [Applause] [Music] me this is my office in here I love my desk it's cute it's great but I really like working on like a big table but I have a bed here and I can't really like switch it up that much sometimes when I just feel like I've been in a funk though I like to like switch up my working routine thing so I'm going to go get my like foldable table and put it in the middle of this room I like to work on like a communal table I have a huge corkboard and whiteboard coming too that I'm probably going to put just against this wall for the time being and see I don't have guest coming for a second so we're going to just set up cuz we've got a lot of work to get done guys [Music] hi y'all welcome back to my channel welcome to another week in my life video I'm really excited about this week's Vlog because we're actually doing a new year reset yes it is September all right listen I missed being a child when it felt like the new year was in September the new school year and I've had the worst year of my life and I feel like I've just been off you know I went really crazy early January and then everything hit I wanted to just do a little New Year reset in September so listen you don't need a new year to get new goals okay I will say I'm not going to um expect like the most intense stuff out of myself right now I'm in very very very deep grief but we will be resetting for the new year so maybe you are going through something you're going through a breakup you're in a funk maybe you're also grieving whatever it might be we all have something going on this Vlog we are getting it together okay real time it's actually the last week of August so I'm going to do this so that when I get back from my trip this weekend I'm going to be like full forc ready to go hopefully so I hope you guys are enjoying this Labor Day weekend happy Labor Day weekend and this is giving you the inso that you might need in the next year in the next year and in the next week if any of youall do this please tag me on Instagram I'm just going to tell you guys through everything that I'm doing so I did move a table into my office into my really cute beautifully designed office and this table is really ugly sure um I just needed a little change and sometimes you need to like change up your work space that you're in okay I was on the couch all last week no wonder I was unmotivated like why was I working from the couch okay I was sick too granted but like just awful first thing change your space okay I'm in my office that I really don't use that much cuz it's also my guest room I switched it up even in here okay first thing I'm going to do is I have this like Little D book but I like like a morning reading book like I know a lot of you all probably like daily stoic this book is my favorite ever I've reread it so many times draw the circle 40-day prayer challenge so I'm going to do this before I get into the rest of my day I've already gone on a run I went to weightlifting I worked in the yard I had therapy I showered I got ready and here we are ready to start the day anyways I'm going to do this because I find that like if I do a morning reading and journaling practice I feel a lot more creative I have a lot better of ideas I can focus a lot better and I just feel more prepared my day if that makes any sense so going to start with that so I finished my reading and what I did first was I went through and I wrote down all of my big dates so those are friend of mine shoots friend of mine launches collab launches um random things that I'm doing around my house that all need to do like content around um cooking classet it's just like a lot of honestly like friend of mine stuff the 10K that I'm running different dinners dinner parties that I'm hosting cooking classes and like editor stuff I'm doing in a friend of mine haven't even done anything for house guests in this at all yet that one is like a little bit different the way that I structure that I have all of this and then I have I don't know if you guys can even see that probably wasn't even helpful I put that all out on a 30 6090 this is something that I learned in my college internship you plan 30 days out 60 days out and 90 days out so you can see everything that's coming up what's urgent what's not as urgent but just like keep on the back burner yeah I have a lot in September September is going to be like a very busy month which is why I wanted to kind of get ahead of it I've been hard at work so I ordered my lunch Jersey miks I get Macy's order and then we have some ollipop the best of the best this is the best lunch all right y'all it's now almost 300 p.m. my 306090 is done my mood board for upcoming shoots done my marketing roll out for a friend of mine for the rest of the year done I do have two more mood boards I really technically need to do still and I just had a timer and I'm going through all my emails and answering all the ones that I've been putting off just in the past couple of days I still have quite a few things that I need to do on this to-do list for today I got a little over ambitious but I'm kind of like hitting a wall so I think I'm going to move to the couch and answer these interview questions and then come back here you know you just got to move around you got to do what you got to do to keep things going [Music] all right y'all I finished everything that I need to out there I'm back in the office I'm going to do my last mood board and then I have events tonight I'm feeling good about my new year reset I did my 30 6090 all