When You Realize That Your Family Are Losers #narcissist #narcissisticabuse

My family are a bunch of ******* losers. Now, not all my family members, just specific ones. And they know who they are because they talk the most ---- about me over the years. But I'm going to start with my parents. Both my parents are losers. And I hope they see this ******* video. And I'm going to tell you why they're ******* losers. I come from a family full of narcissists. Both sides, mother and father. Both sides full of narcissists. And when you come from a narcissistic family system, heavily full of dysfunction, heavily on the toxicity, the violence, the arguments, the backstabbing, the gossip is so severe. both sides of my family the gossip is nasty work it's demonic it's downright demonic but as a person I am late diagnosed autistic and let me tell you what growing up in this type of environment does to a child with autism and why every last one of them should be ******* ashamed mom and dad included both of them should be ******* ashamed and I hope that they both you know I think my mother and father are both autistic and ADHD. And I think my siblings have it too. Now, whether any of them decide to do the right thing and get an evaluation from a neurologist and a psychologist do the right thing for the sake of their children, it's beyond me. I did what I needed to do. And when I got my evaluation results, I shared that with my child. My child is also neurodivergent. My child has ADHD but I'm autistic ADHD and autism are hereditary which means mom and dad have it and possibly my grandpa I suspect my grandparents as well it's passed down generation to generation in the genetics but imagine growing up in a family that constantly targeted you because of your autistic traits follow me now me having autism meant that I displayed behavioral traits that were unusual, different, quirky, weird, slow, autistics. We have delayed processing. Now it doesn't mean that we're stupid or slow. It just means it takes us a minute to process what's going on in the room. But once we process what's going on in a room, we sharp, we are sharp. We are doing our pattern recognition. We're just delayed in how we process. It's how our brains are wired but when you grow up in an abusive family they're gonna call you retarded and slow like my motherfucking family did especially my mama my mama told everybody I was ******* dumb and slow and fat yeah she did no mom I was autistic and I know my teachers my pediatrician somebody told you along the lines and you were too prideful my daddy didn't care because my daddy was too busy fist fighting with you in the street but I know they told somebody said something to your mother and you've gotten your feelings and you said well I don't want nobody calling my child retarded and mother I desperately needed support I needed therapy to treat my autism I needed extra support to process I need recreational therapy occupational therapy speech therapy I have a speech impediment you ignored everything and you bullied not only did you bully you allowed others to bully me and now that I'm an adult and I'm connecting the dots from my past and understanding that I was raised in a family that was trying to coercively force me into compliance listen to me y'all because this gets deep when you are raised in a family of narcissists it's a cult system think of our toxic government we have a toxic president running a toxic government the whole system is is very toxic and they're trying to coerce the rest of the country to conform to what they want a dysfunctional violent system of bullshit and toxicity our president and government your family is also running the family the same way it's a systemic cult-like system where your family members want you to be compliant with protecting the abusers in the family they want you to protect the pedophiles they don't want you to expose the family gossip the family secrets they don't want you to talk about your grandmama your grandmother was a slut that had multiple baby fathers and did a lot of damage to all her children and her children went on and they passed down that same toxicity why doesn't anyone want to hold grandma accountable when will the bullshit stop and why do y'all keep training the younger generation to pass this ---- the **** down somebody got to put a stop to it When you come from a toxic, dysfunctional, narcissistic family, they want you to be compliant with how they've been doing ----, compliant with the dysfunction, compliant with hiding the family secrets, compliant with the bullying and the harassment. If you are autistic like me, you will be judged. You will be teased because you're different. And I absolutely was different. I talked slow. I moved slow. I processed things slowly, but I was incredibly gifted. I finished college before my siblings as an autistic person. Brilliant in my educational studies, even though my mama called me stupid and that bitch don't even have a college degree. How dare she? But I proved them wrong. You misinterpret me talking slow, processing things slow as mental retardation when it was just how my brain is wired. but I'm incredibly gifted and educated that I surpassed my siblings and my parents in my educational studies. Now they can't say ---- about me. Clock it. Your family will want you to be compliant. They have a way of doing things, protecting abuse, protecting dirty secrets, protecting lies, protecting the people that commit the abuse. Nobody wants to change because change means looking in the mirror and that's uncomfortable mom doesn't want to look in a mirror neither does dad they don't want to change they want to be complicit and they train their children to be complicit and when you dare step out because you don't like the way that family has been doing things because you recognize one other thing y'all I got to get this off my chest autistic people this is what your family does not understand about autism our brains are um wired to seek justice we cannot as autistic people cannot sit back and allow manipulation to go down we can't allow lies deception our brains are wired to seek justice imagine growing up in a family that's built on manipulation lies violence deception they're going to ******* hate you for something that you were born with you were biologically born you have autism and you cannot help that your brain is wired to seek justice and when you seek justice and call things out your family will say shut the **** up you ******* slow bitch you retard you ******* fat sloppy bitch nobody wants you nobody loves you this is all I heard but God see God is so good today he's always been good but he's dragging my mother my family is seeing it now but he's really dragging my mother because she knows she fucked up can't call me stupid when I'm more educated than your other children more educated than you and your husband and a lot of your family members nah the gig is up but what you did to an autistic child knowing biologically we were helpless this is how our brains are wired to seek out justice and and we don't we don't live dirty and we can't be around manipulators and abusers and y'all still did it means your family are ******* sick and complicit with abuse cut them off Thank you.