my big dates mood boards emails I cleared out all my messages and I'm also going to be doing some stuff for like my personal life like I want to clean out my garage a little bit this week I need to prep the garden for fall because next week we're planting all of our plant for the garden which is really exciting and I'm actually going to be doing a whole closet organization reset video which is also going to be filmed next week so this feels good I did makeing coffee um it's 400 p.m. but that's because I had to pick up Macy from the airport at 10:30 which is so far past B time it's like not even funny cuz I kind of like filming in here should I like do solo podcast episodes in here I might do an entire solo podcast episode on this but I also think it's important to make like personal goals and um like hobby related goals so so personal right now it would just be like resetting and cleaning my house and then hobby related I'm running in 10k in a couple weeks so just staying on track of my running schedule which I have been staying on track I kind of got a little bit off when I went to London but we're back um and Macy comes home tonight and she's been running we got her to start running a couple weeks ago so she's doing it with me feeling really good I having a takeova event tonight so let get started getting ready soon guys I just chug that coffee and Macy just fired me from my job picking her up at 10:30 I'm going to go to bed at 9:00 now but how this is not good it's time to get ready for tonight it's been in a braid for my run all day I was just trying to refresh it nothing's really working there since it's a toova event we'll be wearing boots probably going to go jeans and boots um if you guys know me I love cowboy boots this entire wall that yall are standing on cowboy boots also I got this new mirror or this lamp here there used to be a pink one I move the pink one over here here just makes this room very cozy I'm really not trying to do anything revolutionary tonight These Boots guys if you are not a new Vlog Watcher you would know that these are my favorite cowboy boots ever I will link them below but they're brown suede okay and I have I have been such a brown suede fan like I'm obsessed and brown suede is so in this fall it's everywhere so you need these boots they are my most worn boots even over my anes these are my Annies they are my second most born boots they are by far the most classic if you're getting your first pair of cowboy boots get the Annies from tcoa these are so good you can wear them with literally anything they last forever they're just the best but I've gotten to the point where I have worn these more and they're just my all-time favorite boots so part of me is thinking I should wear one of my like Hill housee skirts by the way y'all the t-shirt that I'm wearing right now $8 I got like four or five of them in white and then I got a gray and I'm ordering more it's the perfect just like fitted ribbed t-shirt $8 On Target it's crazy and then I have so many of these saon tank tops you might ask like why do you have so many of them because they're white and I stain them and I try my absolute best not to but that's just reality and that's my truth so I'm thinking this might be the vibe okay I'm not wearing this I changed up I don't know why but I'm just sharing the difference between these two like the suede ones better under a boot just cuz they cut a little bit lower and then I like the Annie like with shorts and dresses and stuff I feel like it just cuts the leg off in a more flattering way um this Min scirt by the way AB comi I'll link it below it's a really good one this I was going to throw a belt on with it and stuff but this like just isn't it's not really giving what I wanted to give life is so much easier when you could just stir on a jacket obviously it's going to everything looks better with a car heart jacket are you joking guys what am I doing I'm not obsessed it does feel like a pretty easy fit with my Louis Vuitton like little bag I mean this is fine like it'll it'll do getting ready so fast I don't know why I even bothered with my hair when I was in London we got some new Color Wow products I love the like one spray that I have from color W what is that this is the 1 minute transformation Danny said that she saw this be used at a shoe and it was unbelievable you after a blowout like the next day you would put a little bit of this product in brush it out maybe blow dry it out a little bit and it just transforms your hair so I'm excited to use it when I actually have like a blowout and something to keep I also got this product the raise the root thicken and lift spray tried to use it today and I didn't love it I think I'll give it a couple new tries and whatever it's supposed to thicken and lift your hair um which I would love for a lot to happen but I didn't really love that one and then this one I'm so excited for this is the speed dry blow dry spray and it makes it faster when you dry your hair which feels like it has to be bad for your hair I don't know this is the Frenchie awaken and uplift renewing body wash in Citrus Amber I have never used a better smelling product in my life I totally understand the Frenchy hype now it is so good it makes your entire bathroom and because like I have an opened wall between my bathroom and my bedroom it like makes my entire room smell so amazing like I used it this morning and it still smells so good in here so it's basically like a candle at the same time I feel like with body washes it's hard to file one that I really love that I feel like smells really good and actually works and moisturizes my skin is this like making me look so angry that I'm doing this as I'm talking and that is so good I've been using it for the past couple of days and I am in love with it I've also been back on my tower 20 8 lip jellies is that what these are even called that's what I call them yeah lip jelly this is just chill it's the clear one but I do have the colored ones or just my other bag so moisturizing just such a good lip gloss I live and breathe this is just turned into a little favorites I feel like I should bring back favorites videos but like on Tik Tok like for myself okay this Sony Clover bag this one especially with two pockets it's amazing cuz I have like this is basically the makeup that I wear in the summer and then brow gel and then on this side I have my skin care and I just throw it in my bag whenever I go to like the lake or my dad's house or whatever I say to my Dad's this weekend so it's really really nice I love this Ilia Sunset cream bronzer in Rise just adds a little something and go on super late I'll do skincare super goop sunscreen which I already have on in Golden hour I actually don't know if I have it on but normally I would put it on in the morning I'm not sure if I did today or not just a little bit so it adds like something and then I'll go in with a blush or this Ilia highlight which is the cream highlighter highlighter highlight in glint uh oh my gosh I just stabbed my eye I don't know what I was thinking there and then I have my lip gloss on and I pretty much call a day there it's about as good as you're going to get when it's 100° outside actually yesterday was supposed to be our last day in 100s and to be really honest with you I don't know who told me that or where I got that fact and I've just been telling every on that and I don't know at all if it's true I definitely heard it somewhere I don't know if it was reliable source but I told half of Texas that so I'm going to be getting some angry phone calls next week if that isn't the case tonight I'm going to an event with tooba at their North Park store they're doing collaboration which is so exciting toova is my all-time favorite brand literally ever and I just love them however this is about as good as you're going to get for me getting ready just period in the summer but especially on a Monday on a Monday night 600 p.m. I'm in bed here's my final look it feels crazy to be dressed up on a Monday I don't even really leave my house on the weekends like I don't do things I don't really see people I just I don't do this stuff so like going to a Monday night feels kind of crazy to me I do things but like people come to my house and you know I've been depressed okay you know whatever I still am but um it's not the best thing ever you know whatever feels fine to me that is so [Music] [Applause] [Music] exciting since it's fall for us I have all of my anthro fall cups I think they're up back there here's one of them little candy corn it's so cute um I'm not doing something super festive for Labor Day weekend I have very exciting plans if you guys are watching this Vlog go on my Instagram and you will see them they're very very very very exciting but I'm not going to say them out lot cuz I've never been more terrified of spoiling anything in my life so it's on my Instagram by the time you guys are watching this video but why it's fall me and you guys know I just love fall anyways [Music] [Music] good morning y'all I'm meeting Macy for our morning run I've decided that my long runs are going to be on Thursday there is an old woman passing my car staring at me as I film this please so I think Macy and I are doing a little 35 minute run let's see how far away from the 10K we are now it's 2 weeks from Saturday so myy will be here shortly and then we're going to be reunited and doing our run we're 2 and 1/2 weeks out from the dead guy I'm scared of long runs because tab's out of town for the next couple of weeks I'm scared of doing long runs alone I've been able to do long runs with her because it's really motivating and fun like I actually really enjoy it we like get really excited for them and then we talk the whole time and it's just not the same doing it by myself so if you guys do long runs alone how do you do that I just feel like I'm going to be bored like anything past like four miles I feel like I'm just going to get bored like my five and my six have always done with Tabby so let me know what you guys so do I just have to like get over the hump and it's fine I don't know it's take an hour of running by herself like I'll just get bored but it's fun with people look who it is I can drive still you know like oh yeah just back from the Big Apple I knew everyone would be like oh like you haven't driven in so long like no I can't totally no I don't have Chapstick to you yeah it feels so crazy that you're not Tabby right now no offense well I'm in her car I know and this is my meeting spot with Tabby now I know I'm sorry I just think like I just really adjusted to my lifestyle Tabby are you going to be able to stand in for the next couple of weeks rep oh I found my chaps that's what happens when you leave me sorry moves have to be made I'm back I'm showered I'm making breakfast we're doing a taste test I love these Fair Life protein shakes but I normally get the chocolate I've never had the vanilla 26 g of protein I know they have a 42 G one crazy oh it tastes so I think I like the vanilla the best I like this better than the chocolate I love Fair life like it's so good so good especially after rten I feel like I just need more protein right now it almost tastes like in the best way possible like the little like Starbucks milks that you would get growing up a very very devastating thing happened to me yesterday it's supposedly getting fixed tomorrow I don't know if it's actually going to be fixed the wallpaper is spoon flour by the way look at this look at this I know it's humidity and like yes it's peeling stick but guys it makes me want to sob anyways hopefully by the end of this Vlog it will be fixed that is rift I mean it's really bad I did email them so maybe they'll help me make when I fix this I am going to add like a little thing in here that will help with humidity but the other like wallpaper has worked in the house and it just makes me want to stop because wallpaper is so so expensive like actually so expensive anyways I'm finding I'm can barely walk in here but I'm looking for a tablecloth right now for my new desk in my office because it's so ugly okay I think that this is going to work I have let's go try okay like it really is an eyesore so let's see I don't even know if this is going to fit this table I don't like this tablecloth though it's well honestly guys like this is going to have to do for now because I just simply can't go into the hosting closet because it makes me very sad to see it in this state so I'm actually just avoiding it and this is going to have to do for now I would never normally put this tablecloth to this size of a table I have class I have actually I don't think I have class but basically it doesn't look good okay is what I'm getting at but this this is going to have to do do my water with my electrolytes and I've got to get to work people I do it looks better until you can see the floor so getting on a call I can't take myself seriously at this desk grocery haul time I'm going to try out a couple new things this week including a meat Bowl which I'm actually really excited for sourkraut so many eggs I eat so many eggs I have a ground turkey egg bowl like every morning mozzarella whole wheat flour I'm going to make some bagels I saw on Tik Tok this like bagel pizza bagel recipe and they actually made their own bagels and I was like honestly that looks easy some glaze baking powder which I definitely always have but I can never find it iced coffee marinara sauce basil and chops heirloom tomatoes avocados onions and zucchini I'll be making my beef bowl later I'm actually about to go car shopping with my dad I don't like the actual process of going car shopping I've been putting it off for almost a year [Music] now all right guys I'm going car shopping wish me [Music] laugh I'm going to be real with y'all it's 5:00 p.m. now I'm about to make a coffee okay it's not not good I don't I so tired like Macy and I we ran this morning and I don't know what happened in that run but like I've just been feeling so weak the past couple of weeks I've been getting worse and worse at running and both of us are just like oh my God I can't move I'm just so worn out so I don't think I'm going to run tomorrow maybe just go on a nice little walk or something those of you who care about my running Journey which is probably not many at all I feel like my schedule got really thrown off with London and then I just have been sick lately so with the race 2 and 1 half weeks away I mean it's literally fine I can run it but I don't know I just I missed the days when I would wake up and just feel excited to run um for the car that I test drove today which is not a crazy car I'm not driving Lamborghini they gave me well I took my dad obviously because I'm scared of you know going by myself I will never guess what they told me my car payment would be on the car that I was driving today $2500 $2600 guys it's because of their interest rates I haven't gotten pre-qualified whatever but like it I'm not driving a Lamborghini like it's not it's not crazy it's just I was like oh my God so anyways need this and say I didn't walk away with the car I wasn't planning to I needed to figure out what kind of car I wanted anyways I really didn't even want to finish filming tonight cuz I'm like all right this is supposed to be a reset motivational video but listen this is realistic okay to everyone who's been struggling everyone who needs this motivation needs to pick me up the rest of the week is going to be better but so here's the deal that I'm making with myself I'm going to get my new board out put it in my office and get some things done there and then I'm going to take my laptop to my bed and get everything done that I need to get done on my laptop for the rest of the week so in the next couple of days I can be filming and working on the yard that way I'm still productive getting things done but I can lay down which is you know what I need right y'all my corkboard SL whiteboard has arrived the so real and just like that I have a wave of motivation back so tomorrow is a filming day and my nails are horrible and they're bothering me so I'm going to make myself go to the nail salon I hate going to the nail salon I'm going to listen to a good business podcast and we're going to get to it I decided I'm going to be giving myself blowout today it's 6:00 p.m. and I feel like the day is starting I'm back home about to shower but my nails look a lot better love Li P love [Music] Li poke [Music] H me pain love me insane flowers and choc in a color that matches my Bonet oh no it's not a taste only the best [Music] B my bathroom has been a wreck sorry I have teeth whiteners St on my bathroom is in a wreck for the past like 2 months and I just organized it put everything away it feels so much better I still have bags in that corner but I use those every day it just it's night and day 15 minutes set your timer and you're done [Music] only it feels so much better in here by the way y'all I started a shop mine and I have all of my favorite products linked so I have like my wallpapers my skin care my tanning my favorite jeans my favorite cowboy boots all of it is there on shop my it's so nice I look it's so much better than ltk like seriously it's amazing speaking of favorite things though this is my favorite face Tanner I've talked about this before I don't work with them they've never gifted to me I've bought probably like 10 of these I don't have a code I use Macy's code like I literally have no connection to this brand it's salty face I get the med medium to dark and I just spray it on my face like this and then I just Pat it in with this little brush and that's it it just makes me look a lot healthier like a lot more alive without this I'm really really pale and I feel like I just feel corpse I like just having a little bit of color um especially like in the summer when I'm not wearing makeup it's like crucial to me then it's so good I also use Primal skincare for literally everything this is all on my shop high but so so good I'm going to keep my hair like this and cook some dinner I love the days where like I have a second burst of energy at night and suddenly I'm so productive and I'm running for president like that is I kind of live for that feeling all right y'all I'm making the beef bowl it's going to be so easy onion zucchini this no matter what but so give her [Music] I'm watching just Trish right now but by the way I use buter box me it's my favorite me ever I have the subscription again I don't work with them I've never been paid by them I don't think I've been gifted ever I'm a paying customer and I love it it I'm trying to eat a lot more protein so it's a great way to get protein in but it's 100% grassfed and grass finish which you really want grass finish because they can say grassfed but then at the end of their lives they it actually I can't even think about that but anyways I just love butcher box it's so amazing okay obviously this is a meal for health but I actually like all these Foods so I feel like I'm going to like it I have my ground beef avocado sauerkraut onions and zucchini and then I'm going to add some coconut aminos if I do like it though it's really convenient for meal prep took me 2 seconds and then I have all this ready to go something that I really wanted to do this week was just find some good go-to meals for lunch I don't know about y'all but for some reason lunch is the hardest meal for me to eat period like I never know what I like I don't want to take time in the middle of the day and like break up my workflow I just like I never know what to eat I love coconut aminos all right that is my [Music] dinner good morning y'all I'm going to try to style my hair with this Bondi boost infrared thermal brush okay update I don't hate it I feel like the ends of my hair are just dead and dry anyways so I should probably put an oil on but this is what I've decided I like for my hair in general now is just like rounded ends very like Chic but see like every even when I do it I just feel like it's not it's not it perfectly but we're okay this is the new SED active like airlux material I'm going to link it below because it is the best material I've ever felt Point Blank period not just just like set active wise I wear a large in the top in the top and mediums in the Bottom by the way not just set active wise but like workout material in general it's so flattering it's the softest thing I've ever felt it feels like you're literally wearing nothing I'm pretty sure this is the one that has like UV in it I don't know I'm they sent me this but I'm setting my alarm cuz it launches in like an hour to buy every other item they have cuz I need every single thing it is so good and there's like a matching long sleeve I can't wait for that this winter oh my God like I cannot get over it so if you guys are wanting to try out set acave I cannot recommend it enough I feel like set active's prices too are a lot better than like the Lulu and the aloes I personally like it a lot better I like the materials that are more like this less like the ribbed one um but unbelievable like they're literally so good so anyways just filmed a bunch of Tik Tok stuff I did like a 10 minute get ready with me no Cuts I'm going to eat a little bit of breakfast and then I'm filming my face favorite abomi denim my favorite cowboy boots I'm getting all this stuff done for short form so we have it on Tik Tok and then I will link like my shop my stuff um I'm just very passionate about my recent abami denim I get a lot of questions about it as well on what to get what sizes all that stuff so that's going to be on like my Tik Tok and my Instagram and on my shop my and on my ltk everything will be linked below it's just like the best done know seriously so anyway it's really like a favorites morning is what it's kind of shaping up to be hearing New Heights on in the background it's giving fall it's giving football it's giving everything I need also can we talk about their $100 million plus contract insane it's genuinely like so crazy like these are all of my favorite abomi denim I will have everything linked with sizing okay honestly y'all I went a little crazy I just filmed my belt collection as well I been filming a ton I went through and I did a beginner's guides to cowboy boots which boots you need and move this back um also y'all look at this outfit that I got I'm going to wear it to a Cowboys game look at that jacket so cute I was served in Instagram ad and these little mini shorts and I'm going to wear them with my Navy Abby boots for a Cowboys game like how cute that's the best Cowboys outfit ever together that's a lot of fun I got all that filming done this morning and I'm actually about to go and record my solo but before I do that we're going to test out if my bee full E I don't like calling it my beef bowl whatever if this bowl is good as leftovers updates to come marry you oh my God I just recorded my solo episode on my reset so that's going to be up this Thursday make sure that you go subscribe to the house guest YouTube channel it's really good if yall live in Dallas and you know of people who come in to my house to record and make the podcast video quality like insane I don't need an editor I just need someone to come in and film it actually but with insane quality like feel like everyone that has reached out like the quality wouldn't be that much better than what I have um I just like hate setting stuff up too cuz I'm not good at it so if you know someone I'm really trying to like up the video quality on the podcast please um send them my way or maybe it's you I don't know whatever Macy and I just recorded I got all my recording done um I changed into sweats these sweats by the way from abomi the NFL sweats I got a size large they are the most comfortable sweats I've ever worn in my life they look really cozy they're so good their whole NFL collection is like so good that it's on sale right now no this top I don't know where this top is from but we're going to watch um bfos no oh sorry I meant therapist snookies on so we got to catch up um a ventti ice water and then a grande pumpkin cream cobber please will that be off to you yes thank you happy Thursday y'all today is supposed to be our last day at 100 and it's inconveniently the day that I have to add compost to my garden but I need to get that done because next week we're planting for fall also I had a bunch of stuff printed out so we're going to go over my vision board been a week of reset but honestly I've had a very tough week emotionally I don't want to get into it but I just wanted to say if you're feeling off if you're feeling weird if you're down if you're depressed I see you I feel you I love you it's really hard you're doing better than you think you are I am getting a pumpkin cream cold barel I put on my overalls which for some reason when I put my overalls on it's cuz it's how I dress as a kid I think it calms me to no end like I've never had an outfit make me feel this way thank you thank God okay I've got my beds and then I have this new host so I had to replace my hoses these are you know the things I get excited for sorry that it's so crazy I need to actually hang it up this is a steel hose so it lasts a lot longer I know in the summertime I mean it is summer but it's there's a nice breeze right now randomly I think it's about to rain but normally you have to have gloves to hold this but I was just tired every single time I had someone like plants it for me they were breaking my hoses so I got a new one that's better and we're going to prep the beds not a good season for onions look at me right now [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] all right my girl Garden is prepped and ready to [Music] go I am so gross now my jeans are soaked that's dirt there's dirt all over me I need to shower [Music] immediately in sh just [Music] all right I've showered I'm trying to air dry my hair as much as possible before I give myself a blowout but I do have my stuff printed off to hang up here the issue is that I can't really show y'all a lot of what it is so we're going to have to figure that out um and then I got some supplies so exciting um some Expo markers Expo guys do you remember this in school in the spray that was so fun and some magnets so I'm going to lay out everything that I can on here just so I can see it the main things that I'm working on right now are friend of mine drops for the next couple of months and then house guests which is my podcast I'm really thinking of turning my podcast into way more of a solo podcast I'm trying to find someone right now I'm actively trying to find someone who can come in and really revamp video I also want to start shooting I feel like part of the reason why it doesn't feel like it works when I record at home is because we're recording on the couch and it doesn't feel natural but it feels really natural if we're like sitting across from each other at those chairs like the pink and white striped ones I don't know how to describe it that really would make a big difference so I'm just brainstorming my main two things right now A friend of mine and growing my podcast so we're going to get going this morning I journal and I was having a really rough morning and I felt like a failure and like nothing I do works and nothing is successful and I'm a loser and all these horrible things I'm feeling better now that I like took a step back and I'm doing all this stuff but you know what happens to the best of us what a little reset without like a freak out you know I'm trying to focus more on what I do have versus what I don't have really actively trying to do that [Music] so harder [Music] I can't okay I can't take myself seriously with this towel on much longer I added some photos some decks I'm covering them here these are our core products these are my photos it looks like it's a bunch of photos of me which I hate it's supposed to be the overall like brand Vibe which didn't even work out well because the coloring printed different and the whole point was the coloring so anyways I feel better having this laid out definitely feels better and I can do a lot more from here I wanted to have a little meeting with y'all about this side of the board Let's Talk podcast first so this is kind of what I'm thinking house guest mainly solo there's also the option of me doing doing mini solos eventually I'm kind of thinking about that I like kiny and friends which is just like my close friends anyone that will be on my close friends list on the podcast so like Dom Macy obviously like TK Ken like that kind of vibe like my actual really really close friends conversations with guests when I have a house guest over they would still technically be house guests but when I have a guest to my house um just doing it less it really just depends and a per much world I have a interview episode every week and a solo episode but we're just not at that point yet as much as like I would want to do it I just don't have the support to be able to do that yet so that would be a dream that's definitely down the line and then keeping the book series anything else you guys want let me know and whatever topics you guys are interested in I wanted to feel more cohesive to where like you guys are tuning in every week and it's more real time and we're like talking and catching up every single week whereas right now I'm uploading interviews that I recorded four months prior because I'm really batched out I also like this over in the corner here I was just writing down like random things that I feel like I say um house guest obviously House of rules Kinsey and Friends leaving the house could be when I'm in the studio and then house guest evangelist is really funny someone was commenting that on my Tik Tok recently of just like saying something that I shared and I thought it was funny actually I made the joke no I think no they made the joke and then here are just so episode ideas a lot of them are more of like what I'm learning in life things that I'm doing you know whatever I don't know let me know what you guys think those are definitely our most downloaded episodes so I do feel like they are the favorites moving on to home of mine which is my video series on social for friend of mine and also just myself where we tour different houses now I haven't really gone through and done true lists I've just wrote down like what people have requested mainly I definitely want more like cooking and home people but but I love doing this I think it's so fun especially for a friend of mine so I want to do more so if you guys have good requests let me know I'm going to do one with my mom very soon she's very excited about it and that was like the top requested one okay moving on over here these are our core products like this is the core four the binder the journal the dinner cards the night cap cards if you guys don't have them yet seriously like you need to get them I'm not just saying that cuz it's my product but I really have worked so hard to make these the best of the best of the best the quality is amazing you'll use them for so long they're so fun they just bring a lot of joy into your life so these are the core four this is the general overall Vibe it's very Nancy Meers kind of like rler and Nancy Myers inspired the things that I love the most these two decks right here are two upcoming photo shoots I actually didn't get to the third one but I don't need to have that one fully done yet I'm still kind of working with the people that we're collaborating with so I couldn't really do it yet anyways I feel good about this just having this visually I know that I didn't do rocket science with this but I'm such a visual person that being able to like see stuff which like this stuff is the main stuff that I'm just kind of hiding there's like 20 there's like 20 pieces of paper on both of them you just can't see um having this up here really is so helpful to me we have some amazing news guys the wallpapers's back up it's really messed up still but at least it's up for the time being I've got to figure out what I want to do I I'm going to start framing stuff up here very soon so part of me is like what if I had just stap blood at the top is that crazy these lights are so ugly like this closet is so stunning and then you look up there it really just kills me anyways very happy about that minus that you know it's okay progress not [Music] Perfection all right y'all I'm going to end this week's Vlog I'm leaving to I don't even want to say where I'm going but I'm going on a very exciting trip in the morning I'm surprising someone so I need to get everything set in order ready to go I love you guys so much I hope you guys enjoyed this Vlog I hope you're leaving feeling seen feeling kind of inspired maybe a little bit more motivated but just kind of like we were on FaceTime maybe it was like the Escape you needed love you guys and I'll talk to you soon bye oh wait please seriously leave me all the feedback in the world thank you [Music]